That sounds fun. Great idea.
The best kind of party!
I feel you. I get that feeling too, when in a depressed phase. No desire to do anything useful. Hang on in there.
Alas, at the other side of a spazz out is the angst! I still feel anxious and paranoid, but it's like at the edges of my body, trying to get in....
Wow, that's amazing! Can I read it? I love poetry.
Sure! :D My Wattpad username is toxxicduck! Thanks for the interest!
Thank you! Just saw the answer now, will go and check it out :)
Hope the meds do you good. Sometimes we get lucky and find the right one right away.
Thanks Alicia. I hope is works out too. So far so good though.
Ruminating has that effect. It's hard to notice sometimes. I hope things get better today.
(oops hugged on accident), or apologizing for not figuring out when I was still a kid so I could get help for it.
It's selfish but I can't help but blame them for being negligent in me and my siblings mental health, basically letting us all try to live in normal society with completely abnormal brains
All the embarrassing childhood and teen memories feel like injustices now, and I feel the need for someone, the universe itself, to say 'I am sorry for doing this to you'
Sometimes it is hard to come to grips with the way things actually are. I think we have a tendency to blame others (parents especially), but the sad reality is they probably did the best they could with what they had. I'm sorry that things are not so
good for you. I hope things get better soon.
Thanks Metron. I rationally know that no one is to blame. Just feeling selfishly owed something.
As someone who has ADHD, I will say medicines do help. I am glad to see a 7. Keep it up, and best of luck with your meds. :D
Thanks Xavier. I don't want to have to rely on drugs to feel better, but it will at least help me get in the right direction