That sounds a lot like she's gas lighting you. So sorry. :(
all day everyday, so am going to book an appointment with my doc next week to see about antidepressants, huge urge to selfharm today due to something coming up. Am going to continue with counseling but need to book an appointment. So got alot to do
and a long way to go, but slow and steady wins the race, just got to make sure I dont trip and fall before I get there
I really want to do, but she was saying I can because she would say up late worrying about me. Pointed out that we talked about me working late and that would be a possibility, and the only difference with this is me not getting paid, so she said ok
I can do it as long as I try and get rides.
snarky when she asked me 'really' after my first response, and I said it was because I was tired of having to repeat myself, and she said well you beter get used to it as it is a southafrican thing, BS, no one do I know does that, so I said well it
seems to me like you don't believe me when you first ask, she said 'I see how it can be interpreted that way. Like what another way can ask the same question over again be interpreted? Also when I called her out for being rude to me, she said 'I said
it nicely the first time, how many times do you want me to say it nicely. Well once would be nice. and you should not need to change your tone.
'Maybe if you did something.' Everything is me, my fault, because if what I do. Over Christmas I felt bad because I was feeling so good when I was in Canada as that was the place that started this all. Now I realize why I felt so much better because
it seems like my mom is incapable of speaking to me like a human.
Good job you're a panda then. Uni soon. Independence beckons.
Thanks John, exited as I got a new job in the Feild I am going to so exited for that. And am trying to get out more as well.
Trust ill get through this and it will not be for nothing. Just reminding my self “you can not see the good without seeing the bad”