Sweet! Prepare yourself. Then enjoy it!
Things will get better. Try one small very small step at a time. And enlist friends and family for support, even (especially) if you feel like withdrawing into yourself. x
Aw man. There are plenty of others out there. She's not meant to be with you apparently. It hurts. Trust. It hursts worst than so many other pains. But be strong. You will find the one and will be way happier !!
Enjoy ur weekend👌