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Moods are still weird, but it's been really nice hanging out with my mom. We got some lunch. My BF will get back from his trip tonight, im excited!
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6 Bipolar Bear .
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Very Happy my mom came over to hang out and have dinner. Had a good time watching tv and we talked/laughed for hours. She's staying the night. Very relieved to not be alone tonight, I was feeling down
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Maybe I have just a bit too much coffee but I feel hyper, jittery, racing thoughts, overly happy and excitable, but also thinking sad thoughts at the same time. I feel kind of crazy right now. 😡😡πŸ˜₯
Bipolar Bear .
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I haven't really drank any more coffee than usual though and that usually doesn't make me feel like this

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Brendan N
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Possibly a mild manic moment Bear, keep track of it. Ensure you have insight into your condition - know when you are cycling up or down

Bipolar Bear .
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You may be right Brendan! I'm bouncing between somewhat leveled and elated right this moment . I usually experience more of the depressive side of bipolar, this side is less common but still happens

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Blah migraines suck. Feeling anxious and a bit sad. Had to call off work because bright light is just too much for me today
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4.5. my heart breaks for my boyfriend, his great grandmother's health is declining and she is having a lot of trouble with her memory. Talked to him on the phone earlier and I heard him cry πŸ’” I wish
Bipolar Bear .
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I could give him a huge hug and hold him right now. Just 3 more days until he gets back , I wish there was something more I could do!

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Maybe you could go down to see him and give him extra support where he is. But honestly I don't know what else you could do, mostly bc I'm anti-social and don't get involved in relationships period.

Bipolar Bear .
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I wish I could, he is visiting her a thousand miles away from me.

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I think PMS may be starting, I feel a bit off. Usually for me this means the next 7 to 10 days entail drastic mood swings (both super high and low), irritability, high anxiety, extreme fatigue, etc.
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Bipolar Bear .
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Psychiatrist said it is possible that I have PMDD based on the severity of symptoms leading up to my periods. I guess it's pretty much PMS on steroids, and it can be debilitating. Anyone have any experience with this kind of thing?

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Xavier M
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That sucks I just googled that and remembered we started to cover that in my health class this year(9th grade) and that sucks. I have no experience cuz I'm a boy but I hope things get better. :)

Bipolar Bear .
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Thank you Xavier! :)

Xavier M
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Yea no problem. :)

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I had a really good night watching movies and eating great food with my mom, brother, and his girlfriend. Now I'm back home and feeling sad because I didn't want to leave. I need to try and go to bed
Bipolar Bear .
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But I'm feeling kind of anxious and Restless. maybe it's just because I'm at home at night by myself. It's late and I will only get a few hours of sleep before work. It's really not bad being by myself, I guess I'm just not used to it

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It does take some getting used to. There are good things about being alone, though. You can listen to music or play an instrument at night. You can walk around naked :)

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Manda P
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I walk around naked & live with people. πŸ˜‚ I'd be terrified to live by myself though. You guys are much stronger than I am. I could never survive!

Bipolar Bear .
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Haha I lie

Bipolar Bear .
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Not lie, Love you guys is what I meant lol

Alicia B
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BF goes to Arkansas tomorrow. I know he will only be gone 5 days but I'm still gonna miss him! Not used to having the house to myself for that long. It'll be good for some me time I guess
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Jeepers it's hot outside today! I feel a headache coming on. Perhaps it's time for a nap in the air conditioning. 0 motivation to be productive at the moment.
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The morning started really slowly and was a bit rough, but I'm feeling much better now.
Brendan N
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Good for you, Mood at 6? Excellent. As Winston Churchill once said 'If you are going through hell - keep going'. Never give up......

Bipolar Bear .
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Thanks Brendan! And thats a great quote, I love it!

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I have too many negative feelings inside of me. I hate that I can let a simple interaction with someone Define my mood. I hate that there's so many things I have not dealt with from my past, sometimes
Bipolar Bear .
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They eat me up inside. But they are not things I wish to tell anyone even though certain people know some of those things. I will just have to take some things to my grave because they could mess up my present life

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I have a good life, I have a wonderful boyfriend, a wonderful mother and brother, a couple great friends. I wish my dad was still on this Earth, and sometimes I still have trouble accepting he's gone. Sometimes I'm just so sad and angry, and it's

Bipolar Bear .
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Really difficult to pull myself out of those feelings. I have a good life, but sometimes I hurt so much on the inside and I can't even verbally Express it. I feel like there are no words to describe it, no ways to show it, it's just stuck in me with

Bipolar Bear .
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No way to release it. Some days I'm barely phased and I am happy and life feels normal, but the others it feels dark and hopeless inside my head

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I'm sorry you have these feelings too, BB. It is so hard to β€œmanage” if you can even call it that. I have things I did during a manic phase that I can't talk about either. My professionals & family know & that's hard enough! Sending love. πŸ’–

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Bipolar Bear .
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Thank you Manda and other pandas ❀❀ it means a lot

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Feeling okay, just really fatigued. Debating what to eat for lunch
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What did you decide on?

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Why the hell have I been getting grumpy lately? I find myself getting crabby, sensitive to certain sounds that drive me INSANE, and I want to snap everyone and everything. Happens all too often 😧
Bipolar Bear .
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* snap at.

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Alicia B
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Sounds familiar. I don't get that way anymore though, since I've been taking meds and working on my anxiety.

Bipolar Bear .
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Glad to hear Alicia! I'm on meds and they do seem to help a bit. Anxiety and over thinking accompanied by periods of deep sadness seems to be my biggest issue lately

Manda P
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I'm in the same boat, BB. Irritated SO easily & now that I don't have my relaxation medicine I'm pretty much a gigantic b*tch. I feel so bad for BF & daughter but I feel so unable to control it. πŸ˜”

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Stomach is cramping, I'm so tired and feel dead on my feet. Taking my break early even tho I'm pretty sure im not supposed to. I just feel like crap this morning. It's only a 5 hour
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Shift but it goes so slow when you feel under the weather y' know? I'd

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also love to have an actual weekend instead of 2 days off spread out through the week.

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Yay for a real weekend! Hope you feel better when you're off work finally.

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It was a good day I'm just feeling kinda sad for some reason. Hopefully sleep will help
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I'm hangry. Hopefully will feel better after eating, I feel irritable and self conscious ad weak
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I ate too much & still want to eat more. πŸ˜”

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8 Bipolar Bear .
15 Sep 2018 ·
My Mom had a really bad work day so my BF and I took her for a nice dinner and got her mind off things. Shared lots of laughs and love, was a good night! ❀❀ I should go to bed, it's almost 1am.
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6 Bipolar Bear .
14 Sep 2018 ·
The day has gotten better. Smoking cigs way too muc on my breaks, oh well. Happy to have tomorrow off, possibly going to the shooting range. Just 2 more hours left at work, woo!
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4 Bipolar Bear .
14 Sep 2018 ·
VERY crabby this morning. Definetly don't want to be here at work today
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Robert H
14 Sep 2018 ·

Take some deep breaths and use breaks to try to relax and destress.

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Manda P
14 Sep 2018 ·

Hope it ends up being a good day for you, BB. πŸ’–

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Bipolar Bear .
14 Sep 2018 ·

Thank you guys! I am beginning perk up a bit. ☺

Manda P
14 Sep 2018 ·

Yay! 😊

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6 Bipolar Bear .
13 Sep 2018 ·
Yuck my house is a mess. dishes piled up, the kitchen needs a good cleaning, need to vacuum, put away laundry, still need to unpack stuff from moving in months ago. Motivation is very low though.πŸ˜’
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13 Sep 2018 ·

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Patricia S
13 Sep 2018 ·

Know how you feel. Sometimes takes me years to finish unpacking

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