We two agreed with this deadline, but I didn't know she agreed even though she didn't have enough time. I have also problems with some clients who are doing problems and think I'm not working well. Also problems with my family.
I did something I thought to be a joke, but my father had an argument with his sister about it. I'm feeling guilty about it.
And the guy I love is not really communicating. I know it's just because he has a lot of work and we aren't in relationship. Another guy is sympathetic, but he seems to ignore me, we don't see each other as often.
i'm sorry. you should take some space and time, maybe that would help?
I realized I made some faults in the case of those stupid clients, but not those they blame me for. But even though I feel guilty and stupid that I'm not able to do even a simple work.
Tomorrow I go for a trip, I hope it'll help.
Thank you for your hugs and support :)
I'm new at work, but I feel like everyone expects I should be working like I was there since a long time. I could maybe more concentrate on work if there wasn't that stupid team task, it makes me angry and depressed.
And later I wasn't able to say no, I can't do it in one month. And I have to cooperate with a girl that I don't have good relationship with and who wasn't working for the most of the time. The deadline is on Sunday, she's been working since yesterday
She did nothing for three weeks and she did the same (= working only in the very end doing something) the last time. I really don't have a working mood.