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February
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13To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter14To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter15To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter16To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter17To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter18To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter19(8) Wow, I hadn't updated this in so long. Not much is going on in my life, though. I´ve started talking with A again. School is good. I´m a little sick, but it'll pass. Everything is going well :)
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April
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     1(6) I feel anxious. They didn't answer, He left me in seen, and in a few hours I'll have to be nice and social...2To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
3(7) 4(6) Got a lot of stuff to do but I'm still procrastinating. He´s being cold, probably having a bad day, wish I knew how to help.5(5) ...Idk.6To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter7To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter8To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter9To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
10To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter11(4) 12(3) My parents were fighting, my project was a mess, and I felt awfully overwhelmed. He made me feel worse, but I don't blame him cause I didn't tell him what was going on. Almost cried in the taxi.13(5) Feeling better now, but I´m still not in my best mood. I feel like I might cry if even a tiny problem appears today. Maybe crying it all out would make me feel better...14(6) 15(6) 16(6)
17(6) 18(6) 19(5) I was anxious all day, but everything went well.20(5) Im not feeling bad, but im not feeling good either21(5) 22(5) I'm worried about him :/23(6) Had to be really social, it was nice...
24(4) My professor told me I failed a partial because of a dumb mistake just before I had to start taking a final...I couldn't concentrate. I hope I didn't make any stupid mistakes25(4) Felt boring, sad and insecure26(5) Procrastinated a lot27(6) 28(6) 29(6) 30(6)
June
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   1(6) 2(7) I've decided she's my favorite teacher, she's super intuitive and sees things in me that I've never been able to acknowledge3(6) Have done nothing productive today4(5)
5(6) 6(5) A classmate asked me why I was so hostile.I... don't consider myself to be hostile. Maybe is time to check the way I'm behaving to make sure I'm not being mean accidentally?7To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter8(6) 9(7) 10(6) :)11(6)
12(6) 13(6) 14(6) 15(7) 16(6) I thought about going out and seeing my classmates but...I decided I was not ready for that yet.17(7) Volunteered in the morning, spent a fun time with a bunch of nice people I had never seen before and probably will never see again. I like expending time with strangers.18(7)
19(6) 20To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter21(6) I had to go to school today cause I needed to interview someone for a college project and it was so hard to find someone I felt comfortable enough with to ask. I ended up asking my religion teacher,22(7) Very unproductive but weirdly social. A friend called and I actually answered! (I normally ignore and then text them). That was nice, and I´ve been texting some other friends too :)23(7) Was feeling sad for no reason, then some classmates made it worse, but at the end, I felt good cause Y ( we don't even talk much) choose me for a project and said some really nice things about me.24(7) Friendly discussions make me happy25(6)
26(6) 27(6) L asked me ' He is smart, he is cute, what more do you want?' I didn't say anything cause I don't like talking about that but... I think I know what else I want. I just want him to like me....
(6) I dont know how im feeling
28(5) E left us. It was a surprise for me to see that it made me feel sad because I'll miss him. I hadn't noticed how I actually started liking him as a friend until now that he's gone, isn't that sad?29(4) My professor asked me why I couldn't do the prayer and had instead asked a classmate to do it for me, and I got sooo embarrassed because I didn't have a good answer for her.30(7) I felt happy hanging out with A and E. I'm still awkward around our other classmates but its getting better. I'm making an effort
(5) I did the prayer thing. The conference went well, but there were not many people and I was kind of embarrassed because of the presence of I there. I hadn't seen her in a while so it was weird.
(4) A left me in seen that morning, and then in the afternoon he was like ' I opened it and forgot :(' what kind of excuse is that :/ but whatever. After that we talked for a bit
July
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     1(6) Went to the dentist cause I had had a toothache for months, but she told me there is nothing wrong wth my teeth. Apparently, I was imagining the pain??Weird.2(6) Unproductive
3To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter4(6) Saw M again, he's leaving soon, so I don't know when we´ll see each other again5(6) I thought I had made mistakes because I didn't study as much as I should have but apparently got an A :)6To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter7(4) So...my dad got mad at me because he asked where wanted to eat and I said 'Idk'. He lectured me about making up my mind because future boyfriends would hate if I kept saying Idk :/8To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter9To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
10To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter11(4) 12(4) I had a headache and was irritable. I just wanted to be left alone but m friends were being all supportive, asking what was wrong. I appreciated the concern. I thought I was fine but cried later...13To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter14(6) Went out and learned some cool stuff, walked for a bit, kind of socialized, texted him again, binged watched Greys Anatomy with mom...15(6) Did nothing but watch TV .... that was very unproductive but it felt nice.16To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
17(7) 18To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter19(4) Feeling bad for 'no reason' again.
(4) Went out to eat with them and say goodbye to M. It didn't felt real until it was over and I was on my way home. I don't see him that much but Im gonna miss him.
20(5) I have a very supportive friend, and she is always there for me. Telling her my stuff makes me feel better.21To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter22To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter23(5) Binge watched youtube all day instead of doing productive stuff....
24(4) I felt super uncomfortable in that event. It was really awkward. At least I learned something and I'm probably getting a certificate.
(8) I sang again! With my friends, classmates and my neuro teacher. It was really fun, we sang old and new songs. We even sang some reggae I hate! I´ve been missing singing with friends
25(7) Saw my friend M again! That was nice, and we´ll probably see each other this weekend again.26(4) Does he not see my name at the top of the chat?Does he have lots of girls with my name? Or does he simply not give a f~ck? My bet is on the last one. Why am I even asking you guys this and not him?...27(5) 28(6)
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29To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter30(6) Went to church and said goodbye to FH.
31(5) In a bad mood. Need to study but cant focus
August
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 1(6) I´m feeling good (Helped with the cooking, watched some tv, actually talked to him)but there is some guilt(about not doing homework) bothering me.Am hoping class goes well and my teacher wont scold me2(7) Got a 100 in the test I thought I had failed!3(5) Saw an ex-classmate and couldn't go up to him and say hi, I didn't want to but it made me feel rude.4(6) Went out to eat with friends5To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter6(5) I have procrastinated so much :/
7(6) Finally finished my project now I just have to do well at the oral presentation.8(4) Apparently, I had been doing everything wrong :( My professor had to help me and now it is fixed but because of that, I have to redo so much stuff! I hope I can finish in time.9(4) I was sooo mad at her. Couldn't she even bother to tell us something was wrong so we would fix it in time? Nope, she had to wait and make us run around trying to fix it.10(5) 11To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter12(7) Yesterday was actually pretty nice. Went somewhere I never go, with people I hadn't seen in months. It was nice to spend time with them and it wasn't as awkward as I thought it would be.
(5) Wake up call.Im taking it better than I thought I would maybe because I have to be focused in my finals and have no time to think about it.But the moment I´m free...I´m probably gonna feel bad
(5) I feel the bad mood coming.Like if I stop doing stuff it will take over my brain and make me sad for a while. Really don't want that to happen. I´m going out tonight, its gonna be ackward.
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14(8) Went out with the girls. I had missed them so much!
(5) They told me some bad stuff about him that's making me change my perception of him as a person though. It's good to know but it feels bad.
15(5) 16(5) I was very unproductive today17(4) Ugh18(7) Spent a lot of time with my classmates and that was pretty nice19(7) Again spent almost all of my day at uni with my classmates and it was very nice. We had fun, studied, gossiped, and got to know each other better.20(5)
21(7) I hadn't read just for fun in so long! I had missed it22(7) Making new friends feels very weird. I hadn't had to make an effort in years and now I don't actually know how to, but I'm apparently doing okay at it23(5) Woke up in a bad mood but its slowly getting better24(7) Hung out with friends, discovered I don't like mojitos, watched tv with mom :)25No Reasons26(4) Bittersweet, mostly bitter tho27(5) Can't get the dumb ideas out of my head
(4) I thought I would be okay but apparently I'm not....sigh. I wish I could get over it faster.
28(7) Woke up feeling better, and now feeling great. Maybe this day will go well after all29(7) 30(7) Morning classes were weird, ll have to make an effort to be social. Evening classes scared the **** out of me, cause its 'practice' so I´ll have to actually go out and do stuff with a psychologist31No Reasons
October
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2(7) 3(8) Speaking with my professor left me feeling like there is hope. I really wish she can help me with what I asked4(7) I´m trying to use wisely my free time, but my procrastination tendencies are hard to suppress5(6) Failure scares me a lot6(6) After a very weird morning, I went home and slept lots7(6) 8(6)
9(6) 10(7) I was kinda anxious all day because I thought I was going to fail my test but it actually went really well!! Somehow I learned a lot at last minute and managed to make a good presentation :D11(7) 12(6) 13(7) 14(6) 15(8) Received lots of lovely messages from people who care :)
16(6) Felt generally good. Talking to D makes me feel anxious, I´m afraid of saying the wrong thing and seem boring or something like that17(5) I want to stop feeling like I'm out of place18(5) Most mediocre presentation I have done in a while19(6) 20(6) 21(7) Actually getting out of the house and spending time with friends on this trip was great :D I still need to be a little more social, but we´re getting there22(6)
23(7) I got the piercing I wanted! :D It didn't hurt as much as I thought it would so that's great. I think sleeping will get a little uncomfortable for a few months but ill get used to it soon24(5) 25(6) 26(3) First I felt lonely, then there was a problem with my grades, and finally one of my kittens died. Not such a great day27(6) So, I had a bit of anxiety but everything turned out pretty well. I even discovered that my feelings for him have changed.28(7) 29(6)
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