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0 Emma Luna L
6d ·
Need to go to school in an hour😭 https://www.instagram.com/p/BcoZG4VnsJs/
Noel L
6d ·

I hope school is better for you today than the list of things in that list Emma. Have a good day

Aspie T
6d ·

God, I loved school.

Kristin L
6d ·

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Tasha S
5d ·

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Emma Luna L
5d ·

School makes me feel exactly like that list Noel 😁

Lex M
5d ·

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2 Emma Luna L
6d ·
Don't really know if i'm feeling depressed or not.... Everything is kinda numb to me. :(
Azych N
6d ·

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Emma Luna L
6d ·

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Emma Luna L
6d ·

Oops, i meant thnxπŸ˜…

Babie C
6d ·

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Noel L
6d ·

Maybe check with your doctor Emma?

Aspie T
6d ·

Or try not labelling your feelings with something and just *be*, as a human. Let whatever the feeling is pass over.

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0 Emma Luna L
09 Dec 2017 ·
My mom found out i cutted myself... She was a bit mad at first, but then started crying real bad. We where both cryin much, we talked about what to do now.... She will try to help me get trough it...
Love 1
09 Dec 2017 ·

The Zen poet Thich Nhat Hanh writes: 'No mud, no lotus.' The mud is suffering, its the undesirable stuff we want to be rid of. W/o mud, however, the lotus will not flower. You are in pain. Youre mother is suffering to see you cut. Thats the mud.

Love 1
09 Dec 2017 ·

Love is there, too. The lotus of love is flowering. She is standing by you w/ the strength of a mothers love.

Anna N
09 Dec 2017 ·

I'm glad your mother wants to help. It's good to have people who care about you! Big hugs

Love 1
09 Dec 2017 ·

We, too, are here, sending you our love and hugs. The lotus of compassion is flowering within you. There are depths of empathy & compassion we can only acquire through suffering. May today's pain be the stuff of tomorrows joy & wisdom.

Jeff M
09 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
09 Dec 2017 ·

Her anger is probably out of fear. So happy she will be there for you and helping you!

Cindy M
09 Dec 2017 ·

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Cindy M
09 Dec 2017 ·

Glad your mom is there for you - thinking of you xx

Weronika B
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Kristin L
09 Dec 2017 ·

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Metron A
09 Dec 2017 ·

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Metron A
09 Dec 2017 ·

Having someone on your side is so wonderful.

John T
09 Dec 2017 ·

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George S
09 Dec 2017 ·

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Christina S
09 Dec 2017 ·

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Lex M
10 Dec 2017 ·

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Emma Luna L
10 Dec 2017 ·

Thnx everyone, i really appreciatie the support. Love to all of you pandas xx

Rosie L
7d ·

Agree with Jeff, she must have been scared. That must have been a tough moment for you both - but how amazing to have someone help you! I'm so happy your mum is with you xx

Emma Luna L
7d ·

Thnx rosie xx

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0 Emma Luna L
08 Dec 2017 ·
School untill 5 pm
Edward C
08 Dec 2017 ·

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Edward C
08 Dec 2017 ·

1st day of studies I finish at 8:45pm.

Edward C
08 Dec 2017 ·

2nd day at 8pm. 3rd day of uni' I get home around 8:30-45.... I actually finish at 3:15pm,, but then have work experience on a horse ranch (that also does therapeutic riding), so that makes up for it and is a great way to finsh the week. :)

Edward C
08 Dec 2017 ·

Any ranches/farms near you?

Liz K
08 Dec 2017 ·

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Christina S
08 Dec 2017 ·

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Tasha S
08 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
08 Dec 2017 ·

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Kristin L
08 Dec 2017 ·

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George S
08 Dec 2017 ·

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Emma Luna L
09 Dec 2017 ·

Yes there is a little ranch nearby Edward, but i'm terrefied for horsesπŸ˜…

Edward C
09 Dec 2017 ·

XD How about ponies? Hey, any animal farm will do... Apart from the one in the book Animal Farm. ; )

Edward C
09 Dec 2017 ·

(Ho do we do smilies on here? I feel like I'm missing out, and not able to fully communicate myself)

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0 Emma Luna L
07 Dec 2017 ·
https://www.instagram.com/p/BcaEwOTnAcs/ Couldn't stop feeling like $hit, so i kinda started again.....😰
George S
07 Dec 2017 ·

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George S
07 Dec 2017 ·

Oh babes

John T
07 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
07 Dec 2017 ·

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John T
07 Dec 2017 ·

Think about calling a crisis line so you can talk it through anonymously.

Jeff M
07 Dec 2017 ·

Aww...hope you're ok, Emma!

Margot L
07 Dec 2017 ·

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Edward C
08 Dec 2017 ·

'Sorry that you're going through this, even more sorry that can't be there to help you get through this. But please, find someone you can talk to and confide in. x {warm embracing hug}

Christina S
08 Dec 2017 ·

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Emma Luna L
09 Dec 2017 ·

Thnx Edward, and the rest also ofcourse xxx

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3 Emma Luna L
06 Dec 2017 ·
Today will be my second day as an 15 year old. My bday yesterday was ok, got nice presents, and there was a nice cake. But i still felt kinda depressed/down... I need to stop that feeling, asap...
George S
06 Dec 2017 ·

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Tasha S
06 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
06 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
06 Dec 2017 ·

I'm glad it was a nice day! It's ok to recognize that you're depressed or down. See it and acknowledge it and let it exist... just don't grow it or dwell on it and make it bigger. Hope your 2nd day is even better than the 1st! :)

Ecila E
06 Dec 2017 ·

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Rosie L
06 Dec 2017 ·

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Rosie L
06 Dec 2017 ·

It's hard. With all the presents and cake in the world, I understand. Depression isn't about not being grateful though :) we can only do our best and try to live in the present, more positively! Wow 15 years old! Wait till you start hitting your

Rosie L
06 Dec 2017 ·

Late 20's πŸ˜‚ you have pleeeenty of time! Xx

Emma Luna L
07 Dec 2017 ·

Thnx for the hugs xx. Thnx Jeff, hope you had a good day too. Hahaha rosie, your right, i can wait a while for thatπŸ˜‚

Christina S
07 Dec 2017 ·

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Rosie L
07 Dec 2017 ·

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0 Emma Luna L
04 Dec 2017 ·
Tomorrow is my Bday... I dont't want to celebrate that i'm a year older, not if i don't want to be even alive now.... Feeling depressed about even thinking of it😰😩😭
Metron A
04 Dec 2017 ·

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Metron A
04 Dec 2017 ·

You don't have to celebrate, but be kind to yourself today. It sounds like you could use it. Good luck.

Babie C
04 Dec 2017 ·

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Kristin L
04 Dec 2017 ·

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George S
04 Dec 2017 ·

Emma, you do what ever you like on your birthday. I will wish you a Happy Birthday from now with lots of love, happiness and joy from that day forth. Love George x

George S
04 Dec 2017 ·

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Tasha S
04 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
04 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
04 Dec 2017 ·

Happy birthday, Emmabear! I know what you mean about birthdays. Mine is next week. I hate them...a reminder that so little has changed in a year. BUT I always try to use it as an opportunity to spoil myself. I figure, if no one else cares about me...

Jeff M
04 Dec 2017 ·

...at least for one day, I will be super nice to me. I eat super good meals and buy myself something and try to make the day about me. You should do the same. People do care about you, but you have to love yourself a bit, at least that day! :)

Jeff M
04 Dec 2017 ·

I hope you make it a great day!

Emma Luna L
04 Dec 2017 ·

Thnx metron, George and Jeff for the nice replies, that sounds like a good idea Jeff i will try to spoil myself tomorrow, and thnx for the hugs all of you pandas xxx

Rosie L
05 Dec 2017 ·

Happy birthday my beautiful bear! A year wiser, a year stronger. A year towards more positive change xx

Jeff M
05 Dec 2017 ·

Happy actual birthday, Emma! I hope you have a wonderful day!

Emma Luna L
06 Dec 2017 ·

Thmx Jeff and rosie xx 😊

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0 Emma Luna L
02 Dec 2017 ·
I feel like cutting again....
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Ethan C
02 Dec 2017 ·

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Alicia B
02 Dec 2017 ·

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Alicia B
02 Dec 2017 ·

I've seen in a documentary about BPD that some people use ice when they want to self harm, one holds it in one's hand. It hurts but no scars.

George S
02 Dec 2017 ·

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Rosie L
05 Dec 2017 ·

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Rosie L
05 Dec 2017 ·

Alicia's suggestion sounds like a fantastic stepping stone. Be strong like I know you are πŸ™‚ xx

Ethan C
05 Dec 2017 ·

If you feel like cutting pinch your inner thigh, it hurts no scars and if you don't like blood that's a bonus! Hope you feel better now though!

Emma Luna L
06 Dec 2017 ·

Thnx for the tips xx

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0 Emma Luna L
01 Dec 2017 ·
Sick of crying, tired of trying..... Yes i'm smiling, but inside i'm dying.....
Tasha S
01 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
01 Dec 2017 ·

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George S
01 Dec 2017 ·

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Kristin L
01 Dec 2017 ·

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John T
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Raf F
01 Dec 2017 ·

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Lex M
01 Dec 2017 ·

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Rosie L
05 Dec 2017 ·

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Rosie L
05 Dec 2017 ·

I feel like this too sometimes...on those days I try to eat well and sleep well xx

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1 Emma Luna L
01 Dec 2017 ·
https://www.instagram.com/p/BcJhA2nnc4d/ Re-opened an insta account, will be posting my feelings there too. I hope i might find calmness by expressing myself.....
Crystal C
01 Dec 2017 ·

I followed you if that's ok?

Emma Luna L
01 Dec 2017 ·

Yeah sure

Crystal C
01 Dec 2017 ·

My family is on mine so I try not get too dark ... they don't handle me well when I'm in a state and my bf doesn't really notice until Im crying in the bathroom not being kind to myself :/

Lydia R
01 Dec 2017 ·

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Tasha S
01 Dec 2017 ·

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Kristin L
01 Dec 2017 ·

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Emma Luna L
01 Dec 2017 ·

I understand you crystal, my mom acts the same too

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