Maybe one day we can be that happy again but until then I hope we can find happiness in one way or another... I don't think I'll ever not love you. You'll always have a place in my heart
I know it's hard but stay strong babe. You'll be happy eventually. With him or without him. Always here xo
Thank you for the hugs lovelies :).
And thank you Tay, really appreciate it xo
My mental state is better that it was from Friday night till Sunday morning tho thankfully, don't feel quite as anxious and panicked anymore from the weekend events
Don't let weather bring you down love, I'm sure just being with your friend is more than enough for them
It was one of the first times I'd ever fully connected with someone and I felt safe around and I felt like I was able to be more open and I miss having that security, having him full stop I suppose...
If there is anything i can help you with let me know x
Thank you for the hugs guys. And Tay I appreciate that ☺️
No worries hunny 😊
That sounds terrible. I hope they forgive you quick, and it all blows over, and you feel better soon.
Thank you for the hugs lovely Pandas ☺️. And Alicia thank you, I hope I can gain forgiveness from all of them quickly too
I'm so so sorry for what I've done I promise you it wasn't intentional. I don't blame you if you want to blow me up with a bomb right now. I find saying these things easier on here so apologies for the fact I'm not sending this straight to you
Stuff still makes me really angry and most of the time I say it on here so I feel like I've told one person whats going on in my mind. I knew M could see this but I didn't know you could too and I'm so so so sorry and I promise I'm being sincere
I love you I truly do Im just still angry and I'm sorry I'm not able to get over this as quickly as id like
I don't hate you and I don't blame either of you for my state I just felt like I could cope better if I blamed it on you guys and that wasn't right and I'm sorry...
I know I'm pathetic saying this on here but I guess I just find it easier to say what I need to on here. Again it wasn't my intention to be a *** but that's basically all I've done and I'm sorry
Quite funny how I've been here the whole time and you didn't know about any of it *sighs* but it's okay. I don't hate you. I don't hate anyone but myself. Wouldn't blame you if you did hate me. I appreciate your apology though
I'm sorry too
I'm sorry for not being me on here too. So to everyone else who reads this. I am M's bff T. Nice to meet everyone as me...
You weren't to know that i was on here... I love you too. I'm sorry i couldn't just confront you myself... Guess we are both in the same boat there ay?
Try to stay strong, to the both of you xo
Thank you Spencer xo
It's not okay because I hurt you, that was the last thing I wanted but that's what happened. You shouldn't hate yourself, you're a really strong and gorgeous human being and also don't you dare be sorry because this isn't your fault okay.
And yeah I guess we are in the same boat on that one. Much love T and thank you Spencer x
And i hurt you too. Indirectly but i did and I'm sorry that you feel how you do. Much love to you back hunny x
We were both at fault in some way i guess
I shouldn't have confused my feelings of anger towards what happened and my deeper issues with anger for you and M, it's not right and I'll probably spend the rest of my life trying to make up for what I've said and done to you both x
I suppose we were yeah, me more so but yeah. I can't promise now that I won't have a few days where those feelings come back and I'll wanna torture you but I'm gonna try even harder to get it under control so this never happens again.
It's okay. I understand. I totally get that made me chuckle about torturing me haha. Thank you for trying. All i can ask of you
I guess it is kinda funny in a really messed up way aha. Are we actually okay? Ya don't wanna blow me up for being a horrible person and hurting you?
I don't see why we can't be. Sure I'm hurting but thats just natural. I'll be okay. As will you x
I feel really bad for causing that but I'm glad you'll be okay. Lmk how I can help if that's possible. We shall both prevail x
Thank you x that we shall x 😊
Same situation this week, but it's been Reese's puffs and Krispie Kreme. Are you cuddling your pet?