Keep going, only you can save yourself, please don't give up !!! Every time you enjoy I worth it
I'm sure us and your sister would be sad if you did. I hope that you won't have to struggle and things will soon get better for you.
Keep fight this feeling, never give up on yourself, never. This bad feeling is temporary, what you are proposing is permanent....have you spoken to your sister about this?
Even though I have made these comments I struggle with these thoughts also. But I have to FIGHT them and not give in. Keep reaching out
Oh girl, my insomnia got much worse, during my current mental health downturn