Ah the text filter :-|
Perhaps now is a good time to ask for help? What do you have to loose?
I just want my pain to stop.... Im so tired, of everything....
You got this - there's always hope and we are here to guide you as you are to guide us
Then don't be home alone. Recognizing the danger is good! Find a friend or family member or go somewhere and be around people. Sometimes you just have to get through these hardest moments and you'll be able to push on.
If you think you can't go on, please call a professional. I know it's hard, but you need to stick around. You'll be glad you did someday!
This too shall pass
Emma my dear
Stay strong xx
sending you love!!!
The same feelings, a while ago... He told me he almost jumped o a high bridge, i was shocked. I had no idea he felt the same thing
It may sound weird, i know, but it Actually made me comforted. I know i can talk to him... Although i do still have to confess i tried to commit $uicide and i cut myself..... And this was already so hard to tell😪
I hope you both find strength through opening up to each other xx
its comforting to know we are not alone, we all suffer, we all have moments of sadness, despair, loneliness.
Broken from the words that've been spoken. When people ingnore me, or laugh, or something else, I act and say that i don't care. But once again i'm broken from new words that've been yelled or spoken....
People laugh at me, they yell and things have been done, those memories are never gone. The things they said where never kind
And negativity enters my mind. I've been bullied by many, but Helped by few. But once again that isn't new.
I hoped for so long that it would change. That people wouldn't notice me anymore. But now that they don't, it feels so strange... I feel ignored, left alone, broken in every bone. Broken is my heart, slowly falling apart
That's a lovely poem Emma and your feelings are nicely explained. Lot if love to you
Life is just so hard, i tried for so long to fix this and fit in. But i've come to realise this world is full of sin. There is nothing for me here, im just a waste of space. I got no reason to stay here with this awfull race. It's a disgrace, i was..
Misplaced, Born in the wrong time, and in the wrong place.
Very nice written. I wonder how your teacher reacted to this? Did you put your name on it?
No, i putted anonymous on it, i don't know how he reacted...
I hope everything will be okay🙏😢
I'm so sorry to hear that Emma. I hope she's ok
I hope things turn out alright! Will be sending my thoughts your way...
Thnx u all
How is your sister now Emma
Still in hospital, she needs to do many tests. She has a huge concussion, she fell of the stairs, she just fainted. That's Why she's in hospital, she faints so many times lately, they think something could be wrong😪
Oh dear I really hope she gets through this and is home soon
I hope so to George
My own thoughts. They try every night. That is Why i aint sleeping right. Like tonight, i slept 2 hours. And during those, i had a nightmare..... My NORMAL live sucks, but for me sleeping isn't an escape.....
I see you. I know the pain/darkness/monster inside of you. I know your struggle. You are not alone.
How are you honey?
Still feel the same, haven't slept at all tonight... Im toIm scared to go to school, cause the last two days people where laughing, staring and telling again... I hate school
Im tired of not sleeping, i
M tired og school, im just tired of everything...
Oh Emma I want to give you a hug. It ok let them talk. You are one awesome lady
Thnx George, it's just that im so affraid that they'll bully me again. This is the first year, after 8years, that im not being bullied. And when they all laugh and stare, and when i hear that they gossip about me, im so scrared it'll all happen again
The gossip ignore it they will soon get fed up. Try to avoid them. In break time use the library and get some reading in
That sounds like a good idea, thnx George
Sorry about school but great about judo