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5 Lydia R
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Calmer after yoga, arriving home and force cuddling cat, but I swear, one more minute around dumb people and I'd have lost it. Damn holidays.
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Glad to see yoga helped a little ❤️

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4 Lydia R
4d ·
Very negative mindset, annoyed by most of my colleagues. Maybe it really is time for a new job. Or just not living anymore. Sounds even better.
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3 Lydia R
5d ·
Basically, I'd very much like to just give up.
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4 Lydia R
5d ·
Sitting here, staring at my monitor, waiting for something, anything, to happen. Feel detached from myself in a way. No interest in anything, no one to talk to, everything seems meaningless.
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4 Lydia R
5d ·
Tired and bored at work, fav colleague's last day, cancelled job interview, stayed on bed for hours after coming home, unable to talk to friends, keep isolating myself more and more.
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4 Lydia R
7d ·
I wonder what it feels like to be in love and be loved in return.
me M
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4 Lydia R
7d ·
Bit bummed since last night, had a full schedule for today, but felt tired and overwhelmed after waking up and stayed in bed. Feeling sad, a bit lost and stuck. Old issues popping up again.
Lydia R
7d ·

Thinking about cancelling tomorrow's interview. Don't feel up to it, even though I might think differently after work tomorrow. The mere thought of changing my working place is daunting. Never liked changes.

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Manda P
6d ·

Did you go to the interview? I don't do well with change either but sometimes it works out well. 💖

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Lydia R
5d ·

No, Manda, I cancelled it yesterday morning and still haven't read the reply mail (I asked for a new date). Anxiety, woohoo. Thanks Pandas!

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5 Lydia R
14 Apr 2019 ·
Quite productive first half of the day, but loss of motivation in the afternoon. Overthinking, making problems out of thin air. Lonely and uneasy.
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5 Lydia R
13 Apr 2019 ·
Up early, mood okay/good, nice breakfast, but suddenly felt dizzy and strange while shopping and slept for 3 hours after returning home. Enjoyed a walk in the afternoon despite the cold outside.
tEnT S
14 Apr 2019 ·

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14 Apr 2019 ·

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Alicia B
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Could it be low blood pressure? I've been feeling cold, sleepy and dizzy too, and when I checked it it was low. I sometimes get this way for no apparent reason. Be safe!

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Lydia R
5d ·

Alicia, maybe. But the symptoms don't really fit, and everytime they take my bloodpressure at my GP it's in a normal range. No idea what it is. Thanks for the hugs, Pandas.

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5 Lydia R
12 Apr 2019 ·
5.5 Managed to rearrange all dates for next week (totall forgot about the Easter break), ran some errands and felt better and calmer in the evening. Still no progress on uni stuff, though.
tEnT S
14 Apr 2019 ·

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4 Lydia R
12 Apr 2019 ·
After the joy comes the overthinking, and worry, and slight panic. Suddenly I think applying for a new job was a big mistake. Lots of nervous energy, hard to concentrate on anything. Took a while to
Lydia R
14 Apr 2019 ·

calm myself down and to just see it as an exercise, and not a commitment for life. Having agreed to an inconvenient time and struggling to get everything rearranged so I won't have to cancel therapy also took a toll on me. Never understood how such

Lydia R
14 Apr 2019 ·

a small thing can have such a big impact on me. Always worrying, always catastrophising. Exhausting.

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6 Lydia R
11 Apr 2019 ·
Got invited for a job interview next week; spontaneous boost of energy level and mood.
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14 Apr 2019 ·

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5 Lydia R
11 Apr 2019 ·
Went to work, then to Pilates, which was very, very exhausting, but ultimately seems to have given me a kick into the right direction. Pleasantly aching body, okay mood and more positive thoughts.
Albertine M
14 Apr 2019 ·

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4 Lydia R
10 Apr 2019 ·
Didn't want to get up and slept in. Already skipped first lecture of the new semester. Headache. Probably last fine day of the week and I'm stuck inside my head and flat. No interest in anything.
Gabrielle H
10 Apr 2019 ·

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Lydia R
14 Apr 2019 ·

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5 Lydia R
09 Apr 2019 ·
700 days of misery! What a milestone. - Work was okay, but I was completely knackered afterwards and spent the rest of the day on my bed resting and sleeping. Sense of purposelessness after work.
Gabrielle H
10 Apr 2019 ·

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Lydia R
14 Apr 2019 ·

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5 Lydia R
08 Apr 2019 ·
Sloooooow start into day. Managed to get out of flat for a walk in the sun and a photo session with all the lovely magnolias. I think this helped to distract my brain for a while. Feeling calmer.
Alicia B
08 Apr 2019 ·

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Alicia B
08 Apr 2019 ·

Love the magnolias, and your photos are lovely.

Penelope P
08 Apr 2019 ·

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Lydia R
08 Apr 2019 ·

Thanks Alicia! These were old pics from last week, but don't tell anyone. Didn't want to spam IG so the magnolia ones will probably follow tomorrow.

Brandt B
09 Apr 2019 ·

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Jen B
09 Apr 2019 ·

Glad to see you doing a little better ❤️ I do use IG. Is there a way to send you a message on here to give you my username or email?

Manda P
09 Apr 2019 ·

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Manda P
09 Apr 2019 ·

Can't wait to see the pics. The Cherry Blossoms were so beautiful!

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Lydia R
10 Apr 2019 ·

I'll just give you my username here so you can add me on IG. It's cica.trice -- you'll see I'm a cat. :)

Lydia R
10 Apr 2019 ·

Thanks for the hugs Pandas!

Jen B
10 Apr 2019 ·

I just added you. Lovely photos 💕

Albertine M
10 Apr 2019 ·

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Lydia R
14 Apr 2019 ·

Thanks Jen and Albertine! <3

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4 Lydia R
08 Apr 2019 ·
Sh*t morning again. The usual cocktail of bad, irrational feelings and lack of motivation. Hard to get a grip on my thoughts, escaping into fictitious realms helped. Also dreamed of crush, eeh.
Alicia B
08 Apr 2019 ·

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Lydia R
10 Apr 2019 ·

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5 Lydia R
07 Apr 2019 ·
Mood a bit better. Came to a decision and feel a bit lighter, at least for now. Sat on balcony in sun and read, cleaned flat and body. Mind calmer.
Alicia B
08 Apr 2019 ·

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Lydia R
10 Apr 2019 ·

Thanks. <3

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3 Lydia R
07 Apr 2019 ·
Time to accept defeat
Gabrielle H
07 Apr 2019 ·

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07 Apr 2019 ·

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07 Apr 2019 ·

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Jen B
07 Apr 2019 ·

😔 Want to extend the same offer to you as you did to me, I'm absolutely willing to listen if you want to talk, rant, whatever ❤️

Brandt B
08 Apr 2019 ·

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Brandt B
08 Apr 2019 ·

Hang in there, Lyds. We want only goodness for you.

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08 Apr 2019 ·

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Lydia R
08 Apr 2019 ·

Thanks for the hugs and comments, pandas. Feeling a bit better today. Jen, do you use Instagram? Though I'm not much of a talker lately.

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09 Apr 2019 ·

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3 Lydia R
06 Apr 2019 ·
My mum called and asked what's wrong because apparently I didn't sound good. As usually I deflected, but sometimes I wish I could just tell my parents that I'm not okay. Too scared of the reactions
Lydia R
06 Apr 2019 ·

and consequences, though. Talking to her helped a bit, but things still don't feel right. Beautiful weather, had plans to go to the Botanical Garden, but I'm just staring straight ahead of me and can't find any motivation to do anything.

Keeping Track A
06 Apr 2019 ·

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06 Apr 2019 ·

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Anna D
06 Apr 2019 ·

Maybe you could try to tell it, but not everything at once? I mean to begin with aspects she could easily understand, and then add new ones any time you speak with her?

John T
06 Apr 2019 ·

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John T
06 Apr 2019 ·

Anna's right. You might get some vital support you need to move on. There's no shame in feeling depressed or anxious. If not, express yourself some how. There's a vicious circle you need to break.

John T
06 Apr 2019 ·

I hope you feel better soon. All us pandas are cheering for you!

Robert H
06 Apr 2019 ·

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Brandt B
06 Apr 2019 ·

John T and Anna D speak wisdom. Please consider. I hope you feel better soon.

Jen B
06 Apr 2019 ·

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07 Apr 2019 ·

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Manda P
08 Apr 2019 ·

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Manda P
08 Apr 2019 ·

You really should try to open up to them about your struggles. They are your parents & want you to be happy and healthy.

Lydia R
08 Apr 2019 ·

Maybe. I guess it'd be better but my fear of rejection is still pretty high. And in general I don't think anyone is interested in my wellbeing, so that only makes it harder. We'll see. Thanks for your words and hugs!

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