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Bed @ 00:00 last night. Awake around 6:10am. . . Spent a few minutes watching the little birds outside my window and listening to them sing. Nice start to the day. 😊 . . Tummy a little upset.
Keeping Track A
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Definitely due to eating soya/berries. Need to look up more info about phytoestrogens and allergies. The discomfort is not really worth the transient pleasure.

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Teaching feels like being a juggler - you have to deal with so many things at once AND keep the crowd happy/engaged. It takes a lot of energy.
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Much admiration to you, I couldn't do it myself!

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Keeping Track A
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Thanks all 😊 xxxxx

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Bed @ 10 last night but hardly got a wink of sleep. Kept window open so wouldn't get too hot. Rain and wind loud all night. At least I had my work done before bed so less pressure today.
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Jeff M
1d ·

I think it takes getting into a routine so your body learns that's when it's supposed to sleep. Glad you will have less pressure!

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Keeping Track A
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Yes Jeff, you're right! I ended up having three class periods free and two supervision. Meant I could do prepwork/corrections for five out of nine classes. Was awesome. Was glad I had worked on night before too. 😁

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Staying late at work. Tired and low energy but want to finally finish corrections so am up to date with them.
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Really dreading the day to be honest. Stomach very upset. 😢 (0 due to pain in stomach)
me M
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Jeff M
2d ·

I hope the day goes ok and you feel better soon!

Keeping Track A
2d ·

Very drained. Had neckpain and headache too. Staying late even thogh pace of work is a bit slow! Need to catch up on corrections and then I will take tomorrow off!

Gabrielle H
2d ·

Awh that's a shame. Good idea to take tomorrow off though. Fingers crossed you won't be in nearly as much pain tomorrow 🤞

Anna D
2d ·

I hope you'll feel better soon.

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Don't feel like getting up today. Tummy upset. . . Decided to write landlord a note about pee on toilet as I can't muster up the courage to say anything in person. . . Feel unprepared for the day 😢
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Landlord got very drunk. Pee all over toilet seat. He fell asleep on the couch with a vodka in hand. I turned off the TV and took the glass out of his hand. He woke up a while later, very giggly.
Keeping Track A
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and slurring his words. Kept talking about data protection for some odd reason! I actually felt a little unsafe going to my bedroom incase he would come in, even by mistake. But I feel OK now. He is harmless. Just a bit lonely and restless as he has

Keeping Track A
3d ·

the week off.

Keeping Track A
3d ·

He is in his bedroom yawning very noisily now. He will start snoring loudly soon. 😒

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Cindy M
2d ·

Oh dear - not good. Hope the note does the trick. The bit about data protection made me laugh!

Keeping Track A
2d ·

Apparently, they were talking about it at work. . . I wrote a note but took it with me. And I still didn't say anything in person 😩

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Landlord got very drunk. Pee all over toilet seat. He fell asleep on the couch with a vodka in hand. I turned off the TV and took the glass out of his hand. He woke up a while later, very giggly.
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Had counselling this eve. Forgot I would have a double class free/supervision tomorrow and corrected maths tests instead of tests with class I have before free double . . . And tired. Think it's time
Keeping Track A
3d ·

for bed now though!

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Stayed up late enough tidy my bedroom and organise my things for today. Didn't sleep well. Maybe I need more relaxing time before bed. Tired. Busy day ahead.
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Feeling proud of myself . . . and calm.
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In a few mins, we are having a dinner - myself, sister and husband, bro and gf. The last time I saw my sis' husband, I accused him of mistreating my sis, fled from the house and then locked myself in
Keeping Track A
5d ·

the toilet when I was back in my sis' house and I knew he was coming back to pick up his laptop (he was staying at HIS sis' after everything that happened that eve/night).

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Penelope P
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Hope it goes smoothly this time.

Keeping Track A
5d ·

I am not proud of how I behaved. I experienced an episode of pychosis. It was the worst couple of days of my life. I acted in desperation. I felt trapped. I am proud that I am being honest on here. And that I am so calm right now. I am not sure how

Keeping Track A
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tonight will go/how I should greet him (sis' husband)/whether I shoud make any reference to what happened. (Background: i sent him a voice apology shortly after it happened. He only very recemtly sent a msg through sis that he accepted and we could

Keeping Track A
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just act as if nothing had happened. They first suggested he stay at my family's place for Xmas (which would have been first time meeting since evrrything that happened). I freaked out. i couldn't see how it could work. And the last I heard, he might

Keeping Track A
5d ·

never want to see me again. . . I don't know how to explain what happened to me/why I behaved the way I did. I don't think any of them could ever understand or imagine how I felt those couple of days when everytjing escalated. . . Trpped, desperate,

Keeping Track A
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lonely, hopeless, scared, doubtful, stuck. I felt so stuck and so hopeless. I felt there was no way out. . . There is more to the story too. . .That is enough to share for now. . . Wish me luck panda friends!!!!!!

Cindy M
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Cindy M
5d ·

Wish you so much luck - hope he/they will be understanding xx

maria B
5d ·

good luckk! !

Keeping Track A
5d ·

Thanks all. It went well. It was ery awkward at the start but the night unfolded very nicely. I was super tired at the end though.

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nixiblu .
3d ·

Well done . Glad it went ok

Keeping Track A
3d ·

Thanks Nixi! x

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Found out one of my students has been cutting themselves today. A lot of her classmates/friends were very upset about it too. It upset me too and has been at the back of my mind most of the day.
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thanks guys! c

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3 Keeping Track A
08 Nov 2018 ·
Rang my ex a second time last night. Had something I wanted to say. Probably crossed the line when I told him I was missing him a lot this week and that I was worried when I thought he had changed
Keeping Track A
08 Nov 2018 ·

his number. He was so umderstanding and kind. Which kind of made it all hurt more

Keeping Track A
08 Nov 2018 ·

Couldn't sleep for quite a whike after. Poor quality sleep for last couple of hours this morning too. Back to back classes today and supervision duty at lunchtime. Didn't do any prep laat night. 12 mins to get ready to leave house. 😩

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08 Nov 2018 ·

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Yikes! Hope things turned out to make it a good day.

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2 Keeping Track A
07 Nov 2018 ·
Really tired but can't sleep. 😩
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07 Nov 2018 · NEW

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5 Keeping Track A
07 Nov 2018 ·
Rang ex. Was nice. I cried silently a few times. I wanted to tell him that I really miss him but I didn't. Correct decision. It was so nice to hear his voice, share some jokes and chat a bit. Tired.
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07 Nov 2018 ·

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5 Keeping Track A
07 Nov 2018 ·
Can't seem to get my ex out of my mind lately. Keep remembering times we had together etc. Missing him a lot. . . Training day was super useful but very intense. Bit drained now.
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07 Nov 2018 ·

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07 Nov 2018 ·

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Manda P
5d ·

I hate when my ex comes up in thoughts. It's so hard for me to stop getting lost in all those memories.

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2 Keeping Track A
07 Nov 2018 ·
I just seem to feel tired all the time. 😢
Janine S
07 Nov 2018 ·

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07 Nov 2018 ·

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Jeff M
07 Nov 2018 ·

Sounds like you have to get more sleep. You keep saying you have to stay up too late to get things done. Prioritize a good night's sleep! (I'm super tired today too...blah.)

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07 Nov 2018 · CHIEFPANDA

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Keeping Track A
07 Nov 2018 ·

thanks Jeff, you're right! I will, tonight.

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5 Keeping Track A
06 Nov 2018 ·
Have to do a training day tomorrow. Only found out @ end of school day today. Had to leave work for all my classes. Was much easier than previously as I was already organised/prepared. Tired.
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3 Keeping Track A
06 Nov 2018 ·
Didn't follow my intention of not skipping sleep. Stayed a coupke of hours after school but then stayed up late half working/half watching a video. Wrecked tired now. 😣 Lots of pressure at school.
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