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6 Alicia B
2d ·
Tired, can't wait for the week end. Sad, the past still on my mind. Accept it, grieve for it, cry and let it go. It happened. Life is tough. I will move on when I'm ready. Longing for some excitement.
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Ashley H
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Jeff M
22h ·

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Jeff M
22h ·

Me too...longing for excitement or newness or eagerness or something...

Lex M
16h ·

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Manda P
14h ·

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Manda P
14h ·

I'm finally ready to move on & I'm determined!

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8 Alicia B
2d ·
Early wake ups and headaches are a bother, but I'm in a good mood. Just sleepy and lazy when I'm home, but I can forgive myself for that :)
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9 Alicia B
4d ·
Slept well, had a morning German lesson, then shopping, then 2 hours of singing and guitar practice. Pretty perfect day, only my concentration was no good in the morning.
George S
4d ·

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George S
4d ·

Sounds great

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8 Alicia B
4d ·
Had a good day. Some alone time, long walk, hunt for a dancing skirt (unsuccessful), motorbike ride through the fields.
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George S
4d ·

What bike have you got Alicia

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Lydia R
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Jeff M
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Alicia B
4d ·

George, it's not mine, a friend drove me around. It's a Kawasaki with a 1100 engine, I don't remember the name of the model.

George S
4d ·

Very nice

Manda P
4d ·

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Manda P
4d ·

Wow, the ride through the fields sounds like so much fun!

Alicia B
2d ·

It was! Hope I'll get to go again soon, before the rains come.

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6 Alicia B
6d ·
Regular reality checks help immensely with flashbacks, I don't know how I've lived without them all these years. I need to let go of control a little, though. Listen to some old Linkin Park. Yeah :)
George S
5d ·

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Alicia B
5d ·

Got the worst out, now passing on to Muse <3

George S
5d ·

Sounds great

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5d ·

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5 Alicia B
6d ·
Still missing the bad old times, triggered by smallest things. Got myself a new sports bra and pants, though, and signed the contract with the afro dance teacher. Giving myself the luxury of grief.
El K
6d · NEW

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Love 1
6d ·

I love how your mind works... even when you're not at your best

Love 1
6d ·

Wishing I could know you in person.

Kristin a.k.a Lily K
6d ·

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Esther B
6d ·

Yes!! way to go

Lydia R
6d ·

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Alicia B
6d ·

Thank you, Love! I wish I could know you in person, too. Who knows, maybe one day :)

Love 1
5d ·

Thats true. I can always use an excuse to travel.

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5 Alicia B
13 Oct 2017 ·
Effects of trauma bonding have gotten to me today. I miss that what never was, I idealize that what made me unhappy, I feel very hurt & lonely. I should forgive myself. I'm only human. It'll pass.
Agnes P
13 Oct 2017 ·

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13 Oct 2017 ·

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7d ·

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6d ·

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8 Alicia B
12 Oct 2017 ·
One for yesterday. Studies are going great, I'm happy with my results. I like the morning walk to the bus. I hate waking up before 9, though, it's unnatural, and no one will convince me otherwise. My)
Alicia B
12 Oct 2017 ·

theory is that half of humans have evolved to get up early, and a part for staying up late, to watch out for enemies and keep the fire going or whatever. I'm one of those.

Kristin a.k.a Lily K
12 Oct 2017 ·

Really? Me to in that case 😝

Natalie C
12 Oct 2017 ·

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Manda P
13 Oct 2017 ·

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Manda P
13 Oct 2017 ·

I'm not a morning or night person. Just called me your average afternoon person. 😉

Lydia R
6d ·

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Lydia R
6d ·

I love getting up early in the morning to fully make use of the day, but I'm definitely more of a night owl, so more often than not I don't succeed in getting up early.

Alicia B
6d ·

I know what you mean, Lydia, I love mornings, too. The air, the light, the quiet, the aloneness of it and yet the feeling of belonging in life. I just can't fall deeply asleep early enough to enjoy it :(

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5 Alicia B
12 Oct 2017 ·
In my dreams there is no narcissism, no passive aggression, no insincerity. When I see my family and my childhood home in a dream I wake up and I start crying for how happy we could have been, but...
Alicia B
12 Oct 2017 ·

...never will be.

Lydia R
12 Oct 2017 ·

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12 Oct 2017 ·

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12 Oct 2017 ·

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13 Oct 2017 ·

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10 Alicia B
10 Oct 2017 ·
Personal growth is letting go of one thing after another, it seems. And feeling somehow richer for it, and more whole, more safe, and so lucky. Feeling calm, joyful and grateful.
Kris B
10 Oct 2017 ·

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10 Oct 2017 ·

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Lex M
11 Oct 2017 ·

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11 Oct 2017 ·

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Lex M
11 Oct 2017 ·

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Lex M
11 Oct 2017 ·

I have actually never thought of it like that :0

Manda P
11 Oct 2017 ·

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Manda P
11 Oct 2017 ·

That's what I'm learning through my meditations!

Alicia B
12 Oct 2017 ·

I've never thought about it like that, either, before :) It seems we are on the right path.

Manda P
13 Oct 2017 ·

Yep, I'm fighting it but I'm not gonna give up!

Lydia R
6d ·

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