J still didn't answer me. Yesterday I wrote him a specific time we could meet, I hope he will answer...
Anticipation can be tough. You'll feel ok at the time.
Thanks, Me :)
answer, he has a lot of work and has to work till the evening. But I feel lonely, I'm afraid he doesn't like me anymore... Maybe I would be more sure if one of his colleagues who knows me didn't ignore me. I met him twice and he didn't answer on my
good morning. By the same time, J begun to write me less. Maybe I did something bad to that person who told it to J who doesn't like me anymore? I know that more probably J has a lot of work and that's why he doesn't answer, but I feel so insecure...
Hey, would you like to have a chat? Maybe I can make you feel a tad better. Not sure if there is a chat system here, but maybe there's a solution online
But still feeling fragile.
So happy for you! I hope your good sleep continues and big loves to you.
Yoga is supposed to be great! I've tried it a few times (and am usually pretty sore after too!). Wish I could do it regularly. I know it honestly changed one of my friends' lives.
something that made it clear he doesn't believe I'll ever have children. I feel so stupid and useless. I would need a month off to spend on a desert island. Or at least to move from my parents. But I don't have enough money to move and I would feel
bad because I would live alone so I would feel desperate that no one will live with me...
When thinking about it logically I KNOW it is not so bad, but it can't push this stupid feeling off.
I can relate big time. I feel some sort of hope about my painting now.. Which is really silly, because making it in the art world is basically impossible. Hope yours are more realistic.
They're not absolutely irrealistic, but it's highly possible that it won't happen. Good luck in your painting!
Asperger and other things, I'll probably never meet a guy who wants to live with me. I wrote to J, I understood from the answer that my platonic love is desesperate. We didn't talk about it, so I may be wrong, but I think not. And there are so many
other problems to solve...
I know some lovely people with Aspergers. You can't predict the future, Anna. Young, middle aged, or old, you'll most likely still have enough time on your side. Don't give up.
Thanks John :) I'm just in a difficult period. In fact, when I met J, I realized he's the man of my dreams, so it's difficult for me to cope with the idea we won't make a couple. But maybe I'm false, he's always kind with me and in his office he has
a postcard I've sent him.
Keep communicating is my advice. Misunderstanding can get explained and positive groundwork built upon further... I wish I had a girl of my dreams. I guess I've dreamt of too many women! :-D
Thanks John :) I will keep in touch with him, we are friends. I will speak about it with him once, but now, it's not the time. He has a lot of work and an important project to prepare that could mean a promotion for him, so I don't want to disturb hi
The person I met two weeks ago and who didn't answer to my hello didn't answer again two days ago. Feeling guilty that it's my fault, that I did something bad... I wonder why anyone can be a friend with me...
J wrote me yesterday. It made me happy for a while, but now I'm said again.
She has no university diploma, but apparently she knows much better than me how to study a university. I hope I will survive the last week. If I didn't need the diploma for my job, I wouldn't be so stressed.