*giant giant hugs*
First thing, you are not being whiny. This place exists to listen and give support
Het kaleigh, we are all here to listen and support each other, that includes you :) xx
You can always go back...there's only one thing for which there's no going back. A backslide is not a failure...it's just a step back. Keep moving forward!
oh my god.. That's afwul. You could survive all that and you are great. Can he abuse your friend now? She can be in emotionally toxic relationship and maybe that's why she stays with him..
She says he's her best friend and that she forgave him for everything and I should too. I don't want to look at him. I still get flashbacks and find myself unable to move when I think of him sometimes. Idk if I can make her stop being with him
I meant to say that I'm almost 18 y bday sin November. She's a minor too, but idk her family. I also don't know what extent the assault was to her. I just remember telling her what happened to me and her saying that he came on to her constantly.
Have you seen someone about depression? Maybe therapy or medicine can help you?
I have a therapist, but my brother and I both see her and my parents can't always afford her. My brothers been seeing her a lot more often bc he's violent. I took meds in like 8th grade but not since (I'm a senior now)
Perhaps you can talk to your parents about getting in a visit? Or see if someone at school or doctor can recommend a cheap counselor to help give advice? Sounds like depression is really holding you back...Hope you find help!