Feels like it's been a while since I've seen you here. Hope you're doing ok...keep focusing on the positives!
Big hugs John :) take each day as it comes & carry on the positive thinking
I think that, too, sometimes. That i can't handle a real job (not translating at home or some waitressing I don't give a crap about). I hope I get to find out soon enough. Failure is also experience, right?
That must be hard for the patients, too :( Hope he gets back in the saddle soon and in good shape.
I feel like I need to be more aware of what I'm feeling most of the time, but show it less and wear my mood on my sleeve less when I'm socialising. Out of practice!
I *think* my hip/thigh pain is benefitting rest, feels a bit better but I'll rest and start strengthening before running again.
Been to GP for annual health check. Everything looks good. Weighed in lower than at home. 4.5 Cholesterol still needs to be worked on a little, but I was 0.64% heart attack risk which was the best the guy had ever seen for someone on antipsychotics.
Sounds like a good day. If your friend came to visit, I think they already find you to be good company :) I only know you from here but I would be surprised if you weren't!
Well done on the health check!
Well done! I'm really happy you are going to be alive for a long long time :) I can't help but wonder what it looks like, a person who shows what they are feeling too much. I'm the opposite, unless really drunk. Anyway, love ya.
I seem to be unable to not wear my mood on my sleeve. Glad to hear your pain is better!
https://youtu.be/tvPqAT3T40g - fireworks
https://youtu.be/X2jYI8GWpCQ - bonfire
So sorry to see you're low :( Wish I could give you a big hug. <3
Took tablets (backdated).
Why are you reading by candlelight? Is it more fun that way? I haven't tried that in a long while. Hugs and lots of love
Sadly, truth is I wasn't in the mood for trick or treaters so I had to turn the main light off.
Sounds like you've had a big day even though you're not feeling productive. Hugs and love
Ahh, that's a familiar trap. It's hard, but you just gotta start. Try and see what it feels like slapping paint onto a canvas, or mixing sounds together, or anything else you liked doing before (I know you're talented in many areas). Without agenda
or goal or any kind of meaning to what you are doing, just do it for the ***s and giggles. No expectations. You don't have to spend a lot of time on it, either. Wish I could be there to do it with you :)
Thanks A. This was day before (backdated). You're right about having no expectations about creativity, but it's just starting that is the problem.