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3 me M
21h ·
Can't fall asleep. H has a life. But since I've known him I'm stuck. I have a lot of work and busy days and it does not help.
me M
21h ·

I'm afraid this connection will take me down again. That I could be without work and in difficult situations. And alone. I'm afraid it will ruin my life.

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4 me M
1d ·
I don't know how to get H out of my life. I wish God would send me a good person who would make me forget him. I'm also so angry at him and want to tell him everything.
me M
1d ·

That he had hurt me and that I would never forgive him.

me M
1d ·

I can't talk to him now either. Because he is at the event and he is putting other things before me.

G J
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me M
1d ·

And that's one of the reasons I can not be with him.

Corbin G
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2 me M
2d ·
I canceled plans going with the family tomorrow. I feel lonely and prefer to be home alone because It's the least painful. To hear that everyone is moving forward. And buy things. And make money.
me M
2d ·

I think that H is connected to this situation, that I am less optimistic.

me M
2d ·

less happy

Ian D
2d ·

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4 me M
3d ·
My face was burnt again from the sun. I have 2 options. Stop the ointment that is forbidden to go out with her to the sun. Or stop going out to the sun. And that's a little problematic because I
me M
3d ·

have to go out to the arrangement from time to time.

Anna D
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1 me M
3d ·
My prayers were not answered. This weekend is going to be very bad for me. But I'll try to be as much as possible in the bed and hope it will be over quickly.
me M
3d ·

In addition, the next week will be very busy. So I will not have time to rest. And clean the house.

me M
3d ·

I don't want to go through it. This is one of my nightmares.

Quinny J
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Jeff M
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Gabrielle H
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Anna D
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Anna D
3d ·

Good luck!

me M
3d ·

Thanks Anna! I feel better! This too will pass and everything is happen for the best.

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5 me M
3d ·
I made an appointment To renew my passport. I don't want to go abroad anymore, I don't like coffee shops, areas with many people, shopping outside, or restaurants. so why go abroad?
me M
3d ·

Should I renewed my passport anyway in any case of need?

Anna D
3d ·

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Robert H
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Anna D
3d ·

I don't like any of these neither and I go abroad to see the sights :) But if you don't want to go abroad: have you ever needed the passport? For any reason - to show your identity, your age... Have you ever needed to go abroad? How is it likely you

Anna D
3d ·

go to study or for a business trip abroad? If you have no reason, I wouldn't renew the passport,there is usually some fee and the procedure of taking a new one is not much complicated (but don't know how it works in your country).

me M
3d ·

Thanks Anna! My sister wants me to go abroad with her on vacation and sometimes I do need a passport..The problem is that I don't like to go abroad and in our country they take a fingerprint and I don't know if it is safe..

Gabrielle H
3d ·

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Anna D
3d ·

If you really need your passport sometimes, it's better to renew it.

Anna D
3d ·

What exactly are you afraid of concerning the fingerprints?

me M
3d ·

I read an article that it puts you in an unsafe situation. Hackers can break into the database. And to use it for the bad

nixiblu .
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Anna D
2d ·

Well, if you already have one, your fingerprints are in the database and they won't delete them immediately, I guess. So if you renew it or not, nothing big changes for instance. But I understand your feelings. However, I don't know what are the

Anna D
2d ·

IT safety rules of your government, but usually, these data are the best protected ones as they are stocked by ministry of interior or the intelligence service.

me M
2d ·

It's a good point!. Well, I guess I've been less afraid that anyway they already have the fingerprint .. Now what's left is to find force and time to go to their office far from my home and do it.

me M
2d ·

I already have an appointment, but you can just come in without a line. My sister suggested that I come with her so I'll try to get it over with

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4 me M
3d ·
I feel lonely, I mainly want to be in my own house and with someone who will realy love me
Anna D
3d ·

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Anna D
3d ·

I understand you...

Anna D
3d ·

Don't give up!

Jeff M
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1 me M
4d ·
The whole family includes my brother's children want to come to me for a weekend. I prefer to be with H and not to go through this suffering. Maybe I'll actually take a suitcase and move in with H
me M
4d ·

Meaning, Lack of sleep at night, changing the biological clock and more suffering

Ade W
4d ·

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John T
4d ·

.... Is H the abusive ex who treats you like *** and lies then gets with other women? You don't have to do either thing. Just be open and honest. Be strong. Do what you need to do. Look after yourself. Take care

John T
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me M
4d ·

Thanks John ❤️

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2 me M
6d ·
I don't know if my mood is bad, because H has made contact and since then. He wrote again a few days ago.
me M
6d ·

He gives me the feeling that He does not give up. And continues to try. Not because he really loves me.

me M
6d ·

I can call him for another week and he'll be cold. If he knew someone better than me he could just be mean and cruel. He gave me a lot of promises and in one second he can throw them all away.

Ian D
6d ·

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me M
6d ·

I said goodbye to him once, he promised to wait patiently for me and then a week later he called and said he knew someone else. That he is in a happy relationship with her.. I could not understand how a week ago he promised things

me M
6d ·

Then he decided he did not like her and tried to come back to me. While he was in touch with her

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Brandt B
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Brandt B
5d ·

Stay strong. You deserve better.

nixiblu .
5d ·

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nixiblu .
5d ·

Hey lovely. I'm sorry to hear you are being messed around. You deserve better

me M
5d ·

Thank you deares. Maybe I deserve better, But apparently God does not think so. According to the situation. I tried everything and nothing helped.

Aya N
5d ·

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Brandt B
4d ·

God does think so, (s)he's testing your resolve.

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3 me M
6d ·
I want to get into bed, and not go out. I have nothing to look for outside. There is no point in anything. Only time passes but no change. I don't have the money to go on vacation or go abroad,
me M
6d ·

I don't even have a valid passport.

me M
6d ·

I have nothing to look for

Ammar H
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4 me M
7d ·
Very tired. I got up at six in the morning to work.
me M
7d ·

A woman at work offered me to introduce me to someone she know to meet with him. I don't have the strength to meet anyone. I need someone to make me feel comfortable from the beginning

me M
7d ·

So I told her I don't know, I'd think about it

Ian D
7d ·

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2 me M
10 Jun 2019 ·
No Reason Given
Jimbob W
10 Jun 2019 ·

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John T
7d ·

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John T
7d ·

Eat some of your favourite food 👍

me M
7d ·

Thanks John👍

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3 me M
09 Jun 2019 ·
Time does not pass this long weekend. Too much (unhealthy) food, too much sleep. I'm tired of everything that does not change.
me M
09 Jun 2019 ·

Yesterday things did not work at home. Stop working. Suddenly, after a few hours, they returned to work

me M
09 Jun 2019 ·

I'm sure I need a long vacation. I have no more strength to suffer, If something does not change. I know I'll have to get up and start over like I always do to get back into balance But I'm tired of it

Snail M
09 Jun 2019 ·

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me M
09 Jun 2019 ·

I'm learning myself. Things that make me happy to keep. Things that don't make me happy to throw. All aspects of life. But it takes time and it involves mistakes and learning.

Snail M
09 Jun 2019 ·

Somethings are hard to throw even when we know it makes way for more

me M
09 Jun 2019 ·

exactly!

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4 me M
06 Jun 2019 ·
Very tired after the day. Travel. There was no sun:). The sun burnt is better:). Feel very lonely into the weekend.
me M
06 Jun 2019 ·

But still strong not Contact him. I'm not sure if I'll succeed later.

me M
06 Jun 2019 ·

But I will try to do positive things and think positive thoughts

Jeff M
06 Jun 2019 ·

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John T
06 Jun 2019 ·

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06 Jun 2019 ·

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07 Jun 2019 ·

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08 Jun 2019 ·

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4 me M
05 Jun 2019 ·
I feel quite low in the past few days, crying (and this does not happen to me often). I also have pain so I will have to make an appointment with the doctor. But I'm hoping to get back to myself,
me M
05 Jun 2019 ·

exercise and eat healthy. Because it helped me feel better and be energetic. also suddenly I have new desires that I did not have in the past

me M
05 Jun 2019 ·

I stay strong. I would very much like to travel far away from here for a vacation but the financial situation really does not allow it right now.

me M
05 Jun 2019 ·

I have to meet with people( so that these desires will happen), and all the people who suggested I go on a date so far, I refused them. I really want to be with someone who loves me and appreciates me and understands me. Patient and kind to me.

me M
05 Jun 2019 ·

I do believe in myself and have good thoughts about myself, my looks and my character, but I am too picky and do not easily open up to new people. Maybe I should still work more on loving myself but if I look back I see progress,

me M
05 Jun 2019 ·

I appreciate myself more today, but it all comes down to luck, you need to have luck in life.

me M
05 Jun 2019 ·

But maybe I do not appreciate myself enough. There is more work to do.

me M
05 Jun 2019 ·

I still feel sad, hoping it will pass

Jeff M
05 Jun 2019 ·

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05 Jun 2019 ·

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05 Jun 2019 ·

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05 Jun 2019 ·

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05 Jun 2019 ·

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Anna D
06 Jun 2019 ·

You did a big progress!! It's great! 🎊 don't worry, it'll be better and better!

me M
06 Jun 2019 ·

Thank you Anna! :)

me M
06 Jun 2019 ·

Thank you all! :)

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2 me M
03 Jun 2019 ·
The house is clean. There is food (and cookies) I did some exercise (mainly stretching) but the mood really low. I hope, after all, that I did not catch the cold, or maybe it is because I did?
me M
03 Jun 2019 ·

Or because of everything. That nothing really happens or change.

Aya N
03 Jun 2019 ·

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03 Jun 2019 ·

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03 Jun 2019 ·

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03 Jun 2019 ·

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05 Jun 2019 ·

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1 me M
02 Jun 2019 ·
No Reason Given
Lydia R
02 Jun 2019 ·

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02 Jun 2019 ·

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02 Jun 2019 ·

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02 Jun 2019 ·

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02 Jun 2019 ·

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me M
03 Jun 2019 ·

Thank you all

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4 me M
02 Jun 2019 ·
I feel a bit sad. After H made contact and left me with question. (Did he moved on? Or waiting) And mostly bring me back. And my feeling that I'm on Hold.
me M
02 Jun 2019 ·

I try to return to the focus of myself and restore my energies and joy. And do not succeed.

me M
02 Jun 2019 ·

I feel like there's no hope anymore. How cruel can be a person who knows that he makes me sad by making contact and yet does it to satisfy his own self

Ade W
02 Jun 2019 ·

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nixiblu .
02 Jun 2019 ·

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John T
02 Jun 2019 ·

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Tim S
02 Jun 2019 ·

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Anna D
02 Jun 2019 ·

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Anna D
02 Jun 2019 ·

I think that the best thing would be to block him on fb, email and phone if any contact with him makes you sad. But I know it would be difficult. Hang on!!! Big hugs!

Brandt B
02 Jun 2019 ·

That's why you need to leave him behind. You're staying strong and doing great even if you don't feel it. We see it.

me M
03 Jun 2019 ·

Thank Anna And Brandt. Anna, He is already blocked everywhere... but I know that as long as I respond to him with emotion it will not end, my ambition is to be without feeling when he makes contact, and not respond emotionally to it.

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4 me M
01 Jun 2019 ·
A visit from my sis who got cold. I'm really afraid to get contagious, as I did the last time I was near people who had a cold. 4.5
me M
01 Jun 2019 ·

I had a few busy days but with less energy. My girlfriends are calling to cheer up but I really want to forget about him.

Brandt B
01 Jun 2019 ·

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01 Jun 2019 ·

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John T
01 Jun 2019 ·

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John T
01 Jun 2019 ·

Don't know about where you are but it seems everyone in the city I live in has one at the moment! Good luck.

me M
02 Jun 2019 ·

Thanks John! I'm in a hoter area so less I've come across such cases, hope my sister will be healthy soon, and that I did not catch up :)

me M
02 Jun 2019 ·

I was careful not to catch up , but I felt a bit like a crazy hypochondriac :)

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02 Jun 2019 ·

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02 Jun 2019 ·

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1 me M
29 May 2019 ·
I wish I could tell him I moved on, and never contact me again. I've already said that before, and it didn't work. and this is the circle for five years.I cut off.overcomes. Forgetting.
me M
29 May 2019 ·

He remembers, he manipulates. I go back to the beginning.

me M
29 May 2019 ·

I didn't sleep at night at all

Jade S
29 May 2019 ·

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me M
29 May 2019 ·

Of course I feel like writing to him and calling to ask not to do it again, but it will only take me back. I feel like writing to him that he is not care my request not to contact me. That he ruined my life.

me M
29 May 2019 ·

Maybe I give him hope in my answers. But I tried everything. I have noting to do. I'll try to get stronger and forget again

Ulhas A
29 May 2019 ·

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Aya N
29 May 2019 ·

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Jade S
29 May 2019 ·

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me M
29 May 2019 ·

Thank you all for the hugs <3

Brandt B
29 May 2019 ·

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Anna D
30 May 2019 ·

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Anna D
30 May 2019 ·

It's recommended to say that you don't want to be contacted again and then not to answer, if possible to block him (social networks, block his number on your phone, put his e-mail adress on the spam list). As you say, he wants you to answer because

Anna D
30 May 2019 ·

any contact is good for him.

Anna D
30 May 2019 ·

Hang on

me M
01 Jun 2019 ·

Thank you all for your hugs and support

me M
01 Jun 2019 ·

Thanks Anna!

Anna D
01 Jun 2019 ·

You're welcome :) I hope you feel a bit better...

Brandt B
01 Jun 2019 ·

He may try to manipulate. You have the option of not responding. I know it's hard but you can not respond to it. We believe in you, m'dear.

me M
02 Jun 2019 ·

Thanks Brandt! and all for your support and not giving up:) but it's really hard /:

me M
02 Jun 2019 ·

I wish I could go somewhere far away to forget, but I'm currently in the place where I'm most comfortable right now, and I feel secure where I am that he will not come here.the easiest thing is to talk, but for the time being I'm holding on.

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