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0 Lisa D
6d ·
sat on my own in the “quiet room” crying my eyes out... been such a hard day emotionally and head is full of so much mental pain... flashbacks are pelting at my mind and memories bad ones hitting me
Janine S
6d ·

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0 Lisa D
15 Jan 2018 ·
Sat here in bed #sobbing and #shaking and #rocking #back And #forward .... ptsd images are so severe tonight I cannot handle this... I need this #mentalpain to go and never come back.
Jon D
15 Jan 2018 ·

I cannot relate

Jon D
15 Jan 2018 ·

Sorry pressed send way to early!!

Jon D
15 Jan 2018 ·

I meant to say I cannot relate to PTSD I have no idea what coping mechanisms to suggest that you won't already know or that coild

Ali H
15 Jan 2018 ·

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Sarah N
15 Jan 2018 ·

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Mandy O
7d ·

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Mandy O
7d ·

Sobbing, shaking and rocking back and forwards may not feel nice at all but please remember it's your bodies way of dealing and doing things to try and distract you from focusing wholy on those horrible images. Hope this makes sense and hope u r ok x

paul M
7d ·

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0 Lisa D
11 Jan 2018 ·
Voices are super loud right now!!! I don't think I can deal with them anymore. 1 of my voices is called “Anna” and a new patient has arrived yesterday who is called Anna and it's freaking me right out
Lisa D
11 Jan 2018 ·

Have been sick again today but #not told the #staff cos they'd be so #disappointed in me. And I cannot handle that right now. Anyways I'm gonna shut up right now cos I'm just annoying people now. Night all xxx

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0 Lisa D
08 Jan 2018 ·
Really bad week in regards to my eating disorders... loosing the will to fight it all now....
Richard E
08 Jan 2018 ·

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10 Lisa D
01 Jan 2018 ·
#Amazingly there's is an availible #appointment for me to have my #3rd #operation for my #oesophagus #dilation. #Yippee!!!! Early start at 5.30am but gonna be #worthit...
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4 Lisa D
22 Dec 2017 ·
#Darlington #priory supposed to be doing an assessment at 11am for whether I'm ok to go to their priory #residential #unit. Now 12.30pm and I'm still sat here waiting... just purely #frustrating
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0 Lisa D
13 Dec 2017 ·
People will NEVER understand how hard it is not to talk about my feelings and to act fine even when I've just been sobbing my heart out
Lex M
13 Dec 2017 ·

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Becca D
13 Dec 2017 ·

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Alicia B
13 Dec 2017 ·

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Kristin L
13 Dec 2017 ·

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John T
13 Dec 2017 ·

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13 Dec 2017 ·

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10 Lisa D
12 Dec 2017 ·
#guesswho is allowed to stay #overnight at #home on #Christmaseve and come back to the #physcward on #Christmas day evening?!?!? Answer is #me Dr S has agreed as long as I have no blips I'm ok to go
Jeff M
12 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
12 Dec 2017 ·

That's wonderful!

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0 Lisa D
12 Dec 2017 ·
Sat here trying to #focus on #watching #homesunderthehammer and I just can't I have a whole sense of #uneasiness in the pit of my stomach and I'm starting to feel #physically #sick with it...
Liz K
12 Dec 2017 ·

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paul M
12 Dec 2017 ·

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Shelley H
12 Dec 2017 ·

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John T
12 Dec 2017 ·

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0 Lisa D
11 Dec 2017 ·
OVerwhelmed by thoughts Overwhelmed by voices Struggling to keep it all together... not sure I can keep fighting this
Liz K
11 Dec 2017 ·

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Liz K
11 Dec 2017 ·

I'm sorry you're finding things hard Lisa. Just remember, feelings can and will pass. Keep breathing.

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5 Lisa D
10 Dec 2017 ·
Here's #goodbye to another #up and #down day... time to #sleep and #rest my extremely #weary #head #goodnight all #sleep well and #rest well please #staysafe and #look after #yourselves #muchlove
Richard E
10 Dec 2017 ·

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11 Dec 2017 ·

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0 Lisa D
09 Dec 2017 ·
Wish he would leave me alone. None of us female patients feel comfortable around him and he's creeping me out. Shouldn't have to feel like having to hide in ladies lounge.
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10 Lisa D
04 Dec 2017 ·
What a ***ing awesome evening It has been here on the ward. Love the other ladies here. Have had a massive craic... tonnes of proper laughs and proper belly laughs. But time for bed now. Night all!!
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0 Lisa D
01 Dec 2017 ·
Great evening now totally fcking overwhelmed by the mounds of paperwork to work through by Monday to choose three choices for residential units.... head a total mess now. Cba going through it all now
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0 Lisa D
28 Nov 2017 ·
Operation went really well which is great. Extremely sore throat but by end of week should see some results. Need another 2 or 3 goes at the same operation. Got discharged by the hospital cntd in msg
Lisa D
28 Nov 2017 ·

decided to go to Morrison's to get some soft foods for me to have in place for when thoat is better and I nearly collapsed!!! The whole place starting spinning and my eyesight went totally blurred. Tbh like it is right now hoping this all makes sense

Josie B
28 Nov 2017 ·

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0 Lisa D
27 Nov 2017 ·
Packed and totally ready for tomorrow's operation... here we go again gotta be up by 5.30am to be able to have a cup of water. Even got a copy of my blood pressure chart to prove that I have low bp
nixiblu .
27 Nov 2017 ·

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Jeff M
27 Nov 2017 ·

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Jeff M
27 Nov 2017 ·

Best of luck for a successful operation and speedy recovery!

Lisa D
27 Nov 2017 ·

Thank you Jeff m

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0 Lisa D
26 Nov 2017 ·
All these emotions are spilling through me. Tried to enjoy a nice afternoon with my girls and hubby and mother in law and there were a bunch of parents from their school and now rumour mill is running
Raf F
26 Nov 2017 ·

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Love 1
26 Nov 2017 ·

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Angel W
26 Nov 2017 ·

Small minds talk about people, great minds talk about ideas. - Eleanor Roosevelt. People can spread rumors all they want. You are much better than that. *hugs*

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0 Lisa D
25 Nov 2017 ·
Needless I say more... numb and shock. 1 yr ago I lost someone who I called a friend. He was a homeless dude but was someone who understood the *** and pain i was going through....
Kristin L
25 Nov 2017 ·

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10 Lisa D
24 Nov 2017 ·
Thankful for the damn awesome husband I have. He's spent 6 hrs with me today patiently waiting whilst I was able to get out what was wrong. Patiently waiting whilst I sipped my tomato soup slowly.
Noel L
24 Nov 2017 ·

He sounds good Lisa

Lisa D
25 Nov 2017 ·

He really is Noel

Richard E
25 Nov 2017 ·

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0 Lisa D
21 Nov 2017 ·
Their talking about peadophiles and abuse as a child. Two minutes I was in there and now I'm totally feeling ***al... I walked out nearly in tears. I understand their were talking about Ks past..
Jeff M
21 Nov 2017 ·

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Aspie T
21 Nov 2017 ·

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