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4 Éva H
05 Apr 2018 ·
Overslept and was still tired. Run late from work. I didn't really had energy. Gf didn't come over today because she needs to write a cover letter for a job applocation. Felt sad and numb through the
Éva H
05 Apr 2018 ·

..day. Can't sleep now to be rested for tomorrow.

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5 Éva H
04 Apr 2018 ·
Very mixed mood recenlty. Sometimes I feel very down, sometime very good. At least there are some time I enjoy myself.
Richard E
04 Apr 2018 ·

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6 Éva H
27 Mar 2018 ·
Ingave good mood recently :)
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27 Mar 2018 ·

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28 Mar 2018 ·

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Éva H
28 Mar 2018 ·

* I have (misspelling...)

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5 Éva H
26 Mar 2018 ·
Went to an exhibition about transgender people artwork with my girlfriend. It was good to hang out a little.
Tasha S
26 Mar 2018 ·

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27 Mar 2018 ·

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27 Mar 2018 ·

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Alicia B
27 Mar 2018 ·

That sounds great, I hope I can find something like this here, too.

Jeff M
27 Mar 2018 ·

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4 Éva H
26 Mar 2018 ·
2:25 am. Watched Hitchcock's Spellbound, I really enjoyed it. Still want to read something. I should sleep though, I have a lot to do tomorrow. Feeling a little bit sad for unknown reasons.
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26 Mar 2018 ·

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6 Éva H
23 Mar 2018 ·
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23 Mar 2018 ·

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5 Éva H
22 Mar 2018 ·
Awful morning. I woke up with bad mood, then I dropped my Iphone in the toilet. Forums on the internet said that if I take it in a bag of rice, it dries up. Good advice! My phone is back! The day was
Éva H
22 Mar 2018 ·

..so-so. Work was tiring as always and when I got back home I continued with my other part time job.

Janine S
22 Mar 2018 ·

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24 Mar 2018 ·

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5 Éva H
21 Mar 2018 ·
Very tired from work.
Michelle W
21 Mar 2018 ·

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4 Éva H
20 Mar 2018 ·
Moodpanda didn't work on my phone for several days. It seems that MP is really addictive because I missed a lot this community :) few days ago I fainted when I went to the bathroom in the middle of..
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20 Mar 2018 · NEW

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Éva H
20 Mar 2018 ·

..the night. I started to take this new antidepressant and maybe my initial dose was too much. Anyways, I'm fine at least now.

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20 Mar 2018 ·

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20 Mar 2018 ·

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Jeff M
20 Mar 2018 ·

Glad you're OK! They say BP issues happen most in the middle of the night. I fainted once too cuz BP was too low. Scary!

Lydia R
21 Mar 2018 ·

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Éva H
21 Mar 2018 ·

Oh I'm sorry Jeff! Psychiatry has a lot to develop.

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21 Mar 2018 ·

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6 Éva H
15 Mar 2018 ·
My mood was good but Imm really exhausted bec of work. My back is aching and I have little cramps in my hands and legs. Reducing my AD dose, tomorrow starting a different one.
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15 Mar 2018 ·

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16 Mar 2018 ·

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John T
16 Mar 2018 ·

Hoping the new med works better, sometimes it's better to try switching from a SSRI to an SNRI or Tricyclics. These can help sometimes if a SSRI is doing nothing.

John T
16 Mar 2018 ·

Maybe I'm talking bollocks, I'm not a doctor, so don't read into it too much.

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16 Mar 2018 ·

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17 Mar 2018 ·

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Éva H
21 Mar 2018 ·

Before I took Trittico ( (trazodon) and now I'm taking an SSRI. I hope this one will work.

John T
21 Mar 2018 ·

Me too. I just looked it up, I've taken any drug like it. I've been on SSRI, SNRI, and Tricyclics so I can't compare.

John T
21 Mar 2018 ·

*I've never taken any drug like it...

Éva H
21 Mar 2018 ·

The good side of Trittico is that it helps your sleeping and it's not addictive like sleeping pills.

Éva H
21 Mar 2018 ·

That's why it has been prescribed to me. I has terrible sleepless nights before but they are over since then.

John T
21 Mar 2018 ·

SSRIs are usually taken in the morning. Hopefully you won't be kept awake.

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3 Éva H
14 Mar 2018 ·
I think yesterday I had a panic attack. I almost started to cry on my way back home from work, I was tense because of the lots of people on the bus. As I walked home from the bus, I was thinkg about..
Éva H
14 Mar 2018 ·

..that I shouldn't have gone to that mental health hospital because I have my anxiety of streets and public places since then. When I finally got home I was crying, a bit shaking, felt very dizzy and that everything is out of my control. I get super

Éva H
14 Mar 2018 ·

..tired from this job, and I have to travel two hours a day to go there and to get home and I have no time for anything, I can't rest. I will never find suitable job...

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14 Mar 2018 ·

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3 Éva H
12 Mar 2018 ·
Felt very unusual today. I felt very umb throughout the day and had no energy for anything. Everything was weird. Like my depression, unmotivation and low blood pressure mixed together.
Éva H
12 Mar 2018 ·

Don't have energy for going to work tomorrow either. Fortunately, in the morning I have to go to psychiatrist, so I will arrive later.

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12 Mar 2018 ·

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13 Mar 2018 ·

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5 Éva H
11 Mar 2018 ·
Mostly okay. The new job seems to be good but it's super tiring physically. I got a lot of work at my part time job too. I don't know when will I have time for all of these.
Éva H
11 Mar 2018 ·

I did't have job for two months and it's very much all of a sudden.

Lydia R
11 Mar 2018 ·

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11 Mar 2018 ·

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11 Mar 2018 ·

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11 Mar 2018 ·

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11 Mar 2018 ·

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12 Mar 2018 ·

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John S
12 Mar 2018 ·

I'm glad you are finding the new job okay!

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2 Éva H
07 Mar 2018 ·
Very tired. A friend of my parents suggested me a job in a silk screen printing studio. It would be quiet workplace with flexible work time. It's a but far but that wouldn't be a big problem. I just..
Éva H
07 Mar 2018 ·

.. didn't really like the owner (who would work be the only “coworker”). He talks too much and I didn't find him too friendly. I was also really stressed because it took ages to find the location, I felt very stupid after callingh him for directions

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07 Mar 2018 ·

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Éva H
07 Mar 2018 ·

...for 3 times. I'm nervous about tomorrow, it'll be my first day. I really need a job but I can't enjoy or at least carry on with anything.

John N
07 Mar 2018 ·

I'm a screen printer. Feel free to ping me with questions.

Lydia R
07 Mar 2018 ·

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07 Mar 2018 ·

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Lydia R
07 Mar 2018 ·

Hope it'll turn out better than you expect it now!

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07 Mar 2018 ·

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John S
08 Mar 2018 ·

That's tough. I hope it will turn out okay.

Jeff M
08 Mar 2018 ·

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08 Mar 2018 ·

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Éva H
11 Mar 2018 ·

Thank you Pandas!

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3 Éva H
05 Mar 2018 ·
Bad mood day. Talked to my psychologist about my recent sui thoughts. She suggested that maybe I should spend a week in a hospital again for changing my medication and monitor me. I didn't really..
Mark W
05 Mar 2018 ·

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Éva H
05 Mar 2018 ·

..feel good during the day. I still had some fatigue after morning's sickness. At leash my girlfriend came over and we had a lovely evening

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05 Mar 2018 ·

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06 Mar 2018 ·

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06 Mar 2018 ·

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06 Mar 2018 ·

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06 Mar 2018 ·

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06 Mar 2018 ·

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Cindy M
06 Mar 2018 ·

Glad things are going well with your girlx

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08 Mar 2018 ·

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3 Éva H
05 Mar 2018 ·
Can't sleep. Have a little nausea and headache. I'm rry hungry too but I have no food at home other than chocolate. Waiting for the shops to open.
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05 Mar 2018 ·

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Lydia R
05 Mar 2018 ·

Same here! Except for the nausea and headache. But I'm hungry too and have given up on sleep for now.

Éva H
05 Mar 2018 ·

I hope it won't make your bad and sleepy through the day. This is the only time I'm happy that I'm depressed and unemployed. I will have time to sleep during the day 😄

Miles W
05 Mar 2018 ·

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Lydia R
05 Mar 2018 ·

lol at least something good out of this mess haha I also don't have to work today, so that's fine. If I can sleep tonight I won't mind one sleepy day.

Lex M
05 Mar 2018 ·

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5 Éva H
04 Mar 2018 ·
Depressed. Was reading a book all day.
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5 Éva H
02 Mar 2018 ·
Mostly okay. Yesterday were some sui thoughts but I'm surviving. It's weird that I feel okay most of the days but sometimes if there's a minor problem, I instantly have strong bad feelings, then feel
Lydia R
02 Mar 2018 ·

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Éva H
02 Mar 2018 ·

relieved and very very happy and stupid for panicking over such tiny thing.

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2 Éva H
23 Feb 2018 ·
Overslept. Maybe because I took my AD too late yesterday evening (my AP is has an effect which makes you sleep better). Woke up with ***al thoughts. I'm really afraid of having this girl around. ..
Éva H
23 Feb 2018 ·

She is really nice to me and I don't wanna hurt her. I have to continue uni in september and I'm quiet sure I can't do it. I feel like I was a complete failure. And that I'm just not really the one this girl needs.

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23 Feb 2018 ·

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7 Éva H
22 Feb 2018 ·
Girl ❤️😊
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22 Feb 2018 ·

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22 Feb 2018 ·

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