I can imagine how you must feel like. I'm always incredibly nervous just going to a doctor, and this must be so much worse. I do hope it'll do you good though!
...It's a huge things, I'm so out of imagination and dreams. I never wanted to marry, especially not to have children. But it seems to change. Life with a wife instead of a husband puts things in a different perspective.
If it's socially, you don't pass out, and it's ok with any medication you might take, then go for it! It's ok to let your hair down once in a while...
No, I'm alone...
There's no one who I could go out with now.
Then maybe not. It's ok because stress is very temporary it'll pass like a headache comes and goes, and everything is changing all the time. Bad things get better, good things get worse, it's life. Maybe try to do a hobby or something you enjoy.
I light candles and put on music, or do a sketch or drawing of whatever shapes happen to appear on the paper...
Giant hugs to you éva💕
Thank you! 💖
That sounds really hard I also self harm and I know how overwhelming things can be where you just want to hide away from everything. I hope that you feel better. xx
Thanks! I feel a bit better now.