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6 Meri C
4h ·
At work, stable, happy, super stressful period but today will be a much needed episode of calmness and regularity
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4 Meri C
3d ·
Recently I've felt like I have to make a stupid and risky decision. Like I feel vain for trusting myself and having confidence, so I need to disprove it. I want to lock myself up till the feeling goes
Meri C
3d ·

Today, I almost used a chainsaw with no training but 10YouTube. I'm going to the gym with friends tonight, I hope company and exercise will ease this strange strain of paranoia.

Meri C
3d ·

*10 minutes of YouTube

Gabrielle H
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4 Meri C
7d ·
Having panicked thoughts. Second guessing. My train of thought's theme is β€œDOOM”. Gotta keep on trucking though, I've got a whole summer ahead of me and I'm fighting for it πŸ˜€πŸ‘
tEnT S
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Jade S
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Jeff M
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4 Meri C
7d ·
Having panicked thoughts. Second guessing. My train of thought's theme is β€œDOOM”. Gotta keep on trucking though, I've got a whole summer ahead of me and I'm fighting for it πŸ˜€πŸ‘
tEnT S
7d ·

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John T
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Aya N
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6 Meri C
7d ·
Hey Pandas, grandma is doing better so I'm feeling a lot better. I've been thinking about my future and what to do with my summer educationally and health wise. Khan academy will be a good start
Robert H
7d ·

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2 Meri C
06 Jun 2019 ·
Hey Pandas, I feel bad about how much I've forgotten to come on. Right now I need some help, my grandma got pneumonia after her heart surgery. She might actually die and it is not time for her to go.
Meri C
06 Jun 2019 ·

She is still young and all her grandkids still need her. I wouldn't have survived my childhood or depression without her. After this surgery her heart was supposed to be fixed so she could have the energy to enjoy the rest of her life

Jeff M
06 Jun 2019 ·

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Jeff M
06 Jun 2019 ·

Will send thoughts and prayers to you and your family. I hope she pulls through! Sounds like she's been really strong for you before, so hope she is strong now as well!

Meri C
06 Jun 2019 ·

Right now waiting is so painful, and I feel so useless. All I can do is be hopeful but I'm terrible at it. I need some real positive thinking and energy ❀️

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06 Jun 2019 ·

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John T
06 Jun 2019 ·

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Meri C
09 Jun 2019 ·

Thanks so much you guys ❀️, I'm happy to say that she is getting better ☺️

Jeff M
7d ·

That's great news!

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6 Meri C
09 Apr 2019 ·
Going to bed after a good days effort, a month till vacation, can't wait for how good this is gonna be πŸ‘β˜ΊοΈ
Albertine M
10 Apr 2019 ·

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6 Meri C
05 Apr 2019 ·
Gym two days in a row!!!! Getting back on good eats and on top of schoolwork again!!!!!!! Time to get all the last little things done!!! πŸ˜€πŸ˜­βœ¨πŸ‘Œ
Albertine M
05 Apr 2019 ·

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5 Meri C
03 Apr 2019 ·
Been really off, I've got a month till vacation, need to own my school work and kick ass at the gym. I'm gonna keep ya'll updated πŸ˜€πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘
Alicia B
03 Apr 2019 ·

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Albertine M
03 Apr 2019 ·

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Albertine M
03 Apr 2019 ·

You can do this Meri!

Meri C
05 Apr 2019 ·

Thank you Albertine!!!!!

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5 Meri C
03 Apr 2019 ·
Been really off, I've got a month till vacation, need to own my school work and kick ass at the gym. I'm gonna keep ya'll updated πŸ˜€πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘
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5 Meri C
03 Apr 2019 ·
Been really off, I've got a month till vacation, need to own my school work and kick ass at the gym. I'm gonna keep ya'll updated πŸ˜€πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘
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5 Meri C
29 Mar 2019 ·
Little sleep last night, not a wink till 3:30AM. I've got a week of postponed assignments due tonight. I'm gonna get on top of things this weekend. It's a goal. πŸ˜€πŸ‘
Ada E
29 Mar 2019 · NEW

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Albertine M
30 Mar 2019 ·

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30 Mar 2019 ·

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30 Mar 2019 ·

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5 Meri C
22 Mar 2019 ·
Spring break has been exhausting, lots of plans and no chance to recharge even though I've been having fun. The remaining portion will be just for me πŸ˜ͺ
Lydia R
22 Mar 2019 ·

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Ilisidi C
22 Mar 2019 ·

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Keeping Track A
23 Mar 2019 ·

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Keeping Track A
23 Mar 2019 ·

I can identify with this. It feels like you just described my life/the past few weeks of my life! Try to take care and enjoy even small periods of rest. Like when you finish a task and are about to jump into the next thing on your to-do list, take a

Keeping Track A
23 Mar 2019 ·

couple of minutes to just sit and do some deep breathing. I find it helps (when I remember!) to get out of the hamster wheel feeling.

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5 Meri C
20 Mar 2019 ·
Been having too much junk food, feel like poo. I'm wasting my money and expanding my waistline two months before a big beach vacation πŸ˜ͺ I wanna run on the beach without struggling for breath
Tim S
20 Mar 2019 ·

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Lydia R
20 Mar 2019 ·

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John T
22 Mar 2019 ·

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5 Meri C
19 Mar 2019 ·
Hi Pandas! Long time no see! Spring break has had a bit of a rough start, plans have been cancelled and I need to work hard soon to get what needs to be done done so it doesn't eat up the week πŸ˜…πŸ˜ͺ☺️
me M
19 Mar 2019 ·

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Lydia R
19 Mar 2019 ·

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Ilisidi C
19 Mar 2019 ·

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tEnT S
19 Mar 2019 ·

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Jen B
19 Mar 2019 ·

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Alicia B
19 Mar 2019 ·

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5 Meri C
13 Mar 2019 ·
Freaked out, overwhelmed even though what I have is manageable. I know it's because I'm under the weather. I hope I get better fast πŸ˜…πŸ˜ͺπŸ˜”
Keeping Track A
13 Mar 2019 ·

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5 Meri C
12 Mar 2019 ·
Been sick, don't feel so good and gots lots to prep for. I'm gonna try and take today easy, I need to recouporate before I can work out or sing again πŸ˜ͺ☺️
Meri C
12 Mar 2019 ·

I've also got too much on my mind. Freaking out about things I'm overwhelmed by instead of focusing on the present

John T
12 Mar 2019 ·

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John T
12 Mar 2019 ·

What kinda things do you sing?

Meri C
13 Mar 2019 ·

I'm in concert choir, it's a mixture of broadway, gospel, and a few Latin pieces!

John T
13 Mar 2019 ·

Meritha Franklin... Meriah Carey... Singing is so cool. I wish I could sing, just to be able to hold a tune would be enough for me, I'd be the choir's mime artist.

Meri C
19 Mar 2019 ·

β€œMime artist” Damn John, I actually literally laughed out loud πŸ˜‚πŸ‘πŸ‘Œ I'm gonna tell that to my choir director he will totally get a kick out of that! But don't doubt yourself, singing is awkward at the start for everyone. I had no experience two months

Meri C
19 Mar 2019 ·

Ago but now I can actually hear improvement and feel more control, if your really interested I encourage you to look around for a cool amateur choir, it's a really fun and rewarding learning experience and you'll find fellow awkward people too!!! πŸ‘βœ¨

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5 Meri C
07 Mar 2019 ·
Really just wanna be happy and stable, live best life, no major regrets. Which I think I can do. Just need to trust myself, pace myself, remember who I am and what I care about πŸ™‚
tEnT S
07 Mar 2019 ·

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Penelope P
07 Mar 2019 ·

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Jos R
07 Mar 2019 ·

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John T
07 Mar 2019 ·

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John T
07 Mar 2019 ·

Good attitude. One thing at a time. No rush.

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6 Meri C
05 Mar 2019 ·
Wow life has been so seemingly easy!!! I've been having little screw ups but handling it all so well 😁 I'm REALLY looking forward to this year! I can't wait to see how much I improve 😁✨
Robert H
05 Mar 2019 ·

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05 Mar 2019 ·

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Tasha S
05 Mar 2019 ·

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6 Meri C
02 Mar 2019 ·
I joined choir recently, it's been really fun!!! I'm a little disappointed in how cliquey the more experienced singers are πŸ˜’. Luckily there's lots of nice people there too 😊
Mark H
02 Mar 2019 ·

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02 Mar 2019 · NEW

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Kym S
02 Mar 2019 ·

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Kym S
02 Mar 2019 ·

Sounds cool :) Sorry to hear about the cliqueness!

Shelley H
02 Mar 2019 ·

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Keeping Track A
02 Mar 2019 ·

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