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5 Nick N
08 Apr 2018 ·
No idea on what to rate my mood. I'm no longer an informal patient I'm now detained under s5.4 of the Mental Health Act. So can't leave here for 72 hours. Being detained because i asked to go out but
Nick N
08 Apr 2018 ·

was honest and admitted I might not come back and that i was planning ***e. So doctor detained me. On tuesday a different doctor intends to discharge me from hospital. After which i will kill myself. Getting discharged because i have previously

Nick N
08 Apr 2018 ·

absconded intending to kill myself. Wish i could be around to hear what the coroner makes of this absurd decision.

John T
08 Apr 2018 ·

Tell both Doctors your plans, Nick. Forget the past, you've got a lot to give! You are a great Panda. I thought things were changing for you, even if not, they will eventually. I hope you find some hope!

Michael W
08 Apr 2018 ·

What you are planning to do is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Please don't end your book with empty pages left in it. Things *will* get better. Everything is transitory, things *can't* suck forever.

Michael W
08 Apr 2018 ·

Please stay with us and continue getting treatment (whatever it takes, even if it's ECT) until you achieve remission. It could be that you need something in addition to the antidepressant, and you may need a faster titration onto the antidepressant.

Ivanova
08 Apr 2018 ·

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Louise S
08 Apr 2018 ·

Its always worth keeping fighting buddy, there are so many more years which will be filled with joy - we feel the ***tiest because we cannot see how good our future can be. Keep strong, everyone here at least is behind you x

Louise S
08 Apr 2018 ·

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Michelle W
08 Apr 2018 ·

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Natalie C
08 Apr 2018 ·

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Metron A
09 Apr 2018 ·

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Tasha S
14 Apr 2018 ·

He is no longer with us ๐Ÿ˜ž

Michael W
16 Apr 2018 ·

Is this for real? Please say it isn't...

Binky B
17 Apr 2018 ·

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5 Nick N
01 Apr 2018 ·
Another of those stupid days when i just don't know where my heads at. Mood is ok but I've been so obsessed with methods of ***e. Started AD meds thursday, don't know if they messing with my head
Nick N
01 Apr 2018 ·

Stayed in all day so kept safe

Tasha S
01 Apr 2018 ·

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Tasha S
01 Apr 2018 ·

Glad you are safe, you can always talk to me if you need to x

Keeping Track A
01 Apr 2018 ·

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Keeping Track A
01 Apr 2018 ·

I had some negative side effects from AD medication before. Starting out, I had what I guess is the side effect described as depersonalization. I couldn't feel any emotions. I remember my sister had gotten me flowers and I was looking at them but I

Keeping Track A
01 Apr 2018 ·

couldn't like them. It lasted a couple of days as far as I remember. Apart from that, I do remember having some unpleasant experiences when I had drank alcohol, especially if I had forgotten a dose or two accidentally.

Keeping Track A
01 Apr 2018 ·

I would advise not to drink while on the meds. Alcohol is a depressant after all. . . Anyways, hope you feel better soon. Try to make sure you eat and sleep well. Get some exercise if you can.

Keeping Track A
01 Apr 2018 ·

If your motivation is very low and you are finding it hard to enjoy activities, try to find SOMETHING that is at least distracting if not enjoyable. Talk to someone supportive of particularly low. Even a helpline if necessary. Best wishes X

Noel L
01 Apr 2018 ·

Some good advice. Most anti depressents will take 4 weeks to have positive effect. Hang in there Nick

Lydia R
01 Apr 2018 ·

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Margot L
01 Apr 2018 ·

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Lieteke G
05 Apr 2018 ·

Nick, we haven't heard from you for some time, how are you coping?

Nick N
05 Apr 2018 ·

Very badly. Being discharged on tuesday which terrifies me. I'm certain I'll be dead within a week if i actually survive until discharge. My thinking is entirely dominated by ***e.

Lieteke G
05 Apr 2018 ·

Oh Nick! The discharging must be so scary, but I hope you will have some help when out. You have proven you are strong, i hope you find some.

Lieteke G
05 Apr 2018 ·

Strength within yourself to make it outside for just a few days, to see how it feels. That you will be able to take it 1 day at the time, lr even a few hours at the time. It is a lot to ask for, but I think you can do it. ๐Ÿ’œ

Michelle W
08 Apr 2018 ·

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5 Nick N
30 Mar 2018 ·
Getting there โ˜บ
Lydia R
30 Mar 2018 ·

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30 Mar 2018 ·

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Tasha S
30 Mar 2018 ·

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Tasha S
30 Mar 2018 ·

Yay :)

Cindy M
30 Mar 2018 ·

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Cindy M
30 Mar 2018 ·

Woo! :)

Love 1
30 Mar 2018 ·

Excellent. Small steps. It's not easy, but we're all trying the best we can.

Jeff M
30 Mar 2018 ·

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Natalie C
30 Mar 2018 ·

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Lieteke G
30 Mar 2018 ·

Great!! Slow steps and you will get there! โค๏ธ

Margot L
01 Apr 2018 ·

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08 Apr 2018 ·

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4 Nick N
29 Mar 2018 ·
I'm actually feeling a little hope for the future today. https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=2022667797762751&id=100000586511979
Kyra W
29 Mar 2018 ·

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Lydia R
29 Mar 2018 ·

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Jen B
29 Mar 2018 ·

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Jeff M
29 Mar 2018 ·

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Jeff M
29 Mar 2018 ·

Even a little hope is a monumental achievement!

Michelle W
29 Mar 2018 ·

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Michelle W
29 Mar 2018 ·

It makes me happy to hear that.

John T
29 Mar 2018 ·

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John T
29 Mar 2018 ·

Good luck Nick

Cindy M
29 Mar 2018 ·

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Cindy M
29 Mar 2018 ·

Good luck dear Nickxx

Margot L
29 Mar 2018 ·

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Lieteke G
30 Mar 2018 ·

That is good news. A lot of possitive can happen in 6 months. This law change is great.

Nick N
30 Mar 2018 ·

It's fair to say this one change is changing my view of living. I can actually see me getting through this. Thank you all for your lovely comments and hugs.

Love 1
30 Mar 2018 ·

I appreciated the last paragraph best. Acknowledging the difficulties, but ends with notes of optimism, hope and courage. Courage being not the absence of fear, but the willingness to soldier on despite the fear.

John T
30 Mar 2018 ·

Well said, Love!

Scout S
01 Apr 2018 ·

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3 Nick N
28 Mar 2018 ·
Really do not know how to score my mood right now. As the saying goes 'it's complicated'. I alive. I'm back at my Hospital ward. Tomorrow or Thursday either of those may seem positive...
Nick N
28 Mar 2018 ·

And huge thanks to everyone for the hugs and super supportive comments. They really do mean a lot to me. They have really helped me get through all the days on which i haven't set out to kill myself despite wanting to. And they make a huge difference

Nick N
28 Mar 2018 ·

on days like today when i do set out to kill myself and in my eyes fail. But i know i have made quite a few people happy today by staying alive. I'll take that as a positive.

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28 Mar 2018 ·

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28 Mar 2018 ·

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Tasha S
28 Mar 2018 ·

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Tasha S
28 Mar 2018 ·

๐Ÿ’š

Natalie C
28 Mar 2018 ·

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Natalie C
28 Mar 2018 ·

Big hugs Nick

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3 Nick N
27 Mar 2018 ·
Goodbye pandas. You folks are awesome. You've made a huge difference to my last days. You should all have a huge hug.
paul M
27 Mar 2018 ·

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paul M
27 Mar 2018 ·

last days?

Heheheheheheheh R
27 Mar 2018 ·

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Jeff M
27 Mar 2018 ·

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Jeff M
27 Mar 2018 ·

I hope you're ok, Nick. It's fine to leave MP, but please don't take a more permanent out. Always remember that people care about you and are there to help you.

nixiblu .
27 Mar 2018 ·

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Tasha S
27 Mar 2018 ·

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Tasha S
27 Mar 2018 ·

Nick :( wish I could give you a real hug

Nick N
27 Mar 2018 ·

I would love that. Sadly never going to happen. You take care you are a very special young woman. Others will see your talent soon. Lots of love and enormous hugs.

Natalie C
27 Mar 2018 ·

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Nick N
27 Mar 2018 ·

I am still alive. The Beachy Head chaplains got me before i could jump. I can't even begin to explain how bad that makes me feel right now. But i know it makes lots of people very happy.

Lieteke G
27 Mar 2018 ·

Dear Nick, whatever you do, I respect that. I will miss you here on MP though, a lot!! Huge huge bearhug and who knows we might meet up againโค๏ธ

Cindy M
27 Mar 2018 ·

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Cindy M
27 Mar 2018 ·

Nick - very glad you're still here but I can only imagine how hard things re right now. Still wishing you hope and holding you in my thoughts. Lots of love xx

Lydia R
27 Mar 2018 ·

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Heheheheheheheh R
27 Mar 2018 ·

It's awesome that you are alive. Always believe in yourself and love yourself. ๐Ÿ˜‚

Lieteke G
27 Mar 2018 ·

Maybe there is a reason you are not succeeding. i for one am happy you are still here.

John N
27 Mar 2018 ·

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Jeff M
27 Mar 2018 ·

I am happy to see this, Nick. You're a good, intelligent, caring person. You're suffering. A lot of us understand that. But we hope you give your future self a chance! Know that we value you and are glad you're still here!

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2 Nick N
26 Mar 2018 ·
My mood just lifted a little bit off the floor. First time since about the 18/19 march. Hopefully higher tomorrow โ˜บ
Zoe D
26 Mar 2018 ·

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Cindy M
26 Mar 2018 ·

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Cindy M
26 Mar 2018 ·

Great news! Fingers crossed xx

Lieteke G
26 Mar 2018 ·

That is really really good news!!!

Tasha S
26 Mar 2018 ·

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Tasha S
26 Mar 2018 ·

Yay ๐Ÿ˜

Scout S
27 Mar 2018 ·

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0 Nick N
26 Mar 2018 ·
Don't want to be alive. Jumping from height too scary to contemplate today. Don't know what to do. What a ***ing mess. Or is it just Beachy Head and it's pastors i can't face...
Scout S
26 Mar 2018 ·

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Nicky E
26 Mar 2018 ·

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26 Mar 2018 ·

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Odie W
26 Mar 2018 ·

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Tasha S
26 Mar 2018 ·

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Tasha S
26 Mar 2018 ·

Big hugs Nick, I hope you get through this rough patch x

Mark W
26 Mar 2018 ·

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Mark W
26 Mar 2018 ·

Nick, Hope you are feeling better now and have some support around you. It's a beautiful spring day here in London.

Lieteke G
26 Mar 2018 ·

Nick, how are you. Thinking of you. โค๏ธ

Lydia R
26 Mar 2018 ·

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0 Nick N
25 Mar 2018 ·
Rock bottom for over a week...
Lydia R
25 Mar 2018 ·

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Janine S
25 Mar 2018 ·

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Natalie C
25 Mar 2018 ·

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25 Mar 2018 · NEW

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John N
25 Mar 2018 ·

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0 Nick N
24 Mar 2018 ·
Still stuck on rock bottom. I loathe low mood days. Not often i get stuck so low for so many days. Hope it changes soon.
Lieteke G
24 Mar 2018 ·

At least it is good to hear from you again. Was a bit worries. Hope your mood improves soo !! โค๏ธ

D M
24 Mar 2018 ·

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D M
24 Mar 2018 ·

I'm there too. Hope it changes for us soon

Lydia R
24 Mar 2018 ·

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Alicia B
24 Mar 2018 ·

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Tasha S
24 Mar 2018 ·

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Tasha S
24 Mar 2018 ·

Big hugs

Metron A
24 Mar 2018 ·

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Cindy M
24 Mar 2018 ·

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Cindy M
24 Mar 2018 ·

Nice to see a post but hope you start feeling a bit better soon xx

Natalie C
24 Mar 2018 ·

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Jen B
25 Mar 2018 ·

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Michelle W
25 Mar 2018 ·

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Michelle W
25 Mar 2018 ·

Great to see you post. I hope it turns around very soon for you.

Nick N
25 Mar 2018 ·

Thank you for all the hugs and comments. Feeling constantly ***al for months is hard even when your mood is ok. When your mood is on the floor it is very hard to deal with. I'm still talking to nurses, psychiatrist, psychologist HCA's and other

Nick N
25 Mar 2018 ·

patients. Really to anyone who will listen. But I don't honestly know how much longer I can go on. I'm even looking at opportunities for ***e on the ward today. Plenty of self harm and gesture options. But no real killing choices ๐Ÿ˜ฏ

Lieteke G
25 Mar 2018 ·

Oh, Nick. So sorry to hear that. I thought you were doing a bit better! Apparently I was wrong. Please stay with us a bit longer! โค๏ธ

Nick N
25 Mar 2018 ·

Honestly Lieteke I am trying NOT to kill myself harder than I have ever tried anything in my life before. I just really do not know how much longer I can do it for. Normally people only see my happy smiley face on the ward. Just now I'm sitting in

Nick N
25 Mar 2018 ·

the communal area with tears streaming down my face and snot dripping from my nose. Not a very pretty site. But i literally daren't go to my room just now.

Lieteke G
25 Mar 2018 ·

I admire your strenght and your honesty. You must be exhausted. I wish I could come over to just give you a hug, to give you some strength and happiness. You so deserve it

Nick N
25 Mar 2018 ·

Thanks Lieteke. A virtual hug will have to suffice ๐Ÿค— And yes, I am mentally and physically exhausted. I've been running on fumes for weeks and now the tank is empty. I really do not know if i can continue any longer. But if I can't please don't

Nick N
25 Mar 2018 ·

anyone hate me for it. I've really really tried.

Lieteke G
25 Mar 2018 ·

I know how hard you worked at it, Nick. I won't hate you. Will miss your comments a lot, though. I am still hopeful you will get the strength to continue from somewhere.

John N
25 Mar 2018 ·

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John N
25 Mar 2018 ·

I attempted and went to an an inpatient thing. Made it through the other side, even though I never thought I would. It's possible!

Nick N
25 Mar 2018 ·

In the last 16 weeks I've spent three nights not in hospital! Three of those weeks in ICU after my attempted ***e. Thirteen weeks in psychiatric hospital. It has made no difference at all. I feel as ***al now as i did back in November four

Nick N
25 Mar 2018 ·

weeks before my first hospital admission. If anything life seems more pointless now than it did then. I honestly don't know if I'll still be around this time tomorrow.

John N
26 Mar 2018 ·

It takes time. Stick with it. Reach out and talk to whomever you can.

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0 Nick N
22 Mar 2018 ·
I feel crap. Physically crap. Mentally crap. I just want to wake up and feel happy to be alive. Or not wake up at all. But I'm still here and still trying.
John N
22 Mar 2018 ·

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John N
22 Mar 2018 ·

Where there's life, there's hope.

Nick N
22 Mar 2018 ·

Or in my case where there's life there's hope of hope. It's the thing that is missing from my existence just now...

Jen B
22 Mar 2018 ·

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22 Mar 2018 ·

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Jeff M
22 Mar 2018 ·

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Love 1
24 Mar 2018 ·

Still trying is commendable. May your efforts be rewarded with peace.

Cindy M
24 Mar 2018 ·

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0 Nick N
21 Mar 2018 ·
Session with my psychologist today and i am now a total wreck. Tomorrow psychiatrist again. Need to go over some of the same ground again. I've realised that all we are talking about is my 'adjustment
Natalie C
21 Mar 2018 ·

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21 Mar 2018 ·

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22 Mar 2018 ·

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21 Mar 2018 ·

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Line R
21 Mar 2018 ·

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Nick N
21 Mar 2018 ·

disorder'. We never get around to talking about what has caused me to be like I am and have been for all of my life. No wonder we are not progressing. Treating a symptom not the cause!

Michelle W
21 Mar 2018 ·

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0 Nick N
19 Mar 2018 ·
Oh well I knew it was happening sometime might as well be when i feel low anyway. Been served with divorce papers today. But I'm not letting it ruin my cinema outing this eveming.
Abbie B
19 Mar 2018 ·

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19 Mar 2018 ·

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19 Mar 2018 ·

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19 Mar 2018 ·

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Tasha S
20 Mar 2018 ·

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Tasha S
20 Mar 2018 ·

Hope you had a fun evening. Tried adding you but it won't let me ๐Ÿ™ˆ big hugs :)

John N
20 Mar 2018 ·

Going through a divorce myself. We'll make it through!

Rosie L
22 Mar 2018 ·

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0 Nick N
18 Mar 2018 ·
No Reason Given
Mark W
18 Mar 2018 ·

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Miles W
18 Mar 2018 ·

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Lieteke G
18 Mar 2018 ·

What is going on Nick?

Cindy M
18 Mar 2018 ·

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Cindy M
18 Mar 2018 ·

Oh Nick, I'm sorry- thinking of you xx

Nick N
18 Mar 2018 ·

Just really low mood today. Part of the normal pattern for me. Just had a run of good days for a short while so low mood feels extra bad for now...

Odie W
18 Mar 2018 ·

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Lieteke G
18 Mar 2018 ·

That's why I was bit worried. Lately you were so positive. Hope the good feeling comes back soon again.

Tasha S
18 Mar 2018 ·

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Tasha S
18 Mar 2018 ·

Big hugs xx

Michelle W
18 Mar 2018 ·

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Michelle W
18 Mar 2018 ·

I hope this doesn't last long. You've been doing so much better. We are all pulling for you.

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3 Nick N
18 Mar 2018 ·
No Reason Given
Natalie C
18 Mar 2018 ·

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18 Mar 2018 ·

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Tasha S
18 Mar 2018 ·

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Tasha S
18 Mar 2018 ·

Big hugs

Lydia R
18 Mar 2018 ·

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Nick N
18 Mar 2018 ·

Thank you pandas for the hugs. And extra big thanks to tasha for the big hugs โ˜บ it's very cold in cambridge today. And i feel very low ๐Ÿ˜ช and sleepy

Cindy M
18 Mar 2018 ·

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18 Mar 2018 ·

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6 Nick N
16 Mar 2018 ·
Just got a trial session volunteering for the local credit union. That's a huge achievement for me so feeling very proud
Penelope P
16 Mar 2018 ·

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16 Mar 2018 ·

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16 Mar 2018 ·

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16 Mar 2018 ·

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16 Mar 2018 ·

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Jeff M
16 Mar 2018 ·

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Jeff M
16 Mar 2018 ·

Congrats!

Janine S
16 Mar 2018 ·

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Lieteke G
16 Mar 2018 ·

Congratulations. So proud of you!!!

Cindy M
17 Mar 2018 ·

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Cindy M
17 Mar 2018 ·

That's great news!

Tasha S
17 Mar 2018 ·

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Tasha S
17 Mar 2018 ·

Well done :)

Rosie L
22 Mar 2018 ·

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22 Mar 2018 ·

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6 Nick N
15 Mar 2018 ·
Well another few days passed in the land of the living! And i might be just starting to turn a corner and believe life could possibly be worth living. Thanks for all the many kind words last weekend
Nick N
15 Mar 2018 ·

I was in a very bad place. I do seem to have moved on a little. Today i have been looking for voluntary work and sent off several application forms. Tomorrow we revisit housing options.

Michelle W
15 Mar 2018 ·

This is the best thing I've heard all day!

Michelle W
15 Mar 2018 ·

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Nick N
15 Mar 2018 ·

Oh thank you Michelle that is so kind of you. How are you doing today?

Jeff M
15 Mar 2018 ·

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Mark W
15 Mar 2018 ·

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Miles W
15 Mar 2018 ·

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Michelle W
16 Mar 2018 ·

Nick I am well thank you.

Lydia R
16 Mar 2018 ·

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16 Mar 2018 ·

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Tasha S
16 Mar 2018 ·

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Cindy M
17 Mar 2018 ·

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Cindy M
17 Mar 2018 ·

Such good news Nick! I want you to be able to hang on to hope - fingers crossed. xx

Tasha S
17 Mar 2018 ·

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5 Nick N
12 Mar 2018 ·
Still waiting to see the psychiatrist to see if I'm allowed out on unescorted leave. If she says no then we'll be right back to the discharge me or section me discussion. Hopefully she'll be sensible.
Lieteke G
12 Mar 2018 ·

You have always been honest about your plans, so they should let you go. Where will you be going, Tesco for a nice afternoon tea?

Nick N
12 Mar 2018 ·

Back to unlimited unescorted leave. Psychiatrist accepts it was a one off. So yes Tesco this evening :)

Cindy M
12 Mar 2018 ·

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Cindy M
12 Mar 2018 ·

Happy for you

Lieteke G
12 Mar 2018 ·

Wow, great news. They realise se you are a man of your word. Enjoy Tesco

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5 Nick N
11 Mar 2018 ·
Don't really know what score to give today. Pissed off that I'm alive. Happy that my younger daughter has unblocked me on Facebook so there is once again the possibility of communication with her
Nick N
11 Mar 2018 ·

Last time she unblocked me i sent her a link to something she is very interested in and she blocked me again. So I'm a bit confused. Perhaps I'll know more once i speak to the police sergeant who was helping me yesterday

Odie W
11 Mar 2018 ·

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11 Mar 2018 ·

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Tasha S
11 Mar 2018 ·

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Tasha S
11 Mar 2018 ·

Have you tried speaking to her?

Nick N
11 Mar 2018 ·

Not for a while. The last time i phoned her she hung up as soon as i spoke. Then blocked me on Facebook. I can't go to the house and don't want to approach her at work. So speaking is a tough task.

Kris B
11 Mar 2018 ·

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11 Mar 2018 ·

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11 Mar 2018 ·

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12 Mar 2018 ·

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Jayne H
12 Mar 2018 ·

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Kris B
12 Mar 2018 ·

Hey, I block my father's number sometimes (Im his son). If I would give you advice, it is to act like my age, and to be really flexible (sometimes unreasonably) and to be trustibg. You aren't my father, so my advice may not work. But hey,

Kris B
12 Mar 2018 ·

Knowledge is power

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0 Nick N
09 Mar 2018 ·
I love you pandas. Thank you for all your help over the last few weeks. I'm afraid my six month promise is not going to work. Be kind to yourselves. Goodbye.
Kat M
09 Mar 2018 ·

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Jayne H
09 Mar 2018 ·

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Line R
09 Mar 2018 ·

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Tasha S
10 Mar 2018 ·

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Tasha S
10 Mar 2018 ·

:( Nick, are you still with us?

Nick N
10 Mar 2018 ·

For a few hours more...

Michelle W
10 Mar 2018 ·

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Nick N
10 Mar 2018 ·

And now for quite some weeks more. Currently sitting in Eastbourne police station awaiting transport back to Cambridge. Never even got as far as beachy head :(

Tasha S
10 Mar 2018 ·

Nick I am so grateful to know that your light still shines in this world

Cindy M
10 Mar 2018 ·

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Cindy M
10 Mar 2018 ·

Glad to hear you're still around xx

Michelle W
10 Mar 2018 ·

Happy you're still here

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10 Mar 2018 · NEW

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Love 1
10 Mar 2018 ·

I wish you real peace and true happiness this lifetime.

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