congratulations. Victory of love over fear.
I do this too and my partner is always reassuring me, remember tho that's it's all anxiety based and you are safe and deserving of a happy life, family and household 👍🏽
Are you Canadian? Just wondering cause you said 'North bay' and there is one in Canada. Btw I am Canadian🇨🇦
I can relate, I did it to 3 different phones... :(