really SEE the competition properly, it was a very nice atmosphere!! I'm just very tired now and I got a bad sunburn on my back. I'm happy I took part in this event!!!
Like, I know we used to talk way more than this, but I'm absent for a very good reason. He should be happy for me instead of pushing me away even more, and it makes me sad I might be losing him for... getting a job?? I hope it'll pass
It's pretty obvious at this point that everything she accused me of was a stupid lie and I'm absolutely innocent. It may sound selfish, but I am relieved. At least I know I'm a better person than she is.
-over now that I'm all alone again. But it's not, and maybe a breakup is what I needed to understand I need to appreciate myself more instead of always wishing for others to stay with me.
I spent a nice evening with my parents though, so at least I feel a little better than this morning.
I'm just scared of all the rumors she's going to spread around since she's absolutely sure I did something bad, even if I proved to her I did not. Knowing people hate me and talk behind my back is exhausting even if we live far away from each other
-then maybe it's better for me that things went this way, so I'm free from a fake friendship that would have led me nowhere. I just wish it didn't hurt
What a horrible thing to say. Know that that person is ignorant. You are a fascinating person (as are we all), and you don't need someone like that in your life.
Just be kind to yourself.