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4 John N
25 Mar 2018 ·
Going to see my child on Friday or Saturday. First time in a month or more. Super excited. Yet I still am focusing on my losses. Lackluster hike didn't help.
John N
25 Mar 2018 ·

Not understanding - or appreciating - my brain. I really am over the moon about the visit. Why do I insist on being miserable?

April G
25 Mar 2018 ·

Thank god! Good for u

John N
25 Mar 2018 ·

Thank you.

Michelle W
25 Mar 2018 ·

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25 Mar 2018 · NEW

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3 John N
24 Mar 2018 ·
More Court and child issues. I hate this.
Jen B
24 Mar 2018 ·

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Love 1
24 Mar 2018 ·

It's very very challenging. Just came out the other end. I wish you strength during this difficult time.

John N
24 Mar 2018 ·

Thanks. And it *always* helps to be reminded that others have gone through this and survived!

Love 1
24 Mar 2018 ·

Surviving and thriving. Most important thing is to maintain one's peace of mind no matter what's going on outside and to attend to the pain when it arises.

Lydia R
24 Mar 2018 ·

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Lieteke G
24 Mar 2018 ·

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Cindy M
24 Mar 2018 ·

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Michelle W
25 Mar 2018 ·

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6 John N
22 Mar 2018 ·
Nothing in particular, other than finally having a morning I don't feel crushed and rushed.
Nick N
22 Mar 2018 ·

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7 John N
22 Mar 2018 ·
Despite the ex being a disgusting monster in regards to our child, feeling OK. Treated myself to an extra big meal.
Sydney P
22 Mar 2018 ·

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Jen B
22 Mar 2018 ·

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7 John N
20 Mar 2018 ·
Court went very well. I have paid all my normal bills and have money to eat. Still struggled w/anxiety today, but overall good.
John N
20 Mar 2018 ·

Sorry I haven't been around. Lots of running around.

Sydney P
21 Mar 2018 ·

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21 Mar 2018 ·

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Lydia R
21 Mar 2018 ·

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6 John N
08 Mar 2018 ·
Still no news on the loan. A little nervous about it, but strangely feeling OK.
Lex M
08 Mar 2018 ·

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Lex M
08 Mar 2018 ·

I'm also getting a loan. Not sure if I want to but I got to live somewhere.

Miles W
08 Mar 2018 ·

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John N
08 Mar 2018 ·

Yeah, detest the idea of being in debt, but I've got no choice.

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6 John N
07 Mar 2018 ·
Waiting to hear back on the loan for the lawyer. Should be on edge waiting but I feel pretty good and expect a good response. Of course that's when something normally kicks me in the teeth (lately).
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6 John N
06 Mar 2018 ·
We agreed to split file jointly and split the return 50/50. I may make it.
Sophie D
06 Mar 2018 ·

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Nick N
06 Mar 2018 ·

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Metron A
07 Mar 2018 ·

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Michelle W
07 Mar 2018 ·

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4 John N
06 Mar 2018 ·
Realized a Court date is coming up sooner than I thought. Going to apply for a loan today. First debt since college. Hate it.
Miles W
06 Mar 2018 ·

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Michelle W
06 Mar 2018 ·

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April G
06 Mar 2018 ·

Good luck. I hope it goes well.

John N
06 Mar 2018 ·

Thank you.

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4 John N
05 Mar 2018 ·
Been nervous all day. Going back to martial arts tonight, which I'm looking for, but doesn't take away my anxiety. I rationally know I shouldn't be this way, but I can't boot it.
Michelle W
05 Mar 2018 ·

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Lex M
05 Mar 2018 ·

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Lex M
05 Mar 2018 ·

Which MA Are you doing?

Mark W
05 Mar 2018 ·

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Kris B
05 Mar 2018 ·

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John N
06 Mar 2018 ·

Bando, Lex M.

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6 John N
05 Mar 2018 ·
This may be weird. Just had a non-confrontational SMS exchange with the ex. To end it I tried to be casual and friendly. I now wish that we were back together again. Haven't had that feeling in ...
John N
05 Mar 2018 ·

a while now. The Getting Back Together Fantasy. It's bittersweet right now, knowing it won't happen. But my anger and hurt is gone right now. Just the longing. But not in a painful way. Not now, at least.

John N
05 Mar 2018 ·

Does this make sense to anyone?

Tomás H
05 Mar 2018 ·

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Michelle W
05 Mar 2018 ·

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7 John N
04 Mar 2018 ·
I was in bad shape almost all day. Waiting for something terrible to happen. But it hasn't. Instead went to a writing MeetUp and now I'm working out.
Lydia R
04 Mar 2018 ·

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04 Mar 2018 ·

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Sophie D
04 Mar 2018 ·

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7 John N
03 Mar 2018 ·
WOrking out, watching a terrible movie with online pals. Going to email my lawyer. Relaxing and going to have a refeed meal.
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5 John N
03 Mar 2018 ·
Got another letter from ex's lawyer. She's pushing harder. Thankfully I have a lawyer working with me now, which makes the SI lessen a lot. Additionally my lawyer is far superior to hers.
John N
03 Mar 2018 ·

The biggest problem is I need money. I need my tax return to come like tomorrow. I am going to look into those places that give loans based upon your return.

John N
03 Mar 2018 ·

I am anti-debt and haven't had any real debt since like college. But I need this now.

Patricia S
03 Mar 2018 ·

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Lydia R
03 Mar 2018 ·

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nixiblu .
03 Mar 2018 ·

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John N
03 Mar 2018 ·

Thanks.

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2 John N
01 Mar 2018 ·
Ex is trying to crush me financially. I'm hoping that I'll still have enough money to eat. I was at a zero for a good chunk of the night. Only a lawyer's direction to make an appointment helped.
Love 1
01 Mar 2018 ·

Happened to me, too. Wishing you peace.

John N
01 Mar 2018 ·

Thank you so much. Whenever someone else has said they've gone through a similar experience it helps to remind me that people do survive and reach the other side. I sometimes can't envision that.

Michelle W
01 Mar 2018 ·

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Love 1
01 Mar 2018 ·

There is an inner light, an inner guide that shepherded me through that darkness. I knew people who emerged better off from their experience, but chose not to expect anything & cultivate equanimity, patience, compassion to transcend

Love 1
01 Mar 2018 ·

...so that, regardless of what damage she caused- which was considerable, calculated & unexpected- I could take it & grow in strength to face whatever adversity life presented. I have peace and am financially stable 8 mo post-divorce. C

Love 1
01 Mar 2018 ·

Couldn't have done this without the love, help & support of my awesome friends & family.

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6 John N
28 Feb 2018 ·
I was pretty bad for most of the day, but I've been focusing on the fact that this current situation is not forever.
Emily G
28 Feb 2018 ·

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5 John N
28 Feb 2018 ·
Woke up
Anna N
28 Feb 2018 ·

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Love 1
28 Feb 2018 ·

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John N
28 Feb 2018 ·

Thanks. Hugs back.

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3 John N
28 Feb 2018 ·
Ex is bugging me about a financial situation and money is already tight. Trying to rattle my cage. It's working
Metron A
28 Feb 2018 ·

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John N
28 Feb 2018 ·

Thanks.

Michelle W
28 Feb 2018 ·

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John N
28 Feb 2018 ·

Thank you.

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5 John N
27 Feb 2018 ·
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Nick N
27 Feb 2018 ·

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4 John N
27 Feb 2018 ·
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Michelle W
27 Feb 2018 ·

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Nick N
27 Feb 2018 ·

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