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6 Michelle F
9h ·
This has been the btchiest btch week. BF's dad got a terminal diagnosis. My dad was a bag of dicks. Spoke with my sister re: her mental health. But yesterday, BF told me he wants to marry me. 😌☺️😊😁
Lex M
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Kristin a.k.a Lily K
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Kristin a.k.a Lily K
5h ·

Congratulation to that last part! πŸ’β€οΈ

Jessica M
23m ·

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3 Michelle F
2d ·
My little sis called me because she's been feeling very depressed and scared and doesn't know what to do. I told my dad to keep an eye on her and he said all this sh!t like 'staying up late is bad...
Michelle F
2d ·

...for depression,' 'We have included her in everything,' 'she doesn't even have that much to do.' I called him out and said he was blaming her and that everything he was saying was exactly what she was afraid he'd say.

Michelle F
2d ·

He got super defensive and said he wasn't blaming anyone and then went on a tirade about how he understands depression very well for this reason and that, and then told me VIA TEXT that he wanted to commit ***e 7 times but didn't 7 times...

Michelle F
2d ·

...because of me and my sisters. He went on, listing momentous events in my life, and how he wanted to kill himself each time. All this in defense of himself, all about him, even though my sister is the one who needs help, and I'm...

Michelle F
2d ·

...completely overwhelmed by this news. He was a ***ty father and he knows that but I'm very pissed that he made this whole thing about him. I have a headache.

Lydia R
2d ·

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Lydia R
2d ·

I'm sorry, this sounds like a very difficult and emotionally draining situation. I hope your sister will feel better soon! Big hugs!

Michelle F
2d ·

************. I do not have the room in my emotional scale to deal with this. Any lower I won't be able to stop crying at all. 30 minutes and counting.

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4 Michelle F
3d ·
Pandas. πŸ˜” BF's dad is dying. He's been in the hospital for 2 weeks and just found out he has Stage 4 cancer. His body is too weak for chemo or further tests at this time. If u pray, please do for us.
Brooke A
3d ·

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Noel L
3d ·

Yes of course Michelle

Savanna S
3d ·

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Savanna S
3d ·

I don't really pray much anymore, but I will for you. πŸ’›πŸ’› I've seen people pull through before, maybe it'll happen again. πŸ’›πŸ’›

Esther B
2d ·

thoughts are with you!

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3 Michelle F
4d ·
I tried to avoid my feelings last night by doing a craft (which was admittedly awesome). It was a mild form of hypomania that sometimes triggers with terrible news. But now, here we are...
Michelle F
4d ·

...Yesterday BF quit his terrible job, after being screamed at and called a lazy thief for going back and forth between work and to see his dad in the hospital. Only a few hours after that, the doctors told him that half the cells...

Michelle F
4d ·

...in his dad's bone marrow were cancerous. He's not doing okay and I'm trying to stay positive for him and he's trying to stay strong for his dad, but he crumbles when he gets home. I cry with him because it makes me so sad.

Michelle F
4d ·

Today our (his) 13-year-old dog has had diarrhea in the house and has barked to go outside every hour. He just doesn't have the energy to deal with that so I told him I would. I'm so sorry for him.

Sarah H
4d ·

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Sounds like scrapbooking for your bf would be another craft you can utilize and it would help preserve the memories of his father. Two birds one stone.

Esther B
4d ·

That sounds like a really hard day. I'm sorry. big hugs

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5 Michelle F
5d ·
Boyfriend quit his terrible job today!!! πŸ™ŒπŸ»πŸ™ŒπŸ»πŸ™ŒπŸ»
Brooke A
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Amelie P
5d ·

That's amazing!

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4 Michelle F
6d ·
I hate the lack of sleep that comes with work anxiety. It's not worth compromising my life outside but I keep replaying what I should've said.
Hildur L
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Jessica M
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4 Michelle F
6d ·
AaaaaH! These visualizations are so mfing disturbing! That's one thing the meds are definitely not helping yet.
Savanna S
6d ·

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5 Michelle F
7d ·
Boss told me I'm wrong again when I'm right. Basically called me a liar. I have no reason to lie. In my job it's either right or wrong, and I'll let you know if I'm wrong. 😑
Richard E
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5 Michelle F
7d ·
Sllleeeeepyyy
Jessica M
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mensje ^
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6 Michelle F
16 Sep 2017 ·
Had a few drinks with the cast. I love them. Trying to be there for my BF as his dad is still in the hospital and getting worse. I guess thanks to meds I'm not carrying it around with me everywhere.
Jessica M
16 Sep 2017 ·

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