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1 Anna 2
15 Nov 2017 ·
Going home, at the bus. Missing mom so much. I'm so tired of taking care of all organizations about funeral. I'm so tired of having to be strong. I'm just tired. #panickattack
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0 Anna 2
11 Nov 2017 ·
My mother passed away last night. Unexpectedly. I'm with my dad atm and I'm staying the night here. I really don't realize this yet. She isn't coming back and I can't call her that I miss her so much.
Crystal C
11 Nov 2017 ·

I am so very sorry for your loss :( I've never lost a close relative but I can't imagine it being easy. Try your best with some self soothing or self care ... she will always be with you even if you can't see her

Charlotte L
11 Nov 2017 ·

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11 Nov 2017 ·

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Lydia R
11 Nov 2017 ·

I'm so sorry, Anna. This is my biggest nightmare and I can't imagine what you're going through at the moment. Sending big hugs, love and strength for this difficult time.

Margot L
11 Nov 2017 ·

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5 Anna 2
02 Nov 2017 ·
Been quite down couple days. Awfully tired and umm.. mentally exhausted. Came to #home1 today after work and won't see #BF until sunday or monday.
Jeff M
02 Nov 2017 ·

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02 Nov 2017 ·

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5 Anna 2
30 Oct 2017 ·
Going to #work. I had a vacation last week and week before that I was on sick leave because of my back. So it's been two weeks away and feels like I've never been there O_o
Lydia R
30 Oct 2017 ·

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1 Anna 2
29 Oct 2017 ·
Same sh*t again. I'm so tired and frustrated of being #rejected ='(
Tasha S
29 Oct 2017 ·

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29 Oct 2017 ·

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30 Oct 2017 ·

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4 Anna 2
28 Oct 2017 ·
Finally here at #home2 and feelings are confusing. #BF isn't home yet, should arrive in 30 min. I listened some music while driving and I screamed along as loudly as I possibly can, which helped
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28 Oct 2017 ·

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Anna 2
28 Oct 2017 ·

a little. Still feeling like I just want to scream and cry and hurt myself =/

Lydia R
28 Oct 2017 ·

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29 Oct 2017 ·

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3 Anna 2
28 Oct 2017 ·
I'm trying to pack my things so I can go to #home2 and suddenly I start crying for no reason. I miss #BF but more than that I miss spending time together as a couple. I'm afraid that I'm gonna get
Anna 2
28 Oct 2017 ·

disappointed... again. I'm afraid that again he's having so much more important things to do than spending time with me. And I'm just so tired of being sad and lonely. Past week I've had so great time with my friends. When I'm at #home2 I don't have

Anna 2
28 Oct 2017 ·

almost anything to do and I don't have anyone to hang out with. If I'm not with BF I'm totally alone. And that su*s.

Lydia R
28 Oct 2017 ·

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29 Oct 2017 ·

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5 Anna 2
28 Oct 2017 ·
Still at #home1 . #BF is waiting me to go to his place today and I am going to do that. It's just that... it's so nice to be home alone, knit and watch netflix. It's so quiet and clean here, no drama.
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28 Oct 2017 ·

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28 Oct 2017 ·

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28 Oct 2017 ·

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6 Anna 2
27 Oct 2017 ·
Good day. I'm #drunk atm. I drank two glasses of white wine with #friend1 at my place. Can't remember when was the last time I drank alcohol.
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27 Oct 2017 ·

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27 Oct 2017 ·

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4 Anna 2
26 Oct 2017 ·
#BF kind of assumes that I'm going to #home2 tomorrow. The more I think about getting there, the more anxious I get. I really don't want to go there tomorrow, so I made plans with #friend1 .
Anna 2
26 Oct 2017 ·

I told that to BF and that's ok with him. Everything is always ok with him. Feels like he doesn't want me to go there. Feeks like he doesn't miss it at all.

Margot L
26 Oct 2017 ·

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9 Anna 2
26 Oct 2017 ·
I've had fabulous day with #friend2 . We had so much fun. We spent the whole day together, doing nothing special. I just love her so much, she's so amazing, kind and loving to all people around her.
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8 Anna 2
26 Oct 2017 ·
It's snowing!! <3 <3 <3 Here's 15 cm of snow everywhere! It's so amazingly beautiful that I'm gonna cry. Everything is going to be ok. I'm going to be ok.
Éva H
26 Oct 2017 ·

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26 Oct 2017 ·

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26 Oct 2017 ·

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26 Oct 2017 ·

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5 Anna 2
25 Oct 2017 ·
Going to visit my old friend (godmother of my elder son) with #BF #BFchild2 and #BFchild3 ...and I'm getting little #anxious. We have to drive 1,5 hours there.
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25 Oct 2017 ·

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25 Oct 2017 ·

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5 Anna 2
24 Oct 2017 ·
Feeling confused. For the first time in my life (as far as I can remember) I really don't what this feeling is. Fear? Calmness? Pain? Loneliness? Sadness? Serenity? Tranquility? Giving up? Acceptance?
Anna 2
24 Oct 2017 ·

Had ordinary day, as normal as it can possibly be. Woke up beside BF at home1, went to psychotherapy (he gave me a lift), went to coffee and knitted an hour, until I took a bus home and knitted on the bus 45 min. Walked home from the bus station,

Anna 2
24 Oct 2017 ·

ate porridge, went to #friend2's place and picked up some berries, came home, made dinner. #friend1 came over, we watched tv and knitted together. After she left I watched Netflix and knitted some more. DRAMA-FREE DAY! Feels odd.

Jeff M
24 Oct 2017 ·

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Jeff M
24 Oct 2017 ·

Peace in quiet and calm. Sometimes the absence of big things and big feelings can feel very weird.

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6 Anna 2
23 Oct 2017 ·
We went on a walk with #child2 #BF and #thedog. We walked an hour and I'm so proud of myself! Had so fun and the air is so fresh, I think it's maybe only 3-5 degrees above zero.
Anna 2
23 Oct 2017 ·

I found some rowan berries (I had a bucket!). I don't like them, they are too sour, but BF eats them!

Éva H
23 Oct 2017 ·

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23 Oct 2017 ·

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5 Anna 2
23 Oct 2017 ·
#BF is coming over at any minute. I feel little #anxious about that... trying to let myself feel how i feel, like I'm trying my best not to 'force' any feelings. If this doesn't feel right, that's ok.
Anna 2
23 Oct 2017 ·

And if this feels like heaven on earth, that's ok. Just trying to be myself and feel whatever I'm feeling.

Babie C
23 Oct 2017 ·

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23 Oct 2017 ·

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Emma Luna L
23 Oct 2017 ·

Enjoy ur time together💕👌

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23 Oct 2017 ·

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6 Anna 2
22 Oct 2017 ·
Sweet sunday. Mom and dad are coming over and I'm baking a cake (again). It's almost snowing here! I saw tiny flakes at the early morning <3 Oh gosh how I love winter, it's the new beginning.
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22 Oct 2017 ·

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Emma Luna L
22 Oct 2017 ·

Enjoy your day Anna, snow is pretty

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22 Oct 2017 ·

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22 Oct 2017 ·

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Alicia B
22 Oct 2017 ·

Seeing winter as a new beginning is unusual, but I think I get it! I've never thought about it this way, but winter always makes me feel like a kid again, and ready for something new and amazing. Thank you for this thought!

Anna 2
23 Oct 2017 ·

Alicia, I've always felt this way. I think most of people feel this way when spring comes and everything starts to grow etc. I feel that autumn is 'the death' of everything and winter cleans everything up and makes room for something new.

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5 Anna 2
21 Oct 2017 ·
Mood is better. We did some serious cleaning up with boys and I turned the winter lights on @my terrace. So beautiful <3
Anna 2
21 Oct 2017 ·

To the all christmas-haters: they are WINTER LIGHTS, cause I say so ;)

Liz K
21 Oct 2017 ·

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21 Oct 2017 ·

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22 Oct 2017 ·

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4 Anna 2
21 Oct 2017 ·
Responding to #BF msgs and even thinking about him makes me uncomfortable. I quess I'm protecting myself from getting hurt (again) and somehow made myself feel that he doesn't exist. Complicated.
Anna 2
21 Oct 2017 ·

Maybe I want to take a break with him. But I know myself good enough to know that I don't do breaks. I do break ups.

Aspie T
21 Oct 2017 ·

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Aspie T
21 Oct 2017 ·

This

Aspie T
21 Oct 2017 ·

This sounds so difficult. Don't be afraid of your decision - you know what you want and will be ok

Anna 2
21 Oct 2017 ·

I don't do anything lightly. My behaviour and thinking is so f***ing black and white. It's being together 'happily ever after' or not being together at all. Either I love you to the moon and back or you don't exist to me. Immature, maybe, but simple.

Anna 2
21 Oct 2017 ·

Aspie, thanks. I know I will be ok, either way. I'm just so tired of breaking up every single one of them. But I'm also tired of not being the first on their priority-list (I mean that I don't have to be the first all the time, but...).

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7 Anna 2
20 Oct 2017 ·
Day has been good to me. First at the morning I visited #friend2 and baked her a cake (apples and lots of whipped cream), had so much fun! In the afternoon I picked #child1 and #child2 from school and
Anna 2
20 Oct 2017 ·

we'll spend the whole weekend together. At the evening I knitted and watched ice hockey from tv and now we're going to sleep. Still, I feel little lonely and sad. I have the whole world right here in this very moment. What else could I possibly need?

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