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03 Jun 2018 ·
Miserable today
Liane A
03 Jun 2018 ·

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04 Jun 2018 ·

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04 Jun 2018 ·

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15 May 2018 ·
i'm back!
Line R
15 May 2018 ·

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11 Jul 2017 ·
I want to take my life just to give it to you
Jeff M
11 Jul 2017 ·

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David W
11 Jul 2017 ·

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11 Jul 2017 ·

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Metron A
17 Jul 2017 ·

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Kris B
19 Jul 2017 ·

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08 Jul 2017 ·
How is it possible to not wish you were dead
Lydia R
08 Jul 2017 ·

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Marie S
08 Jul 2017 ·

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Angela C
08 Jul 2017 ·

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Binky B
08 Jul 2017 ·

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David W
11 Jul 2017 ·

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30 Jun 2017 ·
The summer makes me ***al. Don't know what to do anymore. My mom constantly leaves me home alone also for days at a time
3333 3
30 Jun 2017 ·

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30 Jun 2017 ·

s u I c I d a l

Ali H
30 Jun 2017 ·

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Ali H
30 Jun 2017 ·

Please if you can speak to someone

Binky B
30 Jun 2017 ·

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David W
02 Jul 2017 ·

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David W
02 Jul 2017 ·

I'm here. Talk to me Ellie. If you need to add me on WhatsApp - 0746272010 We are all worried.

3333 3
07 Jul 2017 ·

@David W I texted you off my regular # idk how whatsapp works but hopefully it went through?

David W
10 Jul 2017 ·

I think it might need to look like +447642572010 I forgot you're not in the UK! It didn't go through but try this one.

David W
18 Jul 2017 ·

Are you ok Ellie? 😔

Kris B
19 Jul 2017 ·

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28 Jun 2017 ·
No Reason Given
Jeff M
28 Jun 2017 ·

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28 Jun 2017 ·

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29 Jun 2017 ·

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David W
02 Jul 2017 ·

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26 Jun 2017 ·
Dyed my hair. I don't like it
Rikke B
26 Jun 2017 ·

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Binky B
26 Jun 2017 ·

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David W
26 Jun 2017 ·

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David W
26 Jun 2017 ·

Is there any way to dye it black to reset it?

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30 Jun 2017 ·

@david w yea I'll probably do that this week I'm just really depressed lately can't even go to the store

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23 Jun 2017 ·
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Rikke B
23 Jun 2017 ·

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Tasha S
23 Jun 2017 ·

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23 Jun 2017 ·

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24 Jun 2017 ·

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26 Jun 2017 ·

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21 Jun 2017 ·
No Reason Given
Lydia R
22 Jun 2017 ·

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22 Jun 2017 ·

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22 Jun 2017 ·

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David W
22 Jun 2017 ·

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David W
22 Jun 2017 ·

Glad to see you're doing better recently.

Kris B
24 Jun 2017 ·

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19 Jun 2017 ·
Aandddd I'm officially single. Since I flushed my meds I'm on a manic high rn but I'll probably return later with my mood at a 0
Sara P
19 Jun 2017 ·

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Sara P
19 Jun 2017 ·

Stay safe... Maybe you should give a chance to meds... I'm sorry you go trough all this...

Binky B
19 Jun 2017 ·

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Olga T
19 Jun 2017 ·

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Jeff M
20 Jun 2017 ·

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Noel L
20 Jun 2017 ·

Be safe and well Ellie. You seems have big up and down swings. When you are down I feel how much you hurt. I hope things stabilise soon.

David W
21 Jun 2017 ·

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18 Jun 2017 ·
Want to purge.
Max L
18 Jun 2017 ·

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Lex M
18 Jun 2017 ·

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18 Jun 2017 ·

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Han M
18 Jun 2017 ·

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Noel L
18 Jun 2017 ·

Hello Ellie. Your scores seem up and down. How are you feeling? Hope you are well and OK.

Binky B
18 Jun 2017 ·

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David W
18 Jun 2017 ·

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David W
18 Jun 2017 ·

Stay strong. You will get through this. I hope you've managed to get some sleep. I'm always here if you need to talk.

David W
18 Jun 2017 ·

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19 Jun 2017 ·

Thank you lovies

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15 Jun 2017 ·
Flushed my meds an hour ago
Ali H
15 Jun 2017 ·

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David W
16 Jun 2017 ·

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David W
16 Jun 2017 ·

Is that what you needed? Sometimes they don't work. Medication isn't always the answer and yet it's the quick fix. There was a guy on the ward. He was 18 and had lost both parents. He'd been on every single anti depression medication there is...

David W
16 Jun 2017 ·

..and none of them worked for him. He'd sir their crying. Always on one to one monitoring as if he wasn't he tried ending his life. Meds don't always fix you.

Jeff M
16 Jun 2017 ·

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Binky B
16 Jun 2017 ·

You flushed them, like, down the toilet? x

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16 Jun 2017 ·

Yes! Down the toilet. I didn't think withdrawal symptoms through.. has anyone here been on Lamictal then just stopped?

David W
16 Jun 2017 ·

My sister was on a different one and went cold turkey. She basically felt weird sensations in her head for 2 weeks and also had moments where she lost a few seconds of time. Only seconds though.

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11 Jun 2017 ·
weep, do you?
Ali H
11 Jun 2017 ·

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David W
12 Jun 2017 ·

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David W
12 Jun 2017 ·

Boys Don't Cry.

Binky B
12 Jun 2017 ·

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Jeff M
12 Jun 2017 ·

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Noel L
12 Jun 2017 ·

Poetry Ellie? What is behind your posts? Sounds intense.

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11 Jun 2017 ·
then I put him back, but he's singing a little in there, I haven't quite let him die and we sleep together like that with our secret pact and it's nice enough to make a man weep, but I don't
Sara P
11 Jun 2017 ·

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Sara P
11 Jun 2017 ·

Is this a poetry...it seems so magical, yet so dark and real...

Ali H
11 Jun 2017 ·

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12 Jun 2017 ·

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12 Jun 2017 ·

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12 Jun 2017 ·

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12 Jun 2017 ·

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Alma M
12 Jun 2017 ·

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Rob O
12 Jun 2017 ·

I'm glad there's still some singing in there

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11 Jun 2017 ·
Europe? there's a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out but I'm too clever, I only let him out at night sometimes when everybody's asleep. I say, I know that you're there, so don't be sad
Sara P
11 Jun 2017 ·

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David W
12 Jun 2017 ·

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Alma M
12 Jun 2017 ·

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11 Jun 2017 ·
there's a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out but I'm too tough for him, I say, stay down, do you want to mess me up? you want to screw up the works? you want to blow my book sales in
David W
12 Jun 2017 ·

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Alma M
12 Jun 2017 ·

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11 Jun 2017 ·
there's a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out but I pour whiskey on him and inhale cigarette smoke and the whores and the bartenders and the grocery clerks never know that he's in there
Sara P
11 Jun 2017 ·

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David W
12 Jun 2017 ·

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12 Jun 2017 ·

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11 Jun 2017 ·
there's a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out but I'm too tough for him, I say, stay in there, I'm not going to let anybody see you.
David W
12 Jun 2017 ·

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12 Jun 2017 ·

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12 Jun 2017 ·

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11 Jun 2017 ·
There's nothing.
Sara P
11 Jun 2017 ·

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Ali H
11 Jun 2017 ·

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David W
12 Jun 2017 ·

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12 Jun 2017 ·

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11 Jun 2017 ·
I have a problem with sexuality. I have a problem with human nature. I have a problem with mainstream media and music
Lydia R
11 Jun 2017 ·

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12 Jun 2017 ·

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