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4 Bipolar Bear .
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2nd time I've pulled out of a parking spot at work and almost got hit by ppl going too fast. They get mad and act like it's my fault as if I didn't look before backing out. Its not even 9am yet and Im
Bipolar Bear .
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already so done with people's bullsh!t . I'm angry and irritable right now, glad to be home despite feeling guilty for taking Early out at work. I don't like feeling this way. I almost got destructive angry earlier which is not normal for me at all.

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Feeling rather woozy. My eyes are so heavy. I have the overwhelming urge to lie down and sleep, energy is totally zapped for some reason. Maybe it PMS, I don't know.
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Enjoying a Beautiful thunderstorm! Have to go Back to work tomorrow, not excited about it. Worried about my mom, she's having a really hard time emotionally.
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I feel guilty about barely working, especially by choice. Pretty sure BF thinks im lazy and possibly inadequate about it. Im not being the best about communicating my feelings, I'm fcking depressed
Bipolar Bear .
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and feel so vulnerable discussing it. I disguise it with physical ailments. And though I do suffer from them, they are pretty minimal in comparison to the mental anguish I'm truly feeling. It's the true heart of it all.

Bipolar Bear .
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Opening up isn't easy, especially because he doesn't always seem receptive or nice about our. Sometimes he is kind and caring about it, and tries to comfort me anyway he can, but other times he acts kind of cold about it and like I'm just being a

Bipolar Bear .
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baby about stuff. Not knowing which response is going to happen, I usually don't say much about it, or mention it more in passing rather than actually sitting down and talking deeper about it. Honestly his response kind of makes or breaks it and I

Bipolar Bear .
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Have given too much stock in what other people's responses and moods towards me are like, especially his. I let it dictate how I ultimately feel the whole day and I hate it

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Manda P
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I'm sorry you have to feel this way. Have you considered writing him a letter? Just the act of doing it will help & giving it to him could change things. You are definitely not acting like a baby. You suffer from a mental illness.

John T
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John T
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Manda is right. You can't do some jobs with a broken arms and legs. You can't do more with mental health problems. Don't blame yourself.

Bipolar Bear .
2d ·

Thank you guys ❤ that's a good idea Manda! And thank you John!

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Smoking cigs too much, really don't feel ready to give them up though despite how terrible they are for me. Feeling a bit down but im still getting some things done today
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You will feel so much better if you give them up!

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5 Bipolar Bear .
16 Jul 2019 ·
Feeling okay this morning, stomach is unhappy though. Having struggles changing my diet because I always want the comfort food that's quick and easy. Always upsets my stomach
me M
16 Jul 2019 ·

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5 Bipolar Bear .
16 Jul 2019 ·
Completely fatigued, been insanely tired all day. Excited to go to bed soon! Hoping for recupritive sleep tonight.
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16 Jul 2019 ·

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4 Bipolar Bear .
15 Jul 2019 ·
Oh Crap I forgot take my meds before leaving for work. Going to try to keep my head together. Feeling sad and on edge
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15 Jul 2019 ·

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Mellory G
15 Jul 2019 ·

One day I forgot them at home and left to the middle of nowhere. Worst night! Think of how you comw

Mellory G
15 Jul 2019 ·

...come

Mellory G
15 Jul 2019 ·

..come home soon and take them and it's gonna be alright!

sonny S
15 Jul 2019 ·

Don't eat any carbs for lunch. If you can try to eat a lot healthy fats. Should help you stay above water.

me M
15 Jul 2019 ·

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Bipolar Bear .
16 Jul 2019 ·

Thank you guys! ❤

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4 Bipolar Bear .
13 Jul 2019 ·
Mood swings, irritable, depressive tendencies, fighting off anger outbursts. I don't really want to be nice right now especially when I'm getting poked at and belittled, but if I outburst nothing
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13 Jul 2019 ·

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13 Jul 2019 ·

good will come of it

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14 Jul 2019 ·

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5 Bipolar Bear .
12 Jul 2019 ·
Moods are strange. Not awful, but certainly not very good. Sensitive, kind of sad off and on. I dont like it.
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12 Jul 2019 ·

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5 Bipolar Bear .
12 Jul 2019 ·
Seems that Hormones are shifting and its causing me to feel a bit sensitive/emotional. Saw my mom earlier today and it was nice, and For some reason now I miss her a lot even though I just saw her.
Bipolar Bear .
12 Jul 2019 ·

Feels similar to when I was a child and would get severe separation anxiety pretty much any time I was away from her.

me M
12 Jul 2019 ·

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6 Bipolar Bear .
11 Jul 2019 ·
Feeling pretty good. Didn't sleep much and a bit groggy but feeling some motivation to clean the house. Some mood swings here and there and a bout of anxiety yesterday but this morning is calm
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11 Jul 2019 ·

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8 Bipolar Bear .
08 Jul 2019 ·
Doing well. About to get a new project rolling, off work early. Gonna clean the house and go for a consultation with a very talented tattoo artist later.
Gabrielle H
08 Jul 2019 ·

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foxinthehenhouse J
08 Jul 2019 ·

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09 Jul 2019 ·

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4 Bipolar Bear .
01 Jul 2019 ·
Moods are inconsistent and fluctuating. Im okay and energetic for a bit and then get really sad. Mom's cat will be going back with her soon now that she has found a place and I'm happy for her but
Bipolar Bear .
01 Jul 2019 ·

I've gotten so accustomed to him being here and I'm feeling really down about him leaving. I love him so much, and I know mom does too. She really needs him especially after losing her other 2 cats from apartment fire. It's truly a miracle he made it

Bipolar Bear .
01 Jul 2019 ·

out alive. I need to find a way to stop worrying so much and accept that I can't be in control of everything. Have to keep telling myself that they will be okay and safe. Always paranoid about terrible things happening to loved ones, and extra

Bipolar Bear .
01 Jul 2019 ·

paranoid ever since her apartment building caught on fire over a month ago.

Meri C
01 Jul 2019 ·

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Meri C
01 Jul 2019 ·

I get this all too well, intrusive thoughts suck. I'm sorry you have to say bye to your sweet little kitty buddy. Maybe it's time to consider adopting a new fluffy companion?

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01 Jul 2019 ·

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Jeff M
01 Jul 2019 ·

Yes, my first thought is that you should get your own kitty! Sounds like it would be perfect for you!

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6 Bipolar Bear .
30 Jun 2019 ·
Between 5 and 6. Trying to not get irritated with things. Need to super clean the house, I can't stand the mess and clutter any longer!
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30 Jun 2019 ·

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6 Bipolar Bear .
29 Jun 2019 ·
I feel okay right now. Doing research on the fish i want for my next aquarium, keeping my mind busy. Need to really go back to work tomorrow.
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01 Jul 2019 ·

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4 Bipolar Bear .
29 Jun 2019 ·
The day improved some but it's been very bumpy. I managed to keep myself together but I came so close to completely breaking down. Tired, gonna force myself to shower soon.
me M
29 Jun 2019 ·

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5 Bipolar Bear .
28 Jun 2019 ·
Almost had a breakdown this morning while helping BF's family with their house. Its been building a while for many unrelated reasons but snide comments and sarcasm towards me didn't help. My mind
Bipolar Bear .
28 Jun 2019 ·

went to very dark and scary places about wanting to hurt myself and picturing myself dying. I had to run to bathroom to let out some quick tears and then I went back to trying to work. When the storm in my brain calmed down I of course don't actuall

Bipolar Bear .
28 Jun 2019 ·

Actually want to die, and im good about controlling my urges to self harm even tho i think about it too frequently sometimes. I felt like i was in a tailspin and about to lose it and the worst part was trying to pretend I was fine, just not working

Bipolar Bear .
28 Jun 2019 ·

my best because I was tired, that Was my illusion. To be surrounded by ppl but feeling completely alone and lost in your head and feeling like you cant reach out at the time becayse that would mean breaking down in front of everyone

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28 Jun 2019 ·

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4 Bipolar Bear .
27 Jun 2019 ·
Feel like crap. Stomach is very unhappy and im so tired. Forced myself to get up for a bit but Contemplating going back to bed. Im in a sad headspace right now. Anxious. Glad I don't have work today.
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27 Jun 2019 ·

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7 Bipolar Bear .
27 Jun 2019 ·
Good things happening. My mom found a nice place to live, I am so happy for her. BF bought a new gun and we are so excited to take it to the range. Added some new fish and red shrimp to my aquarium.
Bipolar Bear .
27 Jun 2019 ·

I have found fishkeeping to be very theraputic for me. Planning to buy a 75 gallon tank tomorrow and further my journey into the world of fish

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27 Jun 2019 ·

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