glad to hear that you had fun
I try to explain but..its so difficult. :( I feel like a bad girlfriend but I barely have any self control during this time.
My hormones are all crazy and I feel so guilty!!!
Come on, chemicals. - Heimdalsgate Like a Promethean Curse, Of Montreal.
A horrible, horrible curse! x)
Im lot a better now, my throat is still kinda painful. // Things with my boyfriend are a bit hectic right now. // Oddly enough things are going good with my mom though...
Paracetamol plenty of drinks...
Yikes hun! Feel better.
We may not be able to control the thoughts that pop into our minds, but- with patience and practice- we can learn to disengage from the troubling thoughts that appear.
I have that too, but sometimes playing happy music if u feel like that helps a bit, maybe you could try it too
Happy for you
Great!! Very happy for you. And I always do the same, don't want to jinx it. ❤️
After, I became hypersensitive and overly aware. Wayyy too paranoid. It was like being too high or something. There is quite a bit of research on all this actually. I find it rather interesting, although it disturbs me at the same time loll...
Yes! It's scary but if you can stick with it there is a lot to learn from it. A dark room, 1 candle and a mirror can force you deep into your psyche. :) Now that's an adventure!
Could be body dysmorphia or something similar. Didn't sound like a full blown psychosis or drug hallucination where seeing patterns turn into distinct images while feeling detached from reality and also feeling some sort of special, spiritual, or ...
...otherworldly experience. If it happens a lot, talk to an expert, otherwise, try your best to worry about it.
I've realized lately why they say music is a consciousness-altering tool, too. Now that I really focus on it I feel the effect. That's a good thing, I think. I'm gonna try your thing, too. Sounds scary but so cool.
Ah, Im so overwhelmed by the response I got from this post. Not really sure how to react. Its was extremely intense for me, and not in a good way. I was all alone.. But I can see how it could be a positive thing. I don't suggest doing it alone though
I did feel out of this world, it was kind of similar to dissociating. But when I dissociate I don't feel 'here'. When this happened, I was so.. SELF aware, that my body is not me and ' I ' am something beneath the skin.. Its kind of hard to explain.