Hope you feel better soon Rosie! X
This is so different from the kind of thing you were posting when you first got together. But *** happens. At least you are living life, it takes decent mental health to get yourself through things like this, so don't despair...
...you might look back in a couple of weeks and just shrug any thoughts off. Life goes on, Rosie. Whatever happens.
Yeah - life goes on. I don't know if I'm overreacting and things will work themselves out. I'm just so frustrated that communicating has got really hard.
We just seem to really misunderstand each other lately and it makes me sad. And frustrated :(
Thanks john. Maybe it's me. Work is so stressful - my job has just dissolved and I'm moving to a new team on Monday and it's all so full on with a new process to complete my April. I'd like to get away but i know he can't commit to that right now
I just feel like so many things are out of my control :(
Just an idea: Write him a letter, and long as you like, you don't even have to send it... I think just writing it would be beneficial to yourself.
Thanks John, I will do - good advice
As it turns out - I over generalize, proportionalise and over complicate.
Thanks to anxiety. Man - it must take a whole load of patience to date someone like me.
I love Johns idea of the letter.
It'll be okay, the pain will end <3
Wow! Welldone! In work by 8:30 even thoigh you felt down enough to be crying. I don't get that down and I'm still here in bed at 10:15 even though I woke at 8! Welldone you!
Thanks keeping track o A. I've had a really flat few past days and want it to pass. I'm so fed up with parts of my life. When I have more energy and motivation I would like to affect change.
I hope your day gets better ): self motivation is important and can be hard on days like these, be proud! maybe surrounding yourself with positive people will lift your mood.
Thanks Carrie - it did x
Glad your day got better Rosie! Hope today is even better!!
Home and crawled straight back into bed for a hide under the duvet and read. Feel a little better for it. Hate feeling so flat - I don't know why it happens
But you became active, well done! When you figure out why it happens, please let me know. Although I think mine has mainly to do with stress and tiredness
You got up. That's a positive!
Love is like ghosts. Few have seen it but everybody talks 🖤
For me it'd be difficult enough swimming to the bottom of a diving pool! (I haven't been swimming in ages, I'd like to lose some weight before I go again though). Enjoy Rosie!
I did get out of bed. Not proud of it, but I did.
Sometimes getting out of bed is the hardest thing to do, so be proud if you do
Update - I got out of bed and feel much better for it. I even went to a meditation session at work today to try and focus my mind
Thanks for your comments everyone x
Well done!!! Medication really worls, doesn't it.
Well done Rosie! Great update xx
I'm not on medication...
Thanks Cindy :) xx
Sounds like a good night.
It's even trying to snow here.
Lovely, riding your bike in the cold!!! Miss that
:) it's cold but it feels so great!