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4 Bipolar Bear .
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Staying strong for my mom, I still can't believe everything that has Happened. We are hurting but we will get through this. Breaking into tears randomly. Going fishing, it will be theraputic
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I am in disbelief right now. My mom's apartment building caught on fire, the apartment right beneath hers is where it started. Most of her things are destroyed/damaged by smoke. But the the most awful
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part is she had 3 cats. 2 of them did not survive. One was taken to the vet by a paramedic, he's a fighter. They have him in an oxygen chamber. Covered in soot and some debris, smoke inhalation, but They think hes gonna pull through.

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So sorry BB x

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I'm sorry.

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Manda P
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Oh, no. I'm so sorry this happened. Glad your mom is ok but still so sad for the cats.

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Sorry to read this! Sending you and your mum lots of love x

Bipolar Bear .
1d ·

Thank you everyone ❤

Jeff M
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Jeff M
24h ·

Ugh, that's horrible! I hope the cat makes it ok. Things can be replaced, but so so hard to lose pets. A kennel near me burned down last year, and bunch of dogs died in the fire. Was so sad! I used to board my dog there too...

Jeff M
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Hope your mother is doing ok!

Bipolar Bear .
16h ·

Thank you so much pandas and Jeff ❤ my mom is hanging in there, she is devastated. We all went down to the humane society to positively identify her 2 cats. I cannot describe the hurt and loss we are feeling. I pet them and kissed them one last time

Bipolar Bear .
16h ·

It was difficult to see them there lifeless. No burn at least, just smoke inhalation, I still can't get that overwheling Smokey smell from their fur out of my mind.

Bipolar Bear .
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The glimmer of happiness in all of this is that the survivor kitty is doing great! he is so resilient and is full of love. He even made it on the news as the paramedic was carrying him out. He is our miracle ❤❤❤

Tim S
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Great to hear the one is recovering. Hope you feel better soon

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Feeling a decent bit better today. The sun is finally out which helps. Off work early. Maybe will do some grocery shopping and chores
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Fatigue and sleepiness are really bad today. Feeling depressed and detached. Really feel like I need to cry but it seems like my medications block my ability to actually just let it out
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Moods were flat most of the day. Couldn't seem to find interest or joy in anything that I usually like to do. Tired, it's time for bed
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Ulhas A
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keep on keeping on ! you got this ! :D

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Head cold fun.Very grateful that someone took my shift today it snowed a lot and it is so heavy that large tree branches are breaking all over town. Lots of them in the roads. Good day to stay inside.
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Moods are dipping. Trying to fight off this head cold or whatever the hell it is. Irritable. Feeling sad, fatigued. Going to try and nap. BF wants to go fishing after he's off work, I love fishing but
Bipolar Bear .
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it's kind of crappy outside and I just don't feel too great right now.

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It's tough when your feeling like that... maybe he can stay in with you instead?

Bipolar Bear .
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Im hoping so. He was super excited about it lastnight and I'm sure he's been looking forward to it all day so I hoping he won't be too upset or anything.

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Period started, some cramps but not unbearable. Have a headcold and it made sleeping tough, thank goodness for Sudafed!!! Off to work, I hope it goes quickly
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5 Bipolar Bear .
16 May 2019 ·
Feeling a little better today, mentally stable. Got off work early and ran some errands. Very tired, going to try to nap before going to my brother's to work on his house and pull up old carpet.
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16 May 2019 ·

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3 Bipolar Bear .
15 May 2019 ·
I don't really feel okay today. Feel Extra sensitive to hormone fluctuations. I'm almost certain it's Premenstrual Disphoric Disorder, it's much worse than regular PMS and every damn month it's the
Bipolar Bear .
15 May 2019 ·

same pattern, the same mood swings about 10 days before period, the same thoughts that don't feel like my own, anger, crying spells that feel uncontrollable, deep depression, irritability, extra sensitive to certain noises, fatigue, withdrawn,

Bipolar Bear .
15 May 2019 ·

irrational thinking, functioning at work is difficult (even though it's an EASY job), insomnia followed by excessive sleeping, so much worry about everything, racing thoughts, fcking mental misery

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15 May 2019 ·

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Penelope P
15 May 2019 ·

Sorry you are going through this misery BBear.

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16 May 2019 ·

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Bipolar Bear .
16 May 2019 ·

Thank you pandas ❤❤❤

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17 May 2019 ·

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Manda P
17 May 2019 ·

Hope you are feeling better now, BB. That sounds rough. 💖

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3 Bipolar Bear .
14 May 2019 ·
BAM, grief suddenly hit me like a freight train. Was feeling fine, then I realize that tomorrow will make 4 years since my dad died. Bouncing between being okayish and crying cuz it hurts like hell.
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14 May 2019 ·

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Jeff M
14 May 2019 ·

Aw, I'm sorry...those kind of anniversaries are so difficult. You'll get through this, like you got through the last few years, and it's ok to feel grief.

me M
14 May 2019 ·

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Bipolar Bear .
16 May 2019 ·

Thank you pandas. And thank you Jeff ❤

Ulhas A
17 May 2019 ·

Were all there with you ! And If I may say so..your dad is with you too,looking down upon you from the stars above,proud of his daughter's strength and courage. : )

Bipolar Bear .
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Aw Thank you Ulhas! :') ❤

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5 Bipolar Bear .
14 May 2019 ·
Dark, Messed up thoughts before I went to bed last night. Feeling okay this morning other than the wrath of taco bell I ate for dinner.
Jeff M
14 May 2019 ·

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Jeff M
14 May 2019 ·

Heh, 'wrath of taco bell'! I know what you mean...

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5 Bipolar Bear .
12 May 2019 ·
Head hurts, slept on my neck wrong, tossed and turned all night. Super sore Work is slow. So far it's a meh day, and I feel completely exhausted.
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12 May 2019 ·

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Penelope P
13 May 2019 ·

I have pain in my neck left side. Thought it had gone but I must have laid on it wrong and it's returned so you have my sympathies.

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13 May 2019 ·

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6 Bipolar Bear .
12 May 2019 ·
Went through my old room at my bro's (formerly dad's) house and it was like a time capsule of my childhood. It was bittersweet, so many warm memories, so many old things I had forgotten that brought
Bipolar Bear .
12 May 2019 ·

me joy. Some Things that I need to start letting go of, it

Bipolar Bear .
12 May 2019 ·

isn't easy but it is necessary to purge things.

Cora K
12 May 2019 ·

That's really special

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John T
14 May 2019 ·

https://youtu.be/v4mEB6JEbGM your post reminded me of this song... It gets sadder and sadder but is kinda comforting in the end.

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6 Bipolar Bear .
11 May 2019 ·
BF and I are Getting ready to meet my mom, bro and his GF for a nice lunch for early mothers day ❤
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11 May 2019 ·

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5 Bipolar Bear .
10 May 2019 ·
Felt a little sensitive before bed lastnight at BF's comment about eventually I should keep my hours and work more. I totally agree so why am I upset? I guess I feel like I've been letting him down or
Bipolar Bear .
10 May 2019 ·

something by not working much lately. I also had a horrible dream that my mom died, it was fcking terrible and it felt so real. It took me a moment after waking up to realize it was just a dream, I've never felt so relieved

Manda P
10 May 2019 ·

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Manda P
10 May 2019 ·

Oh, no. I'm sorry you had that awful dream. That kind of thing sticks with ya.

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John T
10 May 2019 ·

I'm proud of you to be able to work any amount considering bipolar diagnosis. You must be strong and resilient. That comes from personal growth you are responsible for. So well done.

Lydia R
10 May 2019 ·

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10 May 2019 ·

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Bipolar Bear .
11 May 2019 ·

Thank you pandas!

Bipolar Bear .
11 May 2019 ·

And thanks Manda, it Definetly messed me up. It took most of the day to recover from that dream

Bipolar Bear .
11 May 2019 ·

Thank you so much John, that means a lot to me!!

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11 May 2019 ·

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5 Bipolar Bear .
10 May 2019 ·
Got super lucky and someone took my work shift tomorrow. Relieved I will have it off so I can relax and hopefully get myself in a better headspace. Been irritable and depressed all today. Its bedtime
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10 May 2019 ·

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3 Bipolar Bear .
09 May 2019 ·
Oh hi PMS, time of month is approaching again already? Stop making me feel so freaking sad and dredging up crap I don't want to think about. Feeling really down, think I need to cry but can't yet
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09 May 2019 ·

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Bipolar Bear .
09 May 2019 ·

Off work early and People in traffic were nuts. Guy also almost hit my car is in the parking lot. Anxiety is way up, super tired. So relieved to be home with my kitty where I can isolate. It willbe the day of naps, eating my feelings, and videogames.

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09 May 2019 ·

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John T
09 May 2019 ·

What game have you got lined up B Bear?

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09 May 2019 ·

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Bipolar Bear .
09 May 2019 ·

Currently been playing Shadow of the Tomb Raider, I love it!

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09 May 2019 ·

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John T
10 May 2019 ·

I remember playing tomb raider 1 on PC it was the best looking game I'd ever seen! I must have been 9 or 10

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10 May 2019 ·

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Manda P
10 May 2019 ·

I had started playing that game but never finished. Lots of fun though!

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4 Bipolar Bear .
07 May 2019 ·
Sorry guys if this is TMI, but constipation SUCKS! Stomach pain and insides feel so bound up. Really not feeling good today.
Jeff M
07 May 2019 ·

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John T
07 May 2019 ·

Eat plenty of fibre, fruit and veg etc.

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07 May 2019 ·

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Manda P
07 May 2019 ·

I deal with this all the time. It does suck. John is right, lots of fiber. I usually have to use a stool softener though. So glad I just shared that. 😂

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08 May 2019 ·

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Bipolar Bear .
08 May 2019 ·

Lol Thank you pandas!

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5 Bipolar Bear .
06 May 2019 ·
Stomach problems, groggy but im coming out of it slowly. Work is going decently quickly atleast.
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