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6 Sydney P
4h ·
Wrote for 3 hours straight. Wish I could go longer before brain starts to overheat. Super headache now.
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6 Sydney P
1d ·
Having a me party
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Metron A
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Metron A
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That sounds fun. Great idea.

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tEnT S
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tEnT S
22h ·

The best kind of party!

Alicia B
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4 Sydney P
2d ·
E wants to run errands today. I really do not. Chores and errands feel like colossal wastes of time and energy. Maybe that's the ADHD talking...
Alicia B
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Alicia B
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I feel you. I get that feeling too, when in a depressed phase. No desire to do anything useful. Hang on in there.

Sydney P
4h ·

Thanks Alicia

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6 Sydney P
2d ·
Went to Chan's. Now to try being productive so I can reward myself with videogames later
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6 Sydney P
3d ·
Pressurey headache. A little irritable. But wrote 3210 words in one sitting.
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5 Sydney P
3d ·
Feeling completely baseline today. Better than being anxious for sure.
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5 Sydney P
4d ·
Sister nagging me about getting/making Christmas gifts for everyone. Weird pressure in my brain from the stress of it. I want to hide under a bed from Christmas. I have no money nor willpower for this
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7 Sydney P
5d ·
Finally have a modern smartphone after being without for a YEAR! Now I can use MoodPanda on the go! :P Day 3 of meds and still feeling good! I feel like a rocket about to blast off!!
Sydney P
5d ·

Alas, at the other side of a spazz out is the angst! I still feel anxious and paranoid, but it's like at the edges of my body, trying to get in....

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8 Sydney P
5d ·
Day 2 of Wellbutrin and I feel pretty great. It's just the testing phase though and dosage shouldn't be high enough to do much yet, so I think it's just the sunshine. Wrote 4 pages with breakfast!Woo!
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6 Sydney P
7d ·
My poetry collection on Wattpad is ranked #75 in the personal category. Pleasantly startling surprise, yet I'm pretty is must be a flaw in the algorithms or something XD
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Alicia B
6d ·

Wow, that's amazing! Can I read it? I love poetry.

Sydney P
5d ·

Sure! :D My Wattpad username is toxxicduck! Thanks for the interest!

Alicia B
21h ·

Thank you! Just saw the answer now, will go and check it out :)

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5 Sydney P
7d ·
Been fasting since yesterday for lab tests today, but for once my stomach actually wants to eat. Now I'm gonna be hangry all day...maybe we can get burgers afterwards...
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6 Sydney P
7d ·
IUD is just being a brat, simply being difficult to get out. Picked up new meds and get to try out being on anti-depressants now. Woot, I guess. Got some chocolate, Takis, and tamales as a pick-me-up.
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5 Sydney P
11 Dec 2018 ·
Ultrasound today to figure out why the IUD is stuck. Then gotta get my prescription of Wellbutrin :( I've never done meds like this before
Alicia B
6d ·

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6d ·

Hope the meds do you good. Sometimes we get lucky and find the right one right away.

Sydney P
5d ·

Thanks Alicia. I hope is works out too. So far so good though.

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4 Sydney P
10 Dec 2018 ·
Wrote a poem and now I just feel completely pissed. How can I wake up in a good mood and feel so utterly angry at everyone only hours later. And over something so little and stupid too.
Metron A
10 Dec 2018 ·

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Metron A
10 Dec 2018 ·

Ruminating has that effect. It's hard to notice sometimes. I hope things get better today.

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11 Dec 2018 · NEW

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5 Sydney P
10 Dec 2018 ·
Told Dad about the ADHD and he just nodded and said it goes hand-in-hand with Aspergers. I want SOMETHING else out of him...like remorse for letting me have a ***ty childhood, or...
Sydney P
10 Dec 2018 ·

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Sydney P
10 Dec 2018 ·

(oops hugged on accident), or apologizing for not figuring out when I was still a kid so I could get help for it.

Sydney P
10 Dec 2018 ·

It's selfish but I can't help but blame them for being negligent in me and my siblings mental health, basically letting us all try to live in normal society with completely abnormal brains

Sydney P
10 Dec 2018 ·

All the embarrassing childhood and teen memories feel like injustices now, and I feel the need for someone, the universe itself, to say 'I am sorry for doing this to you'

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Metron A
10 Dec 2018 ·

Sometimes it is hard to come to grips with the way things actually are. I think we have a tendency to blame others (parents especially), but the sad reality is they probably did the best they could with what they had. I'm sorry that things are not so

Metron A
10 Dec 2018 ·

good for you. I hope things get better soon.

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11 Dec 2018 · NEW

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Sydney P
11 Dec 2018 ·

Thanks Metron. I rationally know that no one is to blame. Just feeling selfishly owed something.

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7 Sydney P
10 Dec 2018 ·
had a dream I was a fairy and told I didn't have to go to school like normal kids (even though I'm an adult). It was amusing. Also feel good about stupid issues getting fixed.
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10 Dec 2018 ·

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5 Sydney P
10 Dec 2018 ·
Meds for infection are making me dizzy and nauseous. Cannabis is helpful but not completely. Good thing it's only for the week, I guess.
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10 Dec 2018 ·

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6 Sydney P
09 Dec 2018 ·
Black Bear Diner for Sunday. Then there will be much videogames.
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09 Dec 2018 ·

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6 Sydney P
08 Dec 2018 ·
Thank goodness it's the weekend
Addison S
08 Dec 2018 · NEW

YAS!!!!!!!!!

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08 Dec 2018 ·

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7 Sydney P
07 Dec 2018 ·
Diagnosed with ADHD. Not what I expected, but makes a lot of sense. Docs are gonna discuss drugs for dopamine and serotonin to balance attention and anxiety. I have a headache now but I feel good.
Xavier M
08 Dec 2018 ·

As someone who has ADHD, I will say medicines do help. I am glad to see a 7. Keep it up, and best of luck with your meds. :D

Sydney P
08 Dec 2018 ·

Thanks Xavier. I don't want to have to rely on drugs to feel better, but it will at least help me get in the right direction

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