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0 Lisa D
3d ·
sat on my own in the “quiet room” crying my eyes out... been such a hard day emotionally and head is full of so much mental pain... flashbacks are pelting at my mind and memories bad ones hitting me
Janine S
3d ·

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0 Lisa D
5d ·
Sat here in bed #sobbing and #shaking and #rocking #back And #forward .... ptsd images are so severe tonight I cannot handle this... I need this #mentalpain to go and never come back.
Jon D
5d ·

I cannot relate

Jon D
5d ·

Sorry pressed send way to early!!

Jon D
5d ·

I meant to say I cannot relate to PTSD I have no idea what coping mechanisms to suggest that you won't already know or that coild

Ali H
5d ·

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Sarah N
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Mandy O
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Mandy O
5d ·

Sobbing, shaking and rocking back and forwards may not feel nice at all but please remember it's your bodies way of dealing and doing things to try and distract you from focusing wholy on those horrible images. Hope this makes sense and hope u r ok x

paul M
4d ·

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0 Lisa D
11 Jan 2018 ·
Voices are super loud right now!!! I don't think I can deal with them anymore. 1 of my voices is called “Anna” and a new patient has arrived yesterday who is called Anna and it's freaking me right out
Lisa D
11 Jan 2018 ·

Have been sick again today but #not told the #staff cos they'd be so #disappointed in me. And I cannot handle that right now. Anyways I'm gonna shut up right now cos I'm just annoying people now. Night all xxx

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0 Lisa D
08 Jan 2018 ·
Really bad week in regards to my eating disorders... loosing the will to fight it all now....
Richard E
08 Jan 2018 ·

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10 Lisa D
01 Jan 2018 ·
#Amazingly there's is an availible #appointment for me to have my #3rd #operation for my #oesophagus #dilation. #Yippee!!!! Early start at 5.30am but gonna be #worthit...
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4 Lisa D
22 Dec 2017 ·
#Darlington #priory supposed to be doing an assessment at 11am for whether I'm ok to go to their priory #residential #unit. Now 12.30pm and I'm still sat here waiting... just purely #frustrating
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0 Lisa D
13 Dec 2017 ·
People will NEVER understand how hard it is not to talk about my feelings and to act fine even when I've just been sobbing my heart out
Lex M
13 Dec 2017 ·

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Becca D
13 Dec 2017 ·

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Alicia B
13 Dec 2017 ·

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Kristin L
13 Dec 2017 ·

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John T
13 Dec 2017 ·

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13 Dec 2017 ·

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10 Lisa D
12 Dec 2017 ·
#guesswho is allowed to stay #overnight at #home on #Christmaseve and come back to the #physcward on #Christmas day evening?!?!? Answer is #me Dr S has agreed as long as I have no blips I'm ok to go
Jeff M
12 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
12 Dec 2017 ·

That's wonderful!

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0 Lisa D
12 Dec 2017 ·
Sat here trying to #focus on #watching #homesunderthehammer and I just can't I have a whole sense of #uneasiness in the pit of my stomach and I'm starting to feel #physically #sick with it...
Liz K
12 Dec 2017 ·

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paul M
12 Dec 2017 ·

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12 Dec 2017 ·

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John T
12 Dec 2017 ·

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0 Lisa D
11 Dec 2017 ·
OVerwhelmed by thoughts Overwhelmed by voices Struggling to keep it all together... not sure I can keep fighting this
Liz K
11 Dec 2017 ·

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Liz K
11 Dec 2017 ·

I'm sorry you're finding things hard Lisa. Just remember, feelings can and will pass. Keep breathing.

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