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4 Lydia R
14 May 2019 ·
Short night, very tired. Dreamt of crush (predictable) and disgusting public toilets (interesting dream interpretation). Overwhelmed with task of what to wear. Called in sick at work and feeling
Lydia R
14 May 2019 ·

pathetic, but then I also don't really care anymore. Stuck in apathy again.

Ian D
14 May 2019 ·

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John T
14 May 2019 ·

Maybe your crush's inaction was due to being used too many times.

John T
14 May 2019 ·

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Lydia R
14 May 2019 ·

He's not a disgusting public toilet. God, I can still picture it... and I've dreamt of far too many weird and disgusting public toilets over the years.

Lydia R
14 May 2019 ·

They weren't connected, I don't think it even was the same dream. I just found the interpretation of public toilet dreams interesting. And it was very predictable that I'd dream of him after last night.

John T
14 May 2019 ·

https://toiletdoors.wordpress.com/2016/02/29/scotty-dont-beam-me-up-im-taking-a-shi/

Lydia R
14 May 2019 ·

:)

Jeff M
14 May 2019 ·

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14 May 2019 ·

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14 May 2019 ·

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nixiblu .
14 May 2019 ·

John. gold star as always.

Katie Rose S
15 May 2019 ·

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Jen B
15 May 2019 ·

That is so strange because I dream about public restrooms often. Mine aren't dirty, they tend to be acceptable, ha, but that's a funny/interesting coincidence.

Alicia B
15 May 2019 ·

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John T
15 May 2019 ·

Cat's long term memories are said to be up to 200 times longer than a dog's.

Lydia R
16 May 2019 ·

And that relates how...?

Ian D
16 May 2019 ·

Glad that has confused someone else, what are you talking about cats and dogs for John?

tEnT S
16 May 2019 ·

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John T
16 May 2019 ·

Lydia has said Miezer doesn't recognise her before.

Lydia R
16 May 2019 ·

But..... we were talking about dreams and toilets? ._.

John T
16 May 2019 ·

I told I was austistic! *Storms off* :D

John T
16 May 2019 ·

*autistic

Ian D
16 May 2019 ·

:-)

John T
16 May 2019 ·

+you

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3 Lydia R
13 May 2019 ·
emotional mess, everything makes me cry. Probably better than apathy, but it hurts.
Jen B
14 May 2019 ·

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14 May 2019 ·

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14 May 2019 ·

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14 May 2019 ·

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15 May 2019 ·

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16 May 2019 ·

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4 Lydia R
13 May 2019 ·
Lacking everything again today. Don't know why to bother anymore. Not bad, but also not good. Nothing to complain about, but yet also not interested in my own life at all.
Lydia R
13 May 2019 ·

Crush seems to be leaving to teach at another university; probably for the best to get over him and feel dead inside again.

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13 May 2019 ·

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13 May 2019 ·

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13 May 2019 ·

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13 May 2019 ·

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13 May 2019 ·

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13 May 2019 ·

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Joann W
13 May 2019 ·

I'm interested in your life!

Brandt B
14 May 2019 ·

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15 May 2019 ·

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15 May 2019 ·

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16 May 2019 ·

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5 Lydia R
12 May 2019 ·
Visited cat again, bought ice cream, did laundry, called mum. Okay day, still not back to a 'normal' chat behaviour with friend.
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13 May 2019 ·

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13 May 2019 ·

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15 May 2019 ·

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13 May 2019 ·

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16 May 2019 ·

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14 May 2019 ·

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13 May 2019 ·

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6 Lydia R
11 May 2019 ·
Kind of a nice day. Looking after cat for a friend, bit of shopping, cooking, and making a mess of my flat.
John T
13 May 2019 ·

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13 May 2019 ·

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13 May 2019 ·

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Joann W
13 May 2019 ·

Good for you!!!

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14 May 2019 ·

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15 May 2019 ·

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16 May 2019 ·

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5 Lydia R
10 May 2019 ·
Can't remember what I did that day... a lot of nothing and reading and being a recluse.
John T
13 May 2019 ·

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John T
13 May 2019 ·

Sounds ace! 🤩📚

Lydia R
13 May 2019 ·

It was okay, I think. I was absorbed in the fiction, so everything else mattered less for a moment.

nixiblu .
13 May 2019 ·

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13 May 2019 ·

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Albertine M
13 May 2019 ·

Sounds rather ace to me too xx

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13 May 2019 ·

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14 May 2019 ·

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15 May 2019 ·

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6 Lydia R
09 May 2019 ·
Good spirits, no headache! Work, Pilates, work again, then therapy. Exhausted afterwards. Therapist showed me cards with different emotions on them to pick from which made me wonder if my face is made
Lydia R
13 May 2019 ·

of stone or something like that. I appreciate the idea, but it makes me feel a bit weird; as if I've failed at life or something. Task: to smile at random people. -__-

John T
13 May 2019 ·

Watch out you live in a capital city... https://youtu.be/PT0ay9u1gg4

Lydia R
13 May 2019 ·

Just smiling (for now...)! It's not as if I never do that, it depends on the situation, but being forced to smile just creates a grimace which hopefully scares people enough to leave me alone.

John T
13 May 2019 ·

Haha now I'm smiling! 🤪

nixiblu .
13 May 2019 ·

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13 May 2019 ·

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Joann W
13 May 2019 ·

Thats good! Keep working at it!

Brandt B
14 May 2019 ·

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5 Lydia R
08 May 2019 ·
Therapy cancelled 5 min before I entered the feeling; she made a mistake. Used extra time for errants, mood good, headache finally eased after it started raining.
John T
13 May 2019 ·

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Lydia R
13 May 2019 ·

*building, not feeling. Can't even blame auto-correct since I'm on my laptop.

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13 May 2019 ·

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13 May 2019 ·

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13 May 2019 ·

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Joann W
13 May 2019 ·

Thats okay...

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14 May 2019 ·

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4 Lydia R
08 May 2019 ·
Woke up with headache; probably read too much on mobile yesterday. Completely uninspired and disoriented. Nothing appeals, skipping lecture, have therapy later so have to leave the house at one point.
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08 May 2019 ·

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08 May 2019 ·

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08 May 2019 ·

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Jen B
08 May 2019 ·

I'm feeling similarly

Jen B
08 May 2019 ·

... No interest in anything. Bleh. ❤️

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08 May 2019 ·

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09 May 2019 ·

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10 May 2019 ·

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4 Lydia R
07 May 2019 ·
First day of work in how long? Very irritable and agitated most of the time. Found out the place that rejected me posted a new job ad. Felt down and hurt. Spent rest of day in bed eating and reading.
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08 May 2019 ·

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08 May 2019 ·

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09 May 2019 ·

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10 May 2019 ·

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5 Lydia R
06 May 2019 ·
Got up too late, didn't do what I should have done, visti to grandpa, last minute packing stress, and finally on bus back to Berlin. Not that I wanted to, but needs must and all that jazz.
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08 May 2019 ·

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08 May 2019 ·

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10 May 2019 ·

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5 Lydia R
05 May 2019 ·
Mum went hiking, I cleaned the house for 3,5 hours as a small thank you. Dead tired afterwards.
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08 May 2019 ·

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08 May 2019 ·

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10 May 2019 ·

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5 Lydia R
04 May 2019 ·
Didn't achieve what I'd planned for the day; alone at home for the evening and cat acting weird and reminding me of other times when he was feeling sick; worried and not a very enjoyable alone time.
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08 May 2019 ·

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08 May 2019 ·

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10 May 2019 ·

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6 Lydia R
03 May 2019 ·
Mum's day off, went walking and shopping and had a nice if uneventful day together.
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08 May 2019 ·

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08 May 2019 ·

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10 May 2019 ·

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4 Lydia R
02 May 2019 ·
Still felt very uneasy most of day, hadn't heard back from therapist if I managed to cancel in time and a lot of worrying. Slightly better towards end of day after trip to grandpa and city.
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08 May 2019 ·

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08 May 2019 ·

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10 May 2019 ·

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5 Lydia R
01 May 2019 ·
Walked some, went to a flea market, enjoyed bank holiday, but stayed out too long and was stressed with packing so I simply decided to stay at my parents, consequences be damned (for the moment).
Lydia R
08 May 2019 ·

I'd thought that the prospect of staying at home longer would be nice, but thinking about cancelling therapy, rescheduling my shift at work, and wondering about my parents thoughts about me having been at theirs for almost two weeks made me panic.

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08 May 2019 ·

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08 May 2019 ·

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4 Lydia R
30 Apr 2019 ·
Didn't get the job.
Albertine M
30 Apr 2019 ·

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Albertine M
30 Apr 2019 ·

Sorry xx

Ammar H
30 Apr 2019 ·

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30 Apr 2019 ·

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30 Apr 2019 ·

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Penelope P
30 Apr 2019 ·

Sorry to hear Lydia.

Esther B
30 Apr 2019 ·

Sorry to hear that x

Ioanna P
01 May 2019 ·

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01 May 2019 ·

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01 May 2019 ·

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Robert H
01 May 2019 ·

Sorry to hear that, Lydia.

Jen B
01 May 2019 ·

Something else is out there for you. I'm sorry about this one ❤️

Metron A
01 May 2019 ·

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Metron A
01 May 2019 ·

Sorry to hear that. It's always tough when that happens.

Alicia B
01 May 2019 ·

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Alicia B
01 May 2019 ·

They say it's good practice. It can't be easy though :(

Lydia R
08 May 2019 ·

Thanks pandas. It's okay. I anticipated it, but reality is still always something different. But I'll live!

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4 Lydia R
29 Apr 2019 ·
A „good“ 4. Just some worrying and overthinking, feeling isolated and lonely, distanced from friends. Not a bad day per se, just a general sense of discontent.
John T
29 Apr 2019 ·

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John T
29 Apr 2019 ·

Same, I feel like I should be feeling better. I'm also thinking twice about all my comments and rewriting them before I insult everyone. I feel lonely too but if I was with someone I'd want to be alone.

Lydia R
29 Apr 2019 ·

You don't insult people, at least not intentionally. If anything it's probably just misunderstandings.

John T
29 Apr 2019 ·

Ha! You didn't see what I nearly wrote on another reply! 😉😁

nixiblu .
29 Apr 2019 ·

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nixiblu .
29 Apr 2019 ·

Hugs to John too

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29 Apr 2019 ·

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30 Apr 2019 ·

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30 Apr 2019 ·

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01 May 2019 ·

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Lydia R
08 May 2019 ·

Thanks pandas!

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5 Lydia R
28 Apr 2019 ·
Nothing to complain about, yet wishing for a little „more“. Another nice, quiet day.
Albertine M
28 Apr 2019 ·

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28 Apr 2019 ·

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28 Apr 2019 ·

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29 Apr 2019 ·

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29 Apr 2019 ·

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29 Apr 2019 ·

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30 Apr 2019 ·

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Lydia R
08 May 2019 ·

Thanks for the hugs.

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5 Lydia R
27 Apr 2019 ·
Okay day. Up early and tired for most of today. Glad last-minute birthday present arrived on time. Worried about grandpa.
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27 Apr 2019 ·

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28 Apr 2019 ·

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30 Apr 2019 ·

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Lydia R
08 May 2019 ·

Thanks pandas!

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