Glad to see a 6! Sometimes it's hard to recognize our happy moments!
...again. I decided to talk with my family about leaving uni for awhile and my problems. I'm so afraid. I hope they will understand a little part of it at least and won't leave me alone. I feel really lonely recently. A close friend's reaction was...
...negative about my decision with uni. I haven't talk to her since then... I should explain her that it frightens me to be around the university.
A lot of universities allow for these kinds of breaks. With medical clearance, you can take a leave and not lose your place. Some even might allow distance-learning classes if you want.
Don't give up on your psychologist, and let her know you need a resource that is available when she is not! I hope things go well with your family. I think that's a really smart decision to talk to them!
Thank you Jeff M. *Hugs* for you too for being here with me.
.. of the semester. Hoping for the best. I'm afraid to tell my parents what I am going through.
Good luck with job hunting just be honest with them with how you feel
... it at all. I want to stop existing.
Sounds like, from a different perspective, yesterday wasn't bad. You were strong! Weather is improving. There are positives, they're just hard to see! I hope you're able to get over these overwhelming low points, Evabear!
Thank you all pandas!
to go back home after summer vacation. I fell asleep quiet easily, woke up and couldn't sleep for a while during the night but I woke up calm in the morning. Then I started to cry again. I miss my roomie. I'm so miserable because of this whole ...
thing that I can't do anything. It's strange to be here again. I want to escape. I have to. I must figure it out how to do it.
Eva , do your parents know how you feel and how sad uni is making you , while parents want the best for their children they do not willingly want them to be unhappy (speaking as a parent) I only ever want my children to be happy and will back them
what ever they want to do ... life is too short to be unhappy , I do worry about you .. as i have said to you before we our the masters of our own ship sail it to where makes you happy x x
A little story from my life .. after becoming ill , I moved my job closer to home , but still it was over 100 miles away so I had to travel on a monday and stay there for the week , I was so incredibly unhappy totally depressed at rock bottom . it
got to the point that when i was driving to work i used to think well If I just crash my car that would be it I would either be dead or badly injured so no more work ... Why did I not think to myself NO job is worth feeling this way .. but in the end
I did think that way with help from others .. leaving that job was the best thing i ever did health wise .. we all put reasons in place of why we cant do things , pride , guilt , pressure , bills to pay etc but in the end you have to be happy and
healthy so if you want my opinion ... and it is only my opinion review what is important to you .. your health should come first without that what ever you achieve will be of no use to you ... put yourself first my friend x
Thank you very much!
Seriously EvA H you are worthy of happiness , some times we just have to change course to get out of the stormy seas x
Try speaking to someone there is always hope