That's not funny, have you told any of your friends? You should do something about it, if not for yourself then for others who might also be assaulted by them. Please don't do anything permanent, you deserve to live, you are strong and you will get
Through it. There is so much ahead of you.
Free app called breathe2relax works well
Insight Timer app also has some great music, breathing and other relaxing activities, as well as Mindfulness lessons.
If your friend can't deal with the attacks on their own, I'd recommend seeking professional help. It's not fun, it's not easy (at first), but emphasis is on that it/they help. (Warm hugging embrace for you and your friend). : )
Love can always happen, it's one of these things just happens to fall on us when we least expect it. As I don't know you personally I can't speak about babies.. But as for 'useless'(?!), I'm sure you're far from that. You just have to ...
... realise your aims and goals in life. : ) (Hugs)
We hope not, and that things work themselves out for you. (Screw the 'hug', here's a big warm reassuring embrace) : )).
Are you on diet or so?
@alexa k im insecure about my body so sometimes i dont eat
I think, forgetting smth is not really the way to overcome it. It's much more productive if u accept that it has happened and get ur expirience.
Memories will remain, If not in your mind, then in your body. Accept and overcome.