Today, I almost used a chainsaw with no training but 10YouTube. I'm going to the gym with friends tonight, I hope company and exercise will ease this strange strain of paranoia.
*10 minutes of YouTube
She is still young and all her grandkids still need her. I wouldn't have survived my childhood or depression without her. After this surgery her heart was supposed to be fixed so she could have the energy to enjoy the rest of her life
Will send thoughts and prayers to you and your family. I hope she pulls through! Sounds like she's been really strong for you before, so hope she is strong now as well!
Right now waiting is so painful, and I feel so useless. All I can do is be hopeful but I'm terrible at it. I need some real positive thinking and energy ❤️
Thanks so much you guys ❤️, I'm happy to say that she is getting better ☺️
That's great news!
You can do this Meri!
Thank you Albertine!!!!!
I can identify with this. It feels like you just described my life/the past few weeks of my life! Try to take care and enjoy even small periods of rest. Like when you finish a task and are about to jump into the next thing on your to-do list, take a
couple of minutes to just sit and do some deep breathing. I find it helps (when I remember!) to get out of the hamster wheel feeling.
I've also got too much on my mind. Freaking out about things I'm overwhelmed by instead of focusing on the present
What kinda things do you sing?
I'm in concert choir, it's a mixture of broadway, gospel, and a few Latin pieces!
Meritha Franklin... Meriah Carey... Singing is so cool. I wish I could sing, just to be able to hold a tune would be enough for me, I'd be the choir's mime artist.
“Mime artist” Damn John, I actually literally laughed out loud 😂👏👌 I'm gonna tell that to my choir director he will totally get a kick out of that! But don't doubt yourself, singing is awkward at the start for everyone. I had no experience two months
Ago but now I can actually hear improvement and feel more control, if your really interested I encourage you to look around for a cool amateur choir, it's a really fun and rewarding learning experience and you'll find fellow awkward people too!!! 👍✨
Good attitude. One thing at a time. No rush.
Sounds cool :) Sorry to hear about the cliqueness!