..and I stress too much. I'm really embarrassed. Especially because she started to excuse herself for being bad in bed. She isn't at all, it's just me :(
It sounds like when a man gets the woman whom he'd always dreamt about and hems so stressed he is unable to have sex. It's just the lesbian edition.
I guess first time is stressful for you both. If the love and desire is there for you both then that will pass. Hang in there ❤
Thanks for the comment Noel!
Thank you for the hugs
..last month. My psychiatrist prescribed me bigger dosage of my antidepressant. This and the fact that I met a cute girl seems to take an effect on my mental health.
That sounds so good! happy to see some green x
Yay. Happy for you! Xx
Happy birthday Éva! Wishing you all the best for your life and a beautiful day! 💖
Happy Birthday! 🎂
Happy birthday :)
Happy birthday! Happy to see you so happy! :)
Happy birthday! xx
Thank you very much Pandas! 😊
Happy Belated Birthday and I'm very happy for you! Xx
Thank you Kara!
Have a lovely evening 😉
..part time job asked for raise in email since I'm not living in the same city as my employer but she haven't answered for a week now. I'm starting go run out of money.
**I'm starting to run out of money
..at work but in the same time it was good to be worried. I mean worrying about someone, feeling she's getting to be important.
...mental state will f@ck up stuff.
Believe in yourself Eva, believe that people who like you are generally understanding. You can do it! Good luck!
Remember, you deserve to be treated well, good luck!
Thank you Pandas!
Even dates with no long-term future can be fun and exciting. :)
Yay! Your short hair looks cool too, don't worry about it!
Thank you John! :)
You made it, eva! You're not hopeless!
Thank you Jeff!
Hope you feel better soon. Is there anything that helps with this tension? Any ritual you may make up?
Well, to be honest no, I wasn't like this, it only started a month ago and doesn't always happen. What kind of ritual do you mean? Do you have any tips?
..requested from the hairdresser at all. I wanted a cute 'Twiggy like' pixie cut but my hair looks very much different.
Are you at your parents place and can you continue the conversation? Now everyone has calmed down a bit and had some time to think about it? When you have the conversation, try to stay calm and explain how it makes you feel, in stead of attacking.
Or screaming. Hope you can sort it out! And the hair can't be that bad, or is it? One good thing about hair is, it grows back.. ❤️
You 'shouldn't' anything. Talk to them honestly. They don't understand, but they care. Help them understand what you need and how to support you!
.. anxious and had an intense fear of everything, thought about maybe I should really take my life, I can't finish uni and get my degree, I just can't do it, Imm not able to take photos again. I had to go out to bathroom, I started to cry, then ..
..calmed down a little. They are also wondering what did I do in the past month, I didn't search for new job, I basically didn't do anything at all. I don't know how can I tell them, I was at the lowest point in my life, my depression got worse. ..
..I've just came out from a mental health hospital, I “should” be better now.
Thanks for the comments! Jeff: I want to be honest but when they ask hard questions after the other, I just freeze, get anxious and don't know what to say.
I came back meanwhile. Thank you Lieteke for your comment. Maybe next time. Now I don't want to deal with such things right now. I'm happy to be back.
Lydia, I hope you will remain calmer than me!
Same for me, Éva. I haven't told my parents anything yet, but have wanted to for some time. I don't think I'm ready to face their questions and maybe disappointment yet, but I do want to talk to them about it one day.
It still will takes some time to get your life back on track. Try to explain that to your parents. It is very difficult for outsiders to understand what you are going through. Maybe take the rest of the year of and start afresh in September?
Don't do things because others expect it from you? ❤️
It must be hard, not to be able to talk to your parents about it. Would it help if you write them a letter to explain, also explain why you didn't tell them in person. Tell them about how you feel? Surely parents want the best for their child.
They might surprise you!
..on Saturday, whom I 'dated' but things aren't going too well, it seems we can't really get close.These two girls are good friends and I'm nervous that what if this girl donmt know about I dated the other one? I don't want to cause trouble or brake
Then you just might have to be honest with them. Maybe ask your current date how she thinks about you as a couple and if it doesn't lead anywhere you could go on a date with the other girl.
Yes, you are right. But we barely talk and it takes ages to finally meet her.
That's the main reason I'm confused. Recently I am the one who occasionally texts her, but we don't talk much. I can't send a message to her like “hey, where are this thing going between us, cause maybe I want to date your friend” Haha :)
On the bright side, a lot of girls seem to be asking you out :) well done!
Haha, good point, Alicia :):)