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0 Emma Luna L
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Emotionally: i'm done. Metally: i'm drained. Spiritualy: i'm dead. Physically: i smile.
Tasha S
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Secret C
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Jeff M
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Jeff M
3d ·

Sometimes smiling outwardly helps everything else.

Lydia R
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5 Emma Luna L
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I got the job! Jeejj๐ŸŽ‰. But on the other hand im stressed out, what if i do it wrong... And school also stresses me out, too many tests and projects this month...
Tasha S
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Tasha S
4d ·

Well done

Jeff M
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Jeff M
4d ·

Congratulations on getting the job! Always stressful, but just do the best you can. They hired you for a reason. You got this!

Emma Luna L
3d ·

Thnx Tasha and Jeff!

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1 Emma Luna L
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I'm having a job interview today, stressed out!
Lydia R
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Ashley H
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Linn J
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paul M
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Jeff M
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Jeff M
6d ·

Good luck!

nixiblu .
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Tasha S
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Tasha S
6d ·

Good luck

Emma Luna L
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Thnx u all, i'm having another one today

Love 1
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Hope it goes well.

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0 Emma Luna L
09 Jun 2018 ·
https://www.google.nl/search?biw=320&bih=372&tbm=isch&sa=1&ei=WHkbW8-4LsTfwQKUqY3wCw&q=depressing+drawing&oq=depressing+drawing&gs_l=mobile-gws-wiz-img.12..0j0i30l4.11548.20921..30734...3....2376.9336
Aly C
09 Jun 2018 · NEW

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0 Emma Luna L
08 Jun 2018 ·
Mom and stepdad broke up after 10 years, all my fault. If i hadn't been so moody, my mom also wouldn't have been and then the fight wouldnt even had started. I saw my stepdad driving away. Cried all
Emma Luna L
08 Jun 2018 ·

Night because of the fight. He packed his stuif and left. We will soon clean the house and put it for sale.... That we will probably be in depts, since my mom isn't fit to work and she is the only adult left then.....

Amelia P
08 Jun 2018 ·

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Janine S
08 Jun 2018 ·

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Janine S
08 Jun 2018 ·

This isn't your fault ๐Ÿค—

Tasha S
08 Jun 2018 ·

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Samantha O
08 Jun 2018 ·

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Jeff M
08 Jun 2018 ·

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Jeff M
08 Jun 2018 ·

It's not your fault. Not uncommon for children of parents who break up to think this...do a few online searches. There's good advice and thoughts to show you how it is most definitely not your fault and how you can get through this...

Jeff M
08 Jun 2018 ·

Sorry things are so rough with your family right now, but try not to blame yourself. Just keep moving forward, and you and your mother will have to support each other. *Big hugs*

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3 Emma Luna L
06 Jun 2018 ·
I haven't been on MP for a while, i was really feeling in a bad place and i tried to commit su*cide again. Again didn't work. Wondering if i am even meant to die young or not. I'm slowly getting
Emma Luna L
06 Jun 2018 ·

Better, but i'm still in a very dark space rn. I hope to get a bit better talking on here again.

Tiana C
06 Jun 2018 ·

well im glad that ur su*cide attempt didnt work and i know how u feeel

Tiana C
06 Jun 2018 ·

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Cindy M
06 Jun 2018 ·

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Tasha S
06 Jun 2018 ·

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Tasha S
06 Jun 2018 ·

Stay safe ๐Ÿ˜”

Cindy M
06 Jun 2018 ·

I'm sorry to hear what's been happening, Emma Luna, but hope you find being back on MP helpful. It's been a long road for me to feel better and get back to work, but I'm doing it. Be kind to yourself and remember progress isn't always linear xx

Jeff M
06 Jun 2018 ·

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Jeff M
06 Jun 2018 ·

Very glad you're still here (in the world, and here on MP). It often seems like you'll never get out of these lowest points, and the climb out is difficult. Someday I'm sure you'll look back and be happy you gave yourself a chance!!

nixiblu .
06 Jun 2018 ·

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Emma Luna L
08 Jun 2018 ·

Thnx Tiana, Tasha and nixiblu. Thnx Cindy, i hope it'll be too. Its Greta that you're getting back on tracks. I'll try too, i'll also try to be nice to myself. Thmx Jeff, i hope i someday will.

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0 Emma Luna L
24 Jan 2018 ·
I wish i could erease my memories, so i could stop feeling so empty.
Zoe D
24 Jan 2018 ·

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Emily G
24 Jan 2018 ·

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John T
24 Jan 2018 ·

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Emily G
24 Jan 2018 ·

You probably just want to get rid of the bad ones but then it means losing all the good ones to. I've been in your position and you need to remember you can't change the past x

Dan P
24 Jan 2018 ·

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Ola B
24 Jan 2018 ·

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Tasha S
24 Jan 2018 ·

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Jeff M
25 Jan 2018 ·

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Rosie L
25 Jan 2018 ·

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Lieteke G
28 Jan 2018 ·

We haven't heard from you for s while. How are you feeling?

Rosie L
29 Jan 2018 ·

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Rosie L
29 Jan 2018 ·

Missing you Emma! X

Emma Luna L
06 Jun 2018 ·

Thnx everyone, sorry i haven't replied lately. Hi lieteke, im not ok, but its not as worse as it was a little while ago, thnx for asking. Awh thnx rosie. And Emily, if i would only remove the wrong ones, i would still be almost empty of my memories..

nixiblu .
06 Jun 2018 ·

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0 Emma Luna L
21 Jan 2018 ·
I feel like no one cares about me anymore, not even here on MP....
Mark W
21 Jan 2018 ·

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Dan P
21 Jan 2018 ·

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Dan P
21 Jan 2018 ·

Sending you lots of love xxx

Metron A
21 Jan 2018 ·

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Lieteke G
21 Jan 2018 ·

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21 Jan 2018 · CHIEFPANDA

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Jeff M
21 Jan 2018 ·

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Jeff M
21 Jan 2018 ·

We care! We're here for you!

Tasha S
21 Jan 2018 ·

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Tasha S
21 Jan 2018 ·

We do care, hope you are ok :(

Rosie L
25 Jan 2018 ·

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Rosie L
25 Jan 2018 ·

Emma I absolutely care xx hug

Edward C
13 Feb 2018 ·

Oh my gd,,, you're back on here. thank goodness, I was so worried when we didn't hear from you for so long.... I was going to create an Instagram account just to be able to connect with you.. 'Uchh' the thought of it... me with an Instagram accnt!?

Edward C
13 Feb 2018 ·

I'm guessing you had a pretty difficult period, with the new year season and all that, but please understand and remember, no matter what you think of 'feel', there ARE people that think and care about you. And not just us here on MP. It's a case of

Edward C
13 Feb 2018 ·

... reaching out and finding out whom these people are. It could be difficult, at first, but sometimes we have to take the first hard step to finding help/friends. X {Big warm hug}

Emma Luna L
06 Jun 2018 ·

Thnx u all, sorry i haven't replied for a while... Wasn't feeling good at all, i really appreciate your supports๐Ÿ’•

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0 Emma Luna L
21 Jan 2018 ·
Somebody give me a hammer. I wanna break all the clocks and the mirrors. To go back to a time that was different. A time when i... Didn't feel like there was something missing.....
Tania P
21 Jan 2018 · NEW

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Tania P
21 Jan 2018 · NEW

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21 Jan 2018 ·

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06 Jun 2018 ·

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5 Emma Luna L
05 Jan 2018 ·
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0 Emma Luna L
27 Dec 2017 ·
Nu mom thinks i'm feeling better lately, just because i dont cut anymore... But i'm so depressed. I feellike i can talk to her, but also not. If i would tell her about my past $uicideattempts she
Emma Luna L
27 Dec 2017 ·

Would deffenitly let me see a therapist or something, she said she would do that only if i would cut again

Emma Luna L
27 Dec 2017 ·

Well then if she found i tried to kill myself, she would defently force me to mental care

Emma Luna L
27 Dec 2017 ·

And i dont want that!

Nicole Z
27 Dec 2017 · NEW

i know how bad this sucks. I have

Nicole Z
27 Dec 2017 · NEW

I have went through this too, and eventually I went to therapy and after awhile I felt sooooo much better. Idk maybe give it a try? It doesn't hurt.. if you don't like it try your best to not bottle up your feelings, as it makes it worse.

Nicole Z
27 Dec 2017 · NEW

Always tell somebody if something bothers you, and also ask them for advice. Just remember that if you need somebody to talk to, I'm always here! :)

Nicole Z
27 Dec 2017 · NEW

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Rosie L
02 Jan 2018 ·

Hi my love. Haven't seen you here for a while, thinking of you and hoping you are ok. Happy new year to you xx

Edward C
02 Jan 2018 ·

Hey Emma, glad to hear from you again, in spite of what it's about, 'was getting worried. Sorry that you're going through a tough period right now. We know and understand that it's difficult, but in the long run it works out for the best to get help.

Belle X
04 Jan 2018 ·

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0 Emma Luna L
13 Dec 2017 ·
Need to go to school in an hour๐Ÿ˜ญ https://www.instagram.com/p/BcoZG4VnsJs/
Noel L
13 Dec 2017 ·

I hope school is better for you today than the list of things in that list Emma. Have a good day

Aspie T
13 Dec 2017 ·

God, I loved school.

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13 Dec 2017 ·

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Tasha S
13 Dec 2017 ·

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Emma Luna L
13 Dec 2017 ·

School makes me feel exactly like that list Noel ๐Ÿ˜

Lex M
13 Dec 2017 ·

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George S
22 Dec 2017 ·

Not heard from you for a few days Emma. Hope you are well.

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2 Emma Luna L
13 Dec 2017 ·
Don't really know if i'm feeling depressed or not.... Everything is kinda numb to me. :(
Azych N
13 Dec 2017 ·

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Emma Luna L
13 Dec 2017 ·

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Emma Luna L
13 Dec 2017 ·

Oops, i meant thnx๐Ÿ˜…

Babie C
13 Dec 2017 ·

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Noel L
13 Dec 2017 ·

Maybe check with your doctor Emma?

Aspie T
13 Dec 2017 ·

Or try not labelling your feelings with something and just *be*, as a human. Let whatever the feeling is pass over.

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13 Dec 2017 ·

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0 Emma Luna L
09 Dec 2017 ·
My mom found out i cutted myself... She was a bit mad at first, but then started crying real bad. We where both cryin much, we talked about what to do now.... She will try to help me get trough it...
Love 1
09 Dec 2017 ·

The Zen poet Thich Nhat Hanh writes: 'No mud, no lotus.' The mud is suffering, its the undesirable stuff we want to be rid of. W/o mud, however, the lotus will not flower. You are in pain. Youre mother is suffering to see you cut. Thats the mud.

Love 1
09 Dec 2017 ·

Love is there, too. The lotus of love is flowering. She is standing by you w/ the strength of a mothers love.

Anna N
09 Dec 2017 ·

I'm glad your mother wants to help. It's good to have people who care about you! Big hugs

Love 1
09 Dec 2017 ·

We, too, are here, sending you our love and hugs. The lotus of compassion is flowering within you. There are depths of empathy & compassion we can only acquire through suffering. May today's pain be the stuff of tomorrows joy & wisdom.

Jeff M
09 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
09 Dec 2017 ·

Her anger is probably out of fear. So happy she will be there for you and helping you!

Cindy M
09 Dec 2017 ·

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Cindy M
09 Dec 2017 ·

Glad your mom is there for you - thinking of you xx

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09 Dec 2017 · NEW

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Metron A
09 Dec 2017 ·

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Metron A
09 Dec 2017 ·

Having someone on your side is so wonderful.

John T
09 Dec 2017 ·

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09 Dec 2017 ·

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Christina S
09 Dec 2017 ·

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Lex M
10 Dec 2017 ·

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Emma Luna L
10 Dec 2017 ·

Thnx everyone, i really appreciatie the support. Love to all of you pandas xx

Rosie L
11 Dec 2017 ·

Agree with Jeff, she must have been scared. That must have been a tough moment for you both - but how amazing to have someone help you! I'm so happy your mum is with you xx

Emma Luna L
12 Dec 2017 ·

Thnx rosie xx

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23 Dec 2017 · NEW

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04 Jan 2018 ·

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0 Emma Luna L
08 Dec 2017 ·
School untill 5 pm
Edward C
08 Dec 2017 ·

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Edward C
08 Dec 2017 ·

1st day of studies I finish at 8:45pm.

Edward C
08 Dec 2017 ·

2nd day at 8pm. 3rd day of uni' I get home around 8:30-45.... I actually finish at 3:15pm,, but then have work experience on a horse ranch (that also does therapeutic riding), so that makes up for it and is a great way to finsh the week. :)

Edward C
08 Dec 2017 ·

Any ranches/farms near you?

Liz K
08 Dec 2017 ·

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Christina S
08 Dec 2017 ·

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Tasha S
08 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
08 Dec 2017 ·

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George S
08 Dec 2017 ·

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Emma Luna L
09 Dec 2017 ·

Yes there is a little ranch nearby Edward, but i'm terrefied for horses๐Ÿ˜…

Edward C
09 Dec 2017 ·

XD How about ponies? Hey, any animal farm will do... Apart from the one in the book Animal Farm. ; )

Edward C
09 Dec 2017 ·

(Ho do we do smilies on here? I feel like I'm missing out, and not able to fully communicate myself)

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0 Emma Luna L
07 Dec 2017 ·
https://www.instagram.com/p/BcaEwOTnAcs/ Couldn't stop feeling like $hit, so i kinda started again.....๐Ÿ˜ฐ
George S
07 Dec 2017 ·

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George S
07 Dec 2017 ·

Oh babes

John T
07 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
07 Dec 2017 ·

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John T
07 Dec 2017 ·

Think about calling a crisis line so you can talk it through anonymously.

Jeff M
07 Dec 2017 ·

Aww...hope you're ok, Emma!

Margot L
07 Dec 2017 ·

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Edward C
08 Dec 2017 ·

'Sorry that you're going through this, even more sorry that can't be there to help you get through this. But please, find someone you can talk to and confide in. x {warm embracing hug}

Christina S
08 Dec 2017 ·

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Emma Luna L
09 Dec 2017 ·

Thnx Edward, and the rest also ofcourse xxx

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3 Emma Luna L
06 Dec 2017 ·
Today will be my second day as an 15 year old. My bday yesterday was ok, got nice presents, and there was a nice cake. But i still felt kinda depressed/down... I need to stop that feeling, asap...
George S
06 Dec 2017 ·

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Tasha S
06 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
06 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
06 Dec 2017 ·

I'm glad it was a nice day! It's ok to recognize that you're depressed or down. See it and acknowledge it and let it exist... just don't grow it or dwell on it and make it bigger. Hope your 2nd day is even better than the 1st! :)

Ecila E
06 Dec 2017 ·

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Rosie L
06 Dec 2017 ·

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Rosie L
06 Dec 2017 ·

It's hard. With all the presents and cake in the world, I understand. Depression isn't about not being grateful though :) we can only do our best and try to live in the present, more positively! Wow 15 years old! Wait till you start hitting your

Rosie L
06 Dec 2017 ·

Late 20's ๐Ÿ˜‚ you have pleeeenty of time! Xx

Emma Luna L
07 Dec 2017 ·

Thnx for the hugs xx. Thnx Jeff, hope you had a good day too. Hahaha rosie, your right, i can wait a while for that๐Ÿ˜‚

Christina S
07 Dec 2017 ·

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Rosie L
07 Dec 2017 ·

๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜˜

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0 Emma Luna L
04 Dec 2017 ·
Tomorrow is my Bday... I dont't want to celebrate that i'm a year older, not if i don't want to be even alive now.... Feeling depressed about even thinking of it๐Ÿ˜ฐ๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ˜ญ
Metron A
04 Dec 2017 ·

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Metron A
04 Dec 2017 ·

You don't have to celebrate, but be kind to yourself today. It sounds like you could use it. Good luck.

Babie C
04 Dec 2017 ·

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George S
04 Dec 2017 ·

Emma, you do what ever you like on your birthday. I will wish you a Happy Birthday from now with lots of love, happiness and joy from that day forth. Love George x

George S
04 Dec 2017 ·

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Tasha S
04 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
04 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
04 Dec 2017 ·

Happy birthday, Emmabear! I know what you mean about birthdays. Mine is next week. I hate them...a reminder that so little has changed in a year. BUT I always try to use it as an opportunity to spoil myself. I figure, if no one else cares about me...

Jeff M
04 Dec 2017 ·

...at least for one day, I will be super nice to me. I eat super good meals and buy myself something and try to make the day about me. You should do the same. People do care about you, but you have to love yourself a bit, at least that day! :)

Jeff M
04 Dec 2017 ·

I hope you make it a great day!

Emma Luna L
04 Dec 2017 ·

Thnx metron, George and Jeff for the nice replies, that sounds like a good idea Jeff i will try to spoil myself tomorrow, and thnx for the hugs all of you pandas xxx

Rosie L
05 Dec 2017 ·

Happy birthday my beautiful bear! A year wiser, a year stronger. A year towards more positive change xx

Jeff M
05 Dec 2017 ·

Happy actual birthday, Emma! I hope you have a wonderful day!

Emma Luna L
06 Dec 2017 ·

Thmx Jeff and rosie xx ๐Ÿ˜Š

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0 Emma Luna L
02 Dec 2017 ·
I feel like cutting again....
Jewel M
02 Dec 2017 · NEW

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Ethan C
02 Dec 2017 ·

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Alicia B
02 Dec 2017 ·

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Alicia B
02 Dec 2017 ·

I've seen in a documentary about BPD that some people use ice when they want to self harm, one holds it in one's hand. It hurts but no scars.

George S
02 Dec 2017 ·

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Rosie L
05 Dec 2017 ·

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Rosie L
05 Dec 2017 ·

Alicia's suggestion sounds like a fantastic stepping stone. Be strong like I know you are ๐Ÿ™‚ xx

Ethan C
05 Dec 2017 ·

If you feel like cutting pinch your inner thigh, it hurts no scars and if you don't like blood that's a bonus! Hope you feel better now though!

Emma Luna L
06 Dec 2017 ·

Thnx for the tips xx

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0 Emma Luna L
01 Dec 2017 ·
Sick of crying, tired of trying..... Yes i'm smiling, but inside i'm dying.....
Tasha S
01 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
01 Dec 2017 ·

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George S
01 Dec 2017 ·

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John T
01 Dec 2017 ·

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Raf F
01 Dec 2017 ·

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Lex M
01 Dec 2017 ·

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Rosie L
05 Dec 2017 ·

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Rosie L
05 Dec 2017 ·

I feel like this too sometimes...on those days I try to eat well and sleep well xx

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