Definitely due to eating soya/berries. Need to look up more info about phytoestrogens and allergies. The discomfort is not really worth the transient pleasure.
Much admiration to you, I couldn't do it myself!
Thanks all 😊 xxxxx
I think it takes getting into a routine so your body learns that's when it's supposed to sleep. Glad you will have less pressure!
Yes Jeff, you're right! I ended up having three class periods free and two supervision. Meant I could do prepwork/corrections for five out of nine classes. Was awesome. Was glad I had worked on night before too. 😁
I hope the day goes ok and you feel better soon!
Very drained. Had neckpain and headache too. Staying late even thogh pace of work is a bit slow! Need to catch up on corrections and then I will take tomorrow off!
Awh that's a shame. Good idea to take tomorrow off though. Fingers crossed you won't be in nearly as much pain tomorrow 🤞
I hope you'll feel better soon.
and slurring his words. Kept talking about data protection for some odd reason! I actually felt a little unsafe going to my bedroom incase he would come in, even by mistake. But I feel OK now. He is harmless. Just a bit lonely and restless as he has
the week off.
He is in his bedroom yawning very noisily now. He will start snoring loudly soon. 😒
Oh dear - not good. Hope the note does the trick. The bit about data protection made me laugh!
Apparently, they were talking about it at work. . . I wrote a note but took it with me. And I still didn't say anything in person 😩
for bed now though!
the toilet when I was back in my sis' house and I knew he was coming back to pick up his laptop (he was staying at HIS sis' after everything that happened that eve/night).
Hope it goes smoothly this time.
I am not proud of how I behaved. I experienced an episode of pychosis. It was the worst couple of days of my life. I acted in desperation. I felt trapped. I am proud that I am being honest on here. And that I am so calm right now. I am not sure how
tonight will go/how I should greet him (sis' husband)/whether I shoud make any reference to what happened. (Background: i sent him a voice apology shortly after it happened. He only very recemtly sent a msg through sis that he accepted and we could
just act as if nothing had happened. They first suggested he stay at my family's place for Xmas (which would have been first time meeting since evrrything that happened). I freaked out. i couldn't see how it could work. And the last I heard, he might
never want to see me again. . . I don't know how to explain what happened to me/why I behaved the way I did. I don't think any of them could ever understand or imagine how I felt those couple of days when everytjing escalated. . . Trpped, desperate,
lonely, hopeless, scared, doubtful, stuck. I felt so stuck and so hopeless. I felt there was no way out. . . There is more to the story too. . .That is enough to share for now. . . Wish me luck panda friends!!!!!!
Wish you so much luck - hope he/they will be understanding xx
good luckk! !
Thanks all. It went well. It was ery awkward at the start but the night unfolded very nicely. I was super tired at the end though.
Well done . Glad it went ok
Thanks Nixi! x
thanks guys! c
his number. He was so umderstanding and kind. Which kind of made it all hurt more
Couldn't sleep for quite a whike after. Poor quality sleep for last couple of hours this morning too. Back to back classes today and supervision duty at lunchtime. Didn't do any prep laat night. 12 mins to get ready to leave house. 😩
Yikes! Hope things turned out to make it a good day.
I hate when my ex comes up in thoughts. It's so hard for me to stop getting lost in all those memories.
Sounds like you have to get more sleep. You keep saying you have to stay up too late to get things done. Prioritize a good night's sleep! (I'm super tired today too...blah.)
thanks Jeff, you're right! I will, tonight.