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2 John T
20h ·
Very disturbing thoughts last night. Went for a walk but still felt *** when I got back. Today has been a bit better. They are just thoughts. They'll pass. Still not nice thinking them. Taken tablets
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Esther B
19h ·

Happy to see you're still around. And indeed they're still thoughts

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John T
5h ·

Thanks Esther, yes they are just thoughts and they're more or less gone now. I'll be a bit cautious for a few days and be back to normal. Thanks for the hugs!

Alicia B
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Alicia B
3h ·

Glad you're doing better. Love how you handle that, in an almost scientific manner. Well done! Sending you love.

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4 John T
2d ·
I want to feel more comfortable doing things on the spur of the moment. I thought about going for a long walk or painting today but I did neither because I hadn't planned it... Argh... Taken tablets.
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I get this same problem, can feel myself panicking if I have to do something that wasn't planned. It doesn't matter though, you got through the day :)!

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4 John T
3d ·
Was half arsed doing a poster for the library. It's ok but I want to do better. Made progress on my Dad's birthday present, part of which arrives Wed. Must get out for a walk tomorrow. Taken tablets.
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5 John T
4d ·
My head is in a really weird place. Just been looking through 15 years of photos and thinking about what's different and what's not... Can't work out if I feel good or bad, just spun out. Taken tabs.
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Alicia B
3d ·

I've done that recently, too, as you know. It's very emotional. Extra hugs

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Manda P
3d ·

That can definitely be good & bad. Neutral is a good reaction in my opinion. Just taking an inventory of your life.

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4 John T
5d ·
Been feeling really tense all day, so hoping the diazepam will kick in soon. Just done a strength work out, of sorts, I keep putting it off, but I might as well do it while not running. Taken tablets.
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Jeff M
5d ·

Good for you. Strength is important! Also, muscle burns more calories than fat, so super healthy to add muscles. Hope tension eases!

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5 John T
6d ·
Thinking of people affected by hurricane Florence this evening, stay as safe as you can! Y'all need to rally round and help each other over the next few months. My day was ok. Taken tablets.
John T
6d ·

It's *afternoon there...

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5 John T
7d ·
Cooked a very healthy, tasty meal for my parents and me. But travelled on too many buses for too long so 5.5. Taken tablets.
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Alicia B
6d ·

You're shweet :) Too many buses suck tho

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6 John T
12 Sep 2018 ·
Today was mostly good. Didn't feel able to read (my mind was distracted) so went for a walk and felt happy. There were some low points but overall a nice day. Got food delivery. Taken tablets.
Zoe D
12 Sep 2018 ·

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John T
12 Sep 2018 ·

My delivery slot for the delivery was 1700 - 1900. Of course I realised at 1702 I was 10 minutes walk away from home... I ran, dodgy hip and all, as fast as I could and was home around 1704. Obviously the delivery came at 1820.

John T
12 Sep 2018 ·

During recovery from that run I was coughing and so much mucus built up around my lungs. Goes to show what a few weeks not running can do to your fitness... My hip seemed to hold up ok. I'll test it tomorrow with a walk.

Natalie C
12 Sep 2018 ·

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12 Sep 2018 ·

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Alicia B
12 Sep 2018 ·

Now I'm scared of going back to dancing and badminton after a long vacation. It's gonna suck, isn't it? Hugsies

Cindy M
12 Sep 2018 ·

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Cindy M
12 Sep 2018 ·

Hope your hip gets better soon- and your overall health too

John T
7d ·

Thank you!

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Manda P
6d ·

Typical luck! Glad you didn't miss the delivery though. Hope you start to feel better soon, John.

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4 John T
11 Sep 2018 ·
In a mood where it would be best if I keep my mouth shut! Been doing a lot of dreaming and not enough doing... Taken tablets.
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11 Sep 2018 ·

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11 Sep 2018 ·

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11 Sep 2018 ·

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Silke V
12 Sep 2018 ·

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Alicia B
12 Sep 2018 ·

If you need to criticize someone there's always Salvador 'The Dickhead' Dali :) Kidding, hope your mood improves soon. Big hugs

John T
12 Sep 2018 ·

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5 John T
11 Aug 2018 ·
https://youtu.be/VI6kPoOF2h0 I forgot to post this last month so I've backdated it.
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11 Sep 2018 ·

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5 John T
10 Sep 2018 ·
Tired but ok. Taken tablets.
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10 Sep 2018 ·

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10 Sep 2018 ·

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11 Sep 2018 ·

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6 John T
09 Sep 2018 ·
I was in my Mammy's way and she said: 'Take a running jump to ya sel ya wee skitter ya' ...So she did... #norniron Reply with translation guesses below!
Lydia R
09 Sep 2018 ·

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John T
09 Sep 2018 ·

^^ except people I've already told! ^^

Cindy M
09 Sep 2018 ·

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John T
09 Sep 2018 ·

Taken tablets (that's not what it means - I just don't want to post again...)

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09 Sep 2018 ·

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09 Sep 2018 ·

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3 John T
08 Sep 2018 ·
That last post should've been a 4. So this is to average it out.
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08 Sep 2018 ·

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08 Sep 2018 ·

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Manda P
08 Sep 2018 ·

Sorry to see you've been feeling so low, John. Hope things look up soon.

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5 John T
08 Sep 2018 ·
Got really stressed when brother and his kids visited, didn't show it but that 2 and a half hours felt like 12. Taken tablets.
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08 Sep 2018 ·

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6 John T
07 Sep 2018 ·
My new voluntary work is so much better than my other volunteering, today I even got help from a panda on here. I got some new books and bought some new tea. Things are feeling brighter. Taken tablets
V R
07 Sep 2018 ·

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Cindy M
07 Sep 2018 ·

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Cindy M
07 Sep 2018 ·

Great to see green again!

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07 Sep 2018 ·

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08 Sep 2018 ·

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Kym S
08 Sep 2018 ·

Brilliant! :)

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5 John T
06 Sep 2018 ·
Nice walk, then heavy rain on the way home, was somewhere between being angry at myself for having no coat and enjoy getting soaked! Re-did the music for this: https://youtu.be/bJ1m-vLqUD8 Taken tabs.
John T
06 Sep 2018 ·

As soon as I reupload I notice mistakes...! *_*

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06 Sep 2018 ·

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06 Sep 2018 ·

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06 Sep 2018 ·

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Manda P
06 Sep 2018 ·

I would've loved getting soaked! Just stepped out into the rain for enjoyment not that long ago!

Alicia B
07 Sep 2018 ·

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Alicia B
07 Sep 2018 ·

One can never complete a piece, only stop working on it. I don't know who said that, but sounds right :)

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4 John T
05 Sep 2018 ·
Maybe meeting a Welsh friend next month as they are coming to walk the peak district. Already getting my hopes up that we'll have a good time. Bad attitude. I shoudn't have expectations. Taken tablets
Noel L
05 Sep 2018 ·

Anticipating nice things may be a good thing John?

John T
05 Sep 2018 ·

'may be' I just don't want to set myself up for disappointment.

Alicia B
05 Sep 2018 ·

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Alicia B
05 Sep 2018 ·

It's wise to have low expectations. That way you get tons of good surprises

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4 John T
04 Sep 2018 ·
Today has been better. I was able to relax a bit. Got some great feedback on my chilli sauce. Made a cat/music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rv8qbotr8tk Taken tablets.
Lydia R
04 Sep 2018 ·

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2 John T
03 Sep 2018 ·
Everything (especially voluntary work guy/losing my glasses/not being able to relax enough to do several things during one trip somewhere/being mega paranoid about people) is bad today. Taken tablets.
John T
03 Sep 2018 ·

Cloud has well and truly descended. It's not a cool breezy autumn cloud, it's a tropical cyclone headache full of useless debris. Trying to escape with some of my favourite music and PRN medication.

Lydia R
03 Sep 2018 ·

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John T
03 Sep 2018 ·

Having thoughts that I want to run away, it doesn't make sense, what I am meant to be running away from? My cat is here and the music is on. C'mon John, the whole world is inside your head, go somewhere from your chair. Let go of this nonsense.

John T
03 Sep 2018 ·

Vielen Dank f├╝r die hug, Lydia.

Zoe D
03 Sep 2018 ·

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me M
03 Sep 2018 ·

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Lydia R
03 Sep 2018 ·

Gerne! Warum hat es hug nicht ├╝bersetzt? Umarmung = hug.

John T
03 Sep 2018 ·

Because I used my brain's ├╝bersetzt. I didn't know to use das der die so guessed.

Cindy M
03 Sep 2018 ·

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Cindy M
03 Sep 2018 ·

Hope this low passes soon, John xx

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3 John T
02 Sep 2018 ·
Lost my glasses today, no idea where. Cat just farted. Helped with niece and nephew and was thanked, but don't feel like I really did anything to be thanked for. Might go on evening walk. Taken tabs.
Cindy M
02 Sep 2018 ·

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03 Sep 2018 ·

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