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0 Max T
7h ·
I was right telling myself I shouldn't bother trying. I probably deserve to be alone. Why else would this sort of *** happen than to remind me I'm destructive even when I'm being the best I can be?
Metron A
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Lydia R
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0 Max T
7h ·
I just shouldn't bother trying with relationships. Even if I don't do anything for wrong I end up hurting people. I'm just destined to ruin things by trying to find happiness. *** this.
Camille C
7h · NEW

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Antonia B
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Antonia B
7h ·

Don't give up yet! You'll learn from what went wrong and find the right person eventually.

Max T
7h ·

There's nothing for me to learn from this apart from to stop trying. I didn't do anything wrong and caused a horrible situation just by talking to someone I like, I can't get a single break with this ***

Metron A
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1 Max T
21h ·
I never remember to update this when I'm out with friends and actually feeling anything close to a 5 because I don't let myself think about it. I don't want to remember that most of the time I'm ***.
Lydia R
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0 Max T
5d ·
I'm so drunk I commented on a YouTube video
Yaroslav
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Alicia B
5d ·

Lol, that's really drunk 😁 I feel ya.

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0 Max T
6d ·
Ten to one in the afternoon I'm still in bed. *** today.
Liane A
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Lieteke G
6d ·

Are you enjoying it? If you are, stay.. if not, try to get a shower

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0 Max T
6d ·
Ten to one in the afternoon I'm still in bed. *** today.
Zoe P
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1 Max T
7d ·
Group therapy is uuuuuuuuuuselesssssssss
Lydia R
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2 Max T
7d ·
Group therapy day. Time to talk about my problems and have none of them solved whatsoever. At least I get to see some friends later today.
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2 Max T
14 May 2018 ·
Again, not sure how I feel overall. Wrote some music for a potential new project for a friend. Feel a bit stagnant.
Robert H
14 May 2018 ·

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Lydia R
14 May 2018 ·

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Yaroslav
14 May 2018 ·

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Zoe P
14 May 2018 ·

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Zoe P
14 May 2018 ·

(This is off topic a little, but I love that you write music, bc I write music too and was excited to find a composer buddy on MoodPanda. Just letting you know how cool you are <3 I'm sorry you're feeling stagnant, you'll get past it)

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2 Max T
13 May 2018 ·
I feel ok-ish? I'm not entirely sure. I'm not a 0, that's for sure.
Lydia R
13 May 2018 ·

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Marta M
13 May 2018 ·

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13 May 2018 ·

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Liane A
13 May 2018 ·

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13 May 2018 ·

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14 May 2018 ·

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0 Max T
09 May 2018 ·
Yesterday was good but I wore myself out too much. I just don't have the energy to do a full day of activities anymore, and it leaves me miserable and more than exhausted the next day.
Lydia R
09 May 2018 ·

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Shelley H
09 May 2018 ·

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Lieteke G
09 May 2018 ·

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Lieteke G
09 May 2018 ·

But was it worth it. Were the activities that good that they they justify the exhaustion the next day? If not try not to do it. If they do, please do them and take the day of the next day. Because sometimes you just should have fun!

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0 Max T
07 May 2018 ·
Not sure how I feel
Metron A
07 May 2018 ·

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Metron A
07 May 2018 ·

Maybe try talking about it with someone you trust. 0 is not a great score and is worrying. Do you have someone you can talk to?

Max T
07 May 2018 ·

I have a good few people I can talk to. But nothing ever really seems to come of it. It's just talking, which only alleviates so much. I've been talking to people about my mental health for years and haven't seen any progress to getting better.

Elizabeth M
07 May 2018 ·

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Lydia R
07 May 2018 ·

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07 May 2018 ·

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07 May 2018 ·

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2 Max T
04 May 2018 ·
I never remember to update this when I'm out and about. Had my first good night's sleep since January last night. But sadly it made no difference on how tired I felt. Annoying to say the least.
Max T
04 May 2018 ·

Today was good and productive, even though for a time I felt worryingly unsettled.

Max T
04 May 2018 ·

Yesterday was also productive, if not exhausting.

Mark W
04 May 2018 ·

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Lydia R
04 May 2018 ·

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John T
04 May 2018 ·

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Metron A
04 May 2018 ·

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04 May 2018 ·

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04 May 2018 ·

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04 May 2018 ·

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0 Max T
02 May 2018 ·
Why do I get comedowns from having a good day? It doesn't at all seem fair.
Lydia R
02 May 2018 ·

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Lisa L
02 May 2018 ·

I can relate. It seems completely unlogical. But you had a good day! Remember that and care for yourself today

Metron A
02 May 2018 ·

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02 May 2018 ·

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1 Max T
30 Apr 2018 ·
Playing two pianos at once is pretty damn fun.
Lydia R
30 Apr 2018 ·

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Lydia R
30 Apr 2018 ·

And still just a 1? :)

Zoe D
30 Apr 2018 ·

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Anna D
30 Apr 2018 ·

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Line R
30 Apr 2018 ·

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Janine S
30 Apr 2018 ·

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Cindy M
30 Apr 2018 ·

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Max T
30 Apr 2018 ·

If I had posted whilst playing, it'd be at least a five. This was posted about ten minutes after I'd finished playing.

Lydia R
30 Apr 2018 ·

Maybe it would be good for you to post these time when you're feeling good (for example playing the piano), too, and not just how you feel right in this moment when you're posting (most often bad) to see that you have good/neutral moments too.

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0 Max T
30 Apr 2018 ·
Almost impossible to enjoy anything when I feel like this.
Anna D
30 Apr 2018 ·

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Cindy M
30 Apr 2018 ·

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Robert H
30 Apr 2018 ·

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Lydia R
30 Apr 2018 ·

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30 Apr 2018 ·

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0 Max T
30 Apr 2018 ·
I want to go back to the way things were ten years ago. At least I had something back then.
Anna D
30 Apr 2018 ·

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Anna D
30 Apr 2018 ·

What's the difference?

Max T
30 Apr 2018 ·

Was blissfully unaware of my mental health issues. For some reason it allowed me to power through everything that came my way.

Max T
30 Apr 2018 ·

Knowledge of my diagnosis has made me worse in the long-term

Cindy M
30 Apr 2018 ·

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Lydia R
30 Apr 2018 ·

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Anna D
30 Apr 2018 ·

The diagnosis (whatever it is) doesn't mean you're bad. It should only help you to find some means to avoid some states and to make your life a bit better.

Alicia B
30 Apr 2018 ·

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0 Max T
29 Apr 2018 ·
Just sat doing nothing, staring into space for an hour. Life is garbage.
Lydia R
29 Apr 2018 ·

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Zoe P
29 Apr 2018 ·

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Luke G
29 Apr 2018 ·

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Lulu S
29 Apr 2018 ·

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Lulu S
29 Apr 2018 ·

It can feel that way at times but all things change so they might change for the better.

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0 Max T
29 Apr 2018 ·
Having a seriously bad day today. Already not managing. Just want to get back into bed and sleep forever.
Shelley H
29 Apr 2018 ·

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Lieteke G
29 Apr 2018 ·

Well sleeping forever might not be an option, but why don't you have a nap? Might really help your mood, especially when you don't feel guilty about it

Max T
29 Apr 2018 ·

I have insomnia and hypersomnia and an overall phobia of not being able to sleep. If I go for a nap, it will take me at least two hours, and at most four hours to fall asleep. I can't really nap

Lydia R
29 Apr 2018 ·

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Lieteke G
29 Apr 2018 ·

That must be very frustrating. Are you getting help with it?

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0 Max T
27 Apr 2018 ·
Pessimistic prediction: client will not pay commission money owed by the end of today like they promised. It's been a ***ing month now. Why do people think they can do this to artists?
Lydia R
27 Apr 2018 ·

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Robert H
27 Apr 2018 ·

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Zoe P
27 Apr 2018 ·

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Cindy M
27 Apr 2018 ·

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Max T
29 Apr 2018 ·

Oh look, I was right. The client didn't pay like they promised. Wow. What a surprise.

Lydia R
29 Apr 2018 ·

Is there nothing you can do about this? File a report or something?

Max T
29 Apr 2018 ·

I'm giving them one more week. If it ticks over a month I'll be more disappointed

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