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5 Tim S
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Booked an appointment with the doc (finally). Had my break from mp and the stress has settled off so I am going to try remember to come back. I have missed you guys. But I needed that break.
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5 Tim S
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Mom has been fairly decent while she has been sick which is nice. Just booked an appointment to talk to my doc about going on antidepressants. that is good but can't help feeling down about it.
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4 Tim S
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Been a while. Been busy. Mom is getting sick so that is not going to be fun. S has still been on my mind don't know what to do. Keep procrastinating about booking councoling and a my doc.
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5 Tim S
16 May 2019 ·
Started working on a show, great to get back into it. But I am not liking some of the people from past experiences but trying no to let that get to me. Mabey another group would be better.
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16 May 2019 ·

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3 Tim S
14 May 2019 ·
feeling really bad, had an argument of sorts with my mom about how she was talking to me, and in normal fashion, she either blamed it on me or justified it.
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Nikole H
14 May 2019 ·

That sounds a lot like she's gas lighting you. So sorry. :(

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5 Tim S
13 May 2019 ·
Been a while so let me catch you up, I am working on one of the largest shows in my area so that is busy, job is starting up and getting to do more. Mood has somewhat stabilised but still feel down
Tim S
13 May 2019 ·

all day everyday, so am going to book an appointment with my doc next week to see about antidepressants, huge urge to selfharm today due to something coming up. Am going to continue with counseling but need to book an appointment. So got alot to do

Tim S
13 May 2019 ·

and a long way to go, but slow and steady wins the race, just got to make sure I dont trip and fall before I get there

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13 May 2019 ·

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5 Tim S
08 May 2019 ·
Feels really bad when I argue with my mom now (Guess that is good?). Had an argument with her about me being a part of the production team for a musical at my municipal theatre. It's something
Tim S
08 May 2019 ·

I really want to do, but she was saying I can because she would say up late worrying about me. Pointed out that we talked about me working late and that would be a possibility, and the only difference with this is me not getting paid, so she said ok

Tim S
08 May 2019 ·

I can do it as long as I try and get rides.

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08 May 2019 ·

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5 Tim S
06 May 2019 ·
Feeling better, but does not feel like a huge amount of progress as I was so low, Still trying to work things out, and it feels like the more I get better the harder the battles are.
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06 May 2019 ·

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5 Tim S
04 May 2019 ·
Can't stop thinking about S, been over 3 months since I last heard from here and dont think there has been a day without thinking bout her. Realising how much s meant to me how much s helped and hurt.
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04 May 2019 ·

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5 Tim S
03 May 2019 ·
Don't know any way, Highs are getting higher for longer but lows are feeling lower.
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5 Tim S
03 May 2019 ·
Don't know any way, Highs are getting higher for longer but lows are feeling lower.
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4 Tim S
02 May 2019 ·
Been a while, Started a new job yesterday, lots of work and on my feet for most of it but I enjoy it and It can take me places. Mom is still going from 0-10 really quickly. She asked me why I got
Tim S
02 May 2019 ·

snarky when she asked me 'really' after my first response, and I said it was because I was tired of having to repeat myself, and she said well you beter get used to it as it is a southafrican thing, BS, no one do I know does that, so I said well it

Tim S
02 May 2019 ·

seems to me like you don't believe me when you first ask, she said 'I see how it can be interpreted that way. Like what another way can ask the same question over again be interpreted? Also when I called her out for being rude to me, she said 'I said

Tim S
02 May 2019 ·

it nicely the first time, how many times do you want me to say it nicely. Well once would be nice. and you should not need to change your tone.

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Tim S
04 May 2019 ·

Thanks all

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6 Tim S
28 Apr 2019 ·
Ok day. Was really sore in the morning. Still sore but not badly. Should be going in tomorrow to sign a contract with my new work.
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28 Apr 2019 ·

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5 Tim S
26 Apr 2019 ·
Ok drove back from Hamilton after visiting my grab who is in hospital after a back op. She is getting better but not sure if she will manage being on her own again.
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Tim S
28 Apr 2019 ·

Thanks all

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4 Tim S
25 Apr 2019 ·
Everything I say to my mom about how she treats me just comes back to me. Today she asked me to help fold washing in a really snarky way, asked her to speak to me like a person and she said,
Tim S
25 Apr 2019 ·

'Maybe if you did something.' Everything is me, my fault, because if what I do. Over Christmas I felt bad because I was feeling so good when I was in Canada as that was the place that started this all. Now I realize why I felt so much better because

Tim S
25 Apr 2019 ·

it seems like my mom is incapable of speaking to me like a human.

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John T
25 Apr 2019 ·

Good job you're a panda then. Uni soon. Independence beckons.

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Tim S
26 Apr 2019 ·

Thanks John, exited as I got a new job in the Feild I am going to so exited for that. And am trying to get out more as well.

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6 Tim S
22 Apr 2019 ·
First day where I did not really feel my depression. But feeling it now at night
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22 Apr 2019 ·

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5 Tim S
21 Apr 2019 ·
had a decent day, nothing special, nothing horrible
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21 Apr 2019 ·

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6 Tim S
20 Apr 2019 ·
Heard something really modivating, that my faith is not in nothing. I have always thought there is some sort of god. But have doubted my religion. Still wonder why god is putting me through this but
Tim S
20 Apr 2019 ·

Trust ill get through this and it will not be for nothing. Just reminding my self “you can not see the good without seeing the bad”

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20 Apr 2019 ·

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3 Tim S
20 Apr 2019 ·
Going to post 2 as don't feel like I can merge them. Still see the massage I sent to S is on sent. Don't know what to do, don't know how to move on.
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20 Apr 2019 ·

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5 Tim S
20 Apr 2019 ·
Keep forgetting to say hi to you all, been an ok couple of days, keep bringing things up to my mom, she keeps (for lack of another word) deflecting things off her.
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20 Apr 2019 ·

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