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4 Anna 2
3h ·
These days I'm not with #BF has usually made me sad but now I don't really feel much. I send him msg early at the morning and he replied at noon. We chat 20 mins and after that I haven't heard of him
Emma Luna L
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Anna 2
3h ·

the whole day. He said he worked his ass off the whole morning (I really don't believe that, 'cause I know that there's not much to do and most days he sleeps whole morning there...) and thats why it took over 5 hours to reply my msg. That's just b**

Emma Luna L
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Anna 2
3h ·

But actually... I don't care. I have said him so many times that it feela bad when he ignores me the whole day when we are apart and he doesn't call me and he only texts shortly from work. I have said it several times and it clearly isn't affecting

Anna 2
3h ·

his behaviour so why bother. I think I'm slowly drifting away from him and propably he isn't even noticing that. When I'm far enough... he won't get me back.

Anna 2
3h ·

(I know I will feel differently when we are together again and all these thoughts sound silly and paranoid and I will love him to the moon and back... stupid me.)

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4 Anna 2
10h ·
Back is better. Have been taking meds for back pain three days and those meds are making panick -symptoms worse. Today I struggled 1,5 hours with my breathing and I was unable to swallow. I wont take
Anna 2
10h ·

those pills (etoricoxib) anymore.

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Jeff M
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Jeff M
9h ·

Ugh, that sounds horrible. I hope your doctor is able to give you something else to try!

Alicia B
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Anna 2
3h ·

Jeff, yes, it was horrible. I think that I don't need those painkillers anymore (they were meant to be taken max 7 days, so I think I can stop taking them now, after 3 days).

Anna 2
3h ·

And my back really is better atm! It was that umm... how do you say it in english... muscle cramp (?). Not so serious thing but oh god how painfull!

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3 Anna 2
3d ·
Couldn't go to work today =/ Back is killing me... had to call to occupational health care and I got appointment with doctor this evening. #BF changed all his plans so he can take me there. I didn't
Anna 2
3d ·

ask him to do that but he did. Makes me feel loved and on the other hand it makes me feel more like I really don't deserve someone who loves me as much as he does.

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2 Anna 2
4d ·
Back is still hurting pretty bad. Also had a stupid argument with #BF last night and he's still mad at me. Feels like I'm a burden to everyone around me, bringing only worries and sadness to everyone.
Anna 2
4d ·

Feels like BF deserves someone better than me. Someone who is an adult. Not a crazy *** like me that whines and yells at him. Wish I could go #home1 and drown on my misery alone.

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2 Anna 2
5d ·
Back pain (again). This time it's so bad that I can't walk without bursting into tears. I think it has to be like a nerve that has 'jammed' or something to do with my spine (intervertebral disc?).
Anna 2
5d ·

Taking meds and trying to rest. If this continues I really have to consider going to hospital/doctor tomorrow. At least I'm going to doctor on monday, even if this enormous pain goes away.

Emma Luna L
5d ·

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Emma Luna L
5d ·

Hope it be less soon๐Ÿ’•

Margot L
5d ·

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Jeff M
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Jeff M
5d ·

Ugh... Hope you're able to get relief!

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3 Anna 2
6d ·
Having #panickattack -symptoms. Feeling like s**t.
Emma Luna L
6d ·

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Emma Luna L
6d ·

Hey Anna, what's wrong? Why you anxious? I will listen to ya๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’•

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Anna 2
6d ·

Emma, I'm not sure. Maybe this is because I'm tired and this week has been so busy @work. And to be honest, I haven't taken much care of myself lately. Should love myself more and treat myself that way.

Jeff M
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5 Anna 2
7d ·
Friday is here! Yay! I'm awfully tired but mood is ok.
Kristin a.k.a Lily K
7d ·

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6 Anna 2
7d ·
Super busy day @work and I had to staye late... finally going to #home2 and when I get there, going to do absolutely nothing. Mood is surprisingly good!
Kristin a.k.a Lily K
7d ·

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5 Anna 2
11 Oct 2017 ·
Waiting for my class to start. It's so warm in here that I feel like I'm melting O_o Didn't eat enough today and haven't took my meds properly in two weeks (I have forgotten in many days etc.) so now
Anna 2
11 Oct 2017 ·

I get these 'electric shocks' to my brain and my tongue! Also feeling little anxious and almost panicking. BUT I have decided that I will manage. I won't let stupid panickdisorder take this opportunity away from me.

BlueWhale B
11 Oct 2017 ·

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John T
11 Oct 2017 ·

I got 'electric brain shocks' when I was on Venlafaxine/Effexor. It might be something to do with coming off medication rather than titration. Me, I no longer get them on my current medication which is more suitable for my condition.

John T
11 Oct 2017 ·

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11 Oct 2017 ·

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11 Oct 2017 ·

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Anna 2
7d ·

John, that's right. When I quit my medicine many years back... I suffered from these same symptoms, so I know it's because of not taking my meds. (Escitalopram)

John T
7d ·

Hopefully you'll find something that is right for you whether it's a certain medication, lifestyle changes, talking therapies, or a combination of all three. Help is out there, and it really can help, so I hope things happen in a way that works for y

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5 Anna 2
11 Oct 2017 ·
Super-excited! This day is gonna be great. I have interesting task @work today and tomorrow... and today my studies starts! Couldn't get enough sleep, cause I was so excited bout this!
Margot L
11 Oct 2017 ·

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Jennifer C
11 Oct 2017 ·

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Lydia R
11 Oct 2017 ·

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Lydia R
11 Oct 2017 ·

Hope it goes well! :)

Hannah S
11 Oct 2017 · NEW

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Rukhsana R
11 Oct 2017 · NEW

Well done

Tasha S
11 Oct 2017 ·

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11 Oct 2017 ·

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