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  492 days
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   1No Reasons2(6) Snow day = working from home. Okay, but I prefer working in office. Also did quite a bit of updating on Goodreads, which I didn't seem to have done for some time. Time now for actual reading, in bed3No Reasons4No Reasons
5No Reasons6No Reasons7No Reasons8(4) Difficult to rate today. Feel quite down about a situation at work, but it's part of the job and I need to remind myself about boundaries. Trying to eat less sugar - bahaha on a day like today9No Reasons10No Reasons11No Reasons
12No Reasons13(5) Long and draining day at work - if I had been rating my emotions during the day it would have been all over the chart. Felt quite angry and frustrated at one point, which is quite rare for me at work14(4) Earlier today was at meeting with colleague who is incredibly smart and articulate - felt like such an idiot (my own feelings, nothing he did). You know when you really want someone to like you?
(6) On the couch, in my pyjamas, with my cat asleep and purring on my lap. Quite hungry and would like another cup of tea but feeing very tired and don't want to move. Note to self: must hire servant :)
15No Reasons16No Reasons17(4) Started to lose my voice yesterday and by the time I finished work felt quite rough. Got home, Fed cat, went to bed. Been up this morning to feed cat, get meds and tea. Back in bed, feel crap. I18No Reasons
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26No Reasons27(5) Something at work that I thought might be a big disaster seems like it is going to be okay. Behind with a lot of stuff. Really tired and still croaky.28No Reasons29No Reasons30No Reasons31(6) Seeing M tonight finally for first time in a long time. Slept quite a lot of yesterday but needed it. Trying to focus on today.
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2No Reasons3(4) Had rather crappy day at work - not feeling productive or that I was doing good work, second guessing myself a lot. Missing officemate who left last week. Been eating badly, period still making me4(4) Snowing here - took me 3.5 hours to get home. Could have been worse, and I do love snow, but - suppose not really loving anything at the moment. This too shall pass.5No Reasons6No Reasons7No Reasons8No Reasons
9No Reasons10No Reasons11(6) Motivated myself to do some cleaning and tidying, so feeling quite virtuous. Rang hospital as still haven't heard from consultant, they said a letter went out to me earlier this week, so hoping it12No Reasons13No Reasons14No Reasons15No Reasons
16No Reasons17No Reasons18No Reasons19(4) No particular cause - just melancholia20(4) Feeling crap physically. Call from consultant's secretary to say that I have an appointment to see him in mid May re treatment. After having had a few relatively good weeks, struggling again. Hate21No Reasons22(4) Third day of nasty lower back pain - affecting sleep. Trying to keep moving as much as I can, stretching etc Went to shop last night to get some food and realised at till that I didn't have wallet.
23No Reasons24(5) Exhausted- glad it's my 'rest day' from work. Yesterday got letter from consultant saying tests definitely confirm it's not cancer, so likely to be endometriosis (again). Would feel more celebratory25No Reasons26No Reasons27(6) Didn't get as much done at work today as I hoped, but had good meeting with my officemate and we laughed a lot together the whole day. Destressing and just fun. Reminded me I've always been lucky in28(6) Went in to work for a while, got some stuff done tho not as much as I'd hoped (of course). Back home, lying on the couch, with my cat. Hope to have a lie-in tomorrow.29No Reasons
30(6) Had a really good meeting with colleague from another team and we're going to take my idea forward. Now going out to walk in the sun. If only every day was like this! Hope afternoon is okay too