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5 Alicia B
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I had so many plans today, but instead got sick and spent the day in bed. Did go grocery shopping in the evening though. Not eating and puking for the whole day has made me remember something:
Alicia B
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this is how I felt when I wasn't eating right. No energy, lightheaded, unable to enjoy movement. All day every day. I wouldn't want to feel that way ever again (not until I grow old anyway), even if it makes me look great.

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8 Alicia B
2d ·
Spent most of the day cleaning the flat after it's been the responsibility of a teenager for 5 days. Could have been MUCH worse! The highlight though was talking on the phone to a panda. It was just
Alicia B
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wonderful, so easy, and fun, and uplifting. Risking to scare the person, but I promised myself to be honest on here. I'm very happy today :) As it happens, I had to listen to recordings of my two songs that brought up a lot of memories. They are from

Alicia B
2d ·

2007 and 2008, such a long time ago, and yet listening to them makes me feel like it was yesterday. And that's a good thing for once. I'm a happy panda today.

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22h ·

Happy to see you happy! :)

Manda P
18h ·

Yay!! My Alicia is happy & surely the other Panda is happy! Do you play an instrument or sing?

Alicia B
13h ·

Aw, Manda, you are so sweet! I wrote the lyrics for both songs and sang them (with my cousin), also I composed the music for one of them on my guitar. The cousin performed it all though. He's a good guitarist, I'm just a noob. I play the piano pretty

Alicia B
13h ·

well or at least I used to (went to music school for 9 years).

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13h ·

Jeff, thank you :)

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7 Alicia B
4d ·
Spent the evening listening to music and cuddling with Inga. I was sad at first, but then my mind sort of got quieter, and there was just music, and everything was better. It ended up being a lovely
Alicia B
4d ·

evening, except I got overexcited and couldn't sleep till 2 am. I went for an unscheduled run today because the weather was just fantastic. It was hard and I felt very tired running for the second day in a row. Ended up just doing slow 5km and then

Alicia B
4d ·

walking. Later Inga got back from her mom's and we went for a walk in the hills. My legs are tired! But I feel better mentally, and that's what counts. Planning on enjoying these last days of our vacation before I dive into therapy.

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5 Alicia B
5d ·
My therapist has asked me to write a little journal about my relationship with David. That's my ex husband. I'd decided not to think about it while on vacation, but it's so hard, especially at night.
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Alicia B
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I'm thinking back to the beginning, where I would have to start, and it's like a knife in my chest. I would give up anything to feel that way again. And I did, I sacrificed all I had. Did I misread him then or later? I don't trust myself when it's

Alicia B
5d ·

about him. I feel like the floor has been knocked out from under my feet. I can't handle it. Did I push the love of my life away - twice? Or is he a lost cause? Why was life with him unbearable? It's like I've been drunk the whole time, I can't even

Alicia B
5d ·

tell. I wish I was dead. I'll probably feel better after my therapist works on me for a while. I sure hope so. Otherwise I'm ***ed.

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When a therapist starts digging around my past I get a new one. Some people must find delving into the past useful but I really never have. The past is literally the past. It's gone. I just to want to improve and look to the future. Is that wrong?

John T
5d ·

(Sorry for the rant, Alicia, I hope the therapy goes well. I am sure your therapist knows what they are doing, and it's best to to trust them but if it's too painful for you, you must tell them.)

John T
5d ·

If my counsellor asked about my past traumas I'd tell him to go *** himself (politely - by saying 'what's the point? There's the future and self improvement we could be focusing on').

John T
5d ·

I've only ever liked therapists who want to help me improve myself and tell me how to do it. These 'dream analysts' and 'past delvers' can *** off.

John T
5d ·

Ahh, now that rant was a good therapy session! I'm lucky to have friends like you (and the other pandas reading) who are just as useful as any therapist.

Jeff M
5d ·

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Jeff M
5d ·

Sometimes, breaking down these things leads to rebuilding and improvement. Sorta like opening a sore to let it heal. It can be healthy to feel this pain and figure it out, I think. I hope. *Big hugs*

Alicia B
5d ·

My problem is that I am living in the past. Not all the time, I do have good moments when I'm present in the now, but that takes conscious effort. I can't let go of my past, and that's hurting my present. That's why I need a therapist in the first

Alicia B
5d ·

place. You are different from me in that respect, John, and that's really great, I'm happy for you.

Alicia B
5d ·

Jeff, I hope you are right and there is hope for me with my stupid sores!

Lydia R
5d ·

I don't have much therapy experience yet, and certain things I'm definitely struggling talking about, but I think for me it's also kind of helpful to talk about some problems from my past, to look at them in a different way & finally to let them go.

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Cindy M
5d ·

I too have found it helpful (ultimately), though painful, to talk about the past. It is really difficult and stirs up stuff, no doubt, and it won't help everyone, any more than any method would. If it feels like

Cindy M
5d ·

Aaaargh, if you feel it could be helpful, then I would say give it a go.

Alicia B
4d ·

You are probably right, Cindy. I will.

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6 Alicia B
6d ·
Back in Schwarzwald, this time with Inga and Alex. They are going to snowboard tomorrow, and I'll give the skis another go. I'll probably fail. Feeling pretty good these days, except today I got upset
Alicia B
6d ·

thinking about Ivan. A TV show brought on the memories I thought I was numb to by now. I'm not. I might never be. I'll feel a little better tomorrow, though. I'll just hate myself for a little bit right now. 6 for a very good day tho.

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6d ·

I'm envious of all the snow you have. Enjoy it!

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Alicia B
6d ·

Lydiaaaaaa! I've missed you :) Hello :) And thank you.

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8 Alicia B
14 Jan 2019 ·
My first therapy session ever. I don't know yet if the doc will take me on, but I like her. She has a positive and quiet presence. Also, I really need to talk about stuff. Fingers crossed.
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15 Jan 2019 ·

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15 Jan 2019 ·

I hope it works out!

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15 Jan 2019 ·

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15 Jan 2019 ·

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me M
15 Jan 2019 ·

I'm happy for you 🤞, I'm looking for it too🙏

John T
15 Jan 2019 ·

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John T
15 Jan 2019 ·

Sounds like you felt able to talk. 🙂

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15 Jan 2019 ·

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15 Jan 2019 ·

Fingers crossed for you

Alicia B
6d ·

Thank you, dearies.

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6 Alicia B
15 Jan 2019 ·
I really don't have the time to post and comment these days :( I hope I will once I get back from yet another trip. This time the three of us are going for a little snowboarding/skiing vacation.
Alicia B
15 Jan 2019 ·

I'm pretty tired physically tbh, but I'm looking forward to seeing some snow and hanging out in the same apartment where I met Inga for the first time (since school anyway) :) Kinda romantic! I suck so bad at skiing though… I'm scared of speed.

Alicia B
15 Jan 2019 ·

I don't think I'll ever really get into it. Shame, it looks like a LOT of fun for other people.

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15 Jan 2019 ·

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15 Jan 2019 ·

Have a wonderful time!

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15 Jan 2019 ·

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John T
15 Jan 2019 ·

In a few years they are meant to be reopening the abandoned artificial slopes in my city. It's really, really, expensive, but it's where nearly all (all 5?!) the UK winter Olympian's used to train.

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15 Jan 2019 ·

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Alicia B
6d ·

John, it really is an expensive hobby :(

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8 Alicia B
14 Jan 2019 ·
Backdated: very happy to be back home :)
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14 Jan 2019 ·

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14 Jan 2019 ·

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John T
14 Jan 2019 ·

When you post tap 'show advanced' then tap the tiny calendar icon.

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14 Jan 2019 ·

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John T
14 Jan 2019 ·

Sorry that sentence was a horror show, but I'm sure you know what I meant.

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14 Jan 2019 ·

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Alicia B
15 Jan 2019 ·

Oh, thanks, John :)

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6 Alicia B
10 Jan 2019 ·
Last day at my sister's. Went to Strasbourg to take off the plastic anti-theft thing the salesperson left on my new skirt by accident. Everyone is super nice today. Sis took me out for a skate even
Alicia B
10 Jan 2019 ·

though she had ballet earlier and was tired. She wakes up at 5:30 am every day! Mom's OK too, which is good after last night. She's had one of her 'crisisesesess' and I stayed with her till 2 am, torn between irritation and empathy. I'm glad to be

Alicia B
10 Jan 2019 ·

going home tomorrow! Though some part of me has been so badly affected by this kind of behavior when I was a child, that now my life feels empty and pointless without an unpredictable hysterical person. Yuck. Got a couple great thoughts from

Alicia B
10 Jan 2019 ·

Sam Vaknin's new video: depression is punishing the internalized bad object (parent that fails to give the child what they need). Ergo, I don't hate myself per se, I hate the part of me that is the representation of a demonised version of my mother?

Alicia B
10 Jan 2019 ·

I'll take that! Other thought: depression has addictive qualities. For a narcissistic person, cause Sam always talks about those. I don't know about other kinds of people, but I can relate. I hate being depressed, yes, but there is a certain

Alicia B
10 Jan 2019 ·

je ne sais quoi to it. I really don't want to offend anyone, I'm only talking about myself here. It makes me feel special. When I'm depressed, I'm the only person that matters to me. In a horrible, hateful way, but still. I allow myself to matter

Alicia B
10 Jan 2019 ·

when I'm in pain. I allow myself to be abrupt, irritable, tearful. I allow myself to show emotions. There it is. Food for thought, definitely.

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10 Jan 2019 ·

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11 Jan 2019 ·

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11 Jan 2019 ·

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Jeff M
11 Jan 2019 ·

I definitely relate to the addictive qualities of depression. Have thought about that a lot. There's comfort there, in the ability to ignore everything else because life is hard, to suck your head into your shell and block out everything else...

Jeff M
11 Jan 2019 ·

It's an excuse, really, and indulging it just makes depression worse, I think. I succumb to that too...

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11 Jan 2019 ·

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11 Jan 2019 ·

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11 Jan 2019 ·

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11 Jan 2019 ·

Lots of wise thoughts here.

Alicia B
12 Jan 2019 ·

Interesting thought, Jeff. Thank you for sharing

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10 Alicia B
09 Jan 2019 ·
And this is for the museum of modern art. It was amazing. Saw Picasso, van Gogh, Magritte, Monet, Rodin... And Joana Vasconcelos, I'm in love! She is my favorite living artist now.
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09 Jan 2019 ·

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7 Alicia B
09 Jan 2019 ·
Went to the skating rink with sister yesterday, was pleasantly surprised by my ability to almost skate like a normal person. I think running has helped. Today we're shopping in France. Tired.
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09 Jan 2019 ·

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7 Alicia B
07 Jan 2019 ·
Mom's a complicated human being, but she sure knows how to have a great day out. We went to the Strasbourg Museum of Fine Arts, where we saw Rafael, Titian, Donatello, Rembrandt, Rubens, Botticelli,
Alicia B
07 Jan 2019 ·

Lippi, van Dyck, the both Bruegels and Goya, and Tintoretto, and El Greco, and many others I don't remember because I don't know them that well. Goya made an impact on me, I need to see more of his works! It was just one portrait of a dude that looks

Alicia B
07 Jan 2019 ·

kind of like Vincent Cassel, but it really made my heart flutter, and I don't quite know why, but it did and it was wonderful. What else… my sister gave me a hug today. She's cute when she's had enough to drink XD Tomorrow is another fun day

Alicia B
07 Jan 2019 ·

of museuming and ice skating in the evening. I'm happy today.

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08 Jan 2019 ·

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08 Jan 2019 ·

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Cindy M
08 Jan 2019 ·

Goya is indeed pretty great (and I love El Greco and some of the others you mentioned too). Sounds like a lovely day

Jeff M
08 Jan 2019 ·

Happy to see you happy today! :)

Jeff M
08 Jan 2019 ·

Er, yesterday...

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5 Alicia B
05 Jan 2019 ·
Feeling sad. Could be hormones making life that much harder, could be that I've moved so far away from my family of origin's… style of interaction?.. that I feel completely out of place with them.
Alicia B
05 Jan 2019 ·

Holidays with the family, am I right? My sister is a very frustrated person who hates the concept of self love and 'can't even imagine that and don't want to talk about it, shut up'. My mom loves criticizing and making fun of the mistakes people make

Alicia B
05 Jan 2019 ·

They are not bad, my mom and sister. They just have no idea what emotional support is, be it for others or themselves. In my new family it's different. We do make fun of each other sometimes, but if I call Inga or even Alex and say I'd screwed up,

Alicia B
05 Jan 2019 ·

their reaction will be: 'It's OK, we all screw up! How can I help?'. It's so ***ing amazing, thinking about it makes me want to cry.

Cindy M
05 Jan 2019 ·

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Cindy M
05 Jan 2019 ·

I can understand feeling sad about this - sounds like you're mourning what you realise your family of origin can't provide. It's good that you recognise they're not bad people. You're also very lucky to have found a family who can give you the right

Cindy M
05 Jan 2019 ·

support. Maybe that means you can have

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05 Jan 2019 ·

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Cindy M
05 Jan 2019 ·

Aargh! You can have a relationship with your family of origin based on different expectations? Probably depends what you want/need from them, which may itself change over time. You'll find the way that's right for you - you're very smart, perceptive

Alicia B
05 Jan 2019 ·

Cindy, you rock :) I agree I must be mourning something, maybe the years when I needed support so ***ing much and never got it, didn't even know it existed. I don't really need it anymore, I've become self reliant in that way. But the young me did.

Alicia B
05 Jan 2019 ·

Basically feeling sorry for myself here :) and also for them. I hope I can make them feel a little better one day.

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06 Jan 2019 ·

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5 Alicia B
04 Jan 2019 ·
Going to sister's. Missed a connecting train due to being an idiot. Cold, miserable, feeling small.
Alicia B
04 Jan 2019 ·

Wishing someone would come and save me from feeling this way. I know it's ridiculous and unhealthy. Just a little daydream to keep me going.

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05 Jan 2019 ·

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5 Alicia B
01 Jan 2019 ·
Haven't been on in a while. Gained back the lost weight over the holidays, so that sucks. I still run and have no injuries right now, that's good. I've spent an hour talking to my cousin and my ex on
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01 Jan 2019 ·

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01 Jan 2019 ·

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Jeff M
01 Jan 2019 ·

It sounds like you have really good insight into who you were and thus who you are. But you have to forgive past you, too. We are all damaged. The fact that he cared and cares about you says all you need to know about who you really are!

Jeff M
01 Jan 2019 ·

Also, I'm happy you're still running! About to go for a run myself. Hoping my leg holds up!

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01 Jan 2019 ·

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Alicia B
01 Jan 2019 ·

Skype last night. Not the abusive ex, this one is from before, and we've had a pretty weird relationship on and off for SO many years, I can't believe it. Ever since I was, like, 18? I am realizing now how detached I was from my own feelings. I don't

Alicia B
01 Jan 2019 ·

know how to process that or deal with them. I can't go back in time and see how I really felt back then. I only know that for some reason, I need to know we still care about each other. If one day I found he didn't care at all anymore, it would be

Alicia B
01 Jan 2019 ·

very hard to survive that for me. I don't know why. My self-worth depends on that maybe? He's seen me at my absolute worst, completely out of control and crazy, drunk, cheating, getting into a fight, and he still thinks I'm a great gal. I was pretty

Alicia B
01 Jan 2019 ·

OK at other times, but he's taken a lot of *** from me. Especially my emotional unavailability. Talk of love was ridiculed. He did hurt me, too, somewhere in the first 2 years of our 'serious relationship' phase, and I was a dick to him ever since.

Alicia B
01 Jan 2019 ·

I had my reasons, he was the first and last man I trusted between my dad leaving and now. I am learning anew these days. And he did break my trust (by ignoring me and our sick cat and living in the world of video games. It sounds dumb, but it was

Alicia B
01 Jan 2019 ·

quite an injury to my ego back then). I was not a good person bac then. I remember my cousin calling me and begging to not meet up with Andrew again, because cousin had seen the result the last time around and had to pick up the pieces. I believe

Alicia B
01 Jan 2019 ·

I may have been the abuser in that relationship. That makes me feel like ***. Makes me wonder about Andrew, too. Is he damaged like me, and that's why he is most interested in having this sort of relationship? I hope not. I hope he's happy.

Alicia B
01 Jan 2019 ·

I hope there's a little space in his heart reserved for me. I know there's one for him in mine.

Alicia B
01 Jan 2019 ·

Sorry for the rant, last night just got me thinking and I'm still a bit confused.

Alicia B
01 Jan 2019 ·

Thank you, Jeff, you are so kind, I'm gonna cry again :) Have a good run! Go, leg!

Alicia B
02 Jan 2019 ·

Thank you, John. Love you mucho!

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01 Jan 2019 ·

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John T
01 Jan 2019 ·

A, you are the most lovely and caring friend to many lucky people, myself included. I look forward to this whole year all the more because I have you to chat, talk, write, and send things to. Don't dwell on who you were or might have been.

John T
01 Jan 2019 ·

You've got so much to give the world but what you give doesn't matter as long you enjoy doing the things you give.

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01 Jan 2019 ·

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me M
05 Jan 2019 ·

I'm glad it's not the abusive ex, look at how much you've gone through, with an abusive person, from experience is so hard to get out of and you've succeeded! You're really strong

me M
05 Jan 2019 ·

Forgive yourself, no matter what happened or who is to blame, as long as you are in another place today, well done

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05 Jan 2019 ·

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02 Jan 2019 ·

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3 Alicia B
26 Dec 2018 ·
Bad night. Feeling unlovable, ugly and defective. Watched a triggering movie, plus have been thinking about the past a lot. Not a good idea. I will try to do better. Lonely.
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26 Dec 2018 ·

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27 Dec 2018 ·

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27 Dec 2018 ·

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6 Alicia B
25 Dec 2018 ·
Merry Christmas and happy holidays everyone :)
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25 Dec 2018 ·

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25 Dec 2018 ·

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25 Dec 2018 ·

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Jeff M
25 Dec 2018 ·

Merry Christmas, Alicia,

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26 Dec 2018 ·

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Manda P
26 Dec 2018 ·

Merry Merry Christmas, Alicia! ❤️

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5 Alicia B
24 Dec 2018 ·
Did a run in rain and hail today, did a tiny bit better than before, so all is good in that department. The nerve in my side is bothering me again, but only a little. Inga on the other side has gotten
Alicia B
24 Dec 2018 ·

into one of the bad moods yesterday and is still in it. Could be PMS, could be a seasonal thing, either way I have no idea what to do except leave her alone as requested. There will be no partying though, that's for sure. We had nothing planned , so

Alicia B
24 Dec 2018 ·

it's OK, but I'm a little irritated, because all of October and November and part of December I was spiralling, cutting and having very bad thoughts, but I still went to all parties, meetings and gatherings and made the effort to look OK.

Alicia B
24 Dec 2018 ·

I guess I should be irritated with myself and learn to sulk when I need to and just do me, whatever others' plans may be. For now I'm feeling quite yuck. I think I'll paint now. That's doing me.

Alicia B
24 Dec 2018 ·

Sorry for the sad post, bears, I wish you a very fun holiday, lots of love and cheer. Big hugs!

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24 Dec 2018 ·

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24 Dec 2018 ·

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Cindy M
24 Dec 2018 ·

Big hugs Alicia - sorry to hear this. xx

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24 Dec 2018 ·

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26 Dec 2018 ·

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Manda P
26 Dec 2018 ·

Yeah, that is crap. Sorry for the situation. Don't be irritated at yourself though. I think you are perfectly justified in feeling that way.

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7 Alicia B
23 Dec 2018 ·
We went to a new quiz yesterday and won it! We got a trophy and a bottle of fizzy wine, plus we won the 'alco-round' and got another bottle for that :) We were on fire. I've started running again this
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23 Dec 2018 ·

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John T
23 Dec 2018 ·

Know-it-all! 🤩🤩🤩😊😋😁

Alicia B
23 Dec 2018 ·

week, did it on Wednesday and Friday, in spite of having late nights out and drinking quite a bit. Running helps with hangovers btw XD. It went well, I had fun and found I wasn't that out of shape. I mean, I'm generally out of shape, but I didn't do

Alicia B
23 Dec 2018 ·

worse than before, if that makes sense. Lost 2 kilos, so yeah, feeling pretty good. With the usual underlying self-hate and dissatisfaction, of course, but this is a good day for me.

Alicia B
23 Dec 2018 ·

Yeah, John, last night I was :D

John T
23 Dec 2018 ·

Well done on the run! You're doing great! 🙂

Cindy M
23 Dec 2018 ·

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Alicia B
24 Dec 2018 ·

Thank you!

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26 Dec 2018 ·

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Manda P
26 Dec 2018 ·

Congrats & well done, Alicia!

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5 Alicia B
18 Dec 2018 ·
Looks like I've missed quite a few days. Been busy with home stuff, also saw a good movie and a great ballet performance by the Russian theatre of Ufa. A live performance. They were amazing.
Alicia B
18 Dec 2018 ·

Mood plummeted a little today. Didn't see the point in getting up, had to talk myself into it. Going to a restaurant tonight, but feel like I don't deserve that kind of food (manty, that's like Russian ravioli, except with meat and much better).

Alicia B
18 Dec 2018 ·

Because I don't run and I'm feeling all out of balance. I'll try not to overeat, and tomorrow I'll go for a little test run. Then it'll be OK .

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18 Dec 2018 ·

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18 Dec 2018 ·

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18 Dec 2018 ·

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Jeff M
18 Dec 2018 ·

Good luck with your test run! Hope you're able to ramp it back up again!

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18 Dec 2018 ·

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18 Dec 2018 ·

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Manda P
18 Dec 2018 ·

I can't even imagine going to a ballet performance like that. Sounds amazing!

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19 Dec 2018 ·

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19 Dec 2018 ·

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