know because the professor was looking at me because he knew I normally answer. I'm feeling like now he thinks I'm stupid. I don't want him to think I'm stupid. I didn't answer because I didn't feel well and wasn't able to think.
And J still didn't answer to my message. I know he has a lot of work, but I feel like he doesn't like me.
And at work I was solving a non existing problem just because I'm not able to pay attention enough. I feel really stupid.
it's normal to feel sick sometimes, both mentally and physically. i don't know you personally but i can tell you that you are smart and the professor wasn't disappointed and didn't think you're stupid, there's nothing wrong if you didn't answer.
and if j didn't answer, distract yourself and take some time for yourself
It seems to me it's my university what's giving me this feeling. When I was abroad, I didn't feel that, but before (at my university), I did.
Thanks Maria :)
I wish my master thesis and my university studies were over...
I still have this fear. When I was living abroad, I chose to live in the university residence instead of a private flat just because I was afraid I would get lost, attacked, kidnapped or I don't know what and no one would know where I am.
The feeling I'm totally stupid, I won't do anything great in my life, because I'm stupid, so I shouldn't even try. I maybe need some days off, but I can't.
I even don't know why I said it. I feel guilty this girl is angry with my friend because of me :(
I wrote my friend if this girl wasn't angry with her, but she haven't answered me. I know she has a lot of work, but this makes me feeling like my friend is angry with me because I was talking too much...
And it makes me feeling guilty a bit...