I'm exactly the same atm
Happy for you! :)
You're not a horrible person! We all over-embellish our perceived failures. You have to be ok with yourself and know you can't change your past but you can change in the future.
Some people can't even reach the point of realization of messing their relationships up because they aren't any close to starting them. Since you're able to start them you're inevitably going to succeed with one of them. Sooner or later.
Thank you Michail, I appreciate it x
He asked me out last night and I said yes so I guess technically he is my boyfriend but I don't know if he wants me or just wants someone. Maybe it's just an ego boost. It's probably just my insecurities but I don't know if he really likes me or not
I'm probably only stressing about this as a distraction from my home life, but at the moment I can't find sense in anything. I'm really trying to, and I've made 7 positive and achievable resolutions. I want to be okay, I just don't know how
I don't know how to fix things with my parents and I don't know who my friends are. I have one great friend who I love more than anything, but other than her I don't trust anyone. Everyone else abandons me
I hope everything makes sense to you very soon love ... wish u a happy new year !!!
It can seem a lot, but hopefully you'll find the help useful, and the people caring and lovely. I wouldn't be here today if it wasn't for the mental health teams in Sheffield and in Pembrokeshire. Forever grateful for their help and kindness..
It's just my belief, but a guy who truly loves you would never let you doubt his feelings for you
You both seem to have different meanings for happiness. Haven't you thought it just satisfies his ego? Knowing that there's someone who really cares about him and having no need to give anything back
Whenever I feel myself alone and abandoned I listen to some music with depressive lyrics. It makes me realize I'm not the first and not the last who feels it. I'd dare you to try it. It's going to bring some different kind of pain as well though.
Doesn't sound like that's YOUR mistake. You can't control his assumptions. As long as you make it clear to him (of course in a positive and productive way), it's on him. Don't feel guilty for another person's assumptions!
Thank you Jeff. I'll speak to him about it tomorrow xx
Is it loneliness or is it solitude?
Maybe a bit of both. I'm pushing people away but also trying to hold them really close. I don't like being alone
I know that feeling of being afraid of sharing their worries with their closest ones because it has already been done too many times and it's rather going to push them away than to get some understanding
I don't want to lose any of my friends by being too needy and insecure. It hurts me when they're hurting and I don't want to add to their worries
Chloe, we are here for you.
Want to give you a hug. Is there anything you can do to put your mind off? Music, stupid program on tv, silly movie?
I kind of just want to die but I know I can't, I have no idea what to do. I'm messaging my friends stupid things and they're going to hate me
Chloe do you need medical attention for your cut? Are you safe dear Panda. If not can you call for help?
I'll be okay. I'm just lonely. Everyone hates me
I don't hate you Chloe. I am concerned you may hate yourself. Is it time for professional help?
I've tried getting help, they don't care. I'm sorry xx
We care Chloe. How can you get out of this void? Professional help? Tell good friends? Tell a familymember how you feel? Heck, a stranger maybe? *HUG*
I'll be okay. I'm sorry. I don't really have anyone right now xx
Do you have a Helpline like Samaritans? You can talk to them in confidence