6.3 avg
  6 days
  23 hugs
  5 followers
10 Annamaria B
01 Jun 2017 · NEW
Had a great day today! A friend was graduated and went to support her! Then we all went out to dinner. It was a great bit of fresh air especially with such a great weather. :)
Curtis M
01 Jun 2017 ·

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Sean W
01 Jun 2017 ·

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Cindy M
01 Jun 2017 ·

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Kris B
01 Jun 2017 ·

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9 Annamaria B
29 May 2017 · NEW
Feeling really good tonight and it's making it hard to sleep. Applied to a couple places today. Now I'm working on a meal plan. Need to start some healthy habits early. Got any ideas?
James H
29 May 2017 ·

Go on a run each day!

Cindy M
29 May 2017 ·

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Stephen C
29 May 2017 ·

Cycling - wonderful exercise and the heart pumping blood flow through your veins is wonderful on the mind! I get extremely high and pure mind energy when I get back from a ride. Get a bike & Ride daily

Stephen C
29 May 2017 ·

I hope you're feeding better to day AM.

Annamaria B
30 May 2017 · NEW

Oh I do I feel a lot better. Writing really helps. Sometimes, when you're at your worse it's the last thing you want to do. I like running but I hate running in New York. I grew up in South America so I prefer running on dirt and sand. Though I

Annamaria B
30 May 2017 · NEW

Enjoy tennis and hiking a lot more. It's more like I need more nature for motivation

Stephen C
30 May 2017 ·

I know what you mean about writing helping although it is hard when you feel at your lowest. You're obviously a very physical lady so try to get out running as much as you can although I appreciate the issues of running in NY. But it will help

Stephen C
30 May 2017 ·

Anyway take care and I hope it eases your depression. Big hugs

Annamaria B
30 May 2017 · NEW

Thanks Stephen! Alway appreciate the comments!

Stephen C
30 May 2017 ·

That's no problem - we have all been here before myself included, so we are all happy to 'take your hand and help guide you through the melancholy moments in your life'. Big hugs

Stephen B
30 May 2017 ·

An app called Fabulous.

Andrew S
05 Jun 2017 ·

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3 Annamaria B
27 May 2017 · NEW
I hate it when family members project their anger onto me. I'm tired of having to be the mother while my own mother acts like a child. I wish I went to therapy longer with her but she stopped going.
Stephen C
27 May 2017 ·

Oh poor you. How awful. It's always horrible when you are 'the butt' of everyone else's anger and having to 'be mother' to your own mother. Please take great care Annamaria. Big Hugs

Ali H
27 May 2017 ·

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Mike K
27 May 2017 ·

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Love 1
28 May 2017 ·

frustrating. I'm hearing needs for caring, consideration, fairness & respect behind the frustration.

Annamaria B
28 May 2017 · NEW

Thanks guys! It feels so hard to have to be an adult most of my life and still being treated like I'm a child when I've feel like I came a long way.

Stephen C
28 May 2017 ·

I really feel for you. Although this isn't an experience I have ever experienced I really do understand what you say & I know you're going through such a tough period in your life at moment Annamaria. Take care. Big Pandy cuddles

Stephen C
28 May 2017 ·

I hope you feel better soon. I hate seeing your score this low for such a young person

Love 1
28 May 2017 ·

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Annamaria B
29 May 2017 · NEW

Don't worry I bounce back. It's just these fights really bring me down in the moment. I can't help feeling the way I feel :)

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3 Annamaria B
26 May 2017 · NEW
Feeling like *** cause I'm jobless. Always feel not confident at interviews because I feel worthless. Hoping to feel worthy one day.
Moonlight E
26 May 2017 · NEW

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Jamie F
27 May 2017 ·

Affirmations. At every mirror it door way available. You are worthy, you are good , you can get work and can do it well. Good luck *hug*

Stephen C
27 May 2017 ·

Poor you. There's no way you're worthless because because you're jobless. Jobs are hard. I know this will make you feel awful. You are worthy every day. Big hugs

Stephen C
27 May 2017 ·

Feeling confident is always tricky - its part of someone's persona - I struggle alot with confidence especially with other people but I did it eventually although it tool best part of 30 years!

Stephen C
27 May 2017 ·

I know being jobless will effect almost everything because you don't feel independant and a job means money means you are free to be independent but you are NOT worthless in any shape or form that's just your depression making you feel like that

Stephen C
27 May 2017 ·

Jobs are hard - my daughter hasn't had a job since she left school but she tries & tries every week & she's 26 now. I'm so sorry you feel low I understand how you feel but please don't blame yourself this is not your fault

Stephen C
27 May 2017 ·

You have worked so hard Annamaria that means you are NOT worthless BUT PRICELESS! you have been under do much stress with finals & study factored with stress will make you feel low. Take care & look beyond getting a job live your life & be

Stephen C
27 May 2017 ·

Confident because I can asure you alot of people arnt confident they are just faking it to give that impression knowing less than you do and have never worked as hard as you so please take care & remember you're special

Stephen C
27 May 2017 ·

You will find work. Believe it

Annamaria B
27 May 2017 · NEW

Awww thanks guy!! Really everyone here makes me feel better! It's hard to understand that other people go through this when I can't see it. I do feel a lot better and will keep trying :)

Stephen C
27 May 2017 ·

You're never alone on MP. I promise no matter how bad you feel, how alone & isolated you may feel or how individual you feel there's always a Panda who has been there before to help you through this Annamaria

Stephen C
27 May 2017 ·

Remember Annamaria there's only two rules when you feel like this: Rule 1) Never ever put yourself down. Rule 2) Never ever let anyone else put you down. And always think: I can do this. I will do this. I am a winner

Lisa C
27 May 2017 ·

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Cindy M
28 May 2017 ·

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Cindy M
28 May 2017 ·

I'm in the same boat, Annamaria - and being jobless/without money affects every aspect of your life. We'll get thru this together - fingers crossed that your luck will change. Big hugs x

Stephen C
28 May 2017 ·

Take care both Annamaria & Cindy. You will both find work honestly. Lots of Panda love & big cuddles to you both

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8 Annamaria B
25 May 2017 · NEW
Spent most of the day stuffing my face. Ugh feeling guilty because I should be doing more. But I feel happy that I finally relaxed. I needed it! I only feel guilty I didn't get to workout
Binky B
25 May 2017 ·

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Luna G
25 May 2017 ·

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Sean W
25 May 2017 ·

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Doodles B
25 May 2017 ·

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Stephen C
26 May 2017 ·

Please don't punish yourself with guilt Annmaria - forcing oneself to do things when they don't feel well enough or able serves no purpose than to make life worse. Relax and Enjoy! Big Pandy cuddles. Take special care

Annamaria B
26 May 2017 · NEW

I feel like if I don't force myself, I'll never find the right time to do anything. So I have to do it now whether or not I want it or risk never doing it. It irks me that I fight with myself more than anyone.

Jamie F
27 May 2017 ·

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Jamie F
27 May 2017 ·

Try setting small goals. For me EATTING is a huge thing. And recognizing you needed to relax is great. Keep just trying.

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5 Annamaria B
24 May 2017 · NEW
Feeling tired. Just finished finals yesterday and I still have HW for class. The only thing keeping me going is knowing how hard I work and I'm near the end
Mike K
24 May 2017 ·

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Lydia R
24 May 2017 ·

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Stephen C
24 May 2017 ·

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Doodles B
25 May 2017 ·

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Stephen C
26 May 2017 ·

Well done you. I wish you luck and top grades. It's all to your credit. Be very proud of yourself

Annamaria B
26 May 2017 · NEW

Thanks guys especially you Stephen! I appreciate the encouragement!! :D

Jamie F
27 May 2017 ·

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Doodles B
27 May 2017 ·

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