...my childhood in situations like this. But today I remained okay emotionally, they didn't make me nervous.
.. anymore. They want me come home more often but I just don't have the time. When I said after this that I have another life they were really pissed off. Like I said I don't need them anymore because I'm on my own now.
I'm sure on their part, they care about you and want you in their life, and they're afraid of losing you. Unfortunately, they expressed it wrong, it sounds like...
.. don't really understand what is mental health and what are psychologists and psychiatrists for.
Then its a good thing they ask, so that you can educate them I tell them what you need?
... We always argue about on not important stuff. I'm so tense every time I come home. They miss me and want to see me more that once a month. But I just have another life now other that my family and I can't come home every time I have some free ...
... days. I wish I had a partner and I could say that I have to be with her. They act towards me like I still was a child.
... and now everything is racing. What a huge contrast.
So sorry - moodswings are never great. Glad you're better than yesterday. xx
Thank you Binky!
Thank you Kara. I hope today will be calmer.
... a nobody, I worth nothing, I am a big failure, blablabla... Like the same old story that was in my head for months. I left the place really early and didn't want to talk to her at all. I almost started to cry on the metro. I think I shouldn't see
..her again. I don't know if I can continue this friendshiplike thing