4.8 avg
  159 days
  577 hugs
      1(7) really happy this morning
(5) dad keeps taking over my room, i just want it left alone how it is not moving anything about
(6) tv has been good tonight
2(5) woke up to two nosebleeds this morning, still feeling food tho
(6) nice bath relaxing
3(5) work work work work work
(7) acctually feeling good today, and a good shift today
4(7) loving life atm
(6) ok so not the best shift today, had a panic attack but im still smiling
(7) no work tomorrow!!!
(4) so my exs sister messaged me, kinda put a downer on me now
5(6) bored!!!
(7) fone my hair nice, crocheted, and cycled to the drs, id say it was very productive today
(5) ok so being ignored is not the best feeling in the world, they better have a good excuse hahaha
6(5) bit of a downer today7(6) bored so might do some knitting
(7) i love my room, its so perfect!!!
(5) i love my room its so pretty!!!
8(5) i ate too much and was sick :(
9(5) day off in bed
(5) in a bad manic state rn and i wanna sleep
10(3) bad dream
(5) sooooo happy got an interveiw for a sch teacher
(7) sooooo happy got an interveiw for a sch teacher
11(6) work12(8) interveiw went brilliantly13(4) i hate this, been stapped down as a cadet
(6) work was good and there was snow
14(6) loving life
(6) lazy day today
(5) watched a film, dad chose it and it was me and my exs film we used to watch all the time, but it was still a good film
15(6) slipped over on the ice in my moped, not the best start to my day but still feeling optimistic
(7) 5 days off, time to do some knitting!!!
16(6) so nearly done on my friends baby cardigan cant wait to finish it!!!
(6) part one done on my knitting project now onto part two after i sleep
17(5) today was boring
(5) my mate keeps bragging about things and its annoying me so not in best mood
18(6) woke up at 3
(6) having some respite at nanas
19(6) went walking with nana, very nice 3.25 miles20(7) seeing mum today!!!!21(5) so today was interesting, started bad but shift was quick today and was VERY busycause of football traffic. glad to rest, watch a film and do some knitting22(6) even tho i woke up at 6 im feeling optomistic
23(6) i want coco pops
(5) god i hate being clingy!!!
24(6) im so lazy
(4) feel like i wanna overdose
25(6) loving life even tho i didnt sleep at all
(7) brilliant day today
26(7) had a really good nights sleep
(7) had a really good nights sleep
27(6) woke up to a nose bleed
(5) date bailed out on me and got hot and colds, think im coming down with a cold
28(6) good nights sleep and watching glee
(6) dyed my hair blonde, fwb screwed me and then left me so was in a bad mood but gonna ignore boys and try to focus on me for a change
29(5) came home from work after an hour cause i felt sick
(5) still feel sick
30No Reasons31(6) lovely day with mum yesterday
  1(7) had a lovely day at work and had a relaxing bath!!!2(6) didnt sleep well
(5) cleaned my make up brushes, been bored all day told fwb that i was very miffed with him and i was dissapointed, ngl he deserves alot more than that!!!
(5) been so bored today
3(5) soooooo tired this morning and i have to work omg i hate it
(6) so i think my best mate has got me into the gym, well i wanna get toned and let my ex see what hes missing hahaha
4(6) glad i have the day off
(7) had a lovely day off
5No Reasons
6(6) lovely walk then gym later
(4) feel like absolute shit, keep thinking about my ex and how many times he hurt me and how many memories there were
7(6) gym was really good8(6) woke up at ten, and to the washing up
(7) at the gym again and theres really hot guys here
9(7) gym lastnight followed by a pizza party at mine was brill lastnight, now off to see mum10(6)
(5) work was shit
(5) work was so bad i wanna quit
11(6) day off thankfully wanna sleep12(5) work
(6) nice evening
13No Reasons14(4) i wanna quit work, theyre threatning to suspend me and i hate it had an awful night last night bumped into an ex and i wanted to throw my drink over him, cant wait to go home and just sleep
(5) wanted to overdose and kill myself earlier wanna quit work cause im not happy there they sent ne home early cause i had bladder spasams and was behind on drinks
15(5) i dont like the dentist
(5) im a wreck
16No Reasons17(5) lastnight was crap but i liked the bowling today
(4) still feeling suicidal
18(6) went to the beach today and applied for jobs19No Reasons
20(5) i hate work, need to get a new job
(5) hate this feeling
(5) interveiw went awful, didnt get it, soent the evening with my dog and grandad and went for a walk then git a email saying another company wants an interveiw #behopeful
(5) interveiw went awful, didnt get it, soent the evening with my dog and grandad and went for a walk then git a email saying another company wants an interveiw called 111 cause i was feeling suicidal
22(5) got a callback for my interveiw23(6) callback today cant wait!!!24(6) lovely day with mum25(5) halucinating about times with my ex bf isnt great...26(5) today wasnt so bad, had a bath and ate chocolate after a successful shift at work
27(6) glad i have the day off28No Reasons