You can destroy your body, but your spirit still has to do the work it came here to do.
My X wifes father in law killed himself. Decades later, all of his children are emotionally & psychologically broken. His choice affected my children and has radiated out to affect many people he never knew. All of our choices have consequences
that can be far reaching. On a more hopeful note, we can honor the need behind the words. What is it youre desperate for- peace, love, wholeness, understanding? These are beautiful needs we can fulfill.
Youve searched outside yourself to meet these needs Im guessing, but remain unfulfilled. So, we begin the soul's work. I dont know what your path is, but your Inner Guide does.
“NEVER GIVE UP
No matter what is going on
Never give up
Develop the heart
Too much energy in your country
Is spent developing the mind
Instead of the heart
Not just to your friends
But to everyone
Work for peace
And I say again
Never give up
No matter what is going on around you
Never give up”
― Dalai Lama XIV
I feel concerned that you have expressed that you feel ***al - is there any one around you who you can speak to about this? Please call Samaritans if you feel very alone and like you maybe a danger to yourself 116 123
How are you?
Please try not to purge
Good luck. Addiction is difficult. I feel the burden of it every day. Just doing it one at a time.
Thats it. One day at a time. We can forgive ourselves and try again. Not easy rewiring the brain. BUT, it can be done. You CAN do this! Thats the upside.
Thank you guys <3
Stay safe Ellie call Samaritans and talk to someone if you need to. This is a hard time of year
Stay safe ellie need to talk this site is safe and useful x