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6 Alicia B
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Did a run. Bought some pretty tape for the windowsills. Unclogged a drain, did regular chores. No time to finish my painting these days. Head hurting since last Friday. Like the good old days! Ugh.
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Mood hasn't been that great lately, but I'm trying to keep myself motivated. I've had a lot worse. If only this migraine would go away. Nothing works, not even sumatriptan that's always worked.

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8 Alicia B
3d ·
Finally had some good weather and went for a run. It was OK. Feeling pretty good about myself. Done with the hard part of the painting. All is well except for the three day long headache.
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Meri C
2d ·

Do you get a lot of potassium and magnesium? My mom and I get headaches whenever we don't have enough

Alicia B
20h ·

Meri, I have no idea. Thank you for the info, I'll look into it. I really appreciate it.

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7 Alicia B
5d ·
The painting is killing me! My back hurts so much from being bent over for over an hour. Gonna try and adjust the easel and paint sitting down tomorrow. I like it though, can't wait to be done with it
Alicia B
5d ·

Done my exercises. Trying to enjoy the rain outside the way I would before I started running. Trying out a new calorie counting app. Feeling happy overall. What's gotten me undepressed was the Squirmy and Grubs YouTube channel.

Alicia B
5d ·

The feeling of coziness persists, though it is interrupted by sad thoughts from time to time. I fight those. Bought the new album of Danger Mouse today, loving it!

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7 Alicia B
6d ·
Feeling peaceful and cozy since last night. Very glad to see the darkness take a step back. Plans for today: walk to a far off supermarket (in the rain), some chores and painting.
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5 Alicia B
7d ·
Wind and rain every day, I haven't run in a week and it's starting to get to me. I excercise at home but that's never made me feel any better. Can't wait for the stupid storms to be over!
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John T
7d ·

It was a run day skipped for the same reasons for me too.

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6 Alicia B
11 Mar 2019 ·
First day of B2 German. I did better than I thought, actually got one of the two best results in the group. Feels nice. Also, the new teacher seems nice and chill.
Jeff M
12 Mar 2019 ·

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Jeff M
12 Mar 2019 ·

Well done!

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Manda P
7d ·

Woot! Congrats, Alicia! Well done. 💖

Albertine M
11 Mar 2019 ·

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11 Mar 2019 ·

Congratulations!

Alicia B
7d ·

:))))

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12 Mar 2019 ·

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12 Mar 2019 ·

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12 Mar 2019 ·

Ms Zopf: Mein Lieblingsfach ist Deutsch. Hör zu... Mein... Lieb...lings...fach... ist... Deutsch... Allez Zusamman... Kids: 'KEINE Lieblingsfach ist Deutsch'

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12 Mar 2019 ·

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6 Alicia B
10 Mar 2019 ·
Went to a motorbike exhibition with Inga and Alex. It was good. I want to go for a ride soon, but the weather has to change. It's still crazy windy here. Alert level windy.
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10 Mar 2019 ·

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5 Alicia B
09 Mar 2019 ·
Backdated. A fun Saturday, watched Bohemian Rhapsody again, enjoyed the night in general. Still feeling unenergized. I loved being all active and bubbly, I want more of that, please!
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10 Mar 2019 ·

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5 Alicia B
07 Mar 2019 ·
Grumpy and irritable today. Did a new kind of run yesterday and went for a walk in the rain today. Hoping mood improves when the sun comes back.
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07 Mar 2019 ·

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07 Mar 2019 ·

I hope the same for you! 💖

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08 Mar 2019 ·

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Jeff M
08 Mar 2019 ·

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Jeff M
08 Mar 2019 ·

What was your new kind of run? Did you run on your hands? Did you run with one leg tied behind your back? Did you run backwards and blindfolded? Those things would make me grumpy and sore!

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08 Mar 2019 ·

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08 Mar 2019 ·

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Alicia B
10 Mar 2019 ·

No, Jeff, it was just a different leg run… But I should definitely try some of what you're talking about here :)

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6 Alicia B
06 Mar 2019 ·
Went to see the German version of Lazarus last night. Then we hung out with a friend from theatre. It was fun.
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06 Mar 2019 ·

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5 Alicia B
05 Mar 2019 ·
Hard day yesterday, some bad memories. But I painted them out.
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8 Alicia B
02 Mar 2019 ·
Bought a carpet Inga had requested. Run (and did well), done some chores. I've stopped drinking alcohol but said to myself I can have some every Saturday. I really don't feel any better now I've had
Alicia B
02 Mar 2019 ·

some. In fact, I feel sort of worse. Sadder, and more tired. This is a great revelation! A great day overall. Happy for myself and others. Hopeful.

Keeping Track A
02 Mar 2019 ·

That's great, Alicia! Chemically, alcohol is a depressant. It is good that your reduction of intake made it easier to see the effect it had on your mood when you did have some. . . I wasn't drinking much the last couple of years. Since October, I

Keeping Track A
02 Mar 2019 ·

have not had any alcohol. I had convinced myself in the past that the bad reactions I have had at times were due to other factors but I could not ignore the last experience. I only had one drink since I think and none since then. I am open to the

Keeping Track A
02 Mar 2019 ·

idea of becoming a pioneer for good! . . . We'll see! . . . Anyways, welldone to you! :D Sounds like you had a great day :)

Manda P
03 Mar 2019 ·

Well done with the alcohol. Hopefully you'll reach the stage I'm in & it sounds repulsive.

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03 Mar 2019 ·

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03 Mar 2019 ·

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03 Mar 2019 ·

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Alicia B
06 Mar 2019 ·

Thank you for sharing, Keeping Track, it's inspiring. Manda, repulsive is not something I would have gone for, but now I know that exists I'm gonna try!

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6 Alicia B
01 Mar 2019 ·
Busy busy day today. Mounted my new chest of drawers, cleaned the floor and the mattress, changed the sheets to the new pretty ones. My room still needs a lot of work, but one side of it is looking
Alicia B
01 Mar 2019 ·

pretty nice! I didn't run today because of the rain, and I'm feeling extra fat and ugly and just terrible, so I tried to keep busy. It helps. Finished the painting, I don't know if I like it, but the feeling of anxiety it instills in me is kind of

Alicia B
01 Mar 2019 ·

what I was going for. Hope it doesn't rain tomorrow, so I can run.

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02 Mar 2019 ·

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02 Mar 2019 ·

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Manda P
02 Mar 2019 ·

Are you going to share pics of the latest painting? Hope you get your run in!

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02 Mar 2019 ·

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02 Mar 2019 ·

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Alicia B
02 Mar 2019 ·

I did run, Manda, and I have shared the painting a little while ago.

Manda P
02 Mar 2019 ·

It's turned out amazing! Well done, Alicia!

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7 Alicia B
28 Feb 2019 ·
Got a dark red chest of drawers, new bedsheets ( peacock! I wanted something crazy), a new blouse. Plan for tomorrow: run, assemble the chest, organize my room. Finish painting!
Jeff M
01 Mar 2019 ·

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Manda P
01 Mar 2019 ·

Oooooh! Peacock sounds awesome!

Albertine M
01 Mar 2019 ·

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Albertine M
01 Mar 2019 ·

Peacock? That sounds amazing - good for you!

Alicia B
01 Mar 2019 ·

Thank you :) I thought it was sort of kitchy and fun :)

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01 Mar 2019 ·

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01 Mar 2019 ·

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01 Mar 2019 ·

Albertine I got sent a video of it. It's amazing!

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5 Alicia B
28 Feb 2019 ·
I've been feeling a bit low yesterday, because my subconscious was ***ing with me. I couldn't even have a proper run. Talking to a friend helped though! In fact, it helped so much I've decided to
Alicia B
28 Feb 2019 ·

make some more positive changes in my life. I won't talk about it here yet, will see how it goes :)

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28 Feb 2019 ·

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28 Feb 2019 ·

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Jeff M
28 Feb 2019 ·

That's great that you have someone to talk to and who helped inspire you! Will be eager to hear about your positive changes!

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28 Feb 2019 ·

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Albertine M
28 Feb 2019 ·

Everything crossed Alicia - I'm sure you can do it!

Alicia B
28 Feb 2019 ·

Thank you very much, Jeff and Albertine

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01 Mar 2019 ·

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8 Alicia B
26 Feb 2019 ·
Went for a walk (something I don't usually do alone), did chores, worked on the guitar project, cooked a little, watched a little great TV ('You' again). The best part of my day though was seeing some
Janine S
26 Feb 2019 ·

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Alicia B
26 Feb 2019 ·

art by a certain gifted individual. I feel so lucky to have this person in my life. Sort of. Online, but whatever. Sharing the good stuff can turn any day into a holiday!

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27 Feb 2019 ·

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27 Feb 2019 ·

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Jeff M
27 Feb 2019 ·

Online is still life! :) I finished You the other weekend. Was it wrong I just wanted things to work out for the main character?

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27 Feb 2019 ·

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Alicia B
28 Feb 2019 ·

Jeff, I cried like a baby for him at the end :) I guess that's what makes it a good show: the horrendous level of ambivalence.

Jeff M
28 Feb 2019 ·

I like 'horrendous level of ambivalence'!

Alicia B
28 Feb 2019 ·

Thank you :)

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5 Alicia B
25 Feb 2019 ·
Today started off bad, but I went for a run and did some useful stuff at home. Tired of the negativity coming from Alex. Such a waste of time and energy. Not sure what to do. I feel like this could
Alicia B
25 Feb 2019 ·

have been the best years of my life if only there wasn't so much conflict and whining. I am still young(ish), and I'm healthy, full of creative energy, I've finally learned to cope with my mental issues, I'm making plans and dreams and goals. I've

Alicia B
25 Feb 2019 ·

had a hard life. So many things have gone wrong. So many things I have failed at. I am feeling strong and hopeful for the first time since, I dunno, I was 16. And I so don't want to give it up, and I can not give it up. Who knows how long I have

Alicia B
25 Feb 2019 ·

until something happens? My mom might die, or one of Inga's parents. Someone might get seriously sick. It happens all the time, it's life. A great time like here and now for me should be greatly appreciated. We are owed nothing. The world is not

Alicia B
25 Feb 2019 ·

benevolent. It's rather indifferent, I feel. All the more reason to enjoy stuff while we can. I need to figure this out. I don't know what to do yet. But I will.

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26 Feb 2019 ·

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26 Feb 2019 ·

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Jeff M
26 Feb 2019 ·

I so admire your perseverance and desire to improve!!

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26 Feb 2019 ·

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Alicia B
26 Feb 2019 ·

Thank you, Jeff. I sort of feel I haven't got a choice, I had to fight so hard to get here.

John T
01 Mar 2019 ·

Don't go to extremes and become as 'indifferent' as the world. Then you'll experience more of it, growing wiser and stronger as you you watch it all go by.

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7 Alicia B
25 Feb 2019 ·
I've been to a play last night, and it was genius. Honestly, great theatre plays happen about as often as good movies, and I feel so lucky and privileged to have been there. I've also hung out with
Alicia B
25 Feb 2019 ·

the actors and director and helped them clear the room (it was their last performance in that building). I hope they get all sorts of prises at the festivals they are applying to right now. They so deserve it. It was an awesome night :)

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26 Feb 2019 ·

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01 Mar 2019 ·

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John T
01 Mar 2019 ·

I know this night had a big affect on you. I'm glad you enjoyed it!

Alicia B
02 Mar 2019 ·

Thank you, John <3

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7 Alicia B
22 Feb 2019 ·
(backdated) Missed a run because my heel was sore, and the weather was bad. Painted a portion of the guitar. Thought of a good name for it. Also, had a sort of an artsy business idea. Feeling good.
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23 Feb 2019 ·

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6 Alicia B
21 Feb 2019 ·
(backdated) was feeling a bit tired from all the excitement of the previous day. Rested, did a couple chores.
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23 Feb 2019 ·

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