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4 Alicia B
18h ·
Depressive phase definitely. Ashamed of having it right now, when I should be energetic and charming. Silly, right? Need self-care, to let myself be who I am, including bipolar.
Alicia B
18h ·

Feels like I'm hanging in emptiness, nowhere to stand on. Seeing myself as sick and accepting this version of me is the only thing that helps.

Liz K
17h ·

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Cindy M
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Cindy M
15h ·

Really good attitude in the midst of pretty difficult circumstances, Alicia - big hugs xx

Margot L
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5 Alicia B
1d ·
A bit low, needing more alone time; low energy, low motivation. More at ease in my body, and more mindful, though. Practicing it has not been in vain. I'm glad. Proud even.
Kaya L
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Binky B
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Han M
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5 Alicia B
2d ·
Grieving over another part of my life in order to let go. Realizing unprocessed grief was keeping me from opening up. Sadness lifting me up to a new level again. Thank you, sadness (c) Love1
Reawin E
2d ·

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Love 1
2d ·

He he. May I join you? Feeling a bit low at the moment. *Offers panda paw.

Binky B
2d ·

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Binky B
2d ·

Unprocessed grief... Does it show up as fear? I wonder. Wishing you peace and light x

Lydia R
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Cindy M
2d ·

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Alicia B
1d ·

Squeezing panda paw! *snuffles*

Alicia B
1d ·

Binky, I don't know, I think it might show up in different ways: anger, fear, and definitely numbness, because unprocessed = suppressed, right?

Binky B
1d ·

That's a very good point Alicia. It comes out in so many different ways, depending on the person.

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5 Alicia B
3d ·
Day at the lake. Swam across a couple times. Lifted my spirits immensely, but I am still in the depression phase. Meds make it a lot easier, but I feel no love except for Pandas right now. + tired.
Binky B
3d ·

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Binky B
3d ·

Ahhhh. I love swimming in lakes, so still, so serene! Balm for the soul. Panda love is real. <3

Jeff M
3d ·

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Love 1
3d ·

Like the moon cycling through its phases, our hearts wax and wane. Natural. Poetic if we allow the night in.

Cindy M
3d ·

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Alicia B
2d ·

Yes, Love1, you are right as usual :) Binky, I love all natural bodies of water, it really is balm for the soul, well said! I gotta remember this :)

Binky B
2d ·

*scribbles in pandabook* he he x

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5 Alicia B
5d ·
Being yourself, being open with another human being is the greatest treasure of all, and the rarest, as most people don't see and hear you, but rather their own triggers, phobias and inner critics.
Lydia R
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Binky B
5d ·

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Love 1
3d ·

We see our representation of them, distortions filtered through perceptions... I think that's what you're saying.

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6 Alicia B
6d ·
Stuck in heavy traffic on the way home, can't wait to see my kitty, hope she was well taken care of. I've been worried about her, silly me.
Lydia R
6d ·

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Lydia R
6d ·

I feel you. I also worry about my cat, even when I'm at home. Hope she is well!

Marie S
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Kristin L
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Kristin L
6d ·

Worst part of being away.

Manda P
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Manda P
5d ·

I always worry about my kitties too. Make sure to give them extra long lovins when I get home!

Curtis M
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6 Alicia B
7d ·
Last day of vacation, walking around the port and city centre. Good mood, but needing some alone time, and craving intellectual stimulation. Tired of packing/unpacking by now :)
Lydia R
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5 Alicia B
11 Aug 2017 ·
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Binky B
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6 Alicia B
10 Aug 2017 ·
Car museum, beach, a tower in the forest. Nice day, hoping for some rain now. A. is depressed still, very sad. Trying to be helpful. Gonna read a book on psychology to decompress. Hugs +love to pandas
Tasha S
11 Aug 2017 ·

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Binky B
11 Aug 2017 ·

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Binky B
11 Aug 2017 ·

Hugs & love x

Lydia R
7d ·

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10 Alicia B
09 Aug 2017 ·
23000 steps in rough terrain today. Tired but feeling great. No time to read and comment other pandas, though 🙁 hope you are well. big hugs to all of you, I love you guys and I'll be back soon ❤❤❤
Lydia R
09 Aug 2017 ·

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Jeff M
09 Aug 2017 ·

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Crystal M
09 Aug 2017 · NEW

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Manda P
09 Aug 2017 ·

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Manda P
09 Aug 2017 ·

Well done, Alicia!

Kristin L
09 Aug 2017 ·

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