part is she had 3 cats. 2 of them did not survive. One was taken to the vet by a paramedic, he's a fighter. They have him in an oxygen chamber. Covered in soot and some debris, smoke inhalation, but They think hes gonna pull through.
So sorry BB x
Oh, no. I'm so sorry this happened. Glad your mom is ok but still so sad for the cats.
Sorry to read this! Sending you and your mum lots of love x
Thank you everyone ❤
Ugh, that's horrible! I hope the cat makes it ok. Things can be replaced, but so so hard to lose pets. A kennel near me burned down last year, and bunch of dogs died in the fire. Was so sad! I used to board my dog there too...
Hope your mother is doing ok!
Thank you so much pandas and Jeff ❤ my mom is hanging in there, she is devastated. We all went down to the humane society to positively identify her 2 cats. I cannot describe the hurt and loss we are feeling. I pet them and kissed them one last time
It was difficult to see them there lifeless. No burn at least, just smoke inhalation, I still can't get that overwheling Smokey smell from their fur out of my mind.
The glimmer of happiness in all of this is that the survivor kitty is doing great! he is so resilient and is full of love. He even made it on the news as the paramedic was carrying him out. He is our miracle ❤❤❤
Great to hear the one is recovering. Hope you feel better soon
keep on keeping on ! you got this ! :D
it's kind of crappy outside and I just don't feel too great right now.
It's tough when your feeling like that... maybe he can stay in with you instead?
Im hoping so. He was super excited about it lastnight and I'm sure he's been looking forward to it all day so I hoping he won't be too upset or anything.
same pattern, the same mood swings about 10 days before period, the same thoughts that don't feel like my own, anger, crying spells that feel uncontrollable, deep depression, irritability, extra sensitive to certain noises, fatigue, withdrawn,
irrational thinking, functioning at work is difficult (even though it's an EASY job), insomnia followed by excessive sleeping, so much worry about everything, racing thoughts, fcking mental misery
Sorry you are going through this misery BBear.
Thank you pandas ❤❤❤
Hope you are feeling better now, BB. That sounds rough. 💖
Aw, I'm sorry...those kind of anniversaries are so difficult. You'll get through this, like you got through the last few years, and it's ok to feel grief.
Thank you pandas. And thank you Jeff ❤
Were all there with you ! And If I may say so..your dad is with you too,looking down upon you from the stars above,proud of his daughter's strength and courage. : )
Aw Thank you Ulhas! :') ❤
Heh, 'wrath of taco bell'! I know what you mean...
I have pain in my neck left side. Thought it had gone but I must have laid on it wrong and it's returned so you have my sympathies.
me joy. Some Things that I need to start letting go of, it
isn't easy but it is necessary to purge things.
That's really special
https://youtu.be/v4mEB6JEbGM your post reminded me of this song... It gets sadder and sadder but is kinda comforting in the end.
something by not working much lately. I also had a horrible dream that my mom died, it was fcking terrible and it felt so real. It took me a moment after waking up to realize it was just a dream, I've never felt so relieved
Oh, no. I'm sorry you had that awful dream. That kind of thing sticks with ya.
I'm proud of you to be able to work any amount considering bipolar diagnosis. You must be strong and resilient. That comes from personal growth you are responsible for. So well done.
Thank you pandas!
And thanks Manda, it Definetly messed me up. It took most of the day to recover from that dream
Thank you so much John, that means a lot to me!!
Off work early and People in traffic were nuts. Guy also almost hit my car is in the parking lot. Anxiety is way up, super tired. So relieved to be home with my kitty where I can isolate. It willbe the day of naps, eating my feelings, and videogames.
What game have you got lined up B Bear?
Currently been playing Shadow of the Tomb Raider, I love it!
I remember playing tomb raider 1 on PC it was the best looking game I'd ever seen! I must have been 9 or 10
I had started playing that game but never finished. Lots of fun though!
Eat plenty of fibre, fruit and veg etc.
I deal with this all the time. It does suck. John is right, lots of fiber. I usually have to use a stool softener though. So glad I just shared that. 😂
Lol Thank you pandas!