already so done with people's bullsh!t . I'm angry and irritable right now, glad to be home despite feeling guilty for taking Early out at work. I don't like feeling this way. I almost got destructive angry earlier which is not normal for me at all.
and feel so vulnerable discussing it. I disguise it with physical ailments. And though I do suffer from them, they are pretty minimal in comparison to the mental anguish I'm truly feeling. It's the true heart of it all.
Opening up isn't easy, especially because he doesn't always seem receptive or nice about our. Sometimes he is kind and caring about it, and tries to comfort me anyway he can, but other times he acts kind of cold about it and like I'm just being a
baby about stuff. Not knowing which response is going to happen, I usually don't say much about it, or mention it more in passing rather than actually sitting down and talking deeper about it. Honestly his response kind of makes or breaks it and I
Have given too much stock in what other people's responses and moods towards me are like, especially his. I let it dictate how I ultimately feel the whole day and I hate it
I'm sorry you have to feel this way. Have you considered writing him a letter? Just the act of doing it will help & giving it to him could change things. You are definitely not acting like a baby. You suffer from a mental illness.
Manda is right. You can't do some jobs with a broken arms and legs. You can't do more with mental health problems. Don't blame yourself.
Thank you guys ❤ that's a good idea Manda! And thank you John!
You will feel so much better if you give them up!
One day I forgot them at home and left to the middle of nowhere. Worst night! Think of how you comw
..come home soon and take them and it's gonna be alright!
Don't eat any carbs for lunch. If you can try to eat a lot healthy fats. Should help you stay above water.
Thank you guys! ❤
good will come of it
Feels similar to when I was a child and would get severe separation anxiety pretty much any time I was away from her.
I've gotten so accustomed to him being here and I'm feeling really down about him leaving. I love him so much, and I know mom does too. She really needs him especially after losing her other 2 cats from apartment fire. It's truly a miracle he made it
out alive. I need to find a way to stop worrying so much and accept that I can't be in control of everything. Have to keep telling myself that they will be okay and safe. Always paranoid about terrible things happening to loved ones, and extra
paranoid ever since her apartment building caught on fire over a month ago.
I get this all too well, intrusive thoughts suck. I'm sorry you have to say bye to your sweet little kitty buddy. Maybe it's time to consider adopting a new fluffy companion?
Yes, my first thought is that you should get your own kitty! Sounds like it would be perfect for you!
went to very dark and scary places about wanting to hurt myself and picturing myself dying. I had to run to bathroom to let out some quick tears and then I went back to trying to work. When the storm in my brain calmed down I of course don't actuall
Actually want to die, and im good about controlling my urges to self harm even tho i think about it too frequently sometimes. I felt like i was in a tailspin and about to lose it and the worst part was trying to pretend I was fine, just not working
my best because I was tired, that Was my illusion. To be surrounded by ppl but feeling completely alone and lost in your head and feeling like you cant reach out at the time becayse that would mean breaking down in front of everyone
I have found fishkeeping to be very theraputic for me. Planning to buy a 75 gallon tank tomorrow and further my journey into the world of fish