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1 Rara M
23 Apr 2017 ·
I've never been this low in my life but I'm calm. I don't care
Victoria A
23 Apr 2017 ·

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Victoria A
23 Apr 2017 ·

Hope things get better

Rachel C
23 Apr 2017 ·

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Rara M
25 Apr 2017 ·

Thanks pandas and Stephen B. I am feeling a bit better today.

Squid C
27 May 2017 ·

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Squid C
27 May 2017 ·

much love to you. (:

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2 Rara M
20 Apr 2017 ·
I should be happy. I should go outside today. I should be happy. Typing from my bed. I've been glued to it for days.
Rikke B
20 Apr 2017 ·

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Yondie Y
20 Apr 2017 ·

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Yondie Y
21 Apr 2017 ·

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4 Rara M
19 Apr 2017 ·
I had a bad dream. In it, my friend was having a seizure. Doc said she won't be able to continue with her career. Before he could tell me what her disease was, I woke up from high heart rate.
Sky W
19 Apr 2017 ·

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Zoe D
19 Apr 2017 ·

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√Čva H
19 Apr 2017 ·

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4 Rara M
19 Apr 2017 ·
I was able to talk to my childhood friend today so I'm happy about that. It was not easy to talk to her in the past because of her schizophrenia, but recent studies helped me understand her better.
Alena S
19 Apr 2017 ·

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Noel L
19 Apr 2017 ·

So glad Rara. Best wishes, Noel

Jeff M
19 Apr 2017 ·

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2 Rara M
17 Apr 2017 ·
being blind to the gifts I'm receiving. Wake the *** up!!!
Ali H
17 Apr 2017 ·

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Yondie Y
17 Apr 2017 ·

Are you blind ??????

Tasha S
17 Apr 2017 ·

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Jeff M
17 Apr 2017 ·

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Jeff M
17 Apr 2017 ·

Hard to see the good sometimes...

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1 Rara M
15 Apr 2017 ·
Life, please make me see the beauty in you again
Kylie K
15 Apr 2017 ·

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/ H
15 Apr 2017 ·

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Marie S
15 Apr 2017 ·

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Manda P
15 Apr 2017 ·

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Manda P
15 Apr 2017 ·

You'll see it. Just hang on tight until then. <3

Ray E
15 Apr 2017 ·

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Rara M
19 Apr 2017 ·

Thank you Manda And everyone, I do see it today!

Manda P
19 Apr 2017 ·

That's great to hear, Rara!

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1 Rara M
15 Apr 2017 ·
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Yondie Y
15 Apr 2017 ·

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Patty D
15 Apr 2017 ·

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Tasha S
15 Apr 2017 ·

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3 Rara M
15 Apr 2017 ·
I had a fun day yesterday. How could it get any better? Woke up tired and irritated this morning. I guess I gotta let the wave come and go with the flow.
Yondie Y
15 Apr 2017 ·

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Mandy O
15 Apr 2017 ·

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3 Rara M
12 Apr 2017 ·
It's my birthday in 5 days.. I started dreading my birthday because recently I feel like *** on the day of. I hope if I do feel this way again that I can stay calm and console myself
Ali H
12 Apr 2017 ·

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Jeff M
12 Apr 2017 ·

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Tasha S
12 Apr 2017 ·

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3 Rara M
09 Apr 2017 ·
Was feeling steady and a little anxiety creeps in.
Yondie Y
09 Apr 2017 ·

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5 Rara M
03 Apr 2017 ·
Feeling better! Question: why can't I trust myself? How do people trust themselves?
Kathryn D
03 Apr 2017 ·

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Julia C
05 Apr 2017 ·

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10 Rara M
01 Apr 2017 ·
Omg I just realized spirit world = art world. Now I know why I got depressed in the first place 6 years ago.
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4 Rara M
31 Mar 2017 ·
Woke up again feeling bad. I was able to get ready and go out like I planned to though, which I couldn't do before
Hope H
31 Mar 2017 ·

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8 Rara M
31 Mar 2017 ·
I had a nice day :) excited for tomorrow.. early morning tho, better sleep! Tokyo hours.
Jam K
31 Mar 2017 ·

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Marie S
31 Mar 2017 ·

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1 Rara M
31 Mar 2017 ·
Woke up thinking of ending my life. It's the first thought that comes to my mind in the morning recently. It's so uncomfortable. I'm gonna continue saying my mantra.
Jon B
31 Mar 2017 ·

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Jon B
31 Mar 2017 ·

Stay strong Panda

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3 Rara M
30 Mar 2017 ·
I went to the dr today and he told me I should really be taking lamictal. Not sure I want to take meds again after I quit last October. Came home, cried, canceled my meeting with ex. Confused.
Myosotis T
30 Mar 2017 · NEW

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Jeff M
30 Mar 2017 ·

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Rara M
30 Mar 2017 ·

Thank you Rorschach for sharing your story. 15 years is a long time and I can only begin to imagine the frustration you had to go through.. I hope you can start to feel better with new methods. I was on meds for 5 years, have been off for 6 months.

Rara M
30 Mar 2017 ·

I think everyday about if I'm making the right choice by refusing to take meds, but your story eased my mind. Thank you again.

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5 Rara M
30 Mar 2017 ·
I woke up a little happy for how it wasn't a disaster yesterday. Here's me thinking I can't enjoy it too much though. Here's me saying no to meeting with a friend and going to the hospital instead.
Rara M
30 Mar 2017 ·

Is that stupid? I can't tell if I'm choosing depression over friends. My reason is giving my depression/bipolar full focus so I can really deal with it.

Kathryn D
30 Mar 2017 ·

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Squid C
30 Mar 2017 ·

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5 Rara M
29 Mar 2017 ·
Seeing my ex for the first time in a year. Talking to him about my depression is strange and I don't know what to say.
Julia C
29 Mar 2017 ·

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Doodles B
29 Mar 2017 ·

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Julia C
29 Mar 2017 ·

Deep breath first. It's hard to tell someone else when you're not often sure yourself. But be brave and take the pandas with you :)

Jeff M
29 Mar 2017 ·

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Jeff M
29 Mar 2017 ·

Just talk...don't worry about what to say or what the right things are. You're lucky to still be close enough to be able to confide in him. You'll say the right things eventually!

Alicia B
29 Mar 2017 ·

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Yondie Y
29 Mar 2017 ·

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Sky S
29 Mar 2017 · NEW

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6 Rara M
29 Mar 2017 ·
I'm a little happy today I downloaded MoodPanda, and realized depression is just another #addiction. Like I quit meds and cigarettes, I can try to quit this one too.
Amita K
29 Mar 2017 ·

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Saumya G
29 Mar 2017 ·

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Saumya G
29 Mar 2017 ·

yup all pandas are here to help u out . feel free anytime. depression is really stupid bcoz it doesnt exist. its only in our head.

Yondie Y
29 Mar 2017 ·

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Yondie Y
29 Mar 2017 ·

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Rara M
29 Mar 2017 ·

Thank you everyone for the warm welcome :)

Rara M
29 Mar 2017 ·

Rorschach T, thank you for your insight. I've been on medication for 6 years and quit last October after they decided to put me on 7 different pills. I tried therapy as well but my mind was too dense and hard for another thought to come through.

Rara M
29 Mar 2017 ·

I will look up CBT DBT ACT and mindfulness! I am now trying access bars, I wonder if anyone else has had a good experience from it.

Brad P
18 Apr 2017 · NEW

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