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5 Marta M
18 May 2018 ·
I got a call for another job interview... this time is a paid full time job... i don't know how to feel...
tEnT S
19 May 2018 ·

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Lydia R
19 May 2018 ·

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Lieteke G
19 May 2018 ·

Well, they want you, which must feel good! Even if you are not sure about the job, it might be good to go for the interview. The more experience you get in it, the better. Then you know what to expect when the dream job comes along.

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7 Marta M
16 May 2018 ·
Work went pretty well! I work in a small office with only another girl, she's really nice and not too much talkative... I had a bit of a meltdown before leaving home for work though...
Marta M
16 May 2018 ·

but once there it was fine. People is nice and I could work quietly most of the time. :)

Penelope P
16 May 2018 ·

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16 May 2018 ·

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16 May 2018 ·

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6 Marta M
14 May 2018 ·
I feel surprisingly good given that I'll have to start a new job and met a bunch of new ppl tomorrow! It's weird... i feel nervous but somewhat calm too...
Lieteke G
14 May 2018 ·

Good luck for tomorrow! Tell us how it went. If you need some time to yourself, just hide in the bathroom for a few minutes.

Marta M
16 May 2018 ·

Thank you! It went well! I did go to the bathroom a couple times to hide, though!

Lieteke G
16 May 2018 ·

Good for you!! A new job is very overwhelming at first, so I am pleased you found your little outlet.

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6 Marta M
12 May 2018 ·
I'm starting my new unpaid internship job next week! I feel kinda excited... also terrified about meeting my boss & coworkers, but mostly excited not being at home all day...
Marta M
12 May 2018 ·

... and being able to stay away from my father for a few hours a day... i really hope this is the beginning of some changes in my life... I want to be stronger, get a paid job and leave my father's house to live my own life...

Marta M
12 May 2018 ·

I truly believe I'll be happier once I don't need him anymore, once I have my own life... even if I have to struggle to paid my bills, at least they'll be my own...

Marta M
12 May 2018 ·

and I'll finally have peace, silence, quietness... i'm so so tired of the yelling and teasing and patronizing...

Cindy M
12 May 2018 ·

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Cindy M
12 May 2018 ·

Good luck with the job and your goals

Lieteke G
12 May 2018 ·

Good luck, really hope you learn a lot and have fun!! It is the first step to a great career. . You go girl!

Margot L
12 May 2018 ·

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6 Marta M
09 May 2018 ·
Got a job interview yesterday, it went pretty good keeping in mind my anxiety problems... so it's great! If I accept I'll start next monday! But it's for an unpaid internship so...
Marta M
09 May 2018 ·

I don't know how to feel! Happy for being able to go there and do the interview... but is it worth it if I'm not going to get paid anything...?

Lieteke G
09 May 2018 ·

Will you be able to learn a lot? Can you afford not to have an income, will there be job prospects at the end of the internship? Will you feel comfortable in the internship? Will you be happy there? A lot of questions you can ask yourself. I

Lieteke G
09 May 2018 ·

I usually make a list with 2 sides, one all the positives the other one all the negatives and see which side wins. Not in how many things you have on each side, but how important they are. If there are only positives and the 1 negative is that you

Lieteke G
09 May 2018 ·

Can't afford it, than that is the most important one.

John T
09 May 2018 ·

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John T
09 May 2018 ·

You could try it for a bit and reassess after a week or so. Like Lieteke says, if you can afford to, it might be a learning opportunity.

Marta M
09 May 2018 ·

Thank you both for your advice! I feel more positive about it! It could be a good chance to learn... plus I'll have to go out daily instead of being all day home... It's a small office so it won't be so hard for me... being around a lot of people!

Marta M
09 May 2018 ·

Many thanks for taking the time to answer and help! I'm very grateful! :)

Lieteke G
09 May 2018 ·

No problem. Happy to be of help! Hope you will learm a lot!!!

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5 Marta M
05 May 2018 ·
I have job interview in 3 days... It's been so unexpected and so fast... I don't know if i'm more excited or terrified... I think terrified...
Penelope P
05 May 2018 ·

You can do it Marta. See it as a practice run because there will be others if it's not the job for you. Let us know how it goes, and remember to focus on a reward for after!

Penelope P
05 May 2018 ·

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Lydia R
05 May 2018 ·

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Marta M
08 May 2018 ·

Thanks for the hugs and nice words! The interview is today... I feel strangely calm one moment and feel sick the next one... Wish me luck! I prepared for it the best I could so... :/

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4 Marta M
30 Apr 2018 ·
Today I feel useless... haven't done anything... just been all day home doing nothing... I feel like I'm losing time and that makes me anxious and gives me stomach ache.
Lydia R
30 Apr 2018 ·

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30 Apr 2018 ·

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30 Apr 2018 ·

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6 Marta M
28 Apr 2018 ·
I've been doing some cleaning and organzing today... disorder was building up and it was pretty depressing... now that everything is neat and clean I feel better. :)
6yearsold -
28 Apr 2018 ·

Sounds good

John T
28 Apr 2018 ·

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Anna N
28 Apr 2018 ·

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Anna N
28 Apr 2018 ·

Having a clean house makes me feel better too!

Penelope P
28 Apr 2018 ·

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28 Apr 2018 ·

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28 Apr 2018 ·

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2 Marta M
27 Apr 2018 ·
Life isn't made for ppl like me... I have social anxiety and everything scares me... I always avoid eye contact and sometimes I won't go out for days just so I don't have to interact to people...
John T
27 Apr 2018 ·

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John T
27 Apr 2018 ·

I do the same, but life can be shaped into something that us as individuals, yes we might need extra care and support, but once you have that you'll take some stopping!

John T
27 Apr 2018 ·

*something that suits us as individuals

Dave C
27 Apr 2018 ·

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Penelope P
27 Apr 2018 ·

I am the same Marta. Please don't worry, there are more people than you would think that are like us & you'll see quite a few here on MP. There is no right or wrong, just do what you can.

Penelope P
27 Apr 2018 ·

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27 Apr 2018 ·

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27 Apr 2018 ·

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27 Apr 2018 ·

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Marta M
27 Apr 2018 ·

Thank you for all the hugs and nice words... but I don't know what to do... I need a job, but I'm terrified of job interviews... I'm trying to make a living from my art online but it's so hard...

Penelope P
27 Apr 2018 ·

I used to make sure I always had a treat or reward planned for after interviews (and dentist!). Also, you need to get it in your head that you are as much interviewing them as they are you. If they are horrid, why would you want to work for them.

Penelope P
27 Apr 2018 ·

Once I started to think that and also believe that if I didn't get the job then it wasn't going to be the right one for me, that made them a little easier to get through. I know it's hard but try to go easy on yourself. *Hugs*

Marta M
28 Apr 2018 ·

Thanks :)

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24 Apr 2018 ·
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25 Apr 2018 ·

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18 Apr 2018 ·
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5 Marta M
14 Apr 2018 ·
I've felt pretty anxious and depressed lately... couldn't even get to post my mood here... My relationship with my father is so bad... and i feel like it's wearing me out... I feel so tired...
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14 Apr 2018 ·

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7 Marta M
06 Apr 2018 ·
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07 Apr 2018 ·

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2 Marta M
30 Mar 2018 ·
I have one of those down days... I don't have a job, I still live with my father... and I'm way too old for that... it's so depressing... plus my father makes me feel like ***...
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30 Mar 2018 ·

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30 Mar 2018 ·

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6 Marta M
30 Mar 2018 ·
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27 Mar 2018 ·
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4 Marta M
26 Mar 2018 ·
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6 Marta M
26 Mar 2018 ·
Wake up late... but I don't know... I feel like this could be a good day!
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26 Mar 2018 · CHIEFPANDA

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