Hope you feel back up to snuff soon!
Gute Besserung! 💖
Danke shon! (no umlaut, sorry)
Have some from me: ääää öööö üüüü 😁
Sounds like a great choice. :)
That is really intelligent. Good job 😊
Double hugs! (Entirely intentional! ...maybe...)
Thank you, pandas. I like double hugs 😊
They're really great! I like them a lot and I'm glad you made an account.
Thank you, Lydia, I'm glad, too!
I don't ever want to give up my alone time!
You are awesome, Alicia!
You should like yourself! You're a wonderful Panda x
themselves. I'm so lucky to have that kind of a face, too. People just assume I'm trustworthy. And I am. Happy with today's painting, too.
I know it's egoistic to congratulate myself on supporting a transgender person. Treating them nice should be automatic, and it is for me, I'm just aware that the world we live in is not that kind. I'm happy to be able to help a little bit.
Thank you, Cindy 😊
Thank you, Michelle 😊
That all sounds lovely. The world needs people like you. 😊
What fun Alicia
I had to look up what you meant! I'm quite happy here on the ground... *waves at the sky*
I like flying, or being anywhere high up, even though I'm afraid of heights. It makes one forget all troubles and mundane stuff for a while.
I hate flying... Wouldn't get me up in one of those. Though I read that they're good for getting over flying fears. I'm at airport now ready to fly. Nerves!
It's true, they are good for that! I'm feeling much calmer in the air now.
Hope you're feeling better today! <3
Thank you, pandas
New shoes and a good friend. Hard to go wrong with that!
What new course? Dancing or painting? You really make me want to take up doing artsy stuff, too, but I'm still caught too much inside my head and overthink even this.
German course, and dancing will start soon, too. You should try something artsy, it really helps with emotions and working though stuff. You don't have to be good. I'm not good at anything, it's all new to me, but it's kinda more fun when you're a
newbie with no expectations.
of people who can relate to him is staggering. The subculture of bitter young men I never could have imagined existing is baffling, too. I've always felt women are the ones being mistreated in society. I still think so, but it's interesting to read
opposing opinions and challenge my perspective. I'm not sure but it looks like I've painted the killing spree last night ( abstract), and together with Entitlement and one other I'm planning to paint it's going to make an Elliot Rodger trilogy. I lov
dark stuff. I love how the result in painting can be so different from the intention. I feel I can really let my subconscious speak.
You make me want to paint but I'm not nearly creative enough. What will you do with the paintings?
I don't know, Manda, so far I've given one to my sister and I'm going to give one to a friend because they liked them. The others convey dark emotions ( so I'm told), so people probably won't want to look at something like that in their homes. I migh
make an instagram account one day and see if anyone else wants them :)
Oohhh! Do it! If you feel comfortable, you could share the info here. I would absolutely love to see your work!
Yeah me too! And believe me, there are loads of people out there who love dark stuff. :)
Yeah, I'll do it when I get a little better, and I'll share it for sure! I'm not a real painter so it's OK if no-one likes it :)
Any painter is a real painter! Looking forward to seeing your work! xx
take the train tomorrow... Ugh. My mood is more of a 7 though, but I'll put 5 for the pain.
Oh no, hope you'll get better really soon. Are you still at your sis' place? If it's getting any worse try to see a doctor. Big hugs!
Yes, I'm still at her place. Thank you, Lydia 💜
Does she also live in Germany? I want some snow, too. 💔😢
A lot of that stuff going around on this side of the world, too.
Yes, Lydia, my sister lives near Offenbourg. I'm guessing all the snow is going to melt today, it's much warmer now :)
It's warmer here too, the snow has halved, lovely fog. It was dangerous crossing the main road.
John, here the fog was really thick yesterday, too. It's so beautiful and magical, though I'm sure drivers would disagree 😁
It didn't stop the drivers doing 65-80kph on a 65kph limited road where they couldn't see anything. It was lovely weather though!
I've made progress in the last year though. It's been eyeopening to say the least. I'll just keep going. And growing.
Good for you for making progress and for being so aware of what was holding you back. It's inspiring to see your posts!
I agree, you are definitely an inspirational person. Thank you for sharing it here. 💖
You do so much with little time, have hobbies and passions, your dedication to these is the envy of others. The more you do, which is already a lot, the more people you'll meet, and you'll get someone great.
Don't let variable mood stop you, accept the bad days when they come, and keep living life through the good ones. You are a warrior for your own health and you seem to be winning battles.
Thank you, Jeff, Manda, John! YOU inspire me :) John, great advice, I'll do my best to follow it. 💜💜💜
Admiring how youre pursuing your interests and challenging yourself, exploring, enjoying what life has to offer.
I want to learn how to skate one day 😊
Thank you, Love. It's easy when you have someone to do it with. In this case my big sister who skates and dances ballet. Badminton was my idea, though :)
Kris, you should try it, the sooner the better. It gets harder with age. And it's good to have a coach, you progress way faster with them.
That sounds like lots of fun
It was fantastic, yeah
Hope you had a good visit, Alicia.
right. Weird how I'd managed to forget so many things. Or suppressed them maybe. This is a very interesting journey.
You're still doing fine. At least it seems so.
You might have suppressed them, as they were too difficult to deal with. Please try to deal with it now, as they might come back to haunt you again at some point. Do you have help? All these feelings are part of the healing progress.
Be honest to people you can trust how you are really feeling. Sometimes others see you are not okay, but if you pretend you are, they might think you are. And remember, we are here for you
More dross coming to the surface as the mind and heart are purified. Past painwe buried because we were unable to deal with it returns to be embraced w/compassion & released
Lieteke, I mostly pretend to be my own therapist :) it's a good exercise. I still find it hard to talk to people about it, because I can't stand the ' just let it go' phrase :) I need to work through stuff to let it go. I have my meds though
Thank you, Love. you pandas get it!