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1 Gabrielle H
26m ·
UTI pains are getting worse :/. It's like cramps ig. Dunno why this one is making me feel so unwell
Jenny D
18m ·

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5 Gabrielle H
14h ·
1 year ago today since me and M begun dating... 1 year ago I was the happiest girl in the world and 4ish months since devestation... I miss being happy with you
Gabrielle H
14h ·

Maybe one day we can be that happy again but until then I hope we can find happiness in one way or another... I don't think I'll ever not love you. You'll always have a place in my heart

Manda P
8h ·

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Jen B
5h ·

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Tayla O
5h ·

I know it's hard but stay strong babe. You'll be happy eventually. With him or without him. Always here xo

Tayla O
5h ·

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Gabrielle H
4h ·

Thank you for the hugs lovelies :).

Gabrielle H
4h ·

And thank you Tay, really appreciate it xo

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3 Gabrielle H
1d ·
Mood sorta lifted. Had a panic attack earlier, feel wierd physically. W is making me uncomfortable and putting me in a position I really can't be in right now, I honestly don't know what to tell him..
Anna D
1d ·

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Metron A
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Tayla O
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me M
22h ·

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Ian D
17h ·

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1 Gabrielle H
2d ·
Today has not started in the best way... Pissed off with everyone in one way or another... We have a bad problem with our electric and the water pipe for the bath is leaking again... Not happy
Jeff M
2d ·

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Tayla O
1d ·

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3 Gabrielle H
3d ·
This type of infection is making me so itchy and uncomfortable. I swear I manage to get rid of it for a few days but then it's back with a vengeance :/
Tayla O
3d ·

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Jen B
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5 Gabrielle H
4d ·
Been awake for an hour already, why am I awake at this hour? Mum turned the internet off at 1145 last night because my sis decided not to listen... Had 5 and a half hours of sleep. Sore right now
Gabrielle H
4d ·

My mental state is better that it was from Friday night till Sunday morning tho thankfully, don't feel quite as anxious and panicked anymore from the weekend events

me M
4d ·

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Meri C
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Tayla O
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5 Gabrielle H
6d ·
Been able to move around a little bit, still pretty bad though so I've gone back to the tent to lie down
Tayla O
6d ·

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Anna D
5d ·

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3 Gabrielle H
7d ·
Really not feeling very good. Could only sleep for 5 miniutes. Pain level is rising and nothings helping, currently laying in the tent in a ball, don't wanna bother anyone with this but kinda need to
Mbali M
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Josie L
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1 Gabrielle H
7d ·
Don't feel well... Really anxious. Fighting an infection doesn't help...
Snail M
7d ·

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Tayla O
7d ·

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me M
7d ·

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Alicia B
7d ·

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5 Gabrielle H
7d ·
Friends birthday sesh this weekend, heading up today tho. Mother nature decided to appear on one of the worst weekends...
nixiblu .
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Tayla O
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Don't let weather bring you down love, I'm sure just being with your friend is more than enough for them

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5 Gabrielle H
12 Jul 2019 ·
Rewatching the good memories, the first ones at that of M and I has me crying. I guess I just miss having that, I miss being happy... I miss him...
Gabrielle H
12 Jul 2019 ·

It was one of the first times I'd ever fully connected with someone and I felt safe around and I felt like I was able to be more open and I miss having that security, having him full stop I suppose...

Tayla O
12 Jul 2019 ·

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5 Gabrielle H
09 Jul 2019 ·
It'll be one year since I met M tomorrow... Genuinely can't believe it, mental!
foxminor j
09 Jul 2019 ·

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me M
09 Jul 2019 ·

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Jeff M
09 Jul 2019 ·

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Tayla O
09 Jul 2019 ·

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10 Jul 2019 ·

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3 Gabrielle H
09 Jul 2019 ·
I was right, it's bad now. Mum's making me go in regardless...
Tayla O
09 Jul 2019 ·

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me M
09 Jul 2019 ·

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Gy G
09 Jul 2019 ·

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10 Jul 2019 ·

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4 Gabrielle H
09 Jul 2019 ·
Had pizza for tea, I can already feel myself getting sick from it, it's not bad yet though but I suspect it will be around 7am
Robert H
09 Jul 2019 ·

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Metron A
09 Jul 2019 ·

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Jen B
09 Jul 2019 ·

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Tayla O
09 Jul 2019 ·

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me M
09 Jul 2019 ·

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10 Jul 2019 ·

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5 Gabrielle H
09 Jul 2019 ·
Wierdest feeling knowing someone else might like me as more than a friend ngl, I haven't dealt with that in a year on the 10th... I don't quite know what to do about it which is also really wierd πŸ˜…
Robert H
09 Jul 2019 ·

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Metron A
09 Jul 2019 ·

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Tayla O
09 Jul 2019 ·

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2 Gabrielle H
07 Jul 2019 ·
Sore this morning. Not ready for the workload I have to do today, not ready at all... I can't figure it out, it makes zero sense to me
Tim S
07 Jul 2019 ·

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Penelope P
07 Jul 2019 ·

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Gy G
07 Jul 2019 ·

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Robert H
07 Jul 2019 ·

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Tayla O
07 Jul 2019 ·

If there is anything i can help you with let me know x

Tayla O
07 Jul 2019 ·

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Jenny D
07 Jul 2019 ·

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Jason J
07 Jul 2019 ·

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nixiblu .
07 Jul 2019 ·

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Gabrielle H
07 Jul 2019 ·

Thank you for the hugs guys. And Tay I appreciate that ☺️

Tayla O
07 Jul 2019 ·

No worries hunny 😊

Jason J
08 Jul 2019 ·

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Meri C
08 Jul 2019 ·

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5 Gabrielle H
06 Jul 2019 ·
Found out that someone I met the other week on a night out might like me, apparently he's tryna figure it out πŸ˜…. I don't know how to go about this but I was honest with him about stuff
me M
06 Jul 2019 ·

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Ian D
06 Jul 2019 ·

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Tayla O
06 Jul 2019 ·

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07 Jul 2019 ·

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Meri C
08 Jul 2019 ·

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0 Gabrielle H
04 Jul 2019 ·
I am a horrible person and I hope the people who need to hear my apology the most hear it and forgive me even though I definitely do not deserve that in the slightest, I feel horrible for what I did
Tayla O
04 Jul 2019 ·

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Melody L
04 Jul 2019 ·

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Spencer D
04 Jul 2019 ·

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Jeff M
04 Jul 2019 ·

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Alicia B
04 Jul 2019 ·

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Alicia B
04 Jul 2019 ·

That sounds terrible. I hope they forgive you quick, and it all blows over, and you feel better soon.

Gabrielle H
05 Jul 2019 ·

Thank you for the hugs lovely Pandas ☺️. And Alicia thank you, I hope I can gain forgiveness from all of them quickly too

Anna B
05 Jul 2019 ·

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me M
05 Jul 2019 ·

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0 Gabrielle H
04 Jul 2019 ·
I don't like hurting people but it seems to be the only thing I do these days... I know you can see this and I'm sorry... I didn't know...
Gabrielle H
04 Jul 2019 ·

I'm so so sorry for what I've done I promise you it wasn't intentional. I don't blame you if you want to blow me up with a bomb right now. I find saying these things easier on here so apologies for the fact I'm not sending this straight to you

Gabrielle H
04 Jul 2019 ·

Stuff still makes me really angry and most of the time I say it on here so I feel like I've told one person whats going on in my mind. I knew M could see this but I didn't know you could too and I'm so so so sorry and I promise I'm being sincere

Gabrielle H
04 Jul 2019 ·

I love you I truly do Im just still angry and I'm sorry I'm not able to get over this as quickly as id like

Gabrielle H
04 Jul 2019 ·

I don't hate you and I don't blame either of you for my state I just felt like I could cope better if I blamed it on you guys and that wasn't right and I'm sorry...

Gabrielle H
04 Jul 2019 ·

I know I'm pathetic saying this on here but I guess I just find it easier to say what I need to on here. Again it wasn't my intention to be a *** but that's basically all I've done and I'm sorry

Tayla O
04 Jul 2019 ·

Quite funny how I've been here the whole time and you didn't know about any of it *sighs* but it's okay. I don't hate you. I don't hate anyone but myself. Wouldn't blame you if you did hate me. I appreciate your apology though

Tayla O
04 Jul 2019 ·

I'm sorry too

Tayla O
04 Jul 2019 ·

I'm sorry for not being me on here too. So to everyone else who reads this. I am M's bff T. Nice to meet everyone as me...

Tayla O
04 Jul 2019 ·

You weren't to know that i was on here... I love you too. I'm sorry i couldn't just confront you myself... Guess we are both in the same boat there ay?

Spencer D
04 Jul 2019 ·

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Spencer D
04 Jul 2019 ·

Try to stay strong, to the both of you xo

Tayla O
04 Jul 2019 ·

Thank you Spencer xo

Gabrielle H
04 Jul 2019 ·

It's not okay because I hurt you, that was the last thing I wanted but that's what happened. You shouldn't hate yourself, you're a really strong and gorgeous human being and also don't you dare be sorry because this isn't your fault okay.

Gabrielle H
04 Jul 2019 ·

And yeah I guess we are in the same boat on that one. Much love T and thank you Spencer x

Tayla O
04 Jul 2019 ·

And i hurt you too. Indirectly but i did and I'm sorry that you feel how you do. Much love to you back hunny x

Tayla O
04 Jul 2019 ·

We were both at fault in some way i guess

Gabrielle H
04 Jul 2019 ·

I shouldn't have confused my feelings of anger towards what happened and my deeper issues with anger for you and M, it's not right and I'll probably spend the rest of my life trying to make up for what I've said and done to you both x

Gabrielle H
04 Jul 2019 ·

I suppose we were yeah, me more so but yeah. I can't promise now that I won't have a few days where those feelings come back and I'll wanna torture you but I'm gonna try even harder to get it under control so this never happens again.

Tayla O
04 Jul 2019 ·

It's okay. I understand. I totally get that made me chuckle about torturing me haha. Thank you for trying. All i can ask of you

Gabrielle H
04 Jul 2019 ·

I guess it is kinda funny in a really messed up way aha. Are we actually okay? Ya don't wanna blow me up for being a horrible person and hurting you?

Tayla O
04 Jul 2019 ·

I don't see why we can't be. Sure I'm hurting but thats just natural. I'll be okay. As will you x

Gabrielle H
04 Jul 2019 ·

I feel really bad for causing that but I'm glad you'll be okay. Lmk how I can help if that's possible. We shall both prevail x

Tayla O
05 Jul 2019 ·

Thank you x that we shall x 😊

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1 Gabrielle H
04 Jul 2019 ·
I don't know what's going on anymore but it hurts, it hurts so much... Currently sitting on a windowsill in tears eating krave...
Meri C
04 Jul 2019 ·

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Meri C
04 Jul 2019 ·

Same situation this week, but it's been Reese's puffs and Krispie Kreme. Are you cuddling your pet?

Tayla O
04 Jul 2019 ·

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