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I tried to write a list of all the things that bug me about my parents/things in the past that properly upset or distressed me. It made me feel angry. So I tried to make a list of things I love about
Keeping Track A
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them but found that difficult. Which made me sad. Stomach is a tight knotted ball of stress right now as I try to finish sorting out my bedroom and repress feelings of anger and resentment towards my parents who are actually being really nice to me

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today. 😒

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#adultchildproblems #27 #innerchildhurting #iknowistilllovethem

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Stuff with parents is not easy - good for you for trying to get a balanced view even if right now you're struggling to find the good.

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4 Keeping Track A
09 Aug 2018 ·
Starting to feel quite emotional about everything and lots of different thoughts flying around. I don't like this. Going to hit a quiet cafΓ© to reflect and write out my feelings. Need to process.
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09 Aug 2018 ·

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10 Aug 2018 ·

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10 Aug 2018 ·

Thanks all, Jeff - double hug, thanks! 😁 In the end, I met my boyfriend. Stayed at his and talked things through. It was good to get things off my chest to validate my feelings. Sometimes, others dismiss them or tell me that I have β€œno right” to feel

Keeping Track A
10 Aug 2018 ·

them. Which is such a frustrating thing to hear as noone can cintrol their emotions to such a degree and also, sometimes I don't even feel a certain way and someone assumes I do and then says I have β€œno right” to - that's just totally unfair. . . Not

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that any of that has been said to me in a long time. Just some comments over the weekend from my family joking that I was disorganised, my brother's girlfriend giving me books about Codependency and a book about tidying and then my parents trying to

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β€œhelp” me look for a place (ie demand I put the phone on speakerphone mode when calling a landlord about an ad for a place and then taking the phone off me to talk to them themselves). . . that's why the emotions started rising!

Jeff M
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Ha, you caught that double hug, huh? Weird this site doesn't have take-backs. I didn't scroll down to notice I hugged yesterday. Glad you talked things through and that helped!

Janine S
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Jeff, sometimes I double hug on purpose! Especially if I know someone is pretty down! So thanks! I appreciated it all the more whether it was intentional or not! 😊

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6 Keeping Track A
09 Aug 2018 ·
Feeling a little better physically. Going to teach a tutorial this eve. Still on edge waiting for important things to happen. Also, I struggle with asking management for things I need. Never know the
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09 Aug 2018 ·

correct tone to take with them/how to be assertive when expressing my needs yet respectful.

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09 Aug 2018 ·

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5 Keeping Track A
09 Aug 2018 ·
I am ill. House-hunting is stressful. Some doubts about my relatively new relationship.
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09 Aug 2018 ·

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6 Keeping Track A
02 Aug 2018 ·
have been very unproductive today so far. . . This weird period of waiting to start work and trying to save money for that too! Stressing about what it will be like and trying to time the best time to
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02 Aug 2018 ·

look for/start renting a new place.

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02 Aug 2018 ·

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03 Aug 2018 ·

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03 Aug 2018 ·

thanks all xx

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5 Keeping Track A
01 Aug 2018 ·
Health worry ongoing. Stayed at home to help Dad as he is ill. Have postponed prep for taching lessons, bothered me yesterday. Maybe I need to make a bit of a plan/set shorter term goals to make it
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01 Aug 2018 ·

more doable!

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01 Aug 2018 ·

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01 Aug 2018 ·

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Anna D
01 Aug 2018 ·

Good luck and I hope your Dad will be well again soon!

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5 Keeping Track A
29 Jul 2018 ·
Feeling restless, kind of anxious. Lots of things I COULD do but don't really feel motivated to do any of it. πŸ˜”
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29 Jul 2018 ·

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me M
29 Jul 2018 ·

I understand you, feel similar, I decided not to make them and go with the heart He never wrong

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29 Jul 2018 ·

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29 Jul 2018 ·

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29 Jul 2018 ·

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Keeping Track A
01 Aug 2018 ·

thanks Pandas! meM, hope things improved for you after a break! 😊

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5 Keeping Track A
28 Jul 2018 ·
Feeling bored/unmotivated. Kept eating things I was allergic to. Now my gut is really irritated throughout the day, especially after eating. Need to stop.
Janine S
28 Jul 2018 ·

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29 Jul 2018 ·

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29 Jul 2018 ·

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01 Aug 2018 ·

thanks all! x

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5 Keeping Track A
26 Jul 2018 ·
Health worry, waiting on news. Moving for new job soon. Have some questions but principal is on hols. Trying to look for a place but prob a bit too early as don't want to have to pay for whole of Aug!
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26 Jul 2018 ·

Also, was trying to save but money seems to keep running out. Stress level is high right now.

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26 Jul 2018 ·

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26 Jul 2018 ·

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01 Aug 2018 ·

thanks guys!

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8 Keeping Track A
16 Jul 2018 ·
When your boyfriend cheers you up 😊
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16 Jul 2018 ·

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16 Jul 2018 ·

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4 Keeping Track A
15 Jul 2018 ·
It's amazing how small my parents can make me feel over really little things sometimes. #afewtears #feelinglow #cantwaittogetoutofthehouse
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7 Keeping Track A
15 Jul 2018 ·
Stayed at a friend's last night. Was nice to spend time together. Little bit worried I scratched the wall as I had pushed the bed up aginst it as there was a gap between mattress and the frame and
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15 Jul 2018 ·

my pillows were falling down there. I just noticed there are scratches on the wall where the bed frame went against it so I hope it was from before and not from me! Dont know whether or not to mention it!

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15 Jul 2018 ·

Soon, I will go home to get ready for the week ahead and finish the medical questionnaire for my contract etc.!

Cindy M
15 Jul 2018 ·

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15 Jul 2018 ·

Soon, I will go home to get ready for the week ahead and finish the medical questionnaire for my contract etc.!

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15 Jul 2018 ·

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7 Keeping Track A
13 Jul 2018 ·
First week of summer camp finished. Received a card and gift of Miniature Heroes from one of the kids. Did some work in afternoons too. New student for tutorials on topic I have lots of experience in.
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14 Jul 2018 ·

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5 Keeping Track A
11 Jul 2018 ·
Dad just vomitted a lot. This is about the fourth time in last couple of months. Seemsto happen mid-monthly chemo cycle. Difficult to see him ill and suffering 😒 Don't understand why they didn't
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11 Jul 2018 ·

meds for it as he has mentioned it to his care team a couple of times now. I offered to run down to get him OTC anti-nausea meds but he declined as he feels he will not get sick again tonight.

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11 Jul 2018 ·

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11 Jul 2018 ·

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Jeff M
11 Jul 2018 ·

Ugh how horrible. Hope he feels better and they find something to help with that!

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11 Jul 2018 ·

Thanks Jeff! My guess is that he receives anti-nausea meds when he gets his chemo and it starts to wear off mid-way through the month as he has noticed a pattern where it hits mid-monthly cycle! It's just frustrating that they don't deal with it

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11 Jul 2018 ·

immediately! he said they started discussing anti-nausea tablets but he can't remember why they decided against it!

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11 Jul 2018 ·

I rang my brother who is a doctor, now doing further training to be a GP and he recommended an OTC drug and to mention at pharmacy that the nausea was chemo-related so they would not 'skimp' on it! haha But Dad insisted he was fine! I might pick some

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11 Jul 2018 ·

up for him anyways as a precaution!!

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7 Keeping Track A
11 Jul 2018 ·
Summer camp going fine. Starting some other temp work this afternoon. Glad to have opportunity to earn some more cash. Neck still a bit sore after last week's backstand.
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11 Jul 2018 ·

Read through my contract yesterday evening but principal never called to go through it with me. Will send an e-mail in case he was busy or just forgot.

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11 Jul 2018 ·

Met previous boss who did not ask me to come back to lead or even work as demonstrator for the summer camp that I led/taught last year. Hd seen her on campus before and always thought she was avoiding me but she was actually very friendly which was

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11 Jul 2018 ·

nice. I knew from before she had asked the girl who led it before I did to do it again this year which is fine as she hs more experience than me with them. And I guess they wanted to avoid us working together as we clashed last year! Which is fine, I

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11 Jul 2018 ·

prefer what I am doing now!!

Love 1
11 Jul 2018 ·

Wishing you success on your path. Teaching is one of the noblest professions

Cindy M
11 Jul 2018 ·

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Keeping Track A
11 Jul 2018 ·

Thanks Love1 for the kind words and thanks Cindy for the hug! :D

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12 Jul 2018 ·

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10 Keeping Track A
09 Jul 2018 ·
Found a wheel of lie exercise I completed for therapy a few months ago. Filled in a new one over the old. Was happy and proud to see how much fuller and more balanced my current wheel of life is. 😁
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09 Jul 2018 ·

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Love 1
11 Jul 2018 ·

Helps stay motivated and on track, Keeping Track. Also helps with balance.

Keeping Track A
11 Jul 2018 ·

Yes, it was lovely to see how I progressed and notice and appreciate the feeling. :) I think a lot of the progress was simply due to lowering my overly high standards, accepting where I am right now and

Keeping Track A
11 Jul 2018 ·

recognising how far along the path I have come to realising my goals :) . . . I guess opening my mind and changing my perspectives a bit too, becoming more active. It's great to be able to acknowledge what you have done to bring about positive change

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11 Jul 2018 ·

in your life! :) Wishing you positivity, motivation and balance too Love1 :)

Love 1
12 Jul 2018 ·

Thanks. Appreciating how you can celebrate your progress. A big part of maintaining motivation is acknowledging our efforts, progress and growth.

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15 Jul 2018 ·

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Keeping Track A
15 Jul 2018 ·

so true Love1! πŸ€—

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15 Jul 2018 ·

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15 Jul 2018 ·

:)

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10 Keeping Track A
09 Jul 2018 ·
Found a wheel of lie exercise I completed for therapy a few months ago. Filled in a new one over the old. Was happy and proud to see how much fuller and more balanced my current wheel of life is. 😁
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7 Keeping Track A
09 Jul 2018 ·
Woke in mid of night with allergic reaction - too much chocolate over weekend! Must be stricter. Summer camp started. Went well. Will stay in uni to prep lessons.
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09 Jul 2018 ·

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11 Jul 2018 ·

thanks guys! :)

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8 Keeping Track A
08 Jul 2018 ·
Spent most of weekend with boyfriend. Nice and chill. 😊 Helping out summer camp for next 2 weeks. Looking forward to working with kids, time out of house and more routine!
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09 Jul 2018 ·

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09 Jul 2018 ·

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Keeping Track A
09 Jul 2018 ·

Thanks all! 😊

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8 Keeping Track A
06 Jul 2018 ·
My cat surprised me by coming up ever so silently beside me and rubbing in to me. We went round the garden together and I photographed all the wild flowers in the garden and some insects too.
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06 Jul 2018 ·

Now I am sorting out the last of some loose papers in my bedroom in the final clear out push. New motivation as I will be moving out in a few weeks and I would like everything to be neat and organised! Wisdom tooth pushing up.Throbbing pain - OUCH!

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06 Jul 2018 ·

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Keeping Track A
08 Jul 2018 ·

thanks all πŸ€—

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