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1 Sara P
02 Nov 2017 ·
I hurt myself again today bcs of Him... I hope he's having nice time, for I'm not...
Éva H
02 Nov 2017 ·

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02 Nov 2017 ·

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alexa K
02 Nov 2017 ·

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alexa K
02 Nov 2017 ·

he's not worth your sacrifice. Take care about yourself

Anna T
02 Nov 2017 ·

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02 Nov 2017 ·

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02 Nov 2017 ·

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02 Nov 2017 ·

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Sara P
02 Nov 2017 ·

😢😢😢

Richard E
02 Nov 2017 ·

Be good to yourself...you don't need his hurt

Sara P
03 Nov 2017 ·

😢💔

George S
03 Nov 2017 ·

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George S
03 Nov 2017 ·

Sara P there is someone that deserves you and not break your heart. I've gone through this and I know how you feel

Sara P
04 Nov 2017 ·

I think there's no one left for me 😢

George S
04 Nov 2017 ·

There is Sara

George S
13 Nov 2017 ·

Hi Sara P. How are You?

Anna T
13 Nov 2017 ·

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Branegan B
13 Nov 2017 ·

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3 Sara P
01 Nov 2017 ·
Leting go ppl that are not honestly loving me... Which means all of them... Guess I'm all alone in this world now.
Claire M
01 Nov 2017 ·

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01 Nov 2017 ·

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01 Nov 2017 ·

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Richard E
01 Nov 2017 ·

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EL H
01 Nov 2017 ·

You won't be alone it just feels that way. I'm a stranger to you but if you ever want to talk give me a message

Emma Luna L
02 Nov 2017 ·

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Sara P
02 Nov 2017 ·

Thanks, EL H, but I don't want ppl in my life anymore. I lost my mom, my dad qas never really a dad, I left a man I loved, my friend left me, my panda love left just like no big deal, he can gi to his crazy ex...

Sara P
02 Nov 2017 ·

I don't want ppl anymore

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5 Sara P
30 Oct 2017 ·
Headache...
Lydia R
30 Oct 2017 ·

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30 Oct 2017 ·

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30 Oct 2017 ·

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Emma Luna L
30 Oct 2017 ·

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30 Oct 2017 ·

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Lex M
31 Oct 2017 ·

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2 Sara P
19 Oct 2017 ·
Had my 3rd sui attempt and almost died...
George S
19 Oct 2017 ·

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George S
19 Oct 2017 ·

Sara babes I was so worried about you

Sara H
19 Oct 2017 ·

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Éva H
19 Oct 2017 ·

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Jeff M
19 Oct 2017 ·

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Jeff M
19 Oct 2017 ·

Sara, I'm so sorry! I hope you find the support you need to get you through these incredibly low points and learn that it is worth it to keep going! We're all here for you, supporting you as best we can! *Big panda hugs*

Emma Luna L
19 Oct 2017 ·

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Emma Luna L
19 Oct 2017 ·

Was so worried about u

Alicia B
19 Oct 2017 ·

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Sara P
19 Oct 2017 ·

I am better now. I was hospitalized and now Im home. Thank u all for your Support !

Richard E
20 Oct 2017 ·

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Emma Luna L
20 Oct 2017 ·

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Emma Luna L
20 Oct 2017 ·

How r u now Sara?💕

Emma Luna L
20 Oct 2017 ·

How's it going?

George S
22 Oct 2017 ·

That's great you're better Sara

Richard E
23 Oct 2017 ·

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Sara P
28 Oct 2017 ·

I'm feeling much better now... Thank you all!

Love 1
28 Oct 2017 ·

Wishing you peace! Its there, wrapped inside waiting for you. :)

Sara P
30 Oct 2017 ·

❤️

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0 Sara P
15 Oct 2017 ·
sui***al
Emma Luna L
15 Oct 2017 ·

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George S
15 Oct 2017 ·

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George S
15 Oct 2017 ·

Sara honey

George S
15 Oct 2017 ·

Tell me about yourself.

Richard E
15 Oct 2017 ·

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Aleksandra O
17 Oct 2017 ·

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George S
17 Oct 2017 ·

Sara are you ok honey? Haven't stopped thinking about you

George S
18 Oct 2017 ·

Are you ther Sara p

Emma Luna L
18 Oct 2017 ·

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Éva H
20 Oct 2017 ·

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3 Sara P
12 Oct 2017 ·
I have no energy, I have no money, no food... My mood's not that bad, tho..
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12 Oct 2017 ·

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George S
12 Oct 2017 ·

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George S
12 Oct 2017 ·

Thinking of you

Emma Luna L
12 Oct 2017 ·

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Anna T
12 Oct 2017 ·

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12 Oct 2017 ·

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12 Oct 2017 ·

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12 Oct 2017 ·

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Cindy M
12 Oct 2017 ·

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Richard E
12 Oct 2017 ·

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Sara P
13 Oct 2017 ·

Thanks for support🙏😊

Éva H
20 Oct 2017 ·

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1 Sara P
10 Oct 2017 ·
An Ear for Men triggers me into sui**** every time. My first attempt was triggered that way. I'm falling appart again. I feel anxious, paranoid, and hopeless. Literally praying to survive the night.
George S
10 Oct 2017 ·

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10 Oct 2017 ·

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Brooke A
10 Oct 2017 ·

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George S
10 Oct 2017 ·

How are you Sara

Bridge L
10 Oct 2017 ·

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Jeff M
10 Oct 2017 ·

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Jeff M
10 Oct 2017 ·

I hope you're doing ok today, Sara...the nights are the hardest...

Richard E
10 Oct 2017 ·

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Sara P
12 Oct 2017 ·

Hi, guys, I'm slightly better now... I think I'm gonna be fine...

Emma Luna L
12 Oct 2017 ·

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12 Oct 2017 ·

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20 Oct 2017 ·

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21 Oct 2017 ·

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1 Sara P
08 Oct 2017 ·
My prof. still hasn't send us results of exam & I'm so anxious and paranoid. Also I'm having a lot of financial problems.If I fail this exam, my dad will have to starve to pay uni. If I fail Im dead!
Anna T
08 Oct 2017 ·

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Anna T
08 Oct 2017 ·

Hope everything turns well! :)

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08 Oct 2017 ·

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08 Oct 2017 ·

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08 Oct 2017 ·

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08 Oct 2017 ·

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Lex M
09 Oct 2017 ·

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20 Oct 2017 ·

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2 Sara P
07 Oct 2017 ·
My fluffy panda sent me diet plan. Little does he know I'm already into full fasting for two days now, my plan is to go two more days. #anorexiarelapse
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07 Oct 2017 ·

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Jasmine .
07 Oct 2017 ·

You shouldn't keep going for two more days, although I understand your struggling with anorexia, try to stay strong ❤️

Jasmine .
07 Oct 2017 ·

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07 Oct 2017 ·

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Lex M
07 Oct 2017 ·

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Sara P
08 Oct 2017 ·

Thanks, Jasmine! Btw, lovely name! I'm still into fasting, very anxious bout food and I think it's all bcs of my life rn, everything falling apart so I cope with it pporly. I'm gonna see my therapist asap, just need to pass some exams on uni.

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08 Oct 2017 ·

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08 Oct 2017 ·

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09 Oct 2017 ·

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20 Oct 2017 ·

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0 Sara P
04 Oct 2017 ·
Obsessive thoughts about sui****, depersonalization and s-harm again...
Cindy M
04 Oct 2017 ·

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Cindy M
04 Oct 2017 ·

Please stay safe, Sara - hope you have a friend or helpline you can call. xx

Sara P
04 Oct 2017 ·

I'll be ok, Show must go on from Queen is curently what I listen when crisis strikes... I also takled to friend itll be ok... But it's just exhausting

Richard E
05 Oct 2017 ·

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Éva H
20 Oct 2017 ·

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0 Sara P
28 Sep 2017 ·
My head is better but I feel super paranoid, like I can't trust anyone, not even the person I love so much, I feel abandoned, completely irrationally I know, slipping into ed again.feel so fat and bad
natalie E
28 Sep 2017 ·

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28 Sep 2017 ·

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28 Sep 2017 ·

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Lex M
29 Sep 2017 ·

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29 Sep 2017 ·

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29 Sep 2017 ·

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1 Sara P
28 Sep 2017 ·
Headache so bad I want to shut myself just to stop it... :'(
Lex M
28 Sep 2017 ·

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28 Sep 2017 ·

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28 Sep 2017 ·

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29 Sep 2017 ·

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Éva H
20 Oct 2017 ·

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3 Sara P
26 Sep 2017 ·
tomorrow is D Day...exam...
Jeff M
26 Sep 2017 ·

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26 Sep 2017 ·

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26 Sep 2017 ·

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26 Sep 2017 ·

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26 Sep 2017 ·

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26 Sep 2017 ·

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Richard E
26 Sep 2017 ·

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Richard E
26 Sep 2017 ·

Good luck

Éva H
20 Oct 2017 ·

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0 Sara P
22 Sep 2017 ·
Studying, stressing, not sleeping... I read 1130 pages today... I'm dying...
Jen J
22 Sep 2017 ·

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Noel L
22 Sep 2017 ·

Sara if that is truly how you are feeling then ring your local helpline or see a health professional

Savanna S
23 Sep 2017 ·

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23 Sep 2017 ·

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0 Sara P
20 Sep 2017 ·
I swear I'll never eat again! I'm fat and disgusting!
Joseph T
20 Sep 2017 · NEW

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Joseph T
20 Sep 2017 · NEW

Food and body size is an illusion. Pain is not. If you can - see a counselor nobody knows just for you, on your own. The rest of us just don't know how to help sometimes.

Brooke A
20 Sep 2017 ·

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Brooke A
20 Sep 2017 ·

I have been in that position, but I promise you you are not fat or disgusting. People have to eat unfortunately. I will say that I benefited from eating several times a day in small things. Basically eating 6-7 times a day but more of snacks.

Carolina M
20 Sep 2017 ·

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Michelle P
20 Sep 2017 ·

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Lex M
20 Sep 2017 ·

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20 Sep 2017 ·

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Sara P
20 Sep 2017 ·

Thx guys but I just dont know what to do.. .i saw my old pics from when I had anorexia and it triggered me so badly... :(

Jeff M
20 Sep 2017 ·

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Brooke A
20 Sep 2017 ·

Awe Sara, I understand. But if you can, try to remember how far you have come. Look at your progress of having a healthier better life and body. <3

Sara P
20 Sep 2017 ·

❤️ thx ill try

Brooke A
20 Sep 2017 ·

You're welcome ❤️

Richard E
20 Sep 2017 ·

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Savanna S
23 Sep 2017 ·

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Savanna S
23 Sep 2017 ·

You're not fat. I promise you this.

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0 Sara P
17 Sep 2017 ·
Owner of the flat took my keys and said I don't need them... Those are jeys of my very room. How am I supposed not to be stressed and paranoid now... Sleep... I dont think so..
Savanna S
17 Sep 2017 ·

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Savanna S
17 Sep 2017 ·

That's not okay. If you feel threatened, call the police.

Sara P
17 Sep 2017 ·

😢 it's so wrong...

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1 Sara P
17 Sep 2017 ·
dizzy, hot flashes, sweating abnormally, nausea, bad sleep. Idk what's happening, I'm eating fine, I'm drinking water, walking, my blood pressure is fine. Does anybody have an idea what it might be?
Jack H
17 Sep 2017 · NEW

Do you feel depressed at all or is it more physical symptoms rather than mental?

Jack H
17 Sep 2017 · NEW

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Jack H
17 Sep 2017 · NEW

Sorry if that question is too direct, but was wondering if maybe it was a bug you'd caught or something perhaps unrelated to mood? Maybe try a sleep diary if you struggle to sleep?

Jack H
17 Sep 2017 · NEW

Also maybe try a relaxation breathing exercise with music. If you've never tried one before maybe start off with 'Lucinda Bassett bonus session 1 relaxation' if you google it. It worked for me and is free on Apple music or Spotify

Ha Ru N
17 Sep 2017 · NEW

Coffee withdrawal?

Sara P
17 Sep 2017 ·

I dont even drink coffe for months now... Nope. Also this is not my typical depressive episode. I thibk it might be physical... But idk... Thank u guys

Savanna S
17 Sep 2017 ·

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Sara P
18 Sep 2017 ·

Edit : i went to dr he will make blood analysis and tell me what is wrong

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2 Sara P
15 Sep 2017 ·
Ppl say love but mean anything but love... I can trust nobody anymore...
Jeff M
15 Sep 2017 ·

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16 Sep 2017 ·

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16 Sep 2017 ·

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16 Sep 2017 ·

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Alicia B
16 Sep 2017 ·

I've seen School of Life has made a video that's called something like 'why love is bad, and alternatives'. Haven't seen it yet, but I guess they will be talking concepts and emotional literacy. I do see what you mean, though.

Richard E
16 Sep 2017 ·

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16 Sep 2017 ·

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Sara P
17 Sep 2017 ·

thx guys <3

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5 Sara P
15 Sep 2017 ·
took 7 km long walk... I feel slightly better.. also my panda love is very supportive ^^
Zoe D
15 Sep 2017 ·

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16 Sep 2017 ·

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20 Sep 2017 ·

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3 Sara P
15 Sep 2017 ·
owner of my flat is horrible...he made me clean the entire flat just bcs there were some sparkles on floor & even clean his disgusting mess...i had to clean even my flatmate's room
Sara P
15 Sep 2017 ·

he even rambled something bout why i come home after 12 like thats his business and he constantly reminds me of my sui attempt.. he makes me feel sick and drained

Noel L
15 Sep 2017 ·

Sounds pretty rough Sara. I am sorry to hear you feel sick

Kat B
15 Sep 2017 ·

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Jeff M
15 Sep 2017 ·

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Jeff M
15 Sep 2017 ·

That's not ok. It's not your job to clean someone else's room. You have rights...

Sara P
15 Sep 2017 ·

Yeah, I know...thank you, guys!!! But I'm just gonna clean only my stuff from now on..let's see what's gonna happen and how 'clean' is he... Well, I feel better now, I calmed down...

Noel L
16 Sep 2017 ·

Maybe time to find somewhere nice to live?

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