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8 Alicia B
6h ·
Badminton yesterday. Hard after a 10 year break! A bit sore now, but it was so much fun. Hope A. agrees to be my weekly partner. Lovely time with I. today πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™
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Noel L
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Sounds great Alicia

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6 Alicia B
2d ·
A mental crisis at home. Feel like I've handled it better than I used to. Listened to old Muse. They're coming here in summer, but the tickets cost a fortune ( it's a big festival). I wanna go so bad
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Lydia R
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I've seen them live a few years ago (multiple times actually) and the tickets always were so damn expensive, I feel you!

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Noel L
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Glad you handled your crisis Alicia

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John T
1d ·

Good news with handling your crisis. You are resilient Alicia. And meh, I wouldn't worry about Muse too much, there's better music out there.....πŸ˜›πŸ˜πŸŽ΅πŸŽΆπŸ’ΏπŸŽΉπŸŽΌπŸŽ§

John T
1d ·

(only joking, you can enjoy whatever you like!)

Lydia R
1d ·

I like their older stuff more, but they're really good live and I can understand why she wants to see them. Maybe you can buy a one-day ticket (though still expensive). What festival is it?

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Alicia B
6h ·

It's Rock Am Park, I'll have to get a one day pass from people who bought them out. I saw Muse in Montpellier when I lived there, it was amazing. And I do love the new stuff as well, though it's kinda depressing.😁

Alicia B
6h ·

There sure is a lot of music to enjoy out there, Jonh, but I'm a Muse fan, nothing can be done about that for now 😁 it's nice to be a fan sometimes.

John T
5h ·

Yeah Alicia, I was only teasing you. I hope you get to the gig and enjoy it!

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8 Alicia B
2d ·
Update for yesterday: sleepy. Was feeling down after the lesson so took a nap. Was all better after that :)
Noel L
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Glad you felt better Alicia. I hope you feel well now

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6 Alicia B
4d ·
Read on the bus, then German lesson ( brain cramps), a little tidying up, a walk with I., put up food for birds, then cooked dinner. New vegetarian dish, haven't tasted it yet. Tired.
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John T
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Bon appetit!

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Alicia B
2d ·

Thank you, John, it was actually good :)

John T
2d ·

Vegetarian food is the best food. I'm not sure if it's that popular in Germany though... πŸ‘

Alicia B
2d ·

No , I don't think it is. At this point I concede and let myself have meat sometimes, when I find something I feel like having.

John T
1d ·

(just between you and me, I cheat and sometimes eat white fish like cod - other than that no meat - so my conscience isn't completely clear!)

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5 Alicia B
5d ·
Sad. Since nothing new's happened I think it's probably due to lack of sleep and/or a phase. It's cozy, though, sadness. It's so nice to come back to it once in a while that I'm almost happy. :)
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Jeff M
5d ·

Pfft! Don't go ruining perfectly unhappy sadness with your 'happy to be sad'ness! ;)

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Alicia B
4d ·

I know, right, Jeff? I'm so annoying.

John T
4d ·

I hope you're joking Alicia, you are one of the kindest and friendliest pandas on here! :-D

John T
4d ·

Although it's your face, not a panda, are you still a panda? Technically? Perhaps... Yes I'd say with enough make up you'd make a good panda, so yes... :-)

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7 Alicia B
6d ·
Feeling better today. Going to try and play some badminton next Saturday. I've missed it. Since Ivan's gone I have no partner, so it's been about 7 years since I've played regularly. Can't wait!
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Have fun!

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5 Alicia B
6d ·
It's hard handling a life with someone like A. One minute it's exhilarating af, next minute all goes to ***. A perceptive person in pain, omg, they do know where to strike. Letting sadness in.
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9 Alicia B
09 Dec 2017 ·
Quiet Saturday. A walk, cleaning, new season of The Crown. Everything is going pretty well with A. I don't know if my diagnosis is correct, but it's changed our behavior for the better somehow. Glad.
Anna N
09 Dec 2017 ·

Great news! Fingers crossed for you πŸ˜€

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09 Dec 2017 ·

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John T
7d ·

I've not seen the crown but Claire Foy has been a good actress in some shows I have seen. Though she's too young for the next series they are making, I read somewhere that they recast the part with Olivia Colman...

John T
7d ·

Also try not to worry about your diagnosis, it took 15 years and about 10 different psychiatrists to get to my current one. As long as you get individual treatment suited to your needs, what label you get doesn't matter...

Alicia B
6d ·

It's not my diagnosis, mine is straightforward Bipolar :) It's for a very close friend, I had this idea he might be Borderline. Checks all the boxes, and he is in a lot of pain :( Trouble is, it's hard to find a specialist that can confirm (or not)

Alicia B
6d ·

and, most importantly, treat him. He really needs help, we are all very worried about him.

John T
6d ·

Sorry I misunderstood. Yeah it's a shame really, specialists only seem to be available when people are very, very ill, and at their lowest ebb it makes it easier for them to diagnose I guess...

Alicia B
6d ·

It's all very new, really. All these disorders. Looks like doctors are still confused about most of them, and Borderline is hard to treat, so no one wants to do it. But I have faith :) Progress is happening :)

Alicia B
6d ·

Thank you for your comments, John, it means a lot hearing from you and having your support. thank you <3

Alicia B
5d ·

Oh, and Claire Foy is fantastic! So beautiful, too. I like Matt Smith as well. This role looks even better on him then the Doctor :)

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6 Alicia B
08 Dec 2017 ·
Dance class w live drums, very advanced. 2 hours of frantically trying to remember which move goes after which has left me mentally exhausted, irritable and needing alone time. It reminds me strongly)
Alicia B
08 Dec 2017 ·

of how I felt almost every day without my mood stabilizer. I am SO lucky to not be living like that anymore. I can't help but feel sad for the lost time. All the things I couldn't do before that are rewarding, healthy and fun. It is what it is though

Alicia B
08 Dec 2017 ·

I feel more grateful than I feel sad, and more proud than a failure. All in all, it's a positive mix, I guess. I had to fight my way through to a diagnosis and medication. I hope less and less people have that problem these days.

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08 Dec 2017 ·

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Manda P
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I hope they have less problems too.

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9 Alicia B
07 Dec 2017 ·
Dance class was great. No German class tomorrow, so will sleep in and... Movie time! Loved Labor Day. Stories of weird relationships satisfy my sick need and let me lead a more or less healthy life.
Maria M
07 Dec 2017 ·

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Crystal C
08 Dec 2017 ·

I bet you dance really good if your going to classes! 😁

Jeff M
08 Dec 2017 ·

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Alicia B
08 Dec 2017 ·

Not yet, Crystal, I've only started 3 months ago :) I have a sort of a natural knack for it, but I'm also 34 and never learned to dance in my life, except some Zumba at home :) I'm better than other beginners, though :)

Crystal C
08 Dec 2017 ·

I literally just can't dance πŸ˜‚ or keep up with any exercise lol so better then me!!

Cindy M
09 Dec 2017 ·

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