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7 Éva H
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4 Éva H
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Woke up at 5am with s..idal thoughts. Finally, fell back asleep and overslept. Going to the library and the girl will stay for the night today.
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4 Éva H
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Yesterday the girl I'm dating came over to my place. It was the first time we slept together and I really enjoyed but couldn't finish. I tend to seem confident but of course I'm really really tense ..
Éva H
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..and I stress too much. I'm really embarrassed. Especially because she started to excuse herself for being bad in bed. She isn't at all, it's just me :(

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Éva H
2d ·

It sounds like when a man gets the woman whom he'd always dreamt about and hems so stressed he is unable to have sex. It's just the lesbian edition.

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Noel L
2d ·

I guess first time is stressful for you both. If the love and desire is there for you both then that will pass. Hang in there ❤

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Éva H
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Thanks for the comment Noel!

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5 Éva H
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6 Éva H
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My mood is really changable but mostly good. Had a lovely dinner with my family, had a coffee with a good friend and skyped with my date in the evening for an hour. I feel quiet good comapered to the
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Éva H
4d ·

..last month. My psychiatrist prescribed me bigger dosage of my antidepressant. This and the fact that I met a cute girl seems to take an effect on my mental health.

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Cindy M
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That sounds so good! happy to see some green x

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Kara L
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Yay. Happy for you! Xx

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7 Éva H
7d ·
I didn't spend Valentine's day alone for the first time in my life! Today is my birthday and I woke up next to this beautiful, amazing girl ☺️
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7d ·

Happy birthday Éva! Wishing you all the best for your life and a beautiful day! 💖

Michelle W
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Happy Birthday! 🎂

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Tasha S
7d ·

Happy birthday :)

Jeff M
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Jeff M
7d ·

Happy birthday! Happy to see you so happy! :)

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Happy birthday! xx

Éva H
6d ·

Thank you very much Pandas! 😊

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Kara L
6d ·

Happy Belated Birthday and I'm very happy for you! Xx

Éva H
5d ·

Thank you Kara!

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5 Éva H
14 Feb 2018 ·
Nervous and also happy. The girl I'm seeing coming over to watch a movie. I wish I didn't have flatmates or the walls would be a little thicker :)
Nick N
14 Feb 2018 ·

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Nick N
14 Feb 2018 ·

Have a lovely evening 😉

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2 Éva H
14 Feb 2018 ·
It turned out that at my old workplace they didn't need me for long term again, only for a few days, they weren't clear about it when I went back last week. So I'm unemployed again... and at my other
Éva H
14 Feb 2018 ·

..part time job asked for raise in email since I'm not living in the same city as my employer but she haven't answered for a week now. I'm starting go run out of money.

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14 Feb 2018 ·

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Éva H
14 Feb 2018 ·

**I'm starting to run out of money

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5 Éva H
13 Feb 2018 ·
Good appointment at psychologist. And tha day was good in average. I had a mini panic over the girl whom I date because she didn't answer my text messages until the evening. I felt silly, I knew she's
Éva H
13 Feb 2018 ·

..at work but in the same time it was good to be worried. I mean worrying about someone, feeling she's getting to be important.

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3 Éva H
12 Feb 2018 ·
I dated a girl, and she is super cute and seems to be reliable. I feel like I'm dreaming. I'm feeling depressed today though. I'm not really used to being treated this good. I'm afraid of that my ..
Éva H
12 Feb 2018 ·

...mental state will f@ck up stuff.

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John T
12 Feb 2018 ·

Believe in yourself Eva, believe that people who like you are generally understanding. You can do it! Good luck!

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Kym S
12 Feb 2018 ·

Remember, you deserve to be treated well, good luck!

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Éva H
13 Feb 2018 ·

Thank you Pandas!

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6 Éva H
12 Feb 2018 ·
Two good days.
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4 Éva H
08 Feb 2018 ·
Well, I dated a girl two days ago but I'm not really sure how to feel about it. I'm not sure if we fit together. I guess I should just sit back and see what happens.
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Jeff M
08 Feb 2018 ·

Even dates with no long-term future can be fun and exciting. :)

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4 Éva H
07 Feb 2018 ·
First day at work after more than two months. It was okay in the first few hours, but now I started to get irritated by people. I feel wierd being back to work.
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6 Éva H
05 Feb 2018 ·
Not feeling depressed :)
John T
05 Feb 2018 ·

Yay! Your short hair looks cool too, don't worry about it!

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Éva H
06 Feb 2018 ·

Thank you John! :)

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2 Éva H
04 Feb 2018 ·
Back to my apartment. The the metro is under renovation and I had to go by bus. I was tense as a few weeks ago, when I wasn't able to go out on the streets. I'm tired. I feel hopeless.
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04 Feb 2018 ·

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Jeff M
04 Feb 2018 ·

You made it, eva! You're not hopeless!

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Éva H
05 Feb 2018 ·

Thank you Jeff!

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Alicia B
05 Feb 2018 ·

Hope you feel better soon. Is there anything that helps with this tension? Any ritual you may make up?

Éva H
05 Feb 2018 ·

Well, to be honest no, I wasn't like this, it only started a month ago and doesn't always happen. What kind of ritual do you mean? Do you have any tips?

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3 Éva H
04 Feb 2018 ·
I haven't slept much, woke up at 5am then fell asleeo back after 2 hours. I'm anxious about yesterday's talk with my parents. And had a haircut too yesterday which doesn't look like the haircut I ..
Éva H
04 Feb 2018 ·

..requested from the hairdresser at all. I wanted a cute 'Twiggy like' pixie cut but my hair looks very much different.

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04 Feb 2018 · NEW

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Lieteke G
04 Feb 2018 ·

Are you at your parents place and can you continue the conversation? Now everyone has calmed down a bit and had some time to think about it? When you have the conversation, try to stay calm and explain how it makes you feel, in stead of attacking.

Lieteke G
04 Feb 2018 ·

Or screaming. Hope you can sort it out! And the hair can't be that bad, or is it? One good thing about hair is, it grows back.. ❤️

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4 Éva H
03 Feb 2018 ·
My mood wouldn't be bad but I came to my parents house yesterday and they started to ask me about uni, and how will I continue it, will I move back to the city where it takes place ect. I got really..
Jeff M
03 Feb 2018 ·

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Jeff M
03 Feb 2018 ·

You 'shouldn't' anything. Talk to them honestly. They don't understand, but they care. Help them understand what you need and how to support you!

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Éva H
03 Feb 2018 ·

.. anxious and had an intense fear of everything, thought about maybe I should really take my life, I can't finish uni and get my degree, I just can't do it, Imm not able to take photos again. I had to go out to bathroom, I started to cry, then ..

Éva H
03 Feb 2018 ·

..calmed down a little. They are also wondering what did I do in the past month, I didn't search for new job, I basically didn't do anything at all. I don't know how can I tell them, I was at the lowest point in my life, my depression got worse. ..

Éva H
03 Feb 2018 ·

..I've just came out from a mental health hospital, I “should” be better now.

Éva H
04 Feb 2018 ·

Thanks for the comments! Jeff: I want to be honest but when they ask hard questions after the other, I just freeze, get anxious and don't know what to say.

Éva H
04 Feb 2018 ·

I came back meanwhile. Thank you Lieteke for your comment. Maybe next time. Now I don't want to deal with such things right now. I'm happy to be back.

Éva H
04 Feb 2018 ·

Lydia, I hope you will remain calmer than me!

Lydia R
03 Feb 2018 ·

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Lydia R
04 Feb 2018 ·

Same for me, Éva. I haven't told my parents anything yet, but have wanted to for some time. I don't think I'm ready to face their questions and maybe disappointment yet, but I do want to talk to them about it one day.

Lieteke G
03 Feb 2018 ·

It still will takes some time to get your life back on track. Try to explain that to your parents. It is very difficult for outsiders to understand what you are going through. Maybe take the rest of the year of and start afresh in September?

Lieteke G
03 Feb 2018 ·

Don't do things because others expect it from you? ❤️

Lieteke G
04 Feb 2018 ·

It must be hard, not to be able to talk to your parents about it. Would it help if you write them a letter to explain, also explain why you didn't tell them in person. Tell them about how you feel? Surely parents want the best for their child.

Lieteke G
04 Feb 2018 ·

They might surprise you!

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03 Feb 2018 ·

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6 Éva H
31 Jan 2018 ·
Quiet good day. Great appointment at psychologist, met a friend today, and a cute girl asked me out for a drink. I'm still a bit pessimistic. I met this girl when another girl invited me for a concert
Éva H
31 Jan 2018 ·

..on Saturday, whom I 'dated' but things aren't going too well, it seems we can't really get close.These two girls are good friends and I'm nervous that what if this girl donmt know about I dated the other one? I don't want to cause trouble or brake

Éva H
31 Jan 2018 ·

..anybody's heart

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31 Jan 2018 ·

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Lydia R
31 Jan 2018 ·

Then you just might have to be honest with them. Maybe ask your current date how she thinks about you as a couple and if it doesn't lead anywhere you could go on a date with the other girl.

Éva H
31 Jan 2018 ·

Yes, you are right. But we barely talk and it takes ages to finally meet her.

Éva H
31 Jan 2018 ·

That's the main reason I'm confused. Recently I am the one who occasionally texts her, but we don't talk much. I can't send a message to her like “hey, where are this thing going between us, cause maybe I want to date your friend” Haha :)

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Alicia B
01 Feb 2018 ·

On the bright side, a lot of girls seem to be asking you out :) well done!

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01 Feb 2018 ·

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Éva H
02 Feb 2018 ·

Haha, good point, Alicia :):)

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5 Éva H
30 Jan 2018 ·
Definitely a hipomaniac day. My thoughts are racing and I'm so restless. I hope it will be over soon.
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30 Jan 2018 · NEW

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5 Éva H
30 Jan 2018 ·
Finally, a morning when I'm not depressed! :)
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30 Jan 2018 ·

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Lydia R
30 Jan 2018 ·

😀

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30 Jan 2018 ·

Woo!

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