I haven't really drank any more coffee than usual though and that usually doesn't make me feel like this
Possibly a mild manic moment Bear, keep track of it. Ensure you have insight into your condition - know when you are cycling up or down
You may be right Brendan! I'm bouncing between somewhat leveled and elated right this moment . I usually experience more of the depressive side of bipolar, this side is less common but still happens
I could give him a huge hug and hold him right now. Just 3 more days until he gets back , I wish there was something more I could do!
Maybe you could go down to see him and give him extra support where he is. But honestly I don't know what else you could do, mostly bc I'm anti-social and don't get involved in relationships period.
I wish I could, he is visiting her a thousand miles away from me.
Psychiatrist said it is possible that I have PMDD based on the severity of symptoms leading up to my periods. I guess it's pretty much PMS on steroids, and it can be debilitating. Anyone have any experience with this kind of thing?
That sucks I just googled that and remembered we started to cover that in my health class this year(9th grade) and that sucks. I have no experience cuz I'm a boy but I hope things get better. :)
Thank you Xavier! :)
Yea no problem. :)
But I'm feeling kind of anxious and Restless. maybe it's just because I'm at home at night by myself. It's late and I will only get a few hours of sleep before work. It's really not bad being by myself, I guess I'm just not used to it
It does take some getting used to. There are good things about being alone, though. You can listen to music or play an instrument at night. You can walk around naked :)
I walk around naked & live with people. 😂 I'd be terrified to live by myself though. You guys are much stronger than I am. I could never survive!
Haha I lie
Not lie, Love you guys is what I meant lol
Good for you, Mood at 6? Excellent. As Winston Churchill once said 'If you are going through hell - keep going'. Never give up......
Thanks Brendan! And thats a great quote, I love it!
They eat me up inside. But they are not things I wish to tell anyone even though certain people know some of those things. I will just have to take some things to my grave because they could mess up my present life
I have a good life, I have a wonderful boyfriend, a wonderful mother and brother, a couple great friends. I wish my dad was still on this Earth, and sometimes I still have trouble accepting he's gone. Sometimes I'm just so sad and angry, and it's
Really difficult to pull myself out of those feelings. I have a good life, but sometimes I hurt so much on the inside and I can't even verbally Express it. I feel like there are no words to describe it, no ways to show it, it's just stuck in me with
No way to release it. Some days I'm barely phased and I am happy and life feels normal, but the others it feels dark and hopeless inside my head
I'm sorry you have these feelings too, BB. It is so hard to “manage” if you can even call it that. I have things I did during a manic phase that I can't talk about either. My professionals & family know & that's hard enough! Sending love. 💖
Thank you Manda and other pandas ❤❤ it means a lot
What did you decide on?
* snap at.
Sounds familiar. I don't get that way anymore though, since I've been taking meds and working on my anxiety.
Glad to hear Alicia! I'm on meds and they do seem to help a bit. Anxiety and over thinking accompanied by periods of deep sadness seems to be my biggest issue lately
I'm in the same boat, BB. Irritated SO easily & now that I don't have my relaxation medicine I'm pretty much a gigantic b*tch. I feel so bad for BF & daughter but I feel so unable to control it. 😔
Shift but it goes so slow when you feel under the weather y' know? I'd
also love to have an actual weekend instead of 2 days off spread out through the week.
Yay for a real weekend! Hope you feel better when you're off work finally.
I ate too much & still want to eat more. 😔
Take some deep breaths and use breaks to try to relax and destress.
Hope it ends up being a good day for you, BB. 💖
Thank you guys! I am beginning perk up a bit. ☺
Know how you feel. Sometimes takes me years to finish unpacking