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5 me M
2h ·
He's not a normal person. He's jealous man.and not let go I'm sometimes afraid his reaction to me .I don't know how far he can get. but I catuion. and I hope that this time God will be by my side.
me M
2h ·

he jealouse of me, but Im not alone, so I feel more safe, I try to talk to him on the phone instead of meeting,

Maite P
1h ·

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5 me M
11h ·
I woke up in a good mood! (6) I planned my week,: shopping, errands, and then he called and wanted to meet, suddenly I got nervous, I feel again I do'nt have the strength to do anything I planed,
me M
11h ·

just wait for this maybe will be meeting to pass. Ill try to forget about it, I dont know how to cut him off from my life. Only God can help me, I tried everything and I could not. Prayers will help.

me M
11h ·

I have an idea! I'll meet him, and at the meeting I'll tell him that it can't be anything more than friends and that I need a break for 3 months and that I want to get to know others

me M
11h ·

Is this a good Idea?

Anna D
8h ·

I don't know much about your relationship, but it's recommended to be clear: I only want to be your friend, nothing more.

me M
5h ·

Thank you Anna

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3 me M
1d ·
No matter what, I will not let external things define me how I feel. I have faith and I am not alone. Never. God is always with me.!!!!
me M
1d ·

I'll do my best to change what feels me wrong. and accept what I cant change,

Jeff M
1d ·

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8h ·

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1 me M
1d ·
I'm still waiting for the day to end. Trying to move it positively. Days like this take me down, dry me, and I can't get up, how can I gather energies that in one second these days will come and take
me M
1d ·

them away.

me M
1d ·

It's so hard to do nothing. I want to do something but can'tonly in my private room waiting time to pass, feeling so bad for doing nothing today.

Alicia B
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1 me M
2d ·
On days like this I can't do anything. Literally. I'm with people who criticize me for any movement and I just can't do anything. So I wait for time to pass. I can Hardly breathing, tired to wait.
Jeff M
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1d ·

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Alicia B
1d ·

Hate those kind of people. Just remember that what they think of you is not important. What you think is what counts.

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1 me M
2d ·
Not what I wanted, not what I expected, these days are bad for me, I hate them! That I can not do anything. But God is always good and I will try to understand what is in my favor here.
me M
2d ·

I feel like a waste of time. Waiting for the day is over. That's how my life goes, wasted.

me M
2d ·

Trying to be the best, but it's hard that you do not have the means, back from another person, support from people, faith from one person in yourself

me M
2d ·

To do the best

me M
2d ·

But Ill use what I do have and hoping God will help, like he do can

Jeff M
1d ·

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1d ·

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5 me M
3d ·
I have not spoken to him since I lost patience and told him not to tell me facts. He didn't call. Hope everything will be fine. God, thank you for everything. pleaseGo on, look after me and protect me
me M
3d ·

he will contact eventually, we have to do this talk. I pray I will not afraid of him, and feel safe In my life, the feeling I stop feel when he came into my life!

Pamela H
3d ·

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5 me M
3d ·
I want my life back! I want the life I lived before I stopped feeling good. With the ex, I lived! Today I am different but do not fulfil myself. I stop fulfil myself before I meet H,
me M
3d ·

I dont know what I love to do, to fulfil myself,, I dont know.

Jeff M
3d ·

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3d ·

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4 me M
4d ·
There is a lot to be grateful , I do not want to complain, there are many people in the world who would like to have what I have, thank you God. Trying to focus on the good
me M
4d ·

and I had a good dream

Corbin G
4d ·

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3d ·

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2 me M
4d ·
I will be ok, hope my goal will lead me anywhere stable, and that my family will be proud of me eventually. that all.
me M
4d ·

Its all because the invetention, I was feeling nice,

me M
4d ·

Everyone is advancing in life. My ex got married twice, everyone I know got married, divorced, got a degree, did something in his life. Only I did not do anything. I do not even date, I say no to the nice guys who wants me to meet

Jeff M
4d ·

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4d ·

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1 me M
4d ·
I don't want this life God planned for me, To be nothing, without a permanent job, without a home of my own, without a partner, without love, and disappointing my family.
me M
4d ·

And the thing I worked on most did not happen.

me M
4d ·

I'll learn from what happened and hope I'll get up, I do not have to answer this and be nice, if I do not feel like it.

Zoe D
4d ·

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3 me M
4d ·
All people move on with their lives. They make progress, get married, bring children. Only I have been stuck for years, in a relationship that keeps me prisoner, not going anywhere, not at work not in
me M
4d ·

not in a relationship not in anything !!!! . I Just received an invitation from someone who get married. Nothing happens to me in my life.

me M
4d ·

I was just at his wedding, and all the time I hear that people get married, get on at work, buy a house and what am I ?? is nothing

me M
4d ·

If this is the life that God has planned for me, to be nothing, to progress in nothing, to disappoint everyone. So I do not want them. I worked hard to achieve God, to be a better person and I stay with nothing

me M
4d ·

In a minute, the mood dropped from 5 to 1 just because the wedding invitation reminded me that I had not been going anywhere no progress for years

me M
4d ·

I have disappoint my family, they can not look me in the eye

me M
4d ·

They expected so much from me and I gave them nothing

Jeff M
4d ·

Just remember that THIS (this moment, where we all live and are focused) is not the life that God has planned for you. It's the moment. You learn from the past and strive for the future. You don't know God's plan.

Jeff M
4d ·

Learning from difficulties and sadness may lead you somewhere wonderful. I hope it does...

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4 me M
6d ·
I slept well and I got up with energies. Suddenly a message from him that he came to meet today, it really took me down. Without asking if I could, I told him not to tell me facts. and not meeting tod
me M
6d ·

This is the patience of two weeks since our return to the contact that is about to end.

tEnT S
6d ·

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5d ·

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5d ·

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4 me M
6d ·
I feel bad at what he did to me that night. That I did not answer. He called 40 times and in the morning woke me up and accused me of not sleeping all night. and my response with hold myself not argue
me M
6d ·

I feel stuck with him.I'm not in a relationship. Not in any commitment but feeling trapped, strangled. Can not meet others, must answer, taken away my freedom

Jeff M
6d ·

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Jeff M
6d ·

Perhaps it's time to cut him out of your life? Block his number and delete it from your phone. Block his email. Learn how to be without him in your life...

me M
6d ·

Thanks for the advise! It's complicated. I wish I could. I tried it before, and my fears won. and he made contact and found a way to get back to contact. and now I was trying to be on good terms with him, and made It clear Its just freinds

me M
6d ·

maybe It's all in me, and I have to change the way I response untill he understand I'm not giving him my power, sometimes he can be good and I maybe need focus on that times

Jeff M
6d ·

It's not all in you, I don't think. I totally understand how difficult it is. I have friends who struggle with this too. But maybe if you cut him from your life completely for a time (3 months?) it might help. Maybe even tell him that...I don't know.

me M
6d ·

I guess you're right. He has moods, once he good and once bad time, once up and once down, even today there were ups and downs in this constant emotional pumping

me M
6d ·

and if I think more, You're absolutely right. Even in the best moments I will not forget the threats, curses and shouts that left me stunned, shivering, I do not know how to deal with people like that, but I dont deserve that, I deserve to be respect

Jeff M
6d ·

Yes, you deserve respect and caring, not abuse and threats and fear and hurt. We all deserve those good things!

me M
5d ·

Thank you Jeff

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5 me M
7d ·
Life is short, we are only guests here, what is important is to be nice, to be grateful, to give. I love you God. Thank you for everything. and I will try to follow your guidance in everyday for me.😀
Maite P
7d ·

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7d ·

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Alicia B
7d ·

Wise words once again :)

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5 me M
7d ·
I've been away from home 3 days, need a rest, but fine. H messed me up after I did not answer him yesterday and he thought I'd gone on a date and he called and write until I saw everything in the morn
me M
7d ·

and tried to calm him

Tony I
7d ·

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7d ·

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4 me M
13 Oct 2018 ·
It was bad with the family, when I'm alone I forget how much they do not support, it was hard for me, I wrote H about it, In times like this he comfort me, feel bad. out of my balance
me M
13 Oct 2018 ·

I feel sorry for my mum, and if I could I would do anything to help her, and sometimes she would say hurtful things. And do not appreciate. and my sisters act like they not support, It affect me, I am stuck in my life because of their lack of support

Anna D
13 Oct 2018 ·

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Anna D
13 Oct 2018 ·

I'm so sorry for that... Do you have some friends who could support you instead of your family?

me M
14 Oct 2018 ·

Thank you Anna, I have some close friends but Its not like fameily and my family is still a family and I love them, and they sometimes help, but yesterday was a specific hard, for now trying to be with them on good terms.

nixiblu .
14 Oct 2018 ·

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5 me M
12 Oct 2018 ·
I feel grateful. Even though it's not all easy for me, even though H in my life, I believe there's a reason he insists on being in my life. I take the good and learn not to give him my power, to de
me M
12 Oct 2018 ·

to decide to control my feelings and not to give anyone my strength

me M
12 Oct 2018 ·

I live to give, to give at the right time to the right people, to really help, to really give inspire, joy and health.

Penelope P
12 Oct 2018 ·

Wish I could get back to this point mebear <3

Penelope P
12 Oct 2018 ·

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me M
12 Oct 2018 ·

Thank you Penelope, You could and you will! Take time to yourself and go with your feelings you deserve the best, give it to yorself first, wish you have a better day with happy surprises *>

Jenny D
12 Oct 2018 ·

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12 Oct 2018 ·

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5 me M
12 Oct 2018 ·
Thank you God for everything. Thank you, Thank you for your generosity to me, for your compassion for your accuracy. Thanks. I hope this will continue
Janine S
12 Oct 2018 ·

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12 Oct 2018 ·

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5 me M
12 Oct 2018 ·
H called, I talked to him, suddenly something happened and he got mad(not at me)These things scare me, moods..I pray you God will make me have an idea how to break away and be only good acquaintances
Janine S
12 Oct 2018 ·

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