I'm exactly the same atm
Happy for you! :)
You're not a horrible person! We all over-embellish our perceived failures. You have to be ok with yourself and know you can't change your past but you can change in the future.
Some people can't even reach the point of realization of messing their relationships up because they aren't any close to starting them. Since you're able to start them you're inevitably going to succeed with one of them. Sooner or later.
Thank you Michail, I appreciate it x
He asked me out last night and I said yes so I guess technically he is my boyfriend but I don't know if he wants me or just wants someone. Maybe it's just an ego boost. It's probably just my insecurities but I don't know if he really likes me or not
I'm probably only stressing about this as a distraction from my home life, but at the moment I can't find sense in anything. I'm really trying to, and I've made 7 positive and achievable resolutions. I want to be okay, I just don't know how
I don't know how to fix things with my parents and I don't know who my friends are. I have one great friend who I love more than anything, but other than her I don't trust anyone. Everyone else abandons me
I hope everything makes sense to you very soon love ... wish u a happy new year !!!
It can seem a lot, but hopefully you'll find the help useful, and the people caring and lovely. I wouldn't be here today if it wasn't for the mental health teams in Sheffield and in Pembrokeshire. Forever grateful for their help and kindness..
It's just my belief, but a guy who truly loves you would never let you doubt his feelings for you
You both seem to have different meanings for happiness. Haven't you thought it just satisfies his ego? Knowing that there's someone who really cares about him and having no need to give anything back