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6 Bipolar Bear .
23h ·
Excited for new job to start on the 30th, in the meantime gonna have to adjust to pretty early mornings and going to work before my BF does. Im super cool with that!
Bipolar Bear .
23h ·

I love him to death but he tends to be super grouchy and condescending in the mornings probably cuz he's always tired, I totally get it...

Robert H
23h ·

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Bipolar Bear .
23h ·

HOWEVER, it gets old quickly and Im pretty done with letting his moods affect my mornings.

Robert H
23h ·

Good luck with adjusting to early mornings and the new job! It won't be easy at first but after a while, you'll get used to the routine.

Jeff M
22h ·

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Bipolar Bear .
21h ·

Thanks Robert! I'm definitely not a huge morning person so I'm sure I'm going to be tired a lot. I thank the caffeine gods for coffee β˜•

Bipolar Bear .
21h ·

Will be a little extra rough for a while with my other job and it's weird. scheduling but hopefully I can manage, definitely could use the money

V R
16h ·

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10 Bipolar Bear .
2d ·
I aced the tests and interview πŸ˜ƒ just have a drug test tomorrow and I will start soon. I'm so happy right now!πŸŽ‰
Jeff M
2d ·

Yay! Congratulations!

Bipolar Bear .
2d ·

Thank you! :)

Tasha S
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Don't eat poppy seed bread today!

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Pretty Nervous and anxious about this job interview and assessment πŸ˜”πŸ˜₯ just an hour and a half until its time. Deep breathsπŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯
Jeff M
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Feeling kinda anxious, I have assessments and job interview tomorrow. I hope it goes well, I could really use this second job #FingersCrossed
Manda P
2d ·

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It's a mellow morning, feeling pretty relaxed and sleepy. it's relieving to feel better this moment! Maybe I'll take 1 more hour or so to snooze and then walk the dog 😴 πŸ•
Jeff M
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Sometimes my BF can be really nice but lately he makes a lot of offhand comments and talks down to me, his words can be so hurtful and i linger on every single one of them. I feel invalidated.
Bipolar Bear .
4d ·

I want to tell him how I feel, but I feel so vulnerable and down already. Im afraid he won't be receptive.

Bipolar Bear .
4d ·

Or worse he will just tear me down. Maybe im just being irrational and over thinking it like I do with everything. Im scared I don't make h

Bipolar Bear .
4d ·

Him happy anymore. I wish I could look at this from an outside perspective, I can't see the forest thru the trees.

Janine S
4d ·

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Janine S
4d ·

I think it's best to try to talk things through with him

Tasha S
3d ·

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Psych appointment on 23rd, can't come soon enough. 20 minute session is all I can afford, mostly so he can okay med refills for the same meds I've been on for 12 yrs. Need adjustment or different meds
Zoe D
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Sometimes i'm not sure the difference between what's real and what is just my perception of things. All I know is that I feel like I'm not good enough and I feel like a stupid burden most of the time
Becca B
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Took forever to finally sleep last night when noise outside jolted me out of bed at 1am. Look out the window to see 3 Sketchy people in front of my house, 1 was leaning against MY car! They lingered
Bipolar Bear .
6d ·

around for a while and I called the cops I felt so panicked. They disappeared b4 cops came and couldn't be found.

Bipolar Bear .
6d ·

Felt good top habe

Bipolar Bear .
6d ·

Felt reassuring to have cops come out and search the neighborhood. Still freaks me out tho. Been having nightmares about break ins lately

sonny S
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Bipolar Bear .
6d ·

I'm exhausted,my anxiety is really bad, I have things to do but I'm just so tired and irritable. I just want to curl up in a ball, cry and sleep

Lydia R
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Tasha S
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Despite BF being kind of a dick this morning im not feeling too shabby. No work today which is great and i have the house to myself. Time for errands, housework and some relaxation
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5 Bipolar Bear .
11 Jul 2018 ·
Ugh why do i do this to myself? Signed up for something im not even prepared for and tried to reschdule since that was an option but I couldn't reach anyone. I hope I didnt screw my future chances
Jeff M
11 Jul 2018 ·

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5 Bipolar Bear .
10 Jul 2018 ·
BF was very grumpy this morning and ***y at me. Now im grumpy, anxious and feeling kinda down. Guess I'm gonna clean the house and get crap done. I hope it helps my mood
Jeff M
10 Jul 2018 ·

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10 Jul 2018 ·

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11 Jul 2018 ·

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7 Bipolar Bear .
10 Jul 2018 ·
Spent the day snoozing off and on. Glad I didn't have to work today, it's been nice to relax. Didn't get anything done around the house but that's okay.
Raquel P
10 Jul 2018 · NEW

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Tasha S
10 Jul 2018 ·

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3 Bipolar Bear .
09 Jul 2018 ·
Amazed at just how quickly my moods can flop. I was feeling better for a while today after a nap and work wasnt bad even tho im sure I always mess something up. Told BFS brother I hope he's
Bipolar Bear .
09 Jul 2018 ·

Doing well even though I know he's not and I don't know why I said that I probably just made him feel bad and now I feel bad. Ma

Bipolar Bear .
09 Jul 2018 ·

Maybe I should just keep my mouth shut and not say anything to people I just make things worse even though I try to help

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09 Jul 2018 · NEW

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09 Jul 2018 ·

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4 Bipolar Bear .
08 Jul 2018 ·
Ugh I feel crappy. sleep deprivation makes my anxiety much worse, I'm worrying about EVERYTHING today. Stomach issues from too much coffee, I'm so tired and irritable. hopefully I can get a quick nap
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5 Bipolar Bear .
08 Jul 2018 ·
4 hours til early meeting, sleep schedule is screwed. Bouncing between elated/outgoing and apathetic/depressed/anxious.
Maite P
08 Jul 2018 ·

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08 Jul 2018 ·

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9 Bipolar Bear .
08 Jul 2018 ·
Oh boy here's the hyper mania super elated excited ceazy. Let's see how this goes, I hope the down swing from this isn't too bad
Tasha S
08 Jul 2018 ·

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6 Bipolar Bear .
07 Jul 2018 ·
Going back to work in an hour after having 9 days off, feeling a bit anxious about it cuz Saturdays are usually busy at my store. Doing customer service exhausts me, especially when ppl r rude to me
Tasha S
08 Jul 2018 ·

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6 Bipolar Bear .
07 Jul 2018 ·
Feeling kinda restless and fidgety even though Im plenty tired. Overthinking and racing thoughts are more frequent at night, it's frustrating! Need to shower and sleep, it's so late
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07 Jul 2018 ·

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