and this also does. I get she is just trying to help but man is it annoying. Also she made a comment about how she wished she knew sooner as then she would have understood why I was acting the way I was (as I would have been depressed when I moved)
so she thought that was just me. even tho she knew I was depressed before I moved
That was very brave of you (I still haven't told my family) and I hope it'll help to improve your relationship to your mum over time.
Don't do enough around the house. Even tho I do everything (ocatuonaly with a couple of reminders) she askes. I am getting really annoyed with her. She will yell at me for not doing something instantly (even if she can see I am in the middle of
Something). And then when I do something either it is not done correctly or not complete. She treats me like a child and she has said in the past we need to work together as I have never helped a child going into uni. (Brother moves to my dad then
Sister moved to my mom when she went to uni) so I understand this. So I think ok we both will sort this out together. But no and I should have expected this. Everything is my moms way or the high way she makes it seem like I have a choice but if it
Is not a response she likes she for lack of another word emotionally bully's me until I cave (I have started satanding up and turning back showing her how she is lying that I have a choice). There have been times she has said “f I Tim F U” when I
Don't do something “I have a choice in”. I can never win I have snapped at her when she has said the way I feel is wrong and I just miss interpreted what she said. Started telling her why I felt the way I did (luckily my sis was there as I don't
Know how it would have gone) and how she has misinterpreted things before. Took pritty much a full hour of her interrupting me and me yelling at her (I was done at this point) for her to realize why it was ok for me to fell the way I did.
And with her she can never be wrong so it is always me. So why should I live when one of the people I care about the most keeps yelling at me and calling me names.
Pandas please know I don't want people responding to this (I just ever to vent) and I have an appointment with my shrink on Monday and hopefully I can find a good way to tell my mom during that time.
Want to message S but don't know what to say and the last couple of times we communicated I got set of (nothing because of what she said because what I felt) and I don't want that to happen again. Still want to be here friend but I am not sure if shr
*she wants that. Have my first appointment with my shrink Monday. Hopefully that helps but I don't expect to start seeing long term results for a couple of appointments.
hope you're ok
$5 in parts so it is fine.
It is good if you help out by making dinner, but it sucks that you had to clean up.
Today I am a git closer to the edge and I am just scared I will lean to far that I can't recover.
Take it slow and try taking some time it to think about all your options, try writing down some of your feelings I find it really helps me understand what's going on in my head x
Hey take it slowly, time is always on your side and well, if you can go on anymore, it's good to just sit down and talk it out with a friend.
Breath. In thru mouth, out thru nose And stop thinking. Even for 30 seconds. It will help
I've felt that teeter totter before & it sure is scary. Hang on tight & you'll stay off the bad side. Things will always get better.
Hopefully the green is a more often occurrence.
Also catching up with a friend tomorrow. It will be nice hopefully.
Not sure what time zone you are in. Try to concentrate on your stomach area with your mind. Tell it to slow down. Be calm. You are safe. It will respond. And you will sleep. Stay away from the phone. It will stop your urges to not sleep.
Yep, stay away from the phone! Hope you get good sleep soon.
thanks all and Rob I am in NZDT. (+12 UTC) incase you were wondering
yah im up late now too... insomnia
All of a sodden she yells at me for going to fast (doing 80 in a 100 but a really windy road) and that I should have stopped to let the people behind me to pass. Then I ask her if she wants me to pull over to let them pass. And she says “do what you
Want”. So the conversation goes and I tell her that she has always said not to worry about the people behind me and if she wants me to do something tell me instead of yelling at me for not doing it. Everyday I can tell she is the cause of some of my
Problems (not necessary all) and when I am not around her I feel so much better but not perfect as there are other issues.
She still has not picked up that I have depression and what I believe to be extreme social anxiety (just the thought of hanging out with friends makes me feel sick). But she just says I am painfully shy.
same as me... depression and anxiety really suck
starts swearing and saying stuff under her breath about me. Holly is a lot better with women then men so she responds better to my mom then me hens why I asked my mom to come with me. It is just adding up and when I say something about the way she
speaks to me I get yelled at for the way I speak to her (admittedly I could say it better but I am just so done). With my mom everything is my fault, It is my fault she speaks to me the way she does, it is my fault I feel the way I do. Nothing is
ever good enough for her.
This is hard, my mum is the same. I hope you are alright, I do know what its like so you can talk to me if you need
For some context, I am making a program from scratch, with one other person. So some of the errors result me changing a couple of lines, others make me rewrite everything I just did. A lot of work a lot of lines, and a lot of time. But I am going to
push through and keep developing it as this is what I love, and I can not let my mind get in the way of that.
👏Use 👏 more 👏 comments 👏 in 👏 your
👏 code! 👏 (Also make proper time for breaks and time out)
John T it seems lik 90% of my code is comments. Not really but in some parts each like is commented.