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2 me M
15h ·
Any way if he is impatient now it is not my fault, the one who loves always loves and does not give up after five years of promises and trying. I left him but I'm not going back, I share my feeling
me M
14h ·

my feelings here until I forget him completely

Lolly22 T
14h ·

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me M
13h ·

I know that if he tries to make contact I will probably not want him. Because he is overbearing and obsessive I prefer the quiet. I just want a healthy and positive relationship.

Lolly22 T
13h ·

Hard to find one of those isn't it. I sympathise, I really do.

me M
13h ·

It is hard <3 thank you Lolly22

Janine S
13h ·

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1 me M
15h ·
My family who said that they hated H so much and that I deserved someone better, don't care about me, they were not there for me, they keep criticizing me. They don't deserve me to succeed and that
me M
15h ·

they will be proud of me. Nothing I do in life will ever deserve them. I left H for them. And what's funny is that I'm the one who left him and I'm the one who's thinking about him now. He was the only one there for me more than a family.

me M
15h ·

And now I'm alone. I dont have a real family just fake for the outside pic

me M
15h ·

I kept looking at messages from two years ago that made me not forget what he did, but it was two years and he tried to change and he was patient I did not meet for two years but now he is impatient but I did not give him a real chance to change even

me M
15h ·

though he tried.While my family was bad to me, I always forgot and forgave them. to HI did not forgive, I always remember the bad he did when he did good and I forgot the good while to my family forgot the bad and did not find much good

Lolly22 T
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4 me M
2d ·
When I'm with people I miss him more. When I'm alone it's easier, but when I'm with people I don't have time to try to remember the bad things.
me M
2d ·

And I don't have time for myself, I need my time alone

me M
1d ·

I can't think he moved on with someone else and if he did I would probably never know

Lolly22 T
1d ·

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Gabrielle H
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5 me M
3d ·
I said no to job next month, I want to invest in my health. They'll call next week and I think I'll refuse.
me M
3d ·

Even though I need money, my health is the more important, and either I will take care of myself now or never

me M
3d ·

Any help is from God, I hope to find the thing that loves to do and earn a living from it later on

Jenny D
3d ·

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Jeff M
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5 me M
5d ·
I was busy with people all day and I did not have time to think and I thought about him. Then they needed help and I knew that if I was in contact with him he would help because he understands it
me M
5d ·

(low) and maybe it will pass

me M
5d ·

I must to stay strong. Because in a week or two I will not think about him and I will want my quietness from him. It will come like every month. And instead of turning to him to help these people I turn to God to help them best

me M
5d ·

I know I really want a healthy relationship, and that's what I miss.

nixiblu .
4d ·

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Alicia B
4d ·

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Alicia B
4d ·

Well done, M! I get it. I think these thoughts will come less and less in time. That's what I've been dealing with, anyway. They become more rare.

me M
3d ·

Thank you nixiblu, and Alicia ! **

me M
3d ·

These people eventually got along, I realized that even if he had been help it would have ended the same for this time

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5 me M
6d ·
I allow myself to sleep, not to exercise, to eat less healthy. Because it's all right, because I'm not a robot. But in the end I'll get up. After many months of routine I am allowed a little release
Jos R
6d ·

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John T
6d ·

This is how I've felt over the last two weeks.

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5 me M
6d ·
I feel not connected to any people in the world
John T
6d ·

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John T
6d ·

Get a cat.

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5 me M
6d ·
Day 2, when I got up late and did not exercise, I wanted to get up at seven and got up at nine instead of getting up to exercise.
me M
6d ·

Something is wrong, time does not move, and I don't know why.

me M
6d ·

I also went back to two caffeine a day

me M
6d ·

I guess I'm sick of trying and not seeing results, so why trying

Gabrielle H
6d ·

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3 me M
7d ·
I went back to sleep in the morning, it did not happen to me for months. I'm really drowning and I don't know how to get out of it. The only person who was there for me is blocked
me M
7d ·

At least I slept well, I'll try to enjoy it today. Instead of getting up at seven, I got up at nine-thirty, but it's not at all bad.

Gabrielle H
7d ·

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5 me M
7d ·
My passion today is simply to clean and order my house and get chocolate or something sweet. How will I clean my inside? My body? And my thoughts? like I clean the house
Robin R
7d ·

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4 me M
7d ·
I don't know why God do this to me when I work really hard but I remember who I was before, the only thing that strengthens me, to be this thing again
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5 me M
14 Apr 2019 ·
I can't think he'll be with another woman. most of the day I'm fine, all I can do is do my best
me M
14 Apr 2019 ·

Most of the day I don't care if he goes with another woman.and I just want this quiet to last. But thoughts sometimes turn over

Quinny J
7d ·

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5 me M
13 Apr 2019 ·
I feel so alone
me M
13 Apr 2019 ·

5 because it could have been worse

me M
13 Apr 2019 ·

There are people who want my company but when I'm with them It's not easy So I'd rather be alone

me M
13 Apr 2019 ·

I read all the messages from H, I can't release from the inside

Robert H
13 Apr 2019 ·

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Gabrielle H
13 Apr 2019 ·

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John T
13 Apr 2019 ·

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Lolly22 T
14 Apr 2019 ·

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3 me M
12 Apr 2019 ·
Trying again medicine for my pain, it causes me side effects, bad taste, fatigue, impatience. And that doesn't help anyway. Why try. I'm tired of suffering from pain that the doctors can't find a
me M
12 Apr 2019 ·

reason for.I'm tired of taking Medication that don't help. I tried everything, nutrition, exercise, breathing, nothing helped. I don't have any more power. nothing the same with such pain.

me M
12 Apr 2019 ·

This pain took away who I am. I have nothing to give. Everything they expected was not fulfilled by me. And no one understands. Because doctors tell me to live with it.

Jeff M
12 Apr 2019 ·

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John T
12 Apr 2019 ·

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me M
12 Apr 2019 ·

Thank you John and Jeff

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4 me M
09 Apr 2019 ·
Very tired, I had an exhausting day, and an exhausting week, and days not available for rest
me M
09 Apr 2019 ·

On the other hand, I feel lucky. God keeps me away from H, and everything happens for the better, and I'm determined to get what I want. God wants me to have He just wants my goodness

me M
09 Apr 2019 ·

What I had to learn was to believe in myself

Janine S
09 Apr 2019 ·

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Anna D
09 Apr 2019 ·

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10 Apr 2019 ·

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10 Apr 2019 ·

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4 me M
09 Apr 2019 ·
I feel stres. I'm alone, I don't see a way out
me M
09 Apr 2019 ·

H is blocked, but despite all his faults, he was always there when I felt alone.

Gabrielle H
09 Apr 2019 ·

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Jeff M
09 Apr 2019 ·

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09 Apr 2019 ·

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10 Apr 2019 ·

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5 me M
05 Apr 2019 ·
I realized I had a lot of anger toward H, because of what he did to me in the past. and the fact that I didn't forgive him and that I have anger in my heart is the one who doesn't let me release him
me M
05 Apr 2019 ·

When I answer him, I hope he will do something so good that will make me forgive him and move on, but this connection only makes me not move forward. I realized that I can't let his actions and words have the power to rule my world, he said things

me M
05 Apr 2019 ·

that hurt me but I can decide not to give him the power to influence me.

me M
05 Apr 2019 ·

I can say that what he said is unforgivable things I can never forgive. Things that only a bad person can say

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05 Apr 2019 ·

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me M
05 Apr 2019 ·

In the meantime, I blocked him.

Jeff M
05 Apr 2019 ·

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06 Apr 2019 ·

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Brandt B
06 Apr 2019 ·

That's my Me M. He has no power.

me M
06 Apr 2019 ·

Thank you all for the hugs

me M
06 Apr 2019 ·

Thank you Brandt B 🙏

Jen B
08 Apr 2019 ·

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5 me M
03 Apr 2019 ·
I am the most decisive since I knew H, I hope never to forget it, and not to think about it. I know for a fact that he is not my man. That I'm not attracted to him and that I've never been in love
me M
03 Apr 2019 ·

with him

me M
03 Apr 2019 ·

I'm in touch with him because of fear. Fear of not finding anyone, fear that I would not have someone who would always answer and help, fear that he would hurt me if I cut him off. fear

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03 Apr 2019 ·

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3 me M
03 Apr 2019 ·
tired
Lolly22 T
03 Apr 2019 ·

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03 Apr 2019 ·

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03 Apr 2019 ·

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03 Apr 2019 ·

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03 Apr 2019 ·

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5 me M
03 Apr 2019 ·
These down that come from the outside, and interfere with us feel good, are necessary for a life of progress, they strengthen us, these situations happen only from the outside and as we want to
me M
03 Apr 2019 ·

return to normal they will happen, we must break down to be built

Tim S
03 Apr 2019 ·

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