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8 Alicia B
2d ·
Sunday in Munich was great! Health is getting better, too (antibiotics working), and I've found an anti allergy drug that works. Still exhausted, though. Studying.
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8 Alicia B
4d ·
Going to Munich today with gf, she has to study there for 4 days. Today we'll go see Paul Klee's exhibition and just walk around the city. I'll take the train home in the evening.
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Love 1
3d ·

sounds fun.

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7 Alicia B
4d ·
Yesterday: a long walk, painting (tried to repeat a previous painting so I can give it to my mom. Good exercise, but will have to try again), grocery shopping. That wore me out, since I'm still sick.
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7 Alicia B
6d ·
Another nice day yesterday, except for being a little ill. It seems I'm OK now. Went afro dancing, then had an early night. Life is good when everyone's taking their meds hehehe
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Jeff M
6d ·

I have this mental image of dancing on top of a big, fluffy mass, kind of like an afro hairstyle. I suspect that's not what you mean...

Cindy M
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Alicia B
5d ·

Lol Jeff! No, it's just traditional African dancing in a kindergarten gym with a bunch of fun ladies 😁

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9 Alicia B
7d ·
Yesterday was quite idyllic. Studied German, then bought a skirt (feels like summer is on its way), painted a something, went to bed early.
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Jeff M
7d ·

Sounds like a good day! Was it a good something? Much better than painting a nothing!

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Alicia B
6d ·

Lol, Jeff, you're absolutely right. It was a not bad something, especially for someone who's only been doing it for 2 months :D

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9 Alicia B
10 Apr 2018 ·
On my way to the cours today I suddenly had this very clear memory of how it felt when I was most in love. It was so vivid I actually felt in love in that moment. Not with that person (hell, no)
John T
10 Apr 2018 ·

I get these where I feel like I'm on drugs sometimes, but I'm not. Sometimes I get memories of intense heartache too.

John T
10 Apr 2018 ·

Love is a good emotion though!

Alicia B
10 Apr 2018 ·

with no one in particular. So, I thought, one can feel this way on one's own? One might have to be slightly manic for that, but I'll take it. Maybe I could channel it into loving myself a bit more. It's been hard lately.

Alicia B
10 Apr 2018 ·

Yeah, I sometimes feel like I'm on drugs, too. I guess that's the bipolar working it's magic :)

Alicia B
10 Apr 2018 ·

its >;

Alicia B
10 Apr 2018 ·

Stupid migraine is frying my brain, feels like.

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10 Apr 2018 ·

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John T
10 Apr 2018 ·

Have you got some sunglasses or something, just wear them, even inside, it can help.

Alicia B
10 Apr 2018 ·

OK, I'll try that! Thank you :)

Margot L
10 Apr 2018 ·

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Lydia R
11 Apr 2018 ·

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Lydia R
11 Apr 2018 ·

Sunglasses definitely help. Looks a bit strange inside, but I do this too.

Manda P
11 Apr 2018 ·

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Manda P
11 Apr 2018 ·

Glad you were able to experience such a wonderful feeling on your own, Alicia. If it's mania, can I borrow some of yours?

Alicia B
7d ·

Sure thing, Manda, I've got mania to spare xD It's only hypo and diminished by antipsychotics, but still fun :)

Manda P
7d ·

I'd take anything over this irritable mania. I hardly ever get the fun stuff anymore. Enjoy!

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5d ·

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5 Alicia B
10 Apr 2018 ·
After feeling empty and melancholic for a few days I got better little by little. Effin migraines are killing me, though. Could it be because I'm not drinking these days? :D
John T
10 Apr 2018 ·

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10 Apr 2018 ·

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Faith K
10 Apr 2018 ·

We're yoica heavy drinker? If yes

Faith K
10 Apr 2018 ·

Were you a daily heavy drinker? If yes then maybe

Lydia R
11 Apr 2018 ·

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11 Apr 2018 ·

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Alicia B
6d ·

I wouldn't say heavy, but daily, yes.

John T
6d ·

If you're ever in the UK, I'll take you to the pub. My treat! 😎

Alicia B
5d ·

Yay! Thank you :) when I was last in the UK I was too young for that.

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5 Alicia B
06 Apr 2018 ·
I've gone into no desires mode.It's a defence mechanism, I know.And it's unnecessary.I'm grown up now, I can defend myself.I have no idea how to turn it off, though.Don't want anything from anyone Ugh
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06 Apr 2018 ·

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07 Apr 2018 · NEW

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07 Apr 2018 · NEW

Sometimes, you just have to let people into your life and talk about your depression. Trust me, it will help you feel better if you talk to someone about it

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07 Apr 2018 ·

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Alicia B
07 Apr 2018 ·

Kaylee, you're absolutely right, but those close to me know how I feel and that I'm bipolar. They do their best but some kinds of stress just turn me off like a defective robot :(

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07 Apr 2018 ·

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6 Alicia B
06 Apr 2018 ·
After feeling completely deflated yesterday woke up with a bit of energy. Good.
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Faith K
06 Apr 2018 ·

Rejuvenated!!!!!!! Yayzies

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06 Apr 2018 ·

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Manda P
06 Apr 2018 ·

That's great, Alicia! I hope you have a good day. πŸ’–

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5 Alicia B
04 Apr 2018 ·
Feeling better
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05 Apr 2018 ·

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05 Apr 2018 ·

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8 Alicia B
04 Apr 2018 ·
This is for the day before. Everything was just wonderful. Hanging out, painting, enjoying life and the holidays.
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04 Apr 2018 ·

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2 Alicia B
04 Apr 2018 ·
This will be for yesterday. Had to call the police and ambulance for my friend who was menacing to kill himself. Will have to change living arrangements now. I'm so tired.
Jeff M
04 Apr 2018 ·

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Jeff M
04 Apr 2018 ·

Wow...that's scary! You did the right thing, though, I'm sure! He's lucky to have you as a friend looking out for him. I hope things work out for him and for you!

Kristina M
04 Apr 2018 ·

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Kristina M
04 Apr 2018 ·

How is he now?

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04 Apr 2018 ·

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Alicia B
05 Apr 2018 ·

He's back and claiming he's realized how wrong his behavior has been and how traumatizing for those around him. That might be very fleeting, though, I don't have aby illusions about that.

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5 Alicia B
30 Mar 2018 ·
I must say, having emotionally disregulated people around is hard. Takes a toll.
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30 Mar 2018 ·

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31 Mar 2018 ·

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31 Mar 2018 ·

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John T
31 Mar 2018 ·

Hmph! I'll stay away then! πŸ˜‹ ...Only joking, hope your mood stays average or above, a 5 shows you can cope to some extent! Keep going, and well done!

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31 Mar 2018 ·

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01 Apr 2018 ·

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8 Alicia B
30 Mar 2018 ·
Long walk and reading in bed afterwards. Nice day off :)
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30 Mar 2018 ·

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5 Alicia B
28 Mar 2018 ·
Feeling kinda bleh today. Love the sound of rain, though, and the general melancholy of the weather. Watching 'Gone Girl', so far I like it a lot.
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28 Mar 2018 ·

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7 Alicia B
27 Mar 2018 ·
Tried repeating a painting yesterday. It's probably a good exercise. It came out good, plus this time it's got a better background. Have a big emotion to art therapise tonight. Looking forward to it.
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27 Mar 2018 ·

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27 Mar 2018 · NEW

Yay πŸ˜‚

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27 Mar 2018 ·

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5 Alicia B
25 Mar 2018 ·
Tough conversation, sad thoughts in the night. There is a person who's always there for me, though. Me. I create my own sanctuary, I pick me up and find something cool to do together with myself :)
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25 Mar 2018 ·

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25 Mar 2018 ·

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30 Mar 2018 ·

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6 Alicia B
24 Mar 2018 ·
Yay, Easter holidays are here! Looking forward to all the sleeping in 😁
Lydia R
24 Mar 2018 ·

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Lydia R
24 Mar 2018 ·

Enjoy!

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24 Mar 2018 ·

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24 Mar 2018 ·

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24 Mar 2018 ·

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Love 1
24 Mar 2018 ·

Sleep does the body and mind good.

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24 Mar 2018 ·

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24 Mar 2018 ·

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25 Mar 2018 ·

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6 Alicia B
23 Mar 2018 ·
Been physically and mentally sick all day. Painted, failed, started over and upon completion suddenly felt OK. It's friggin magic!
Lydia R
23 Mar 2018 ·

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Lydia R
23 Mar 2018 ·

The magic of art! βœ¨πŸŽ¨πŸ–ΌπŸ˜Š

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23 Mar 2018 ·

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23 Mar 2018 ·

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23 Mar 2018 ·

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Kris B
24 Mar 2018 ·

I do a few doodles here and there. It is so rewarding to draw out what you want to draw πŸ˜‰

Alicia B
24 Mar 2018 ·

Good one 😁 I wish I could draw. Maybe in a few years if I keep at it.

John T
24 Mar 2018 ·

Cheat's method: Abstract details. Any lines or shapes you like, as long as you add details in places, you'll be on to a winner!

Love 1
24 Mar 2018 ·

Oil or acrylic?

Alicia B
24 Mar 2018 ·

Thanks, John :) Love, oil. I like the smell 😁

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24 Mar 2018 ·

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5 Alicia B
22 Mar 2018 ·
Extremely irritated by constant negativity of a friend. He probably doesn't mean anything by it. Or maybe he does, because words do mean something, especially when they keep coming.
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22 Mar 2018 ·

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Love 1
24 Mar 2018 ·

It can take a toll on the spirit.

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24 Mar 2018 ·

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