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11(5) Got home from work
12(3) Feeling sad about being too critical a person
(6) Session went well so feeling good maybe a little too good
(4) Fed up of worrying so just going with it
(2) Feeling down. Fed up of thinking about mental health. Seems overwhelming.
(4) Post intensive discussion
(4) Feeling overwhelmed by worrying already
15(6) Nice weekend in portishead
16(3) Spend hours looking at flights. Stressed.
17(4) Didn't sleep well because of yesterday and the workshop today. Watching tv to chill18(5)
(6) Relaxing afternoon after wrk
(6) Another week at work done
20(4) 21(4) Irritable
(4) Irritable
22(6) Ali James just left
23(5) Went to mind. Felt too critical again last night which caused me distress24(6)
25(3) Overwhelmed. Trying some distraction
(2) Feeling overwhelmed and finding it hard to move forward. Just let go.
26(4) Had a rubbish 3 days. Trying some distraction as I don't seem to be able to think my way out
(5) Distraction helping. Need to remember this for times of extreme distress
(5) Just taking one small step at a time . Otherwise too much
28(2) Fed up of trying. Tried to resolve things as I went along and just got overwhelmed29To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
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  1(6) Good day at work2(6) 3To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter4(6) 5To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
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(4) Overwhelmed again. Sometimes the worrying just gets too much
8(3) Off work sick because of mental health. Tired of getting stuck in the same old loops. Hard. Trying to avoid getting stuck in obsessive thoughts.9To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter10(4) Had two days off work. Just felt like giving up but trying again now11(7) Spent most of the day with LB. always seem better when I have company. Get myself into a muddle when alone12(6)
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16(4) Depersonalisation after workshop. Overthinking17To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter18To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter19(5) Mind busy. Overthinking
(5) Usual Ocd loop of feeling anxious and then trying to resolve it by repeating things to myself. Very pressured and militant.
20(4) Depersonalisation. Trying to just pamper myself instead of think way out21(5) Trying engaging in activities at difficult times to stop the obsessive cycle22To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter23To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter24(5) Yoga then wwt25No Reasons26No Reasons
27No Reasons28(5) Back at wrk. Moods still all over the place
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6(4) Didn't go to mind as had Drs. Got overwhelmed as thoughts became obsessive. Couldn't cope so just because depressed and disengaged. Need to work on obsessiveness maybe distraction?
7No Reasons8(5) 9(6) Went into a depression again yesterday as got overwhelmed. Need to try to not get like that otherwise I stop trying to cope as it all seems too hard10(7) Behavioural activation as the way forward11No Reasons12No Reasons
13(7) 14(5) 15(6) Mum visiting. Holiday tomorrow. Feeling a bit high16(7) 17(7) Feeling unusually happy. Not sure why18No Reasons19(7) Weekend w Ali n James
20(5) Bit of a funny one. Feeling out of sorts. Using distraction to avoid getting locked in my mind21(5) A strange one. This morning really spaced at work - maybe after feeling so out of sorts last night. Felt quite anxious. Then this afternoon felt better but later distressed again - maybe lack of focus22No Reasons23(4) Depersonalisation due to stress. Obsessed too much about being bad. Try distraction and talking it through with someone24No Reasons25No Reasons26(5) Got overwhelmed on fri. Felt self conscious and like everyone was looking at me. Sat morning hard but improved later when I stopped worrying
27No Reasons28(5) Got overwhelmed and started feeling spaced. Did body scan and felt better. Anxiety is hard
(3) Feeling overwhelmed. Panicking a little . Going from solution to solution. Trying distraction
29(5) Session went well. Trying to conquer obsessions by only allowing myself to think something once rather than doubting. It's tough30(5) A couple of times depersonalisation has happened today. Annoying. Know it happens when things get tough31(8) Yesterday v hard. Too much time alone? Today almost had a melt down day n was going to do nothing. Forced myself to go to yoga and turned it around. Now feeling good. Unstable moods r hard
     1No Reasons2(8) Lovely weekend and weather. Feeling happier than usual. Thanks goodness after thurs/ fri morning. Thought it was all going to be awful
3No Reasons4No Reasons5(8) Feel happy. Mind a bit jumpy though
(7) Similar to yesterday. Feeling happy but mind jumpy and feel slightly unsettled
(5) Spent a lot of energy trying to counteract feeling hyper. Got overwhelmed so mood plummeted. In future go with moods and don't force them to be different? Don't be afraid of moods
6No Reasons7(5) T slept in spare room. Mind busy at yoga obsessing. Felt better. Then mood plummeted after a beer.8No Reasons9No Reasons
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17No Reasons18No Reasons19No Reasons20(6) Have other people had problems logging in. Wasn't able to login for days through Facebook. It was a pain as it's a bit of a lifeline for me :(
(6) Been up north. Generally ok but struggled with obsessions on weds which was hard. Kept repeating things to myself. Spoke to t which helped. Went to grandparents too which was a distraction
21(5) Hmm.... still find myself repeating things and obsessing too much as a way to cope. I then get overwhelmed and my mood drops. Need to be careful of getting into this loop. Going to see lb22(4) Emotions are confusing and difficult to manage. didcot a good distraction. Feeling distressed can be hard as my way of coping is to obsess which makes things worse. It's my learnt response.23(5) Managing obsessions can be difficult. Round and round and round
24No Reasons25(5) Have to remember to take things slowly. This morning I was thinking about increasing hours at work but I need to be realistic and not get carried away
(5) Need to be careful of becoming hyper aware of thoughts and then over focusing on what's going on in my mind. Need to be focused on activity
26No Reasons27(5) Not too much anxiety but an uncomfortable feeling of being spaced out. I can cope!28No Reasons29No Reasons30No Reasons
1(6) Nice few days. Struggled yesterday with obsessions. Spoke honestly to t which helped
(2) Was struggling w obsession about being bad. T told me he won't come to the wedding w me. Now don't know what to think. Fed up. Too hard
2No Reasons3(5) Back at work. T saga ongoing. Can't live w him; can't live without him. Not really sure how to move forward. Maybe I should try talking.4(6) Finally talked it out thank goodness. Let's see if anything changes5(6) Mood a little too high. Tried controlling thoughts w mindfulness etc which was making me feel distressed. Then decided to just normalise everything that comes into my mind6(6) Struggling w difficult thoughts this morning and how to manage them. Being completely engaged w h this pm really helped7(5) Good day. Busy with f. Mood generally ok. Sat in garden and felt relaxed. Maybe I sat too long but 3 hours later struggling a bit. Knowing how much time I can safely spend alone is hard.
8(5) Difficult moods again. Trying not to obsess about them and not to take responsibility for others. If they have an issue it's there's and not mine !!
(4) Overwhelmed so just going for a focus on tv etc attitude to see if it passes. Fed up of overthinking and obsessing. Gets too much
9No Reasons10(4) Exhausted and spaced out after training course. Chilling out and letting it all go. Easy day tomorrow at work planned too11(6) Obsessing disappeared as quickly as it came. Work really helped. Mood went up and was high which was frightening but trying to lean not to b scared of thoughts or feelings
(4) Overwhelmed. Thinking about thinking gets too much. Obsessed w mental health. Need to not overdo it. Distraction important
12(5) Fed up of thinking about everything and thinking about thinking. Screw It all and see what happens13No Reasons14No Reasons
15(6) Went to mind. Glad I went and spoke about intrusive thoughts. They were really kind. Going to try accepting and normalising all that comes into my mind to see what happens. Nothing to lose.16No Reasons17No Reasons18(4) Woke up wrestling with my thoughts . Felt bad about being critical. Trying to practice self compassion instead of beating myself up
(5) Have to lean to let go and not get stuck
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22(6) On the up again . Struggling with unstable moods. Going from severely depressed to excited in a few hours is hard. Trying not to get caught up in worrying about it or in controlling my mind23(5) Difficult listening to the news this morning. Avoided it all day since. Can't cope hearing it. Just too much ??24No Reasons25No Reasons26No Reasons27No Reasons28No Reasons
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