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9 Alicia B
1d ·
Yes, I go like mountain skiing!!! I can even turn left already. Not right, though, I usually fall over when I turn right 😁 still, not bad for one day.
John T
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John T
1d ·

Well done!

Lydia R
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Jeff M
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Jeff M
24h ·

Awesome! Right turns are overrated anyway. If you just keep going left, eventually you'll end up back where you started and get to go again! :)

Tasha S
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Manda P
10h ·

Nice work, Alicia! I would be terrified to even try that!

Kris B
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8 Alicia B
2d ·
Final note: I've been writing in the last 3 days. It's a new approach, and it's so freeing. I've finally managed to get the expectations' weight of my shoulders. It feels amazing.
Jeff M
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Jeff M
2d ·

Good for you! I see a lot of positivity and good perspective in your posts! You don't have to be good at a sport to do it...sometimes it's more fun to be bad and have no expectations! (I feel that way about my running sometimes...)

Kris B
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Manda P
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Well done, Alicia! Keep at it!

Kris B
2d ·

I'm going to do that too. I think it is a good healthy habit if done right 😊

Cindy M
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Alicia B
1d ·

Be bad and have fun, noted! Thank you, guys 💜

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6 Alicia B
2d ·
When I look back on what my life was like a year ago I see I really don't have to be upset about anything. Everything I wanted to happen, happened. I need to work on the fear of losing it all now.sigh
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Manda P
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That's a hard fear to work with. I'm doing it now & want to just sprint through it.

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7 Alicia B
2d ·
Swimming always makes me feel good. At ease, relaxed but strong. One thing that comes naturally to me. I wish I could try kayaking right now instead of skiing. First World problem right there 😁
Kris B
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Kris B
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Kayaking is hard at the start. And falling in the river is no joke! But I am sure you would love it 😊

Alicia B
1d ·

Yeah, everything is hard at the start, that's why I need motivation 😐

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5 Alicia B
2d ·
Boy, do I suck at winter sports 😁 disappointed, or rather, scared of being disappointing. Overall mood is better, though. Gotta do some balance training.
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6 Alicia B
3d ·
Well, snowboard is not my thing, I don't like being attached so definitely to anything 😁 will try skiing today. Gotta find something to do here.
Lydia R
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5 Alicia B
6d ·
I really don't want to go anywhere right now. Hope it'll be fun once I'm there and outdoors. I'm sort of tired. Emotionally rather than physically.
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Lydia R
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For me it's often like that, so have fun if you go!

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Alicia B
6d ·

Thank you, Lydia, I'll do my best :)

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8 Alicia B
7d ·
Guess who won a badminton match today? Moi. I also retaped the handle on my racket. I'm 34 and I still get to have firsts. My friend had to put her dog down. My brother is celebrating a 2 year
Alicia B
7d ·

anniversary with his amazing girlfriend. My other friend has shot her second movie. Life is beautifully ambivalent every friggin day.

Alicia B
7d ·

I feel very ambivalent lately. I guess it's a good thing. I think it's real. Love you pandas, hope you have a good weekend.

Lydia R
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Jeff M
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Congratulations on your match! And for celebrating more firsts!

Love 1
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hehe. I'd rub it in and tease my opponent mercilessly... cuz Im an @$$. 'In your face! How you like me now?' Victory dance on their self-esteem.

Kris B
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Alicia B
6d ·

Not me, I'm a graceful winner. And a fun loser 😁

Love 1
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Next time you face your opponent, ask if theyre ready for another smackdown. hehe

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7 Alicia B
11 Jan 2018 ·
Got snowboarding pants today. Hard to find my size and I'm not even that fat 🤔 where's the justice in that? I need sport more than skinny people! 😁 I still kinda love myself. Well done, me.
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11 Jan 2018 ·

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11 Jan 2018 ·

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11 Jan 2018 ·

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Jeff M
11 Jan 2018 ·

Good for you, you! :)

Cindy M
11 Jan 2018 ·

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4 Alicia B
10 Jan 2018 ·
As I explore my inner landscape and go deeper and deper I always hit the same wall: the masks that I wear, that I have to wear because of the innermost belief that I am defective at my core
Alicia B
10 Jan 2018 ·

I am somehow 'wrong', I'm despicable, and even though I don't care what most people think of me I can't bring myself to show that weird part of me to anyone? That's probably why I need to be alone before going to sleep. They say most people who were

Alicia B
10 Jan 2018 ·

molested as children feel that way. Accomplices in a crime that can never be rectified.

Alicia B
10 Jan 2018 ·

In time, hopefully, I'll get better at dealing with this. After all, I've only recovered some of the suppressed memories about 6 months ago. I'm surprisingly resilient. At least a part of me is. The masks, they become like personalities after a while

Alicia B
10 Jan 2018 ·

and some of those are tough as nails. It's good to have them around. We can do it.

Alicia B
11 Jan 2018 ·

Even here, I don't feel comfortable talking about this and letting myself be just myself, but I think I need to.

John T
11 Jan 2018 ·

You are brave for talking about uncomfortable things. A very good quality!

Alicia B
11 Jan 2018 ·

Thank you, John, you're so sweet 😙

John T
11 Jan 2018 ·

Thanks Alicia, you are kind as well as brave 👍🦆🦔

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