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5 Lokisdottir .
21 May 2019 ·
eh, thursday's my last day of school... tomorrow is when i have to give over my computer, tho they're doing it today as well.
Sean C
21 May 2019 ·

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Joann W
21 May 2019 ·

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Joann W
21 May 2019 ·

good!

Aya N
21 May 2019 ·

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4 Lokisdottir .
17 May 2019 ·
i experienced another bullying incident earlier, was almost going to get violent. i felt absolutely insane, giggling, screaming, and playing with my hands and...
Lokisdottir .
17 May 2019 ·

...a chocolate milk bottle to keep me from laying a hand on someone.

nixiblu .
17 May 2019 ·

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3 Lokisdottir .
16 May 2019 ·
why do people keep telling me you can decide to have a good or bad day? no, you can't.
Jeff M
16 May 2019 ·

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Jeff M
16 May 2019 ·

Sometimes, it's true that your attitude influences how you perceive the day. But for people who struggle as many of us do, it's like saying 'stop being unhappy, just be happy.' It just doesn't work that way. They don't understand...

Lokisdottir .
16 May 2019 ·

exactly, jeff.

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16 May 2019 ·

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16 May 2019 ·

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5 Lokisdottir .
15 May 2019 ·
eugh... ok, so i'll most likely not be able to post anything on here because i don't even have a home computer ;w;
Robert H
15 May 2019 ·

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15 May 2019 ·

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15 May 2019 ·

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5 Lokisdottir .
09 May 2019 ·
my legs are burning like the unholy pits of hell, and my torso is tender, and my arms are tender. why, you may ask? because i did some stupid army exercises at pe yesterday.
Zoe D
09 May 2019 ·

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5 Lokisdottir .
08 May 2019 ·
AAAAAAAA i have only a week and a half to finish uncomplete assignments and bring my ***ty grades back up plz send help ;w;
Lolle P
08 May 2019 · NEW

You're gonna make it, one task at the time !

Jeff M
08 May 2019 ·

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08 May 2019 ·

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08 May 2019 ·

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08 May 2019 ·

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6 Lokisdottir .
30 Apr 2019 ·
i'm going to start a morning ritual, and drink tea w/ milk n' sugar every morning... it's not bad, y'all gotta try it, also nobody's been making popping noises with their mouths to annoy my ass so yeh
Zoe D
30 Apr 2019 ·

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5 Lokisdottir .
25 Apr 2019 ·
woke up this morning with an angry mom as my alarm clock. sigh, she's very hard to please, no matter what my sister and i do, this woman will still find flaws in us.
Bipolar Bear .
25 Apr 2019 ·

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25 Apr 2019 ·

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25 Apr 2019 ·

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5 Lokisdottir .
23 Apr 2019 ·
uH??? tHERE'S A NEW LOOK FOR MOODPANDA??? eXCUSE ME???
Lokisdottir .
23 Apr 2019 ·

oh, nvm? probably?

Jeff M
23 Apr 2019 ·

Is there? I don't see anything...

Lokisdottir .
23 Apr 2019 ·

hm, i saw it this morning, then it went back to normal when i refreshed

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5 Lokisdottir .
22 Apr 2019 ·
meh, school's back in... also, there's this new cartoon network show called victor and valentino that i've kinda gotten into... it's cute *w*
Jos R
22 Apr 2019 ·

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22 Apr 2019 ·

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5 Lokisdottir .
12 Apr 2019 ·
i am SO goddamn excited for spring break, i need to escape this school full of stupid ass animals
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5 Lokisdottir .
10 Apr 2019 ·
eugh
Kym S
10 Apr 2019 ·

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10 Apr 2019 ·

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4 Lokisdottir .
01 Apr 2019 ·
i think i might have come down with the flu...
Gabrielle H
01 Apr 2019 ·

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Gabrielle H
01 Apr 2019 ·

Awh no! Feel better soon

X. M
05 Apr 2019 ·

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X. M
05 Apr 2019 ·

Hope you are doing better now.

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5 Lokisdottir .
29 Mar 2019 ·
AAAAA I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF FOR USING AN INK PEN TO MAKE ART ;w;
Ada E
29 Mar 2019 · NEW

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05 Apr 2019 ·

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5 Lokisdottir .
28 Mar 2019 ·
mm, the assholes are back at it again... also i had another panic attack yesterday (actually there was three in total). that guy i like helped me out of it tho. i guess we're technically dating now???
X. M
05 Apr 2019 ·

Well congrats! Just remember to use the word love sparingly, love is a strong word but if we use to every person we date it loses value. A dating relationship is always romantic, its just going beyond the 'close friends' threshold.

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5 Lokisdottir .
26 Mar 2019 ·
why does my pe teacher think it's a good idea to guilt trip me into doing something i won't do? period??? i will gladly walk, run, stretch, whatever. but i will NOT do no stupid high-kick ***.
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5 Lokisdottir .
22 Mar 2019 ·
i just realized today... my mom is invalidating my opinions. she calls me a lemming following the trends, when i try to talk about my progress in art or show it to her, she calls it 'cookie cutter'...
Lokisdottir .
22 Mar 2019 ·

... and when i want to discuss something like politics, religion, or other, she'll say that i'll either grow out of it, or she'll get mad and basically say 'let me tell you how it really is' and berates me, because of the excuse of 'she's older...

Lokisdottir .
22 Mar 2019 ·

... and has more experience'. it's no excuse to make me feel invalidated.

Melody L
22 Mar 2019 ·

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22 Mar 2019 ·

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Ilisidi C
22 Mar 2019 ·

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Ilisidi C
22 Mar 2019 ·

Your political and religious opinions are valid.it's probably challenging, but maybe you shouldn't sharwhen she says you're following a trend or will grow out of something, maybe you should tell her that everyone needs to learn lessons for themselves

Ilisidi C
22 Mar 2019 ·

And you'll get there on your own time but this is how you feel right now. I don't know good luck with it parents are pretty tricky to work with. And I'm a mom I should know.

Ilisidi C
22 Mar 2019 ·

Or, just thought of something else, you could try validating her. Tell her that it totally makes sensen that her experience has taught her whatever an her age probably does make her wiser on some things. Maybe she'll learn how to validate by

Ilisidi C
22 Mar 2019 ·

By hearing you. I don't know how old you are, so this may not be appropriate, but the pod cast With Friends Like These addresses talking with friends, family, or other about things they disagree on. The host typically addresses current events.

K T
23 Mar 2019 ·

^^^^ I like the sound of that podcast Ilisidi. I think I will check it out. Lokisdottir, I can identify with a lot of what you have said. In one way, it feels like your Mom sounds worse than mine but I don't know if that's just because I feel guilty

K T
23 Mar 2019 ·

if I speak negatively about my parents and tend to make excuses for them. My Dad has called me lazy, told me I 'wallow' in my depression, suggested that my depression might be because I have engaged in a séance and that I just need to

K T
23 Mar 2019 ·

'hand it over to God', without saying it in black and white he has more or less suggested that I am/have been possessed by the devil (as a reason for my depression). He has called me 'selfish' before and said hurtful things like,

K T
23 Mar 2019 ·

'Don't pretend you love me.' because I didn't partake in ONE anniversary celebration despite having organised several other celebrations that year and been there for the nitty gritty periods when he was having weekly chemo and cared for him at home

K T
23 Mar 2019 ·

when he had stem cell treatment. . . My God, when you write it out, it seems so much worse. . . My Mom, throughout the years has told me what she feels is an acceptable weight for me. Herself and my sister would suggest I should put more effort into

K T
23 Mar 2019 ·

how I looked but then if I wore makeup my Dad would comment that he hated it when I wore makeup. When I cut my hair short, my Dad told me he prefers it long and curly. I always felt like my family didn't appreciate how tough it was for me to do my

K T
23 Mar 2019 ·

masters through my second language, yet defended my brother and allowed him not to do any housework etc. because he was studying medicine. (My Mom's dad was a doc and she tried to get all three of us children to become doctors. My parents even

K T
23 Mar 2019 ·

emotionally manipulated me into repeating two years at school so that I could get the grades required to do medicine and also, I repeated the aptitude test during my first year of university. I fell short by a few points but I always felt like my

K T
23 Mar 2019 ·

my Mom wanted it more than I did. My Dad used to tell people, 'D(my bro.)'s doing medicine and R (me) NEARLY got in but she didn't and now she is doing science'. It was so embarrassing. I think he felt like he was acknowledging how well I did but I

K T
23 Mar 2019 ·

just felt like he was rubbing salt in the wound, highlighting my disappointing 'just not quite good enoough'-ness despite the fact that I'd worked my ass off. At 28, I have noticed that when I go through a rough period, if I go home, I only get worse

K T
23 Mar 2019 ·

because my parents tend to blame me for my problems and try to take complete control of my life/what and how I should do things. My parents will say that my Mom is organised and will who me how to plan my lessons (I'm a teacher) and that she would

K T
23 Mar 2019 ·

time me and see how many I could do. My Dad would back her up and say I should take her advice. They would get angry wehen I came across a stumbling block with one particular topic and started saying how they couldn't understand how i could focus on

K T
23 Mar 2019 ·

Netflix and not focus on doing my lesson plans .. . Despite the fact that I was highly sleep-deprived and had just started on antidepressants. . . As I said, I'm 28. I moved out about 7 months ago. I am paying back a loan to my parents. It was a

K T
23 Mar 2019 ·

huge pressure before I moved out as my Dad used to make me feel guilty about it. It felt like the millstone around my neck. But now that I am working, I am paying them back. It will feel so great to have the debt cleared. I am fully licensed to drive

K T
23 Mar 2019 ·

but I am not driving as I can't afford to buy/run a car. It makes things much more difficult, stressful and time-consuiming as I rely on public transport, taxis or lifts if I'm lucky BUT, I am convined it is worth it to press on and clear the debt to

K T
23 Mar 2019 ·

my parents, rather than adding to it. . . As for the 'help' and 'advice' that they can sometimes try to shove down my throat and belittle and berrate and criticise me, I am trying to work on getting to a place where I can stand my ground,

K T
23 Mar 2019 ·

respectfully remind them that it's my life and I have the right to make my own decisions but most importantly, not react emotionally. That last part is the part I struggle with the most. No matter how aware I am of how they shouldn't be treating me

K T
23 Mar 2019 ·

like that, I guess there is a part of me that still craves their love and approval and I can't help but feel guilty and sad when I feel like I am letting them down when they get frustrated with me. . . Sorry for taking over your post. I am just

K T
23 Mar 2019 ·

trying to relate to you and show you that someone else is going through something similar and understands. . . Now, help. I have found some of these websites helpful lately as it helped me realise what I do sometimes to perpetuate the cycle. I don't

K T
23 Mar 2019 ·

know what age you are or how much power you have over your own life but some of the tips on these sites may be helpful: https://www.wikihow.com/Cope-With-a-Controlling-Parent

Lokisdottir .
25 Mar 2019 ·

KTA, i'm glad you shared this story to me. we can wallow in our parental angst together :3

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5 Lokisdottir .
20 Mar 2019 ·
MY HEAD WAS RIGHT, THAT NEW GUY WAS BAD NEWS. JÄVLA HELVETE FITTÄ. also i think loki wants to toy with me, he appeared in a dream a few days ago. *snort*
X. M
21 Mar 2019 ·

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5 Lokisdottir .
14 Mar 2019 ·
so some asshole thought it'd be hilarious to film me and my bf cuddling a couple days ago, and now his stupid ass is suspended. good. some justice in this school system. fml bruh
Valeria P
14 Mar 2019 ·

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14 Mar 2019 ·

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X. M
21 Mar 2019 ·

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X. M
21 Mar 2019 ·

Hope that didn't go viral...

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6 Lokisdottir .
08 Mar 2019 ·
hnnngh there's this boy that i rly like and he likes me back and we're already starting to go into bf/gf territory and oh my god he is so perfect but the back of my head's buzzing w/ warnings about...
Lokisdottir .
08 Mar 2019 ·

...it after what happened last time... i rly want to be with him... but we probably don't know each other that well. fck it, he's cute and he makes me buzz with happiness. it's the best i've ever felt with someone since the last guy.

Lokisdottir .
08 Mar 2019 ·

welp... guess i'm falling back in love

Jeff M
08 Mar 2019 ·

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08 Mar 2019 ·

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